Guys, i decided to suicide....I sent PM to tas also regarding this.. Seriously..
But, when i tried to hang myself on fan, it fell off from ceiling..
Then, i decided to cut my veins, but thought ki bach gaya to game bajegi..
Then, i decide to jump from 6th floor, lekin jab neeche dekha to ehsaas hua ki
bahut height p hoon..
Then i slept at railway track, but most of trains are very late due to fog, so
my patience paid off after 2hours...
Then i started walking alone in street and saw a poor playing music with help of
spoons and plate and collecting money..
Then i thought, this guy has nothing, yet he wants to live... I have everything,
then why cant i??? then, i took my violet to give poor some money and saw my
parents photo.. Then i realized what will happen to them as me being their only son!!
Then i realized how wrong i was and said MARE MERE DUSHMAN.. By the way PIYA, R U ALIVE??
(just joking)
Well actually, i wanted to give message to all of you....
IN BOMBAY itself, (OH GOD, hope Mr. THACKERAY DOESNT READ BOMBAY, OTHERWISE I WILL BE IN TROUBLE, so i correct myself.. ITS MUMBAI)more than 40 students hve committed suicide in les than 1 month..This is very wrong....Life is not about studies only or job only...
Life is struggle.. Complete struggle.. Every successfull person has struggled
and every unsuccessfull is struggling... So if
anyone have this thought any time, plzzzzzzz
remember your parents or whom you love and move on.....Edited by guptill - 16 years ago