ARVI ONE SHOT: REGRET...note pg 7

REGRET:

Clock struck 4 in the morning.. Archana got up and started to work in the kitchen.. the sounds in the kitchen made manav wake up from his sleep.. he looked at the time it was just 4 in the morning and he was little surprised that archana woke up so early and was working in the kitchen.. he came out and asked her what she was doing and why she was doing it so early but she did not give any reply' he got little cautious and looked for the date in his mobile.. it was august 4.. he just closed his eyes and understood why she was like that and went into his room and sat calmly on the bed'

It was almost 7 in the morning and archana finished her work and moved into her room and saw manav who got ready and was sitting lost in thoughts' she came and sat beside him and touched his shoulder she could see tears filled up in his eyes.. and she knew the reason of them' she just hugged him tightly and started crying loudly' after a while they got up and moved to the place where should be and started the preparations for what they came here.. after everything was setup panditji came and started the puja and manav archana were all present with their family members' puja was done and then they went to an orphanage and gave the contributions they thought to make and returned home'

This was what they all did since past 10 years on this day.. yes it was 10 years she left them and went away.. she left to a place where no one could ever reach her and from where no one could ever come back' archana sat on the sofa and took a photo and started crying loudly.. seeing her everyone's eyes were filled with tears and made their way down the cheeks without knowing to them.. her name always brought tears in them and made them feel regret for what everyone had done to her.. though she committed mistakes in an unknown state her intentions were never wrong.. she always loved them but she gave all of them the biggest punishment of their life for the mistake they did.. they were regretting for the mistake since past 10 years and will have to regret for it till they live on this earth'.

Yes it was the day she lost her purvi.. 10 years ago it was same day when purvi left all of them and this world and more importantly her aai and her love arjun and her daughter pari' purvi who was the reason for her life for 18 years when she did not have her family' who filled her life with love and happiness and was the only one who brought smile on her face.. purvi always loved her more than anyone in her life.. but today she was the reason who lost her most precious gift which god gave her in her life'

Archana went to her room and sat with the photo hugged close to her heart and cried' she remembered all those that happened 10 years ago but they seems to be still fresh in her and everyone's mind because they could never forget it and they should not forget it even' she was very sorry for her action that day.. which was the result of what they are paying today.. she couldnot understand her daughter and even did not try to do it.. even if she understood her she did not put in front of her and did not console her or support her.. if she did that,.. today purvi would have been alive' but no she did not do it she was afraid that if she supported purvi then her family might misunderstand her and mainly ovi will be heart broken.. she couldnot see that happening and cant lose her family again.. she cant see ovi hating her and doing something to herself in that madness.. with all these fears she chose to be on the side of her family and supported them.. but she cant go opposite to her other daughter also.. she needed her but she thought that she can handle herself.. but she was wrong..

How much can a human being bear and control themselves.. there will be saturation for everything and at that point u cant live without a support.. purvi reached her saturation but no one was aware of it and even did not try to realize it.. and that what made them stand like this today as culprits and guilt in their own eyes for which they are regretting even today'

Ten years ago'.

The truth of pari and arjun and purvi was out infront of archana after she was out from coma' archana asked purvi to leave her and asked to assume that her aai was dead to her' purvi moved out completely heartbroken.. she knew that she made a big mistake of her life and understood her aai's reaction to it.. but she thought that her aai would atleast understand her position.. she did not expect much from her aai but just a support that I can understand u.. nothing else she wanted she decided to live atleast with the happiness that her aai understood her but sadly even that was also not in her destiny.. her aai also did not understood her and even did not like to see her face'

About ten days were passed and the truth of onir was infront of purvi and she was shocked and did not understood what she should do and how to react.. she was totally shocked that the person whom she trusted so much had cheated her and betrayed her so badly' she was not able to react anyway and all she could realize that she needed her aai to share the pain and cry out' she left to her aai's place and luckily no one was at house other than her aai and all went out for some work' she told her aai everything and was crying profusely.. when archana was about to console her everyone entered the house and had already heard their convo from behind.. before archana could say anything ovi bursted out saying that when u cheat someone u will get that in return..and later everyone started blaming purvi for the mistakes she did and even accused her of having an affair with arjun after ovi left to Canada based on her presence in arjun's room on the rainy night'

Everyone one by one started accusing her and she stood their still listening to everyone's words.. manjusha added more by calling her an orphan who spoiled their daughters life and even savita supported manjusha.. purvi stood still she could not answer any of them as she understood that they will not trust her & her only hope was her aai who can understand her and knew her character more than anyone present there' she stood still waiting for her aai's words but she was disappointed here again.. her aai did not speak anything and just asked her to leave and said not to come to her or her family with any sort of problems' in addition to it ovi added that she was always a problem to everyones life and all those problem will make an end when she will be no more'

Purvi moved to her home calmly and she was completely heart broken.. as no one could understand her and even did not try to understand her all the words and accuses were revolving in her mind.. suddenly she thought of arjun with his thought she was broken completely.. the way she cheated arjun by forcing him into a loveless marriage all came into her mind.. she thought that the mistakes she made by hurting arjun always might be reason why she was facing all this today.. she cheated a person who loved her truly and made a deal out of his love.. she broke the promises she made to him and was the only reason why he was suffering so much today and facing all the humiliation from everyone today' she felt that she was not apt for him and not even for his care and concern'

All the guilt of cheating arjun and his true love and all those accuses made her hate herself and her life and last words of ovi saying her as "a problem to everyones life and all those problem will make an end when she will be no more" ran thru her mind and atlast she decided to end her life and she did it'she swallowed sleeping pills and left this world in peace..

After an hour archana received a call from an unknown mobile.. it was a neighbour of purvi who said her that she was no more.. archana was shocked to it and everyone left to the place immediately' arjun was already present crying loud holding purvi in his arms and pari being side of him..

He came to give back pari to purvi as pari was with him since that morning' and he was back he was shocked to see purvi lying down and was dead by the time he came'

When archana sulo and others were about to come near purvi he did not allow anyone to come near her and said that they did not have any right to see her face or attend her funeral and said that she was mother of his daughter and so only he has the rights on her.. manav stepped forward to ask that it was archana's right to see her daughter then arjun took out a letter and started to read it aloud which was written by her to him'it had..

Dear arjun..

I love u.. yes I truly love u even now.. I think this is the last time I will be able to tell u this because im leaving now' last time I left u without telling u the actual reason but this time I will not do that and u are the only one who really understood me and tried to be my side.. u tried to say me about onir but I ignored u and what u told was true and he cheated me' though u were always by my side and gave me what ever I want and needed I never gave u anything in return' now im going to give u pari for ever to u.. she will be with u from now.. I know that u love her but from now u need to give her my love too as I will not be in this world anymore..

Yes arjun im leaving this world because I cheated u and was cheated by onir in return..i can bear all this but the accuses my own family was putting on me was just unbearable.. I cant bear them.. when my family themselves states me a characterless girl then what will the whole world say.. I cant see someone saying to pari as a daughter of an characterless lady and an illegitimate child than that the title of a motherless child is better to handle with..that is why I took this decision.. there is one more reason'

Apart from everyone I thought that atleast aai will understand me but she did not even listen to my explanation also.. this killed me from inside and as ovi said I was the reason for all the problems in all of your lives and if they will end with my death then that is the least I can do and im doing it'

Last but not least arjun pls never make our daughter like me.. make her learn that we need a family and need relations in our life but also make her realize that we should never take any decision in wave of feelings or being jazbaathi' give all the love u can give her because even I will be able to give my love only through your love.. tell my daughter not to hate her mom as she already has many people in her life who hated her and she cant bear her daughter's hatred too'. i m sorry arjun for all that i have done to u and lastly i love u pari and i love u arjun...

with love

urs purvi...

After reading the letter.. arjun bursted out all the frustration he had been holding in him since the day purvi left him..

Arjun questioned ovi archana savita and all and especially manav.. he said that all these were responsible for purvi's death' he said..

to archana and manav: what was the mistake I did? I just loved purvi more than my life.. she was my world and I married ovi on purvi's words to reunite u both.. which was apart of ovi's deal with purvi.. was that my mistake??? I couldnot forget purvi as soon as I got married is that my mistake.. how can I forget her?? She is my life' if I have to forget my love just with in 1 month after my marriage then why did u both love eachother when u were 18 years apart from eachother?? I loved purvi the way u loved eachother.. my love was no way lesser than yours but u never understood it as ur daughter ovi was more important to u..

uncle u said that purvi destroyed ovi's life when u came to know about pari but why didn't u say that ovi ruined purvi's life with her deal?? Because ur doll got what she wanted' everyone blamed purvi for the mistake and can see ovi's pain did but u never thought how purvi must have suffered all alone in a new place struggling for life and being pregnant and no one to share her pain.. no one thought about it' she was ok as she got onir there but what did u do when she came to ur house with the pain of her husband betrayal u hurted her more and see this is what the result of ur action'

and everyone listen carefully and u uncle u always said that I and purvi destroyed ur daughter's life but im saying it to u today ur daughter destroyed my daughter's life today.. she and u all are the only main reason for my daughter to become a motherless kid..when ur daughter is everything to u my daughter is everything to me and she is my life.. and one more thing I loved and will love purvi for ever and ever.. no one can ever take her place in my heart or mind or in my life.. she is everything to me'

from today u people will not have any relation with me and my daughter and will never come near us.. I and pari will move back to Canada and there will no relations between us even in business too.. and last of all never try to meet us or even see us also this is the end of all'.

All these incidents moved thru her mind and tears made their way without knowing to herself..

It was 10 years purvi died and arjun did the last rituals of her..he did not allow any of the family members to participate in those last rights other than soham as soham was the one who understood purvi and was by her side when she needed help and today he was the side of arjun to help him to go thru this'

Since these 10 years arjun never met or called or spoke or even allowed any one to see him and his daughter.. they never saw their pari who was the daughter of their purvi.. soham called them sometimes and kept them informing about pari and arjun's well being and nothing more than that as arjun has taken a promise from him that he will not tell anything to the D and K clan anything about them' all they knew that she was 10 years old and even didnot know how she looked like.. this was the punishment which arjun gave them for the loss that happened to him and his daughter and that was apt for them and they need to get it'

Archana always longed to see pari but never had that chance and will never get it also'.she knew nothing about pari..how was she?? How she looks??? What she liked?? How she spoke?? Her voice?? Her attitude?? Was she like her mom or like her dad?? Whether she knew about her mom or not?? She knew nothing absolutely nothing about her'

From the things which soham blurted out unknowingly at times archana assumed that pari was a perfect mixture of her mom and dad.. who was as caring as her mom and as strict as her dad.. arjun and pari were very close to each other and pari never hated her mom for leaving her alone in this world and even loved her mom so much because she gave her such an awesome loving and caring dad.. she could realize other thing that arjun still madly loved purvi and will shower all his love on her daughter and cared a lot for her.. she could realize that as much as arjun loved purvi that much he hated them still today'

Though archana missed pari a lot she tried to keep herself happy that arjun pari and soham are bonded well and loved each other so much and that they will take a great care of her than what she will take'

Amidst of all this archana had a great regret in her life of not supporting purvi in her life when she wanted her the most and for chosing one childover other for a time in her life . She can never forgive her for the mistake she did and will regret for this till she lives'not only she everyone has this in their life but she was the most effected as she was the one from whom her daughter expected much and she couldnot give what her daughter wanted.. the mistake which they made in anger and made them regret for their whole life and made them stand as guilt in their own eyes.. what ever they do or how much ever they regret they cant mend anything which happened but even they cant stop regretting also...

Guys I really have no idea how it turned out and pls don't throw chappals at me..

I just made this os as I felt that everyone was blaming purvi for everything.. pls pls pls do like or comment and pls don't bash if its lame but can openly if u don't like anything'

guys pls pls pls comment atleast a word on it as it will make me feel very very happy... it was really hard for me to write that purvi was no more but could some how made it.. pls pls pls comment atleast a word...

with love

Rithz...😊