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Hello guys... please bear with me...aaj kal kuch zyaada hi post Kar rahi hu..so..this is last one before 10th Sept. Ab exams ke baad hi RS.
I covered Two things which we are waiting for...in Nk...hope y'all will like it.
"Kareena"she heard amol's voice. She sighs heavily turning back. How this place has changed her in the best way of course. "What Amol?"she asks clearly not interested in talking with him. "Tum mujeh ignore kyu Kar rahe ho?..na class mein baat kare who ho..clg mein avoid karti ho...agar kabhi Ghar aya toh bhi bahut formally baat karti ho..kyu?" He asks her calmly. He really liked her. "Look. Amol. Baat bahut hi simple hai. Tumne mujeh angad se bachaya. Uske liye I can't thank-you u enough. Par .." she stops and looks at him thinking whether to say that or not.."par ?" He asks. "Par ..tumne jo kuch bhi kiya...mere bhai..mere bhabhi ke saath...mai tumhe uss keliye maaf nahi karsakti amol. Yes mujeh pata hai..ke bomb blast ke peeche tumhara hi haat tha. Kaise Karsakte ho tum aisa avni bhabhi ke saath? Woh tumse itna pyaar karti hai Aman...oops ..amol...bas unhi ke khatir mai ye sach sab se chupaya hai..bhai ko bhi nahi bataya. ...so just leave amol. Mujeh nahi tumse baat karni hai..nahi koi friendship rakna hai... please stay away from my family..." She says before walking into the Khanna house. Amol felt a pang in his heart. He just walks back to his bike and then disappears from the corner of the road. Kareena stops at the gate as she felt something move towards her left. Her head turns in that way ."bhabhi?!" ..the words come out of her mouth in shock. "Kareena...ye sach hai?.."avni asks her in shaking voice. Should she tell her bhabhi?.. "bolo Kareena" avni asks her again . Kareena drops her bag on the bench and rushes towards avni as she sees the file falling from avni's hand."bhabhi"she exclaims hugging avni.. tears pool in her own eyes and Kareena couldn't even imagine how avni was feeling right now. She could feel avni gasp for breath. "Bhabhi... please ..calm down.."she says rubbing her back. After few mins she felt avni pull back. "Mai theek hu Kareena...fikar mat karo..mai theek hu..."she says looking at her. but Kareena knows that she wasn't. She hears a ringtone..and turns back. It's avni's mobile on the bench which was about to fall down due to vibration. She quickly catches the Mobile "hello bhai... bhabhi washroom mai hai..mai unse kehti hu ke aap ko call kare..."says Kareena looking at avni.."huh?..kyu?..ok bhai. Par aap theek ho?" Avni now looks at Kareena..."kya hua ?" Avni asks. "ok..."says Kareena before cutting the call."neil theek hai na ?"avni asks Kareena. "Bhabhi bhai ne aapko ghar aane keliye bola..woh wahi pe hai..aur woh aaj yaha nahi aayenge..."she says."kyu?"avni asks . Her vision started to blur. But she blinks her eyes several times ..to get her vision clear. "Pata nahi bhabhi..."she said. "Hmm..mai ja rahi hu.. Kareena..Bebe agar puchenge toh batade na..."avni said walking towards the car. "Bhabhi rakhiye...mai aap ke saath chalungi..."says Kareena worriedly... "Mai theek hu."avni says again holding kareena's cheek...as if to assure her. Kareena knows what she means ."take care bhabhi " she hugs her before avni gets into the car and waits till the driver driver drives the car out of the gates of Khanna house.
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How could you?... Aap toh mujhse bahut pyaar karte the na?..mere kushi aapke liye sabse badkar hai...toh phir kyu aap mujhse mere kushi cheenna chaha?..kab aapko meri kushi se zyaada..avni ko mujhse alag karna important laga?...kyu ma?..
His mom . Does she know she failed as a mother?
He removes his jacket and throws it away. He sits on the edge of the bed ...: Suffocation :
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She remembered taking Aman in her arms for he first time. 'kitna cute ho tum...aman' she remembers her saying. 'tumhare liye hi toh sab se ladke wapas aayi...tumhare kharti mai maut se ladke wapas aayi Aman...kyu kiya tune aisa mere saath?..' she thought. She kept wiping those tears off .. continuously...her cheeks started burning dur to that action of hers. Yet she continued to do the same. But they didn't stop. She quits that action and allows her head to fall back on to the head rest. 'it was all action. That love. That concern...the way he accepted all the things she said...it's was all fake.. that Rakhi...it was supposed to be the her best memory with her brother. Kam se kam uss rakhi ka toh izzat Rak lete Aman...Neil ko maar ne ki koshish ki tumne...' more tears escaped her eyes . 'Meri yakeen todi hai tune Aman...'
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...He unbuttons the first few buttons of his shirt..and tries to breath...tears threatened to spill out of his eyes .. he closes his eyes tightly and places his palms on them . He bends forward ...with his elbows on his knees... His palms slide away from his eyes wiping of that small wetness from the corner of his eyes... And he laughs sarcastically. 'kyu ma?..ek ajnabhi ladki ko mask pehna kar juhi banakar...ye plan tha aapka? Itne girgayi aap?..aap ne mere baare mein nahi Socha?..mujeh kitna dukh hoga?.. mujeh kitna dard hogay ye sab karne ke wajeh se?...' he screams trying to vent out that feeling of betrayal..and anger. He grabs a pillow on his left and throws it against the wall. His memories with his mom flood his mind. His love for his mom kept fading away with each passing second. 'aap se kitna pyaar kiya mom...kyu kiya aapne mere saath aisa?...mera bharosa tuta hai ma .aur phir kabhi mai aap ke bharosa nahi karpaunga...' he says again ... just then he heard the door open.
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Avni opens the door slightly . The room was completely messey . The pillows were lying on the ground . She spots his waist coat on the floor next to the pillow. She opens it further more to see him standing near the bed looking away form her. "Neil" she calls out approaching him. He felt her hand on his shoulder and that's when he turned back to face her. But he was shocked to see her state eyes swelled ..her cheeks rough and red due to excessive rubbing. Though she wasn't crying at the moment...her eyes were red and that was enough for him to know that she must had cried a lot. She cupped his face and her other hand reached his shoulder. "Neil..Kya hua?...tum theek ho?" She asks quickly as her eyes widen taking in his state. "Avni ...Kya hua?..."he asks tracing her cheek which was completely red. "Batao mujeh..." He asks her again. "Nahi ..ye kuch bhi nahi hai.."she tries to cover-up. "Jhoot mat bolo avni...tumhare aakhe saaf saaf keh rahe hai ki kuch bhi theek nahi hai..." ...there is not point in hiding this from him. Neither she has any such intention. "Bharosa tuta hai neil...Bomb blast amol ne karwaya..." She says...and tells him everything.
He cups her face and wipes those tears .Even she didn't realize she started crying again until now. "Ab tum batao ge" she asks holding his hand tightly. He nods and says "woh kuch nahi..." ...she isn't ready to take it now...he thinks.
"Neil...mai theek hu..trust me...batao mujeh...Kya hua?"
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He didn't know how she'll react after knowing about Juhi...but ..he wanted to tell her everything...from the beginning..and he did...he told her everything till shweta's plan.. issliye I don't want to go back to that house again.i dont want to meet ma again.. There was no reply from her side. Before she could get any other thoughts regarding this he wanted to clear it . His hand reached hers . She looked at him and held his other hand ."neil tum juhi se pyaar Karte the..karte ho...aur juhi ke jagah koi nahi lega.." she says. "Avni tumne apne kudh ka jagah banali hai...kisi ki jageh nahi liya tumne.."he said caressing her hand slowly. She smiled. It was enough.
"I promise avni..kabhi bhi tumhara bharosa nahi todonga.."
" mai bhi.."
They cry
None of them tries to stop the other.
Each of them has their own reason..they have each other by their side ... He holds her hand tightly and she hugs his arm...
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They sat leaning against the headboard...in silence... There was no need of words. Her hand still in his. and she places her other hand on his hand holding hers. One thing was clear in their minds...no matter who enters their lives..who stays..who leaves ..this person sitting beside, will always be there .
As usual..not proof read...ignore typos...and
Batao Kaisa laga😳
Anupamaa
