Hi, I..I am Charleen .. khud ko bohot ... akela mehsoos kar rahi thi .. jaane se pehele .. meri saari dosto kliye yeh likhna chathi thi .. I am sorry if I have hurt anyone of you .. especially my special friends ko .. I'm sorry ... nd my ammamma agar aap mujhe heaven se dekhing toh .. I miss you .. I miss you very much .. miss you .. miss you all...
KriYansh - Jo bheji thi duaa
It was near dusk , down the empty lane , I was walking , wandering and was in search of someone , something , somewhere ... A living circle of silence surrounded me .. It had become the silent music to my ears .. but had quenched , dried out everything inside my heart .. I was left .. left all alone .. with a lot of unanswered questions ...
Kise poochun, hai aisa kyun
Bezubaan sa, ye jahaan hai
(To whom to ask, why is it so,
this world is, as if mute..)
You know what guyz,kuch lokh he jo sapne dekthe he ...bohot saare sapne dekthe he.. lekin.. voh sapne .. voh sapne pura hi nahi hote .. toot toot ke .. toot ttok ke ... sapne hi reh jata he .. aesa hi kuch hua he meri saath ... I'm Kriya ,bohot saare sapne thi meri : sadda khush rehne ki khushi baantne ki aur saath ho toh sirf .. sirf aur sirf unke saath rehne ki ..unke saath hamesha hamesha kliye rehne ki .. lekin ...
Khushi ke pal, kahan dhoondhooN
Benishan sa, waqt bhi yahan hai
(Where to find moments of joy,
Even time is like without a sign..)
I was walking pointlessly .. raassta hi kho gayi thi .. zindagi ki kisi kahi ankahi jhalakon mein chipi thi - meri khushiya , meri rasta aur ... mein khud .. Lost in my thoughts , I didn't even notice that I was gonna trip over a pebble ... He pulled me from behind and held me tight in his arms .. I was able to see my entire zindagi in that single sparkle in his eyes .. the intense look In our eyes , it was enough to burn out each and every misery into ashes .. turn my loneliness into happiness and bring me back to my life once again ... "Rey" I called out ..he smiled .. but ... like a mirage in the driest of deserts .. his image had started tofade away .. slowly ... very slowly and then he left me ... just like he did 1 week ago.. the week just after our marriage ... He had gone .. gone to a place where I could never reach him ... never see him again ... *crying*
Upon regaining my consciousness I got to know that , my entire body was standing erect just because of the support of a bench .. I wiped my tears and moved forward ...
Jaane kitne labon pe gile hain
Zindagi se kayi faasle hain
Paseejte hain sapne kyun aankhon mein
Lakeer jab chhoote in haathon se yoon bewajah
(There are complaints on so many lips,
there are many distances from the life..
Why do the dreams dampen in eyes,
when the line leaves these hands, for no reason..)
Sometimes,destiny plays this cruel game with us .. It's nasty play takes everything from us...leaves us all alone..just like it stole my Rey from me ...
*Flash back * The vermillion on my forehead had marked the beginning of a new phase in my life..the red and white bangles in my hands .., they're jingles and the way I used to wake my Rey up with their jingles ... Meri mehendi ki rang had grown dark , meri nani bola karti thi mehendi ki rang jitna badega,utna hi zyaada pyaar mujhe Rey karega ...Both of us were happy .. it was the most happiest days of my entire life .. but that day turned everything .. upside down .. that day destroyed everything .. That day took my rey away from me ... hamesh hamesha kliye ...
Jo bheji thi duaa, woh jaake aasmaan
se yoon takra gayi ke aa gayi
Hai laut ke sadaa
The wish I had sent,
that collided with the sky such that
a call has come back..
It's not what we wish that happens , it's what's to be happened that happens ... Life kabhi kabhi fair nahi hota .. lekin zindagi nahi rukti .. we should move on ... Move on ... like that
Saanson ne kahan rukh mod liya
Koi raah nazar mein na aaye
Dhadkan ne kahan dil chhod diya
Kahan chhode in jismoN ne saaye
where have the breaths turned their face,
I don't see any path..
where has the heartbeat left the heart,
and where have these bodies left (their) shadows..
Just before the vermilion had dried ... the rains washed it away .. the bangles broke .. the mark of a suhaag was taken away from me ... meri rey .. he had .. he had gone .. he had gone .. waiting in a far away place waiting for me ...
Yehi baar-baar sochta hoon tanha main yahan
Mere saath-saath chal raha hai yaadon ka dhuaan
I, here, think this again and again..
a smoke of memories is walking with me..
As I walked down the lane a gush of memories passed in and out ... leaving many more unanswered questions ...
Jo bheji thi duaa, woh jaake aasmaan
se yoon takra gayi ke aa gayi
Hai laut ke sadaa
Your friend/soulmate/parents or some one special your connection with them are fixed by the angels in heaven ... Those special people are our living angels on Earth and sometimes they just .. they just leave too quick that we won't even get time to say alvida..don't wait .. life is short ..enjoy while you are here...no regrets,no sorries,no misunderstandings...
Alvida!!
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