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NIBIR - TS
TU MERE PAAS H
"nisha... wake up baby..." kabir called out her softly as she was lying in his arms peacefully. "jaan... jaldi utho... kabira has to go office" he shook her gently placing a soft kiss on her forehead. His angel opened her eyes rubbing them softly and gave him a beautiful smile. "thats like my jaan... chalo go get up... fresh hojao... i will be going in 15 min... before that we will do breakfast together" he poked her nose as she gave him a hug.
"nishu... come na... m getting late baby" he shouted from the kitchen. " here i come..." she entered in a roughen jeans and a cute top. " u luv this jeans so much na... ab to chhod do... see kaisi worn out ho gyi h" he said seeing her from the corner of his eyes. "but i luv it... what's in the breakfast" she asked. " bbj..." he said with a wide smile. "sachhiii... awww... pta h i was missing bbj... u told me not to eat na" she said with a puffed face. " now m telling u to eat it..." he said and placed the plate on the kitchen counter as she immediately put a piece in her mouth while kabir smiled seeing her. " u too eat..." she stuffed some in his mouth as he poured some juice for her. " nishu... pls get me my bag from the room" he said while she nodded and left. He immediately put a medicine in her glass of juice and mixed it. " here is ur bag..." she beamed. "and here is ur juice... finish it in front of me" he said as he drank his. She made a face but drank it. As kabir bid her a bye... she hold his hand. "dont go pls... i will get bored" she looked so cute. " jaan... kabira has to go na... i will take leave tomorrow and shaam ko we will go to ur fav place... pakka wala promise" he said pulling her cheeks. "nibir wala promise...?" she asked extending her palm. It brought tears to his eyes. " nibir wala promise jaan" he kissed her palm and closed the door. Locking it from outside, and hoping she would be safe... he went to his work.
It was almost dusk when he returned and opened the lock. "nishu... where are u baby..." he called her out. She didn't replied back. " nishu... don't play games with me... u know i hate this game" he was tensed. Still no answer came. " jaan... don't do this" his voice started cracking as he started finding her all over the place. His heart matching its pace to the ticking clock. He frantically opened the bedroom and found her coming out of the washroom after shower. He ran upto her and hugged her tight heaving a sigh of relief. "kya hua kabira... darr lag rha h... kya ho gya... kuch kho gya kya" she asked. " ha... kuch kho gya tha... thoda mil gya thoda baaki h..." he left her and held her shoulder. A tear tried to escape from his eyes but nisha immediately took it in her palm. He was looking down when she made him look up. " mai yhi hu..." she said with sincerity. She hugged him and ruffled his hair. He looked at her with love and stroked her cheeks. She loves when he do this. "chalo tum rest kar lo... i will make coffee..." she said. "kisne sikhaya tmhe coffee bnana nishu" he asked wide eyed. "tumne... jab tum roj aake mere lie ur apne lie coffee bnate ho na... tb maine dekh k seekh lia" she smiled cheesily as kabir laughed. "mai bnau?" she asked. "ha but carefully... fir we will go out..." he said. "but u are tired na... hm kal jaenge" she said. "nhi jaan... hm aaj bhi jaenge ur kal bhi..." he said side hugging her. "awww cutie... u r the best" she placed a peck on his cheeks and ran into the kitchen. He smiled and went to freshen up.
Main hoon aadha mujh mein
Baaki aadha hai tu
Kabir came out and found her jiggling between the things in the kitchen, he went upto her and helped her in making coffee.
Dil mein kam hai dhadkan
Yaara zyaada hai tu
They sat in the hammock in the balcony drinking their coffee. Kabir praised her coffee while she smiled gleefully at him.
Bin sune sun lunga main
Bin kahe tu kehna
They got into the car and she turned to him making puppy face, kabir laughed and understood what she wants. He pulled her window down and she gave him the best smile enjoying the wind.
Tu.. mere mere paas toh hai na..
Tu.. mere mere paas toh hai na..
They reached a secluded park which has a lake in the center. She squealed in happiness and ran to the lake. Kabir admired her as she sat on the verge and dipped her feets in the cold water.
Pyaar hai aisa khel yaara
Tanha koi bhi jeeta nahi
She called him and he obliged. He sat by her side as she leaned on his shoulder talking about what anything and nothing he just smiled and admired his angel.
Tu jahaan thak ke beth jaaye
Haar jaaunga main bhi wahin
As she saw him lost she splashed water on his face and ran showing her tongue to him. Kabir giggled and ran after her. After running for some good 5 min, She sat on the grass heaving, he too came and sat by her side signalling her how fast she run.
Bin sune sun lunga main
Bin kahe tu kehna
He showed her his watch and asked her to leave with him. She gestured him that she can't walk now through her hands. kabir smiled and picked her up on his back.
Tu.. mere mere paas toh hai na..
She encircled his neck with her arms laughing as he placed her in place through his hands on her waist and made her wrap her legs on his.
Tu.. mere mere paas toh hai na..
They were home and nisha was sleeping peacefully in his arms. He was admiring her when suddenly her lips trembled... he wanted to kiss those sweetener of hers but instead kissed her forehead making her snuggle in him.
~FLASHBACK~
Nisha and kabir were happily married for 2 yrs. Theirs being an arrange marriage was full of new feelings for each other. Every new day brought a new discovery for them about each other. After 6 months they finally confessed their love. It was one of those rainy days when kabir has to go out of town and nisha was apprehensive of his venture.
"nishu... jaan mjhe jana padega... i promise mai parso subah waapas aa jaunga..." he tried to convince her. "thik h but parso morning means morning samjhe... warna u know i wont talk to u" she said flaring her finger at him. "i know baby... nibir promise" he kissed her palm making her smile. "now give me a goodbye kiss..." he said hugging her. "come back and have ur kiss till then u will get nothing.." she pulled herself back chuckling as kabir made a puppy face. " no mr. Rathore nothing gonna work..." she said and moved to his ears. "don't go and have me... or leave me n u gonna pay for it" she said sensuously. kabir looked at his not so shy wifey who winked back making him smirk. "offer accepted..." he smashed his lips on her making her giggle in his mouth.soon he showered her with his wild kisses all over her face and neck biting her in her nape. She moaned his name softly feeling the bliss of being in his arms once again. They were drowned in each other loving the other one to no extent. After a few hours, nisha woke up to not find him beside her. She covered herself with the sheet and looked for him. That's when her phone beeped and she read his msg. "sorry jaan to coax u... but u know i luv u and its really imp me to go... i will come back soon and yeah will pay u with more n more love" she shied away but was angry on him too.
"jaan... baat to karo na" he said on phone. " kyu... why u coaxed me kabir... m very angry" she said. " sorry baby... but i can't resist u... and u know that so tell me who coaxed whom" he can feel her smile and knew she is no more angry at him. " ok fine... but come soon na kabira... tmhari jaan ki jaan nikali jaa rhi h" she said. "ae nishu... dare u say something like that..." he said. " ok baba... nhi bolungi... achha suno can i go to papa..." she asked. "of course jaan why are u asking... one min... if u r thinking to drive till there... then its a no" he understood her. " pls na kabira... u r my cute hubby no... maan jao na" she said cheesily. " no jaan... u know its rainy season and its 2 hours drive till there... i dont want u to take any risk" he said. " pls na hubby see i will be back by evening na... m getting bored here upar se m missing my k wala husband" she pouted. " okay...okay... no more maska... go but u will be on call with me... poora time manjoor" he asked. " u dont have work hubby...?" she asked. "no one is imp than u jaan...now call me when u will start from home" he hanged up and she smiled at his picture.
"ha baba m driving safely... u concentrate on ur work" she said as it was an hour since he was on call with her. " u not getting bored ha jaan... m a little busy... have a meeting in 15 min" he said. "no hubby m fine... u do ur work" she smiled while driving. 15 min. Passed in silence. Nisha listening to his breaths and some occasional murmurs as he read his file. "jaan..." he called out. "hmmm..." she replied humming a song. " m going to meeting... but m still here on call... ok... i will be listening to u" he said. "awww hubby i just wanna kiss u right now" she was overwhelmed. " control ur wild desires j wali wifey... will meet u soon... love" he chuckled. She blushed heavily at his remark as he kissed her through phone. Nisha reached her home when kabir got free. "kha ho wifey... pahuch gyi?" he asked through bluetooth. " ha baba... dekha kuch nhi hua...tum bhi na ese hi fikr karte ho" she said squealing her father's name in the house. "kyu na karu... u r the most precious asset i have samjhi..." he said lovingly.She was blushing and running on the stairs when she slipped screaming his name due to water on the them. "kabirrr...:" the only word she said as she rolled down the stairs from top to bottom.
"nisha... nisha... kya hua bol na... nisha..." he kept screaming on the phone but no answer came. Ramesh who came out hearing the loud thud was aghast seeing his dear daughter lying in the pool of blood. He ran downstairs and held her in his arms. "nishu... nishu..." he slapped her face but of no use. "nishaa... nishaaa... bol pls... dekh majak mat kar..." kabir's voice came from the bluetooth she was wearing. Ramesh quickly took the bluetooth "kabir beta..." he said in a crack voice. " papa... papa.. nisha kha h... usse bolo majak na kare..." he said. " kabir waapas aaja abhi..." ramesh cut the call. The next thing kabir know was that he was sitting outside the operation theatre with his heart in his mouth and his life on a stretcher. ramesh and laxmi was sitting beside him trying to pacify him but his tears were in no mood to stop. "mr. Gangwal..." the doc came to them. "meri nisha kaisi h doc.. thik ho gyi na vo.. mai milu usse.. dekh lu pls" he was out of his senses shaking the doc badly. " mr. Rathore... control urself.. ur wife is in coma" he felt the ground beneath him slipping. The sky cried loudly so as his heart. He felt choked as if someone strangled him. He found his land with a loud thud. "kabirr... kabir beta utho" laxmi shook him badly but it was of no use. "mr. Rathore uthiye... aap ese karenge to aapki wife ka khayal kaun rakhega...ho sakta h vo thodi der m uth jae... ho sakta h ek mahine baad uthe... par aap ese karenge to kaise thik hongi vo" doc said. He looked up to him and then to ramesh. Ramesh hugged kabir as he cried his heart out in his arms. "papa... mjhe meri nisha chahie... meri jaan chahie..." he cried bitterly. " vo thik ho jaegi beta... tu sambhal khud ko" ramesh patted his head while his own tears refused to stop. Since then kabir was outside the icu. "mr. Gangwal ur daughter is awake..." a nurse informed ramesh who ran to see his happy wala gana. "papa... maa" nisha called them out. They hugged her crying out loud enough to scare her. "kya hua papa... itna kyu ro rhi h maa... mai thik hu..." she answered. Kabir was outside the icu seeing her. He wanted to go to her and hug her tight but his heart was saying that she wasn't his jaan. " papa... dadu kha h... ur dadiji... vo nhi aaye... ur mera school koi nhi aaya mera friend?" she asked. Ramesh looked at her in confusion as laxmi asked her what is she talking about when doc send them outside.
"doc kya hua h nisha ko... esi batein kar rhi h jaise kuch jaanti nhi... uske dada dadi to abhi 3 saal pehle... ur school..?" ramesh asked in confusion. "i think she had amnesia actually she had a blood clot which is stuck in a part of her brain.. the part responsible for recent memories... she is back in her teenage... and m sorry mr. Rathore but she dont know u now..." doc said. "what do u mean she dont know me... she love me" kabir said. "yes... ur wife nisha kabir rathore loves u but nisha who is still 16 or 17 dont know u kabir..." he said. Kabir thought his head spinning revolving around and making him go crazy due to the sudden motion. "mr. Kabir... Mr kabir..." doc called him out. "hmmm?...hmmm" somehow he came back to his life. "mr. Kabir she will be fine... but when i cant say... May be in a month or may be in a year...till then u have to wait for her" kabir didnt hear what he said after that. He saw his life breaking apart in front of him. He moved out of his cabin and looked at nisha who was sleeping due to medicines. He sat by her side and held her hand. "itna naaraj h jaan... ki mjhe hi bhool gyi... ese badla legi mjhse... mai waada karta hu nisha kabhi nhi jaunga tjhe chhodke khi nhi jaunga... bus ek baar ek baar mjhe bula le... mai nhi rh paunga ese nisha... tu meri jaan h na... to kyu esa kar rhi h mere sath... mat kar na... pls mat kar" he cried hugging her hand. He was still in the same position when she woke up and found him clutching on her hand like his life dependent on it. She felt peace... an unknown glow inside her. She wasnt afraid of him but cannot recognise him either. " suno...mera haath chhod do" she managed. He looked up to see her looking at him with question. He quickly wiped his tears and left her hand. "who are u..." she asked. " i... i... i m ur friend nisha... ur new friend kabir." he said. She looked at him more confused. "we met in the olympiad nisha... we are friends..." he tried again she didnt know what he was talking about but she wanted to believe it and without further argument of her brain she shaked hand with him. "hi kabir..." she beamed. "hi nisha" he reciprocated. Kabir didnt knew why he did that.. but his instinct told him and he followed. He would meet her everyday giving her fruits choclates and flowers and she would become happy seeing him. Days went by and nisha came home with ramesh and laxmi.
"kabir..." ramesh called him out as he was standing at the terrace. "ji papa" he replied. "tu ghar chala ja kabir... ur..." his throat choked suddenly due to emotions. " ur... ur dusri shadi kar lu hai na?" kabir said and turned to look at a shocked ramesh. " papa... i heared u and ma" he said. "its been 6 months kabir... kab tk khud ko takleef deta rahega... pta nhi kabhi use kuch yaad aaega bhi ki nhi.." ramesh said. "ur aa gya to... ur usne mere baare m pucha to aap kya kahenge papa..." he asked. Ramesh looked at him helpless. "meri nishu meri jaan h papa ur sirf kehne k lie nhi h... kya sochegi vo mere baare m... ki mai uska intzaar bhi nhi kar paya... dhoka de dia use?" he said pain pricking through his voice. "papa... meri ek baat manenge..." he asked. " ha kabir..." ramesh wiped his tears. "mjhe nishu ko le jaane dijie..." he said. "par kabir vo... vo kaise jaegi tmhare sath vo..." he cut off ramesh. " papa... vo mai sambhal lunga... ur waada karta hu apni nishu ko waapas le aaunga..." kabir said still looking at the sky. Ramesh knew he cant do anything moreover he cant see kabir dying everyday. ramesh told nisha that she has to go with kabir and live with him as she will be going to study there... preparing for exams. "par papa... mai kabir k sath...?" she looked at him confused. "dont u trust kabir..." ramesh asked her. She nodded in a yes. "so do i nisha... ur papa will not do anything that will harm u nisha... he will take care of u... ur hm aate rahenge na tjhse milne... fir hme dada dadi k paas jana h na vo haridwar gye h unka khayal bhi to rakhna h na" he said trying to make it look convincing and it was. Nisha agreed to go with kabir. Its been a year since she was living with him. He had arranged a different room for her but every night she would come to him scared and will ask him to stay with her. Since then it had became her habit to sleep by his side on his bed. She never felt a slight awkwardness doing so.
Every night she will come and sleep on her side while he will wait for her to go in a deep slumber. He would then take her in his arms and will sleep like that. Nisha never complained why he did that nor she felt it wrong. He had a hard time convincing her how her friend kabir is doing a job while she is still studying. But her faith in him was stronger than the logic and she would accept easily whatever he say. He can see her falling for him. Her actions her behaviour was all indicating towards her attraction to him. He was happy that finally she is not feeling like a foreigner with him but he still wanted his jaan... his nisha back. He was craving for her sweet threatens she used to give him. Living with her and still not with his wifey was an unbearable torchure for him but he was happy... happy to see her all healthy and good.
He let out a deep sigh and tucked her hair behind. " waapas aajao jaan... ur nhi rha jata tmhare bagair... esa na ho ki mai mit jau tmhe paane k intzaar m" he closed his eyes and let a tear fall. It dropped on her eyes making her wake up. "kabir...?" she called out as he looked at her. "soi nhi jaan... kya hua" he asked. "kuch nhi... umm... kuch puchu?" she asked. "ha..." he tucked her strands behind again. " why u call me jaan kabir..." she asked with her big dove shaped eyes. " because u are my jaan..." he said. "why..." she asked again. "pta nhi nishu... mjhe nhi pta..." he tried hard not to reveal her the real reason. "kyu... tmhe nhi pasand... nhi bulaunga kal se" he said. " nhi... maine kab kha mjhe nhi pasand... pasand h" she said and turned to other side shying. He smiled seeing her naive love for him.
Baarishein kitni dil se guzri
Meri aankhein na bheegi kabhi
Next morning they were in the city mall shopping for nisha. While kabir was busy in selecting a dress for her she went out of the to look something for him. He turned but never found her.
Tu agar pal bhar door jaaye
Baadlon saa main ro doon abhi
He came out searching for her frantically calling out her name screaming on top of his voice. Here she was lost... lost in the crowd of people. She felt a tug at her heart and shouted his name searching for him. He saw her standing at a corner nad ran to her. She saw him standing in front of her and hugged him. She cried her her heart out clinging on his t-shirt while he held her close letting his tears fall.
Bin sune sun lunga main
Bin kahe tu kehna
He controlled his emotions and wiped her tears kissing her forehead. "i wont leave u jaan.. never" he whispered and she hugged him tight as her head spinned around. He held her in time and took her home.
Tu.. mere mere paas toh hai na.. haan..
He made her lie down and she slept for a good time. She woke up but still looked upset so he started music and asked her for a dance to cheer her up.
Tu.. mere mere paas toh hai na.. haan..
She didnt responded. "u dont love dance..." he asked as he saw her in a deep thought. She slided her hand in his. "i luv dancing... only with u" she whispered making him froze.
"nishaa" he whispered. only she say that... is she back... is His jaan back...
A/N - PTA NHI KYA LIKHA H KYU LIKHA H... BUS LIKH DIA... IRRERELEVANT 😔
Part 2- page 13
TU MERE PAAS H
"nisha... wake up baby..." kabir called out her softly as she was lying in his arms peacefully. "jaan... jaldi utho... kabira has to go office" he shook her gently placing a soft kiss on her forehead. His angel opened her eyes rubbing them softly and gave him a beautiful smile. "thats like my jaan... chalo go get up... fresh hojao... i will be going in 15 min... before that we will do breakfast together" he poked her nose as she gave him a hug.
"nishu... come na... m getting late baby" he shouted from the kitchen. " here i come..." she entered in a roughen jeans and a cute top. " u luv this jeans so much na... ab to chhod do... see kaisi worn out ho gyi h" he said seeing her from the corner of his eyes. "but i luv it... what's in the breakfast" she asked. " bbj..." he said with a wide smile. "sachhiii... awww... pta h i was missing bbj... u told me not to eat na" she said with a puffed face. " now m telling u to eat it..." he said and placed the plate on the kitchen counter as she immediately put a piece in her mouth while kabir smiled seeing her. " u too eat..." she stuffed some in his mouth as he poured some juice for her. " nishu... pls get me my bag from the room" he said while she nodded and left. He immediately put a medicine in her glass of juice and mixed it. " here is ur bag..." she beamed. "and here is ur juice... finish it in front of me" he said as he drank his. She made a face but drank it. As kabir bid her a bye... she hold his hand. "dont go pls... i will get bored" she looked so cute. " jaan... kabira has to go na... i will take leave tomorrow and shaam ko we will go to ur fav place... pakka wala promise" he said pulling her cheeks. "nibir wala promise...?" she asked extending her palm. It brought tears to his eyes. " nibir wala promise jaan" he kissed her palm and closed the door. Locking it from outside, and hoping she would be safe... he went to his work.
It was almost dusk when he returned and opened the lock. "nishu... where are u baby..." he called her out. She didn't replied back. " nishu... don't play games with me... u know i hate this game" he was tensed. Still no answer came. " jaan... don't do this" his voice started cracking as he started finding her all over the place. His heart matching its pace to the ticking clock. He frantically opened the bedroom and found her coming out of the washroom after shower. He ran upto her and hugged her tight heaving a sigh of relief. "kya hua kabira... darr lag rha h... kya ho gya... kuch kho gya kya" she asked. " ha... kuch kho gya tha... thoda mil gya thoda baaki h..." he left her and held her shoulder. A tear tried to escape from his eyes but nisha immediately took it in her palm. He was looking down when she made him look up. " mai yhi hu..." she said with sincerity. She hugged him and ruffled his hair. He looked at her with love and stroked her cheeks. She loves when he do this. "chalo tum rest kar lo... i will make coffee..." she said. "kisne sikhaya tmhe coffee bnana nishu" he asked wide eyed. "tumne... jab tum roj aake mere lie ur apne lie coffee bnate ho na... tb maine dekh k seekh lia" she smiled cheesily as kabir laughed. "mai bnau?" she asked. "ha but carefully... fir we will go out..." he said. "but u are tired na... hm kal jaenge" she said. "nhi jaan... hm aaj bhi jaenge ur kal bhi..." he said side hugging her. "awww cutie... u r the best" she placed a peck on his cheeks and ran into the kitchen. He smiled and went to freshen up.
Main hoon aadha mujh mein
Baaki aadha hai tu
Kabir came out and found her jiggling between the things in the kitchen, he went upto her and helped her in making coffee.
Dil mein kam hai dhadkan
Yaara zyaada hai tu
They sat in the hammock in the balcony drinking their coffee. Kabir praised her coffee while she smiled gleefully at him.
Bin sune sun lunga main
Bin kahe tu kehna
They got into the car and she turned to him making puppy face, kabir laughed and understood what she wants. He pulled her window down and she gave him the best smile enjoying the wind.
Tu.. mere mere paas toh hai na..
Tu.. mere mere paas toh hai na..
They reached a secluded park which has a lake in the center. She squealed in happiness and ran to the lake. Kabir admired her as she sat on the verge and dipped her feets in the cold water.
Pyaar hai aisa khel yaara
Tanha koi bhi jeeta nahi
She called him and he obliged. He sat by her side as she leaned on his shoulder talking about what anything and nothing he just smiled and admired his angel.
Tu jahaan thak ke beth jaaye
Haar jaaunga main bhi wahin
As she saw him lost she splashed water on his face and ran showing her tongue to him. Kabir giggled and ran after her. After running for some good 5 min, She sat on the grass heaving, he too came and sat by her side signalling her how fast she run.
Bin sune sun lunga main
Bin kahe tu kehna
He showed her his watch and asked her to leave with him. She gestured him that she can't walk now through her hands. kabir smiled and picked her up on his back.
Tu.. mere mere paas toh hai na..
She encircled his neck with her arms laughing as he placed her in place through his hands on her waist and made her wrap her legs on his.
Tu.. mere mere paas toh hai na..
They were home and nisha was sleeping peacefully in his arms. He was admiring her when suddenly her lips trembled... he wanted to kiss those sweetener of hers but instead kissed her forehead making her snuggle in him.
~FLASHBACK~
Nisha and kabir were happily married for 2 yrs. Theirs being an arrange marriage was full of new feelings for each other. Every new day brought a new discovery for them about each other. After 6 months they finally confessed their love. It was one of those rainy days when kabir has to go out of town and nisha was apprehensive of his venture.
"nishu... jaan mjhe jana padega... i promise mai parso subah waapas aa jaunga..." he tried to convince her. "thik h but parso morning means morning samjhe... warna u know i wont talk to u" she said flaring her finger at him. "i know baby... nibir promise" he kissed her palm making her smile. "now give me a goodbye kiss..." he said hugging her. "come back and have ur kiss till then u will get nothing.." she pulled herself back chuckling as kabir made a puppy face. " no mr. Rathore nothing gonna work..." she said and moved to his ears. "don't go and have me... or leave me n u gonna pay for it" she said sensuously. kabir looked at his not so shy wifey who winked back making him smirk. "offer accepted..." he smashed his lips on her making her giggle in his mouth.soon he showered her with his wild kisses all over her face and neck biting her in her nape. She moaned his name softly feeling the bliss of being in his arms once again. They were drowned in each other loving the other one to no extent. After a few hours, nisha woke up to not find him beside her. She covered herself with the sheet and looked for him. That's when her phone beeped and she read his msg. "sorry jaan to coax u... but u know i luv u and its really imp me to go... i will come back soon and yeah will pay u with more n more love" she shied away but was angry on him too.
"jaan... baat to karo na" he said on phone. " kyu... why u coaxed me kabir... m very angry" she said. " sorry baby... but i can't resist u... and u know that so tell me who coaxed whom" he can feel her smile and knew she is no more angry at him. " ok fine... but come soon na kabira... tmhari jaan ki jaan nikali jaa rhi h" she said. "ae nishu... dare u say something like that..." he said. " ok baba... nhi bolungi... achha suno can i go to papa..." she asked. "of course jaan why are u asking... one min... if u r thinking to drive till there... then its a no" he understood her. " pls na kabira... u r my cute hubby no... maan jao na" she said cheesily. " no jaan... u know its rainy season and its 2 hours drive till there... i dont want u to take any risk" he said. " pls na hubby see i will be back by evening na... m getting bored here upar se m missing my k wala husband" she pouted. " okay...okay... no more maska... go but u will be on call with me... poora time manjoor" he asked. " u dont have work hubby...?" she asked. "no one is imp than u jaan...now call me when u will start from home" he hanged up and she smiled at his picture.
"ha baba m driving safely... u concentrate on ur work" she said as it was an hour since he was on call with her. " u not getting bored ha jaan... m a little busy... have a meeting in 15 min" he said. "no hubby m fine... u do ur work" she smiled while driving. 15 min. Passed in silence. Nisha listening to his breaths and some occasional murmurs as he read his file. "jaan..." he called out. "hmmm..." she replied humming a song. " m going to meeting... but m still here on call... ok... i will be listening to u" he said. "awww hubby i just wanna kiss u right now" she was overwhelmed. " control ur wild desires j wali wifey... will meet u soon... love" he chuckled. She blushed heavily at his remark as he kissed her through phone. Nisha reached her home when kabir got free. "kha ho wifey... pahuch gyi?" he asked through bluetooth. " ha baba... dekha kuch nhi hua...tum bhi na ese hi fikr karte ho" she said squealing her father's name in the house. "kyu na karu... u r the most precious asset i have samjhi..." he said lovingly.She was blushing and running on the stairs when she slipped screaming his name due to water on the them. "kabirrr...:" the only word she said as she rolled down the stairs from top to bottom.
"nisha... nisha... kya hua bol na... nisha..." he kept screaming on the phone but no answer came. Ramesh who came out hearing the loud thud was aghast seeing his dear daughter lying in the pool of blood. He ran downstairs and held her in his arms. "nishu... nishu..." he slapped her face but of no use. "nishaa... nishaaa... bol pls... dekh majak mat kar..." kabir's voice came from the bluetooth she was wearing. Ramesh quickly took the bluetooth "kabir beta..." he said in a crack voice. " papa... papa.. nisha kha h... usse bolo majak na kare..." he said. " kabir waapas aaja abhi..." ramesh cut the call. The next thing kabir know was that he was sitting outside the operation theatre with his heart in his mouth and his life on a stretcher. ramesh and laxmi was sitting beside him trying to pacify him but his tears were in no mood to stop. "mr. Gangwal..." the doc came to them. "meri nisha kaisi h doc.. thik ho gyi na vo.. mai milu usse.. dekh lu pls" he was out of his senses shaking the doc badly. " mr. Rathore... control urself.. ur wife is in coma" he felt the ground beneath him slipping. The sky cried loudly so as his heart. He felt choked as if someone strangled him. He found his land with a loud thud. "kabirr... kabir beta utho" laxmi shook him badly but it was of no use. "mr. Rathore uthiye... aap ese karenge to aapki wife ka khayal kaun rakhega...ho sakta h vo thodi der m uth jae... ho sakta h ek mahine baad uthe... par aap ese karenge to kaise thik hongi vo" doc said. He looked up to him and then to ramesh. Ramesh hugged kabir as he cried his heart out in his arms. "papa... mjhe meri nisha chahie... meri jaan chahie..." he cried bitterly. " vo thik ho jaegi beta... tu sambhal khud ko" ramesh patted his head while his own tears refused to stop. Since then kabir was outside the icu. "mr. Gangwal ur daughter is awake..." a nurse informed ramesh who ran to see his happy wala gana. "papa... maa" nisha called them out. They hugged her crying out loud enough to scare her. "kya hua papa... itna kyu ro rhi h maa... mai thik hu..." she answered. Kabir was outside the icu seeing her. He wanted to go to her and hug her tight but his heart was saying that she wasn't his jaan. " papa... dadu kha h... ur dadiji... vo nhi aaye... ur mera school koi nhi aaya mera friend?" she asked. Ramesh looked at her in confusion as laxmi asked her what is she talking about when doc send them outside.
"doc kya hua h nisha ko... esi batein kar rhi h jaise kuch jaanti nhi... uske dada dadi to abhi 3 saal pehle... ur school..?" ramesh asked in confusion. "i think she had amnesia actually she had a blood clot which is stuck in a part of her brain.. the part responsible for recent memories... she is back in her teenage... and m sorry mr. Rathore but she dont know u now..." doc said. "what do u mean she dont know me... she love me" kabir said. "yes... ur wife nisha kabir rathore loves u but nisha who is still 16 or 17 dont know u kabir..." he said. Kabir thought his head spinning revolving around and making him go crazy due to the sudden motion. "mr. Kabir... Mr kabir..." doc called him out. "hmmm?...hmmm" somehow he came back to his life. "mr. Kabir she will be fine... but when i cant say... May be in a month or may be in a year...till then u have to wait for her" kabir didnt hear what he said after that. He saw his life breaking apart in front of him. He moved out of his cabin and looked at nisha who was sleeping due to medicines. He sat by her side and held her hand. "itna naaraj h jaan... ki mjhe hi bhool gyi... ese badla legi mjhse... mai waada karta hu nisha kabhi nhi jaunga tjhe chhodke khi nhi jaunga... bus ek baar ek baar mjhe bula le... mai nhi rh paunga ese nisha... tu meri jaan h na... to kyu esa kar rhi h mere sath... mat kar na... pls mat kar" he cried hugging her hand. He was still in the same position when she woke up and found him clutching on her hand like his life dependent on it. She felt peace... an unknown glow inside her. She wasnt afraid of him but cannot recognise him either. " suno...mera haath chhod do" she managed. He looked up to see her looking at him with question. He quickly wiped his tears and left her hand. "who are u..." she asked. " i... i... i m ur friend nisha... ur new friend kabir." he said. She looked at him more confused. "we met in the olympiad nisha... we are friends..." he tried again she didnt know what he was talking about but she wanted to believe it and without further argument of her brain she shaked hand with him. "hi kabir..." she beamed. "hi nisha" he reciprocated. Kabir didnt knew why he did that.. but his instinct told him and he followed. He would meet her everyday giving her fruits choclates and flowers and she would become happy seeing him. Days went by and nisha came home with ramesh and laxmi.
"kabir..." ramesh called him out as he was standing at the terrace. "ji papa" he replied. "tu ghar chala ja kabir... ur..." his throat choked suddenly due to emotions. " ur... ur dusri shadi kar lu hai na?" kabir said and turned to look at a shocked ramesh. " papa... i heared u and ma" he said. "its been 6 months kabir... kab tk khud ko takleef deta rahega... pta nhi kabhi use kuch yaad aaega bhi ki nhi.." ramesh said. "ur aa gya to... ur usne mere baare m pucha to aap kya kahenge papa..." he asked. Ramesh looked at him helpless. "meri nishu meri jaan h papa ur sirf kehne k lie nhi h... kya sochegi vo mere baare m... ki mai uska intzaar bhi nhi kar paya... dhoka de dia use?" he said pain pricking through his voice. "papa... meri ek baat manenge..." he asked. " ha kabir..." ramesh wiped his tears. "mjhe nishu ko le jaane dijie..." he said. "par kabir vo... vo kaise jaegi tmhare sath vo..." he cut off ramesh. " papa... vo mai sambhal lunga... ur waada karta hu apni nishu ko waapas le aaunga..." kabir said still looking at the sky. Ramesh knew he cant do anything moreover he cant see kabir dying everyday. ramesh told nisha that she has to go with kabir and live with him as she will be going to study there... preparing for exams. "par papa... mai kabir k sath...?" she looked at him confused. "dont u trust kabir..." ramesh asked her. She nodded in a yes. "so do i nisha... ur papa will not do anything that will harm u nisha... he will take care of u... ur hm aate rahenge na tjhse milne... fir hme dada dadi k paas jana h na vo haridwar gye h unka khayal bhi to rakhna h na" he said trying to make it look convincing and it was. Nisha agreed to go with kabir. Its been a year since she was living with him. He had arranged a different room for her but every night she would come to him scared and will ask him to stay with her. Since then it had became her habit to sleep by his side on his bed. She never felt a slight awkwardness doing so.
Every night she will come and sleep on her side while he will wait for her to go in a deep slumber. He would then take her in his arms and will sleep like that. Nisha never complained why he did that nor she felt it wrong. He had a hard time convincing her how her friend kabir is doing a job while she is still studying. But her faith in him was stronger than the logic and she would accept easily whatever he say. He can see her falling for him. Her actions her behaviour was all indicating towards her attraction to him. He was happy that finally she is not feeling like a foreigner with him but he still wanted his jaan... his nisha back. He was craving for her sweet threatens she used to give him. Living with her and still not with his wifey was an unbearable torchure for him but he was happy... happy to see her all healthy and good.
He let out a deep sigh and tucked her hair behind. " waapas aajao jaan... ur nhi rha jata tmhare bagair... esa na ho ki mai mit jau tmhe paane k intzaar m" he closed his eyes and let a tear fall. It dropped on her eyes making her wake up. "kabir...?" she called out as he looked at her. "soi nhi jaan... kya hua" he asked. "kuch nhi... umm... kuch puchu?" she asked. "ha..." he tucked her strands behind again. " why u call me jaan kabir..." she asked with her big dove shaped eyes. " because u are my jaan..." he said. "why..." she asked again. "pta nhi nishu... mjhe nhi pta..." he tried hard not to reveal her the real reason. "kyu... tmhe nhi pasand... nhi bulaunga kal se" he said. " nhi... maine kab kha mjhe nhi pasand... pasand h" she said and turned to other side shying. He smiled seeing her naive love for him.
Baarishein kitni dil se guzri
Meri aankhein na bheegi kabhi
Next morning they were in the city mall shopping for nisha. While kabir was busy in selecting a dress for her she went out of the to look something for him. He turned but never found her.
Tu agar pal bhar door jaaye
Baadlon saa main ro doon abhi
He came out searching for her frantically calling out her name screaming on top of his voice. Here she was lost... lost in the crowd of people. She felt a tug at her heart and shouted his name searching for him. He saw her standing at a corner nad ran to her. She saw him standing in front of her and hugged him. She cried her her heart out clinging on his t-shirt while he held her close letting his tears fall.
Bin sune sun lunga main
Bin kahe tu kehna
He controlled his emotions and wiped her tears kissing her forehead. "i wont leave u jaan.. never" he whispered and she hugged him tight as her head spinned around. He held her in time and took her home.
Tu.. mere mere paas toh hai na.. haan..
He made her lie down and she slept for a good time. She woke up but still looked upset so he started music and asked her for a dance to cheer her up.
Tu.. mere mere paas toh hai na.. haan..
She didnt responded. "u dont love dance..." he asked as he saw her in a deep thought. She slided her hand in his. "i luv dancing... only with u" she whispered making him froze.
"nishaa" he whispered. only she say that... is she back... is His jaan back...
A/N - PTA NHI KYA LIKHA H KYU LIKHA H... BUS LIKH DIA... IRRERELEVANT 😔
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