the INEVITABLE!! ch 5 : pg 61 - Page 32

when r u updating?

Me me me ...

Hello evry1..

so glad 2 b bk..

misesd gf like hell.. bt der wer too many committments to keep up..

will try and updt as and whn possible..

plz keep patience..

d nxt few updts may b a bit slow..

sorry i ve lost touch.. bt wil try and speed thngs up soon..

in advance thanx to all readers.

PS i m not familiar with eurorail schedule so wil b unable to describe d places.. so will stick to events rather than places..

I hate careless attitude of people.. N in half a day, I d cm across not one but two !!

Bt some how it wasn't sasha whose lack of efficiency that occupied my thots..

It was d gal I had helped 2day mrng..

Smhw d gesture was alien to me.. I wud never offer unwanted advice or unasked help..

But smhw done both 2de..

Hw cud sm1 b so casual wid der life??

Missing a train is definitely not worth risking one's life.. !!

But tht girl.. wht was her name?? .. geet !! she damn dese women !!

Glad she s outta my sight..!!

Glancing out of d train, d scene was a sight to behold..

Probably I d forgotten wht it felt to do smthng apart fm work..

Adi n Dev were busy laughing at some joke and eyeing smthng behind my back. As dey sat opposite me, I cudnt c wht it was..

I wished I cud live a chilled out life like dem..

Be maan and nt d MSK..

The turmoil of maan loosing to MSK was a war my heart nd brain fought day in and out..

Nd yet evrytym I let my brain win.. I felt I was loosing more !!

I came out of my thoughts with d loud wailing of a baby.. guess der was no peace nywhr..

Kids was another thng I dint know how to handle..

Suddenly der was peace in d surroundings and a laughter echoed in d back..

Don't know wht d sound was.. but it held all d innocence and joy of d world..

A carefree pure joy.. one which I craved for..!!

Without my own control, I turned around to see who was d owner of such joy !!

A young woman stood facing her back towards me.. She seemed to be casually dressed.. in a long skirt and top..

d baby seemed to have finally calmed down and enjoying in her arms.

She seemed to be cooing to d baby.. as he smiled and reciprocated. I coundnt hear much except d word "mamma" .

Well she seemed to b a young indian mother..!!

But d next min I was shocked to see her face as she turned around to walk d baby around.

It was geet.. tht girl I met in d mrng..!!

Gawd!! She was a mother !! nd yet so careless about herself??

I was shocked and angry both.. but 4 sm reason.. shocked more!!

Unable to bear d sight ahead.. I turned ahead..

Smthng about dis girl unsettled me..!!

Damn dis woman!!