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HI friends.. hope you all are doing fine.. it's weekend and we know that they are kinda boring without navya.. so i thought of writing an RS.. this is my first attempt so hope you guys like it.. also the RS is a bit long so I decided to post it in two parts.. i had posted the first part in the morning and now i post the second part.. scroll down to read the 2nd part..
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DRENCHED IN EMOTIONS----I
As the rain water brushed through his face and frequently blurred his sight, Anant got irritated and impatient. He wiped the water off his face and ran through the street looking at every possible direction. He hoped and wished and prayed that he caught a glimpse of her.But he searched and searched, all in vain.
Last night Anant had fought with her, his Navya. He had said he didn't need her.He had said he didn't care for her or anything any more. He had been very bitter then but realised now how harsh he had been. "Navya you know me. i was angry. how could you believe those words and leave me." thought anant.. True, he had not meant a word he had said. How could he not need Navya?? His Navya!! How could he not care for her? How could he not love her that too now when she needs him the most??
He had searched her everywhere, all the places where she could have been but she was nowhere. Anant entered the park which Navya loved to visit and still couldn't spot her anywhere. He had hoped that she would atleast be here if nowhere else but she could not be seen here too. He felt upset, angry, disappointed, frustrated and scared as he failed to find Navya. He sat on a bench and tears rolled down his already wet cheek like the raindrops that hit the earth. He wished he could undo what he had said to her, wished he could set things right. He closed his eyes as if he didn't want to see anything else apart from his Navya. He refused to witness the beauty that the rain brought with itself which he loved to watch with Navya. Today the rain failed to impress as his Navya was not there with him..
"God, you took away my Navya's dream;my dream---our dream, i didnt say a word because i knew dreams could be rebuilt if I had Navya by my side. But you cant take away my navya from from me. I cant even exist without her. Please give my Navya back to me. Please!" prayed Anant earnestly.
"Anant", called someone.
Anant opened his eyes and for a second could not believe his eyes. He was so pleasantly shocked that all he could do was stand up and cry out "Navya". Yes his Navya was standing in front of him. Without wasting even another fraction of a second he hugged her---- "Navya, Navya, Navya" was all he could utter.He broke the hug held navya's face in his hands and kissed her all over her face. Then he hugged her again tightly as if he would never let go of her..
"Navya, where did you go?? I know I was rude to you, I behaved like an idiot. But you know your Anant right?? I didnt mean a word Navya. I was just, just..."
"angry,hurt,disappointed with me," Navya completed the sentence speaking for the first time.
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DRENCHED IN EMOTIONS--II
Like Anant she also had tears in her eyes and though the rain drenched her as it drenched Anant, he was well aware that she was crying and he cursed himself for bringing tears to her eyes.
"No Navya thats not..."
"No Anant you have every right to be so. I have hurt you, broken your dream." Navya said interrupting Anant and not letting him complete.
"But believe me Anant, i didnt do it on purpose. The Dream was as much mine as yours."
Anant tried to say something but Navya spoke again, "I know i should have listened to you, should not have taken the car by myself," and now she was sobbing incessantly "but what could have I done?? MaaJi needed immediate medical attention... there was no one at home... the driver had an off...and you got trapped in the traffic. Not in my widest imagination did i think that the car breaks will fail...and it will meet with an accident... and..and..and.." she broke down completely now. Anant, like Navya had cried all along. He wanted to console her, wanted her to know that he was there but even he couldn't find words to express himself. Anant held her by the shoulder and brought her close to him and then hugged her.
After a while Navya broke the hug and finally spoke again, "all I can say is I am sorry Anant. I know 'sorry' cannot bring back your dream and probably you can never forgive me or care for me like before but i just wanted you to know it was my dream---my baby too. Like you i too loved our baby. I too had the dream of our baby seeing the light of this world.I know its all my fault and i deserve your anger... your hatred..." as Navya said this she fell on her knees and covered her face with her hands and uttered "I am sorry, Anant," sobbing still.
Anant wiped his tears and sat down on the rain wet sodden ground beside Navya. He moved her hands from her face and held them in his. He spoke softly, "Navya, it is true I was angry. I thought if you waited for me instead of driving the car to the hospital yourself you would still carry our baby with you," as Anant spoke Navya kept looking down.
"But you know what today when you left without saying and I could not find you.. i realised that you are my life.. i cant live without you.." as he said this Navya looked up, teary-eyed still, " True I loved our baby very much... our baby was my dream... but trust me Navya no dream is bigger than you in my life.. all my dreams are our dreams.. i have no dream that is only mine or doesnt have you in it.." Navya kept looking at him as he spoke his heart out..
"I can say things to you which might hurt you when i am angry.. but i can never ever stop caring for you, loving you.. How can I? There's no Anant without his Navya..No matter how big a dream is if you are with me we can always build it together.. I can get angry but always remember my love for you is so overwhelming that it can overcome all negative emotions.. I LOVE YOU, Navya," saying this he kissed navya on the forehead and then hugged her and this time Navya hugged him back.. Both of them kept crying and drenching in their emotions---drenching in their love for each other as the rain kept drenching them wet..
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since its my first attempt there may be flaws so sorry for them..
comments,likes,dislikes,tamatars,andes all are welcome..😃
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