Our majorsa had some fishy fishy feelings in his heart towards Paro that's why that day when Laila was barking about him being attracted to some other girl:::::://///// Rudra didn't deny or say anything regarding her illusions, rather his eyes became dreamy & his attitude was a bit changed(after last night's magical moments I specifically watched that scene again before making this post). Laila being quiet close to him (physically though) did feel him different & distinct & his maybe not needing her even physically caused her caustic suspicion...& hence the accusations & finally a bloody threat... Not realizing that the matters of heart are not planned these are like a wild river flowing downhill & unstoppably ferociously taking anything & everything that comes it's way.
& last night when even Paro or anyone else couldn't witness what he was feeling,Rudra had his heart in his eyes & his soul was worshiping her, the purity of his feelings was shown in a carefully executed piece of acting where he tenderly cares for beauty in slumber, not even touching her unnecessarily when he could & not exposing more than necessary & not lusting but lovingly caring for her.
I thought one can only love once (Arshi being my first love)
BUT
PARUD re becoming my obsession, my passion, I've started hating weekends like ( or more than) I used to do during IPKKND days. Love RR