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everyday I wake up asking myself, what's the point with my life? i'm always alone hurt and teased by others. even my parents. they don't love me. they even want me dead.
I wish I was dead but I hopped that one day, i will by free by someone, but I don't know when.
I silently got ready foe school. I din't want to wake up my parents for another round of beating.
I got dressed pretty quickly because nobody cares about how i look like.
I'm shy and quite. I'm always in the back of the room. I'm the girl that no one ever talks to unless it's an insult.
I take my usual seat in the back next to a nerdy girl who doesn't talk to me either.I always come a bit late to class so that no one could do anything since the teacher is there.
late again taani. next time it will be detention for you. the teacher told me.
I din't care. I said nothing and sat down. everyone's eyes were on me and some were whispering. I din't look at anyone and got my books out. I waited for another boring lecture of the day.
It was finally time to leave this hell called school. I quickly got my stuff and ran to my locker to put away some books. As i was about to open my locker, someone pushed me causing me to fall on my side.
I gripped my sides trying not to cry.
"watch it" she gasped. "you just stepped on my heels!" i looked up. there she was the girl that always bullies me including her group. I ignored her and stood up to put away my books.
"hey taani! aren't you listing you just ruined my new heels!
I closed my locker and walked away.
she walked behind me and grabbed a fistful of my hair. I shrieked and she made me fall to the ground. A circle formed around us.
taani aren't you already used to pain? she laughed.
you cut yourself all day don't you? you should cut deeper so you could die. No on would care. she smirked like she was proud of what she said.
I stood up and wiped my tears. "you know what?" i looked at her in the eye.
"maybe i should end all this."
she scoffed. "you wouldn't. your probably too scared."
"just wait after today, I won't be here. I won't be someone who gets bullied everyday from you. I suddenly felt the urge to punch her in her face right know but i decided not to. with that being said. everyone's eyes were wide shocked with my outburst. i smirked. I hope they finally realize that I'm not the quite one anymore.
I walked all the way to the park after school. I remember there was a lake around here. I found it perfect. I want to end this torture. I want to be free and happy. I found a way by drowning myself.
I took out my jacked and set it down by a tree, along with my backpack and shoes. I sat besides the tree to remember this moment. the sun was falling.
I wanted to wait by night time so no one could see me. I took a short nap to wait for my faith.
my eyes slowly opened. I blinked a few times to realize where I am. I was at the park by the lake. It was already night. the moon was shining on the lake, leaving a luminous glow in the water. I remind my self. it's finally the time. I stood up and dusted off pieces of grass.
I slowly inched forward until I was at the edge. I felt someone watching me. I looked around no one was near.
I took a slow deep breath and fell backwards. cold water surrounded my body. I was motionless. I heard a muffled yell, probably for someone else. my lungs were filled with water it started to burn. no one could save me now. I felt my back reach the rocky bottom. after that, everything went black.
"taani! taani!" my eyes were shut. I couldn't move but i heard someone call my name. then i felt a pair of hands pushing my stomach. I started to cough out water. my eyes opened. my vision was blurry but i finally managed to see who saved me.
rey. one of the populars. the one that always goes his own way. everyone knows him by his looks and his attitude. but what was he doing here?
"rey?" i coughed out more water."what are you doing here?"
"I-I-" she stuttered. his face git red. I never seen him blush before. the moonlight shined on his gorgeous face. I guess this is why so many girls fall for him.
I never seen him this close before. he has the most amazing eyes. his white t-shirt was soaked, which showed his abs. I tried to stop staring.
"why did you save me?" he looked down and said nothing.
"fine don't answer." i stood up which was hard because my clothes were weighting me down. "i'll just go back if you won't." I walked towards the lake.
"w-wait!" he ran to me and grabbed my arm. I turned to look at him.
"i din't want you to go" he said quietly.
"why? no on wants me. no one cares about me. I'm better off leaving."
"I don't want you to go because i like you taani. I-I love you."
I laughed, which made him confused.
you don't love me. you don't even talk to me. you never bothered. no one had." I pulled my arm away and continued walking. He grabbed my arm again but this time he turned around and kissed me.
I was shocked. I dind't move. He pulled away looking hurt.
do you believe me now? I've always seen you around. being bullied, teased. why would anyone hurt someone as beautiful as you. when i heard that you ere going to commit suicide, I followed you here. to stop you."
i've always loved him admired him and know here he is saving my life and saying that he loves me.
I hugged him. "i love you to" he hugged back.
we both stood there, near the lake where I could have died. I finally found my someone, my savior.
I now know that whatever you are facing there i always someone to help you.
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