Opening up insecurities..!! *part 4* completed - Page 2

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Hey my lovelies how's u all...

Sorry, had to wait for so many days..i was stucked...!!

Now i m back and will update the part 3 of this FF

Note:

This part is based on the friday and Saturday episode

Because they both are so good and power packed so i don't want to change that even dialogues too....don't throw rotten tomatoes

I assure you next part will be different...

Enjoy reading

"Kya hua krish tu itna ghabraya hya kyu h" shiva asked

"Voh abhi nahi bata sakta tum dono jldi chalo mere sath" krish said hurriedly

Shiva looked at raavi and raavi looked at him in disappointment

"Shiva tu aage aage chal m aarahi hu peeche"

"Tere bheje mei bheja h ya bhajiya...phele choda tha tb toh per pakad kar beth gyi ab pata nhi ky krlegi"

"Dekh shiva, janbujh kar toh ni kra tha na meine apne aap hua h or agr tujhe ladna h na toh beth ja shanti se lad le " raavi said furiously

"Tu na....chod bolna bekar h"

Just when raavi is about to say something, he bent down and take her in his arms. She make a small fist and hit on his chest.

"Shiva chod muje m chal skti hu"

"Haan janta hu pr muje aaj phauchna h kal nahi ab shant se beth vrna gira dunga"

"Haan bas yahi toh kar skta h, akal ka dushman kab tak ese uthakr ghumega, dimag toh kabhi use karna hi nahi...nahi nahi kese use krega uska size toh matar jesa h"

Shiva close his eyes in frustration and pretended to fall to scare her.

She clutch the collar of his shirt and shut her eyes in fear. He giggled at her scared face.

"Meine socha tu sherni h pr tu toh shechu nikali"

She opened her eyes in confusion and asked

"Ky..kya bola shechu, voh kya hota h"

"Shechu matlab jo dikahta h sher pr hota h chuha"

Raavi look away in anger. Soon they reach dhaba. Everyone got worried for raavi. Shiva make her sit on the bench.

"Raavi yeh kya hua shiva tujhe godh m kyu laya h" dhara said n started examining her.

"Dhara di, m thik hu bus per mud gya tha ab thik hu m chal skti hu pr yh gadheda h na jabardasti utha ke le aaya" she said

"Haan kyuki kachua ki tarah nhi chalna tha muje, bhabhi isko chdo aap btao ky baat hogyi yeh krish aaya tha bhagte hue"

"Shiva matke fute hue h sara pani gir gya or humse se kisi ka bhi dhyan nhi gya" dev said

"Pan yeh hua kese"

"Pata nhi shiva, kyu hua kese hua ka waqt nahi h, abhi 3kms chalna h or tab tak matke m se pani khatam ho jayega"....

"Matlab mannat ab puri nahi hogi" she sitted on bench and started crying.

"Bhabhi aap fikar mat kariye mannat toh puri hogi" said shiva consoling her

"Ek" shiva scream

"Do" krish scream

"Teen" dev scream.

And with count three they run leaving them all behind. Shiva is running on the front creating the space from them. Raavi and rishita are also running trying to match with their speed and gaura n suman are following them.

Within half n hour they reach the temple but there was a lot of crowd to go inside the temple and they had very little time, the water could run out at any time. Raavi, rishita and dhara pray to lord shiva and it seemed that today he is also with him, he also wants that the vow should be fulfilled. Water droplets from cloud falled on their face and when they opened their eyes, they came to know that it is raining, they all said thank you to Shivji and everyone became happy and the pots started filling again.

There was a lot of shuffling and raavi collided with her friends.

"Hey raavi..!!" They called her in excitement

"Rahul, Rohan, kirti tum sab yaha pr kese i mean kitne dino bad"

"Ab bolti hi rhegi ya fr hug bhi kregi" kirti said

"Ofcourse krungi na" raavi said n hugged her tightly

"Saara pyaar uspr hi bharasa degi kya hmre liye bhi kuch bacha de" said rahul

Shiva is going by them but stopped listening to Rahul. He looked at him eye widened

Raavi became nervous after hearing this, it was not like this earlier but now she is married: Shiva is husband, she does not like the material when someone else tries to be good.

"Rahul..kya bol raha h esa kuch nahi h"

"Arey hum toh majak kar rahe the raavi" he said and give her a side hug. She accept that and also hugged rohan

Shiva is watching all this, he feels like someone is wrenching his heart but he want to ignore this because they are there for vow.

"Raavi tune shadi kar li pr hume btaya bhi nahi or tu yaha kya kr rahi h" kirti asked

"Voh sb itni jldibaazi m hua na toh time ni mila, or actually hum sbne na mannat maangi h toh isliye yaha aaye h"

"Tera husband bhi aaya hoga na dikha na kaha h, hume mila toh de kesa h tera husband hum bhi toh dekhe" kirti said teasing her

"Us bhootnath ke sar pr toh tandav chal raha h itne dino se kahi baat ulti na pad jaye" raavi by herself

Shiva notice this

"Muje milvane ki baat par chup ho gyi, bol kyu ni deti sharam aati h muje apna pati kehne m"

He went ahead because he just had to fulfill his vow.

"Raavi kaha kho gyi bata na acha chal aarm se milva dena naam toh btade or dikhta kesa h" they said

"Mera husband bhaut hi handsome h, jesa uska naam vesi uski seerat...SHIVA naam h uska"

"Shiva naam toh bhaut acha h ab jaldi milva dena"

"Acha tum log yaha sbki help kr rahe ho na meri family ko phle darshan krwa do na please" raavi plead

"Haan haan kyu nahi" Rohan said

They all headed towards dhara, goumbi and suman...they all help them to get out of the crowd. Raavi's eyes were looking for Shiva, she saw Shiva trapped in the midst of the crowd she called Shiva and he turned to see her.

"Toh yeh h shiva" rohan said

"Yeh raavi ne kisse shadi karli usse acha toh m tha" rahul giggled and ruffle his hair

"Raavi ne is jungli untidy insaan se shadi ki h" kirti said

They all laughed at him, Hearing their laugh, Shiva looked at them.

"Raavi dekhliya tere shiva ko" Rohan said controlling his laugh

Raavi got sad hearing this and Shiva was looking at her in anger, he gulped his anger, went inside the temple.

Dev, shiva and krish perform the ritual, raavi and rishita and standing behind them folded hand. They all take blessings and finally the vow has been completed

"Har har mahadev"

Now it was the turn to get out of the crowd, only Raavi and Shiva had left , everyone else had gone.

"Shiva...shiva apna haath do mei tumhari madad karta hu" rahul said

Shiva remember the laughter and the hugged he gave to raavi.

"Mei apna kaam khud karta hu kisi or ki zaroort nahi h bheed mei se kese nikalna h mei janta hu"

Shiva said rudely

"Haab tumhe toh pata hoga par shyd tmhri biwi ko nahi pata" he said n looked at her who is banging in crowd. Shiva look at her in worry but couldn't do anything because he is self stuck.

"Raavi apna hath de.." Rahul said

Shiva look at him, he know he is using this opportunity to win her heart but he didn't stop her because just now Raavi's came out from the crowd was important. Raavi grab his hand and try to get out her feet slip and she is about to fell but rahul hold her, her hands are around his neck. She jerked off in seconds.

"Sorry rahul" she said and look away

Now Raavi had come from outside the crowd. Rahul was trying to talk to her but Raavi's attention was on Shiva, she was looking for him.

When she saw Shiva, a big smile came on her face. Shiva went and stood behind her. He put his hand on her shoulder and looked at Rahul.

It was as if he was telling him that this is "my wife: stay away"

They all gathered and have the prasad.

"Meine cab book kardi h, bs aati hi hogi" krish said

"Chalo tera dimag kisi kaam toh aaya" said shiva

"Shiva tu mere dimag ki chinta mat kar yeh le bike ki chabbi or ja"

Shiva catch the key n leave

"Raavi bhabhi aap yaha kya kar rahe ho jao"

"Mei kya krungi krish, cab aa rhi h na m usm jaungi"

"Arey kya bhabhi, itna pyara mausam h barrish aa rhi h aap or shiva bike pe...jao"

Before she could utter a word he drags raavi towards the parking area.

Shiva was sitting on the bike and was wearing a bike helmet when he heard the voice of raavi's friends. They all are giggling.

"Kya tum log bhi ab chodo na raavi ki baat ab uski shadi ho chuki h smjhe jesa bhi h ab voh uska pati h" kirti said n laugh.

"Haan haan jungli pati" rohan said

"Par shayad kisi ko bhaut bura lg raha h...kyu rahul"

"Ky...kya mei nahi toh muje kyu bura lgega" rahul said in hesitation

"Bas kar rahul hume kya pata nahi h....college se jante h tuje ab toh line maarna chod de"

"Line kaha maar raha tha...bs behak gya tha raavi lag hi itni achi rahi thi m control nahi kr paya. College ka crush h raavi, mera bas chle toh ushe bhaag kr le jau" said rahul

Shiva is listening all this shit and cluck his hand in fist. By the time raavi reached their and give him a smile

"Chale shiva"

"Tu yaha kyu aayi h" he said rudely

"Voh"

"Chal beth jaldi" he didn't want her to listen all the shit that her friends are talking about.

She sit on the bike comfortably garb his arm for support because the surface is little slippery because of rain. Shiva turns the bike and escalate it...but the bike slips and they fall.

Raavi friend rushes and make her stand but she didn't pay any attention, She was not worried about herself, she was looking at Shiva, she was worried about him.

"Tu thik h na shiva"

He nodded in yes.

"Raavi tu thik h na, dikha tujhe lagi toh " rahul said and started examining her from top to bottom

Shiva didn't like this, he grab raavi from waist and pushed her towards him

"Aeyy gadhede dur reh, zyda hoshiyar mat ban"

"Kya baat kar rahe ho shiva, ism hoshiyar banne ki baat kaha se aa gyi, tmhri bike ki halat dekhi h lagta nahi h ghar phauch paoge, par tension mat lo raavi ko mei ghar chod dunga college m bhi bhaut baar choda h " he said and winked at her

"Aey gochu..!! College ki baat alag thi ab baat alg h or mei shant betha hu iska mtlb yeh nhi m kuch nahi kar sakta..!!" He claimed harshly

"Tum kuch nahi kar sakte shiva, tumse na hi bike sambhalegi or na hi peeche bethi biwi" he taunt.

This blow up shiva mind, raavi can sense shiva's rage, wanted to stop but she could utter a word.

He ungrab raavi, she looked at him confusingly.

"Ab tu dekh yeh shiva pandya kya kar sakta h kyuki ab na mei shant bethunga or na hi mere hath"

He started start beating them black and blue

"Meri biwi h voh smjha

Meri biwi ke sath photo internet par dalega

Meri biwi ko pani pilayega

Meri biwi ko godh m uthyega"

Raavi tries to protect them, she clutch on his shoulder but he jerked off and she fell on the ground.

"Rohan bhaag yaha se varna yeh maar dalega"

They both rushed away.

Shiva's anger melted when he saw Raavi on the ground, he went near him but she showed him her hand. He stood silently for 2 minutes, Raavi herself stood up and looked at him with angry eyes. He is about to say something

"Bas kar shiva, kuch nhi sunna muje....tu sachi m jungli h, jaheel h gawaaar h shiva. Apni zindagi ki sabse badi glti kari thi jis din meine tujhse shadi karne k liye haan bola tha.."

"Arey toh meine bola tha kya jabardasti kari thi na..tu muje bachpan se janti h na, mei kaisa hu fr kyu kari shadi..??"

"Nahi karni chahiye thi ushi din ka rona ab tak ro rahi hu...tu is layak hi nahi h ki tujhe koi ladki mile. Muje lagta tha tu jo bhi h jesa bhi h lekin tera dil sacha h par nahi m galat thi ishi guilt m jee rahi thi ki tujhe meri baato ka bura laga hoga...tu chahe kitna bhi bole ki tujhe dusri ki baato ka farak nahi pdta pr sach toh yeh h tujhe frk pdta h ...tujhe pata h teri problem kya h shiva tujhe inferiority complex h or ushi baat ka saara frustration tu mujhpar nikalta h"

"Aeyy raavi..."

She stop him from saying anything. They both stared each other with red hue eyes.

"Kyu maara itni berahemi se mere dosto ko kyu maara tune bol"

He turns his face and remembers all the words and sentences they talk about raavi.

"Akal kya ghaas charne gyi h teri, tujhe pata bhi h kese log h voh kesi kesi baate kar rhe the" his voice has concern for her

"Ohh really shiva kesi baate kar rahe the"

"Esi baate kar rahe the ki tu sunkar khud unko apni zindagi se nikal fekegi"

"For godsake shiva, college m uthna bethna tha mera ladko ke sath iska matlab jo bhi ladka merse baat karega tu use peet dega, har baat ka solution maar peet ladai nahi hoti h shiva...Or aaj tune yeh sab karke us thode se rishte ko maar diya"

"Aeyyy.... konsa rishta h...konsa jabardasti ka ya ghutan ka, konse rishte ki baat kar rahi h jisko tune kabhi apna maana hi nahi...arey tujhe ko mujhe apne dosto se milvane m sharam aati h na...tujhe ko un jese log pasand h tabhi toh unse chipaki hui thi gale mil rhi thi has has ke baate kar rahi thi...mei kaha pasand aaunga tujhe..

Tujhe toh khushi mil rahi hogi na ki uska jesa gentlemen tujhpar fida h toh ja na unke pas ....jaaaa..." he scream

*SMACK*

He feels the warmth on cheek...!!

"Meine tujhe haq nahi diya h tu mere sath batameezi kare shiva"

Raavi glared with teary and rage eyes.

Soon she realised what she did, she rolled her eyes towards the reality..

"Did she really slap him???"

She shivers and dumbstruck for a moment looking at her hands.

He throw the helmet in air, destroy the log and platform.

"Tujhe mujhse azadi chahiye na....mei tujhe azadi deta hu...aaj se teri meri shadi khatam"

She looked at him wide eye...memories of their marriage started flashes in front of her.

He went, match the stick and threw it on the bike. The bike set all fire.

"Ishi agni ko sakshi maankar saat phere liye the na aaj ishi agni m mei yh rishta bhasam ho jayega"

Raavi is not able to utter a word, she is just looking at him only with tearful eyes, broken heart.

And then the rain comes and the fire goes out.

They both look at the sky and thn share the glazes. "Is this sign from god"

They both parted their ways and moves in opposite direction.

Next part will updated tomorrow

Till thn takecare

Love.

S_Verma

Excited..

Lovely update..plz jaldi se kal upload kro..🤗❤

chotiiiiii mast hai!!!

Nice! I am really excited for the next part to see how you take this forward. Please update soon!

Hopefully, in your version, Raavi will learn what her friends were talking about. And apologize for her behavior and it will lead Shiva to apologize to her as well for saying such things to her.

Part 4

Hey you lovelies ❤️

As i promised i updated the last part of this FF today...i know its bit late i m sry for that😭

So enjoy reading hope you all like it...🤗

The feelings of rejection is haunting inside them. They both are broken, they both lost their heart, they both shook away the feelings for each other, its high time: frustration, rage and misunderstanding are superior.

Rain heavily with wrenching heart, shiva went to his comfortable place "forest" "the branch" where there is no one present in surroundings, there is no one to make him feel low , to hit his insecurities again and again. He can speak and scream whatever is stuck in his heart. Without any fear, without any hesitation.

He sit on the branch, remembering the harsh words which is not less than any weapon on her, the guilt inside him is killing him gradually. He wanted to apologize for his mistake but know that's better to part the ways.

She was seen walking all alone. A path to where? Even she didn't know. She is just dragging her feet on path several cars horning on her and the passers thought her to be living dead.

But she is not in state of mind to hear anything, she is only lost in her own world. She is remembering the moments whn he save her from doing stupidity, how he help her to arrange the pallu, the moments whn he filled her hairline, their first couple dance, when he save her in kandar without thinking about himself, when she insisted him to ate the mangoes specially made by chef raavi, their first accidental hug, late night walk, her birthday, the road trip *which gives full Bollywood movies type vibes* and all the intimate moment they shared together..

She squeeze her eyes in order to shook away the thoughts.

"Nahi nahi nahi, raavi kyu soch rahi h tu yeh sab.

Or voh bhi us insaan k baare m jisne tere character pr puri duniya ke samne sawal uthya "

She look at her shivering hands "Jin hatho se aaj tak sirf talli bajayi, sabko pyar se sehlaya, aaj unhi hatho ne kisi ko kheech kar chatta kese maar diya" she cried loud, her eyes is not less than the ocean, filling with tears .

She unconsciously sit on the side and started slapping herself hard, broken and guilty heart ...she knows she did wrong but this is needed.

"Shiva ne muje jungli bana diya h....bilkul apne jesa....kyu.. jab baat shiva ki hoti h mei apne emotions control nahi kar pati...kyu uski choti-badi har baat muje itna affect karti h ....kyu....kyu.....???"

After some time.

She grab some strength and headed towards the way, she wanna reach home as soon as possible. She is dragging her feet but suddenly stop....there is rush in front of her eyes.

She ask someone.

"Bhaiya yaha kya ho raha h, itne bheed kyu h"

"Madam voh tez barrish ki wajah se ped gir gye h rasta band ho gaya h"

She is wonder how can she reach the home now, going back to the temple is not possible now.

"Aapko kaha jana h"

"Mujhe somnath market ke andar jane wale road par jana h, or meine long route choose karliya galti se ab yaha se kese jau"

"Acha....ap ek kaam karo yeh jungle ek andar chale jai thodi der bad apko road dikh jayega"

"Thankyou" she said with smile.

She turned around to make her way, but she noticed her friends standing in the corner, mending the wounds, she felt bad for them, going back in time can't do everything but atleast she can apologise on his behalf. She start taking steps towards them but immediately stop after hearing their convo-

" Tum logo ko mana kiya tha na mt lo panga"

"Arey yaar kirti tu daant mat" rohan said

"Kyu na daatu ab dekhlo natija....shant shiva ko chedoge toh tandav toh krega na" kirti said firmly

"Kirti tu na baat na mt us shiva ki, itna maara h na bhaut dard ho raha h" rahul said wincing in pain

"Haan toh marega hi na, thk h manti hu tujhe raavi par crush tha college tak flirting thk thi par uski shadi ho chuki thi tu abhi bhi bnd nhi hua, uske pati ke samne tu chila chila kar bol raha h ki tujhe uspr crush h, janbujh kar close aane ki koshish kr rha tha bar bar use poke kar raha tha or sbse badi hd toh tune tb kari jb tune bola ki tu raavi ko bhaaga kar le jayega"

Those sentences from kirti mouth feels like thunderslap for raavi, she is dumbstruck about what she heard....did her friends do this...??

She wanted to confront them, she swipe her tears and with red hue eyes she stood in front of her. Her friends are stunned to see here, but they didn't knw she heard everything.

"Raavi tu yaha par kya hua sab thk h na.." kirti said

She doesn't reply her eyes are staring at rahul.

"Kya hua raavi bol na kch hua kya"

"Haan hua na bhaut kuch hua pr tum logo ko kyu btau...kon ho tum log"

"Raavi yeh tu kya bol rahi h hm toh tere dost h na" said rahul

"Dost ....haha dost ke naam pr lanat ho tum sab. Bilkul bhi sharam nahi aayi na, apni dost ke married life ke beech m interfere karne m"

"Raavi...humne kch nahi kiya jo bola sach bola voh tera pati jungli h...voh tujhe deserve nahi karta"

"Tu kon hota h muje btane wala, kon muje deserve karta h kon nahi, tujhe kya laga muje pata nhi ki tujhe mujpr crush tha, but meine ignore kiya yeh sochkr ab shyd tu badal gya h par nahi, teri itni himmat ho gyi tu shiva ke samne itni giri hui baate karega" said raavi grabbing his collar

"Aey ..raavi zyda mat bol..tujhe us jungli se shadi nhi krni chahiye"

SMACK

"Chup ho ja.. kisne tujhe haq diya ki tu mere pati mere shiva ko jungli bolega, janta kitna h tu usko, jesa uska naam h vesi uski seerat or neeyat h, tujh jesa nahi h jo har din ladkiyon ke sath mje karke agle din chod deta h, usse shadi nhi karti toh kisse karti tujhe...meri jhuti bhi na kare. Muje guilt ho raha tha ki shiva ne tm logo ko mara par ab muje khushi h ki usne tmhra yeh haal kiya tum yahi deserve karte ho muje godh m uthya tu bhaaga kar lekar jayega...arey hath toh laga kar dekh shiva tujhe zameen m gaad dega, shiva bhale hi Stylish nhi h pr uska man paani ki tarah saaf h, tum logo jese dikhawati mukhote se toh lakh guna behtar h..

"Shiva jo bhi h jesa bhi h mera pati h" or m uske sath bhaut khush hu.

"Raavi" kirti insist to say something

"Nahi muje kuch sunna, tum sab dafah ho jao meri nazron ke samne se isse phle mei tum logo ko poore somnath ke samne apni chappalo se peetu.."

They all rushed in order to save their life because raavi is in no mood to leave them.

Raavi gets down on her knees and starts crying very loudly. She is not able to breath...she clutch her saree tight.

"Iska matlab shiva....shiva galat nahi tha..

...us...usne inko isliye mara kyu...kyuki yeh mere baare m bakwass kar rahe the....or mei..mei yeh soch rahi thi...ki...usko..." she couldn't complete her sentence.

Without any second thought, she went inside the jungle and walk continuously, she wanted to meet him, the surface is slippery. The shed leaves makes the surface more difficult to walk on it, small branches are also fallen on ground.

She is taking one step at a time with all the attention, she didn't want to hurt herself more. The rain become more heavier than before, the winds are also screaming which makes the surrounding even more scaring. She was still walking, she sense something....she is under the large tree, the branch of the tree is dancing with wind, just about she is to move from there, branch broke and fall on her. She tried to remove the branch with all her strength but fails because the branch the heavy.

Gradually she become weak, she didn't eat and drink since morning, she cried a lot which makes her even more weaker and now she is struggling for her life...!!

She started falling unconscious, her happy moments with pandya family, masima, mausapa and anita flashes in front of her. She close her eyes once and found shiva...she smiled and before falling completely unconscious she scream "shiva".

Shiva who is present in forest, heard his call, he recognize raavi voice. But why she came in forest. He stood up and started looking for her.

"Raavi ....raavi"

"Aey chipakali....kaha h tu"

He saw some passby

"Arey yeh road block ho gyaa ab idar se jao faltu ke tante h"

"Haan yaar, par tu sambhal kar chalna idar kuch bhi gir sakta h kabhi bhi"

Their words put fear in his heart.

"Is her life in danger"

"Is she stuck anywhere"

"It means she really give voice to him"

He was being given a voice to her in the hope that she might give her a voice back. As time was passing, his mind was sitting, he was looking for raavi like a craze but she was no where to be found.

He gets tired and gets down on his knees, He started crying loudly and cursing himself.

"Shiva tu janta tha voh gadhedi kesi h tune use kyu akela choda...ab kaha dhundu usko....raaviiii" he scream and get down his head in ground.

"Nahi mei ese haar nahi maan sakta...muje raavi ko dhundna hi hoga" he stood up and rolled his eyes everywhere.

He found some glimpse of yellow cloth, he recognize it has raavi saree, his heart bumping out, the veins and arteries are about to burst.

He close the distance with each step, and each step set more fear. He is stunned after watching what is in front of his eyes.

Raavi is lying on ground beneath the heavy branch. She is completely unconscious, Because of the rain mud was coming on her but were also getting cleaned quickly because of rain droplets. He rushed towards her, removed the branch from her, he turn her, now her face is facing towards the sky. He tries to woke her up, but she didn't respond. He grab her and take her in his arms and started moving.

He is looking for a shade where raavi could take rest.

He made her lie down, he could not breathe, it seemed that his world was over, he became a living corpse, he could not lose Raavi...he patt her cheeks in order to woke her up, he call out her names several times but she didn't respond.

"Raavi....raavi uth na"

"Aeyy...chipkali sun rahi h tu"

"Dekh....dekh. .na m...mei aa gya hu haan...tune awaz di thi na muje....dekh m aa gya hu tere pas ab tujhe kuch nahi hoga thike...tu...tu bas aankhe khol le ek baar please..."

She was unconscious but still he was talking to her, picking her up so that if she regained even the slightest sense, she would see her.

"Raavi....uth na...dekh mazak mat kar mere sath tujhe pata h mera dimag garam rehta h"

"Raavi....aankhe khollll"

He takes her hand and start rubbing it...to make her feel warm. He takes her head and put it on his lap...ruffling her hair with love.

"Raavi.....dekh ab na muje dar lag raha h..."

"Tu sun rahi na...uth na...aankhe khol na...teri baate muje preshan karti h par muje sunni h .....muje teri chapad chapad sunni h, tujhse ladna h, tujhe apni dil ki baat btani h.."

He swipe his tears and grasped some breath.

"Aeyy mami ki behen ki beti.....mei yeh shadi nahi todna chahta...mei kesa todunga...mei...

Mei...mei tujhse pyar karta hu"

"Raavi mei tujhse pyar karta hu tu mujhe pasand h bhaut zyda ...please aankhe khol le"

He cried his heart out and he match his head against her head, his tears were falling on Raavi's eyes. She took a breath and he turned back to give him space. She was breathing heavily .Shiva held her hand and started to rub,

There was a gleam in his eyes and a smile on his lips, because he now knew that she had started regaining consciousness. She slighty open her eyes, she feels herself heavier than before, her eyes are swelled and because she had faint for long, she find difficult to open it. She sense shiva's presence, she can feel him...she is not in state to speak anything but utter a single word "SHIVA"

He looked at her and smile in relief...he again try to woke her up..

"Raavi...raavi haan mei yahi hu tu dekh...aankhe khol m mei..yhi hu ab kuch nahi hoga tujhe"

"Shiva...shiva.." she utter his name with opened eyes tear falling frm it and take her hand around his arms.

He understand she want a hug to calm herself, without any delay he make her sit and crossed his arm around her waist...they are craving for this hug since so long and finally they got it.

They both are crying loud, they both had fear of losing each other, shiva can't see her losing her life in front of him and raavi don't wnt to distance herself from him.

They broke the hug and looked into each other eyes, the eyes are not less than ocean depth and filled with water. He cupped her face, she smiles in satisfaction and bowed her hand.

He know he did wrong with her he wanted her to part the way, but after what he saw today he can't let it go. He can't lose her....never..!!

"Raavi"....he gulped once.

"Raavi...m janta hu meine bhaut badi galti kari h...maafi ke layak nahi hu par fr bhi..."

"Shiva...tu kuch mat bol.." she know the truth and that's why she want to speak first

"Nahi...raavi aaj tu sunegi or mei bolunga...meine in dino tujhe bhaut preshan kara h tujhe bhaut sari sikhayat hogi mujhse pan muje teri sari saza manjhoor h"

"Shiva...sun toh mej jnti hu ki tune..." Before she could complete her sentence, he put his finger on her lips.

"Nahi raavi please sun aaj sun le meri baat"

He said her please...he is insisting her so much ...what he want to say..she kept herself quiet.

"Raavi jab teri dost sneha ne bola ki tune kis jungli jaheen gawar se shadi karli voh baat pata nhi kyu muje itni lag gyi ki meine apne gham mitane ki sharab pi li, fir ghar aakar tujhe batane hi wla tha ki teri diary padhi jism tune dev k liye likha tha...mera dil tut gya tha raavi.

Muje lagne laga tha mei tujhse deserve nahi karta, tujhe toh gentlemen chahiye tha par m toh kirane ki dukaan hu, tu kaha gulkaand ka meetha pan or mei sirf supari...mei kabhi teri pasand nahi tha raavi mei tujhpar thopa gaya tha, aukaat se bahar sapne dekhne laga tha, tere saath puri zindagi bethane ke khwaab ne muje pagal kardiya tha, mei nahi chahta tha tu is jabardasti ki rishte m bandhe rahe, tujhe kaid panchi ki tarah pinjare m bandh nhi krna chahta tha, meri wajah se teri puri zindagi barbad ho jaye esa m nahi hone de sakta tha, isliye mei tujhse dur jaane laga, jab tu paas aati thi do pal ke liye tere kareeb aane ki iccha hoti thi par mn ko sambhal leta tha m..or jab meine tujhe tere dosto ke saath haste hue dekha....teri aankhon mei ek alag hi chamak thi voh chamak jo shayad mere sath kabhi nahi aati. Isliye muje laga ki tu mujse dur jakr hi khush rhegi. Or raavi tere dosto ko mei marna nahi chahta tha pr voh gochu...esi baate kar rhe the ki mei khudko control nahi kr paya...haan janta hu meine galat kiya muje tere character pr nahi jana chahiye tha pan raavi tu janti h na muje mere mn m tere liye esa kch nahi tha itne dino se bhara hua tha voh sab ek sath nikal gya pta nahi kyu bola meine...muje maaf krde raavi maafi ke layak nahi hu pan fr bhi hath jod kar tujhse maafi maang raha hu" he pleaded his hands in front of her with guilt in his eyes.

Raavi hold his hand and said

"Shiva...yeh kya kar raha h...tune kuch galat nahi kiya shiva... tune un logo ko maara kyunki voh mere baare m bakwass kar rhe the...muje pata chal gya shiva, teri ism koi galti nahi h..infact tune toh mujhe unka asli chehra dikhya h shiva...or jaha tak baat h mere compromise ki toh shiva mei compromise bhi bs tere sath hi kar skti hu...tujhe pata h meine sneha ka number block krdiya tha or voh....voh diary meine jala di thi...shiva dev mera ateet tha pan tu mera aaj h shiva or tu hi mera aane wla kal hoga. Mei apni fairytales m kitna kho gyi thi ki sachai nahi dekh payi...dev ke liye mera pagalpan tha pr tere liye deewangi h shiva, i m sry shiva mei tujhe samaj ni payi yeh samaj ni payi ki tu itne dino se yeh sab seh raha tha...shiva duniya tere baare m ky bolti h kya nahi mujhe usse farak nahi padhta, haan h tu jungli...bandar pr yeh sab kehna ka sirf muje h. Tu kiraane ki dukaan h kyunki tu mehnat karta h, kaam karta h bakiyon ki tarah nahi h jo ghr pr betha rehta h, or kisne kaha mei tere sath khush nahi hu..jis insaan ne meri jaan bachayi, mra hmesa sath diya...mera khayal rakha m us insaan ke sath kese khush nhi reh skti shiva...

Jo hua usko bhul ja shiva... tu jo bhi h jesa bhi h sacha h mera pati h...tu hi mera aaj h or kal bhi hoga smjha" she said and cupped his face.

He nodded in yes and put his hand on her neck under the ear. She shivers a little.

"Tu ek number ka gadheda h, idiot, stupid..akal nahi h tujhme kitni asani se khud ko mujhse alag karne ka soch liya" she hit his chest with small fist

"I m sorry raavi muje maaf krdena" he said with teary eyes.

"I m sorry shiva" she apologies and touch her forhead with his...

They both are crying and smiling at the same time. Their heart is bumping and bursting in joy.

"Shiva"

"Hmm"

"Tu..kuch bol raha tha na meine kuch suna tha jb"

"Ky.. kya suna tune...meine kuch nahi bola" he said nervously as he feel nervous to confess his feeling.

"Nahi...Shiva tu kuch toh bol raha tha bata na kya bol raha tha" raavi insist

Shiva understood her game, she knows everything not only from today. He looked at her mischievously n said

"Tu sab janti h chipkali zyda natak mat kar"

Raavi blush a little, he catched her intentions...she hold his hand and said

"Haan, janti hu par m tere muh se sunna chahti hu shiva"

He smiled at her, and clutch her hand even more tighter. Looking into her ocean eyes and she is looking at his moon.

"Raavi....jab tujhe kandar m us halat m dekha tha m bht dar gya tha esa lg raha tha ki kisi ne meri jaan cheen li h, sirf sareer hi bacha h rooh nikal gyi h...tab muje ehsaas hua tu mere liye bhaut khaas h, fr teri jo baate muje preshan karti thi vahi baate pyari lgne lagi, teri bekwaoofi pr hasna laga, tera khayal rakhna laga, tere khareeb aane laga, tere khareeb aana muje acha lagta tha, tujhe mehsus karna acha lagta tha, tere sath samay bithana acha lagta tha...mei samaj gya mei tujhe pasand karne lga hu par kehne se darta tha aaj tujhe jab ese dekha toh m tujhe sab btana chahta tha, kch mn m nahi rakhna chahta tha....or aaj muje yeh pata chal gya tere bina mei aadhura hu tune muje pura kiya h raavi, aey...mami ki behen ki beti mei tujhse pyar karta hu" he said with tear filled eyes with smile on face.

Raavi is on ninth cloud, she feels shivji showers all the blessing and love on them, they put all the happiness in their lapel.

She hugged him tighter...crying a loud. Her hands snaked around his neck, and his hand roamed around her bare waist and back..tangling the fingers between each other, they could feel each other warmth and the heart beat. It felt like for the next moment their heart will jump out..she broke the hug, their hands are in the same position.

"Kabhi nahi socha tha esa hoga....mei toh bs apni fairytales m hi jeethi thi pr yeh nahi pata tha haqiqat itni khoobsurat hogi...tujhse dur jana mujhe manjur nahi shiva...tere bina mei nhi reh skti...tune muje mere hisse ki sari khushiyaan di h, tune muje pyar karna sikhaya h...tune muje poora kara h...

Mei bhi tujhse bhaut pyaar karti hu shiva" she said rain droplets vanish the tear droplets.

He kissed her forehead she closed her eyes to feel his skin on her. The moment when his lips touch her skin, it gave him pleasure sensation, the touch spines her down. She kissed his cheeks, he smiled with her cute gesture. He rolled his eyes onto her lips..she patted his cheek "gadheda ghar phauchne tak ka wait toh karle" he giggled this gadhedi spoiled the moment with her innocence.

They exchange the glares and drove in each other eyes and hugged passionately..

Shiva and raavi misunderstanding is now finally clear...

They confess their love for each other..

Now no one can broke their bond❤️

"Shiva ki raavi

Raavi ka shiva"

~The end

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