Hey folks, after witnessing back to back disastrous episodes and a very little to no shivi scenes forced me to write down my thoughts. There would be three parts 1. Raavi’s realisation, 2. Their confession 3. Their relationship after confession.. hope you like it, im not good at fanfics though, yet givingit a try. Enjoy😃
Raavi could sense shiva’s sudden cold behaviour towards her. Yet she tried her best to mend ways, she really wanted to give their relationship a try.. but all seemed in vain as there was no response from his side which was driving her more crazy. She was desperately looking for answers because his silence was killing her. She knew it all started after he read her diary-that stupid diary- but was sure that apart from Dev’s part there was nothing written in it that he didn’t already know. Strange! She thought. Why he seemed so hurt? What did he read that broke him from within? When the hatred was from both the sides, he had no right to behave like this.. it just that his feelings aren’t written in some diary otherwise we’re equal.
Suddenly a thought crossed her mind. If his indifferent behaviour is causing her so much pain then definitely the things written by her in the past had brand new effect on him because believe it or not they both were on the same page some time ago. “daffod che tu Raavi” she thought to herself. “hey Somnath, meri batti pehle kyu nahi jali?”
“main is liye itna feel kar rahihun, kyuki us bhootnath ke liye feelings hai mere mann main..!”
“mujhe usse??????? Pyaar hogyahai?!”
Now everything seemed to make sense. She didn’t realise when she fell in love, As this time it felt so different so new unlike last time when she thought she was in love with Dev. It wasn’t like her regular description of love, it was something else. This time it was not her zidd, but her sukoon.
Now she can’t wait to confess her feelings to him.. but what if he doesn’t feel the way as of yet. After having her heart broken last time she had no strength to go through another heartbreak when she knew this time it would hit differently. She was scared and rightly so.
“pata karna padega, aakhir is bhootnath ke dil main hai kya”
It was a celebration time for pandya family as they had just launched their two new stores in two different cities. so they decided to celebrate it by having a party.
“yes, kal party main pata karlungi uske dil ki baat aur apne dil ki baat bata dungi” she couldn’t wait for tomorrow as these few hours duriyaan was too much for her to handle now. Uff kab bitengeyeh pal.. while killing time she just couldn’t help but adore her handsome husband. She was already physically attracted to him but now with all those feelings it has became way more intense and the sweet realisation that he already belongs to her made her chuckle.. mera bhootnath!
Party preparations were on full swing, krish, dev and shiva were making sure that everything was perfect. Dhara was worried as she didn’t want any drama this time. while Gaumbi was looking after the store..
Rishita had gone to the saloon to get ready while Raavi stayed back to help dhara di with other chores. Her excitement was on the pique
“Raavi chod woh sab aur jaa jakeready hoja, Rishita ready hoke aati hi hogi. Main bhi jaati hun ready hone uske baad” said dhara
“Ji dhara di”
In all the excitement she forgot to choose an outfit, and now she had no idea what to wear. She wanted to impress her bhootnath.. she remembered how he was awestruck during the oly ceremony and its now that she realised it. Gadheddi!
So she went with her black coloured mehendi ka lehenga with a different off white coloured backless blouse. it was an off shoulder one and perfectly complimented her lehenga.
With a rosy makeup and a messybun, she was a sight to behold. Shiva toh aaj gaya!😳
She was about to open the door when he knocked at the door violently “Ab bahar aayegi bhi? Dusron ko bhi tayyar hona hai. Log yaha sirf tujhe dekhne nahi aane wale hai”
She opened the door *drool* *drool* he couldn’t take his eyes off of the sight he was beholding. For a minute there he forgot everything, he gasped before uttering.. “wow” “me..mera matlab chal hat samne se mujhe bhi tayyar hona hai” and he moved her aside without glancing at her while she was enjoying it all. “attracted toh hai bhootnath, first mission accomplished!”
Nayan ne bandh rakhine mein jyaretumne joya chhe
Tumhi tum ho meri season mein tumho khayalon mein.
The song started playing and Raavi couldn’t help but groove on it as this song suits her current mood so well and with her everyone started dancing on it, except shiva. All two couples were dancing and raavi missed shiva who was standing in the corner.
Sabhi padh chuke hai yeh chehramera, tuhi hai likha
Jo jahir hai sabko woh yaara tujhekaise na dikha
This made her a little sad that he didn’t join her for the dance but she was not in a mood to give up. So she went to him, held his hand and guided him out.
“Yeh kya karri hai tu?” askedShiva
“Shiva kya karri hun matlab tu kyakarra hai? Kyu itna Khafa khafa sa hai mujhse maine kiya hi kya aisa?” “Humneek dusre se ladna sikha hai khafa hona nahi toh achanak tujhe kya hogya?”
“Mujhe.. mera dum ghutne laga haiis rishte main tere sath, mujhe samajh aagaya hai ke hum dono woh raste hai jokabhi ek sath nahi aa sakte. Na main tere liye sahi hun na tu mere liye. Agar Bhabhimujhse nahi kehti tujhse shaadi karne toh main kabhi..” and he stoppedrealising that he went to far
“Toh kya shiva? TOH KYA? Tu mujhseshaadi karta hi nahi kabhi. Us din bhi tune mera hath bas isliye thama kyuki Bhabhine kaha. Tujhe kabhi kisi ki feelings ki nahi padhi sivay dhara Bhabhi ki.”
“han nahi padhi mujhe, teri toh bhilkulbhi nahi samajhi tu? Tu mere dil main kabhi jagah nahi bana sakti aur na maintere dil main toh usse accha hum alag alag raste jaate hai. Mujhe rehna hi nahitere sath”
This hurt her real bad. She felt like falling in love with him was a dream and suddenly she was brought back tothe reality. This was worst then the previous one, yet again the feeling of abandonment crept over her. She couldn’t take it anymore so she pushed him aside and left.
that's all👍🏼 It turned out a little long so edited a bit but hope ya'l like it! will update soon😳 feel free to critique🤗
Advocate Anjali Awasthi
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