Its been quite late- 11pm already, but he could not sleep, the house is silent,its been a long tiring day... every one is sleeping ... why why those thoughts not leaving him... Dev was wondering shall he wake her up and share his fears, No may be that was not the rite time for that... He silently left her sleeping, took his diary and went to sit outside... writing his own feelings...!!
**Pammi... Kash main tumhe bata saktaa K aaj mera dil bohut darr gaya thaa.. Main janta hun agar maine apni feelings tumhe batayi hoti to tumko bhi neend nahi ati.. tum be meri tarha baichain hoti, is liye main aaj apne diary me likh raha hun.. Main aaj bohut darra hua hun... Main tumko khoney wala tha.. kaise jeeta teray bin... Pammi I love u so Much, tumhe kuch ho jataa to meraa kya hota.. Main to us insan ko maar k khud marr jata Per pammi meri jaan.. mujhe aaj ehsas huaa tumhe khone ka darr kya hay, Pammi yeh apno ko khone ka ehsas bohut bayanak hotaa hay .. I love u so Much...**
(*Pammi,.. I wish I could have told u that today my heart scared to death... I know if I would have told u my feelings.. u too would have lost your sleep...that's why Em writing on this diary...today em very scared...Pammi I love u so much...if some thing would have happened to u what would I do...i would have killed that man and killed my self after that but pammi my soul... i realized today what is it like losing you...pammi the feeling of losing some relative is very scary... i love u so much)

Dev looking at the sky thanking the moon for being there and leading him to Pammi !!! E chand TERA shukriya (Oh Moon Thank u)
Edited by ronshaan - 11 years ago