Aaslok : forever mine... 2nd thread part 19 page 139

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Part 12

She was hurt deeply. How could he think like that while their relation was taking a different way? May be she was not in love with him completely but she was feeling a deep bond with him. She connected to him as both physically and mentally. She was not like a girl who creates a bond with anyone easily. She was the one man woman and now she admitted that she was his completely. He was her savior. He was her one and only hope. She found the solace, a feeling of security in his arms. She was trying to love him but as much as she was trying to close him, his words made her hurt.

He knew nothing about her feelings. She was so angry with him. She decided that she will not face him until he does not understand her feelings. She was feeling happy after the last night but now she was crying and sad due to him.

She started to irritate with aayushmaan name. he was her fiance, he was her past now but Shlok was the one who became her future then why this Aayushmaan name was coming in front of her again and again from his mouth. She locked herself in her room and didn't want to face anyone.

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He woke up in his bed alone again. He saw her dupatta on the bed and sighed.

"Last time you said that was your weakest moment with me. This time you will say that it was due to your drunken state" he smiled faintly and thought about her. He got up from the bed and went to washroom.

The servant brought the breakfast. He asked about Aastha "where is madam?"

"Sir she is in her room and she strictly said, don't disturb her" he replied while Shlok nodded his head. They didn't know anything about the relation between Shlok and Aastha. He was worried

"I knew that you always give the same reaction after that. I cannot understand you. Never." He thought and jerked his head.

He observed all day that she didn't come out from her room and even she didn't eat anything since morning. He became anxious when she skipped her dinner also. He tried to avoid her since morning due to her anger. She didn't like to make with him but whenever she came close to him; they lost their control on feelings. Every time he resisted himself to touch her but he could not and after all he regretted. He was so helpless to see her in this state. He wanted to go in her room but every time he stopped when he imagined her reaction.

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He was restless. He saw the time. It was 11:00 pm. Servants had gone to their quarters. He could not control himself anymore. He could not see her like this. He wanted to talk to her. He knocked the door.

"I said don't disturb me. Who is this?" he heard her strained voice. He turned to go but he thought for a second and knocked again. She didn't open or reply back. He repeatedly knocked loudly. Now he was losing his patience. Why was she reacting like this while he didn't force her into bed with him?

She opened the door and saw him at her door. She didn't say anything and went inside. He followed her.

"Why didn't you eat anything from whole day?" He asked with bit angry tone

"I don't feel hungry" she said. She was looking out from window. He stood behind her. He pulled her arm and forced her to turn.

"why." he fumed while she jerked his hand.

"Why are you so concern? I don't want to eat and don't worry I will not die" she said sarcastically. Shlok was just seeing her with confusion.

"Did I force you last night" he asked in cold tone.

"I said nothing about that." She replied in same tone. He was really irritated now. He could not hold himself.

"I know that you hate me and you remind me again and again this. But you know I am also dying with this guilt partially daily that why I decided that I will give you the thing which you wanted so desperately" he paused in between his words. She looked him with prickling eyes

" what do you think about me , just look this black thread which you tied" she furiously asked because she had understand what he wanted to say and showed the black thread in her neck.

"What do you mean" he became clueless on her sudden question

"I wanted to say that stop the acting to being very good for me. I am not a wh**e or not a football which you kick whenever you want" she devastated and burst out.

"What is rubbish all that who called you football and ***" he grinned in low voice

"You are trying to make me like that" she shouted on his face, she composed herself and asked in low voice "did I ever express my wish to go to my ex fianc in front of you"

"No you didn't but I feel that you will be happy with him" he turned down his head and said in defeated voice.

"Why didn't you feel the same when you exploited me, why didn't you think the same before going in bed with me always?" She looked in his eyes directly and asked boldly.

"Don't turn your face, answer me" she held his face and force him to see her.

"I am sinner and now I wanted to rectify my mistake" he said in very low voice. She smiled faintly

"Oh great and again commit a mistake. What do you think that I want to go away from you? I will not leave you on any cost. If you will try anything like that then I swear I will kill myself in front of your eyes" she held his collar in rage and said in strong voice. Shlok was blankly listening her words. He could not understand what she wanted to say.

"Why are you standing like statue now" she hit him, he didn't know what to say

"I could not understand what you want" he finally asked

"Do you love me really" she asked with hope

"Yes deeply" he started to understand her point now so he nodded his head.

"And will you bear me with another man" she asked firmly.

"I will kill you and him" he clinched his fist and emotionally said

"Then why do you always take the name of Aayushmaan in front of me even in your sleep" she asked irritated

"Do you feel bad" he asked and gazed him

"Yes, very much. Sometimes I want to kill you for this." she replied in bit angry tone.

"But you always say that you hate me" he was happy in his heart but said her

"I want to live in your arms forever with all my hate, because you become my need, do you accept me." She confessed and saw his face. He was so overjoyed on her open confession

"I accept you with all your hate because you are my life" he hugged her tightly. While she pushed him back.

"Now what" he surprised again

"You made me cry a lot" she made a face, he felt guilty again "I know I am very cruel..." she interrupted him "despite this I like to be with you, I am starting to like these pain now. I cannot imagine living without you." She said with teary eyes when he pulled her in his arms and kissed her eyes.

"I made you cried again due to the stupid reason, I am sorry and I promise I will never give tears in your eyes" he tied his hands around her back and clinched her. She held his shoulder and hid her face in his broad chest.

"If you will say to leave me ever again then I will kill you" she said with passion, he cupped her face in one hand

"Now I will not let you go anywhere even if you want" he kissed her forehead and whispered huskily

"You are only mine forever and ever." He held her waist and crushed her into him passionately

"I am learning to love you." She whispered in his ear. He smiled and lifted her in his arms.

"May I give you the lesson" he asked huskily while her face turned red due to shyness.

"I am sorry, please forgive me, I hurt you many times" he made her sit on the bed. She looked into his eyes

"Let start this fresh, forget everything. Just remember that we cannot live without each other." She held his hand.

He kissed her with all his emotions. He leaned on her. She held his shoulder for support. Their gentle kiss changed into passion fight. Their tongues glued with each other. He held both of her hands. Their fingers trapped with each other. She melted in his arms. Their face turned red due to suffocation. They broke their wild kiss.

She panted and blushed. She said shyly to Shlok "I want to feel this completely like it would be my first time. I could not feel my first due to all the wrong things. But now I want that you love me just like that, I wanted to feel the pain" Shlok listen her and became guilty again. He got up and held his head in his hands

"I destroyed your most precious moment in my rage and lust." He said in broken voice

"I want to forget about that, just make this moment special for me. Make it just most beautiful time, no more weak moment, no more tipsiness. I want pure love." She hugged him from back. He held her both of hands on his shoulder.

"Not now I want to make this so special for you so it will be very soon. Just now we can sleep in each other arms peacefully. It is very late goodnight." He smiled and kissed her head and hugged her.

They both went into dream with each other. This was the most beautiful night in their lives.

Everything was clear like a mirror.

Originally posted by: meerab...

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Originally posted by: meerab...

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Originally posted by: meerab...

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