I am not in a condition to say anything after today's episode. I have no mind left. Like seriously. This was not what we expected. The whole truth out...In one go... And.. I am left speechless. Yet i am trying to frame few words, which i know i am going to fail miserable today. So please bear me till the end.
Firstly, Rey speaking his heart out. Pouring all his doubts, questions, hurt feelings on her. And i just cant tell how widely i was grinning. I was LIKE YESSS! We SOO wanted Rey to ask her those things directly. And thanks to his partial sense, It WORKED. It worked SOO well.
And then his walking away... I was like.. Yes.. This is the Rey which I wanted to see from so many day's. Running from her, from himself, from everyone.
And then she told him the truth. THE WHOLE FREAKING TRUTH. The truth which made us CRY FOR WHOLE 2 YEARS. The truth which was urghhh I don't have words. Like sach mai. I am still shivering. This truth kept us alive for 2 years.. and today it finally came out. ❤️
And talking about truth, I am going to say it here also. I was QUIET- NUMB- Rooted to my place in whole sequence. I just couldn't move.
I remember this was my condition during 'Addicted' sequence, 2 years back when Rey was all heart broken after she left him.
And today also, I was the same. NUMB.
And the most important thing- The Way she spoke it all. Crying. Gathering all her might. Speaking it all out for her dear life. The pain was so evident in her words.
The way she spoke- 'aap move on kar chuke the...aap khush the" I was like... OH GAWDDD... She knew it. She freaking knew it,. I wanted to CRY. I really wanted to Cry, And I still wanna cry.. Damn... Those words expressed all her pain and how much she had gone through it.
And then that HUG! <3 B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L.
Damn, By then was a freaking emotional freak. And this hug just added more to it. <3
And she cried again. Pouring all her pains out. And i will repeat the same line which i wrote in my OS.
"She no longer resists those tears, rather having him near was the best thing, even if she loses herself in this emotional pool and she knew he was there to pull her back."
"mai akeli reh gayi rey"
"mom chali gayi...i miss my mom"
She cried. And cried. And cried. And he was left all numb. Dammit! <3 I was on verge of crying. I was still Quiet.
"mai 2 saal tumhe blame karta raha" ..
"plz chup ho jao varna mai khud ko maaf nahi kar paunga"
"ek baar toh trust karti..ek baar toh vishvaas karti" ..
They confessed.
They Spoke their hearts out.
They cried.
They Hugged.
And they Kissed! :')
THAT KISS.
DAMMIT- THAT KISS. Oh God. *Breaths* It was beautiful. How they just let it happen. It wasn't just one weak moment. It was much more than that. Their whole life changed in that moment.
And Please just lemme quote few lines from my OS here again.
"He pressed his thumb on her cheek, closing his eyes as he could feel her breath on his lips. They were close, vulnerable, emotional and what not? And most importantly, They were broken, their hearts having scars of their past. He could feel her increased heart beat, matching the pace of his own. Her body melted under his touch and proximity. No, this wasn't just one weak moment; it was far more than that. This was what they required, to mend the open holes of past.
And soon his lips meshed with hers, gently, sucking all her pains away, mending her broken form. And their senses gave up soon. Only thing they could feel was- that kiss. It seemed like having no end, no boundaries, no restrictions, just out and out love and longing to have each other, longing to fulfill the promises which once they took, longing to mend each other's broken hearts."
It was emotional? Eh, No, It was Waay too much Emotional! Beautifull, Perfect. And the BG- Tum Hi ho! ❤️
I am still SHOCKED, In tears, Numb, And I just don't have words to describe my situation. Shittt!! I wanna cry. They confessed.
Finally All the things are clear. Previous track and moments made sense now. And.. I just don't have words. I am not going to say about Recording part :P Rey pakkad pakkad ke maarega Alok ko. Fikar Naaat! :P XD
And they slept together ^_^ AHEM. I mean... close to each other.. Rey was odhing her chunni ^_^ eee CUTTTE! :*
And on waking up. Kriya smiling. Blushing. Remembering the Kiss and Truth revelation. And Rey... OMG!
Yayyy! Such an BEAUTIFUL- EMOTIONAL EPI IT WAS! ;')
I am done. Sorry couldn't write more. Share your views too! :D
Edited by Incandescence. - 12 years ago
23