SaJan OS : *A Second Chance*

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Hey Everyone, 🤣

This OS is the part two of my previous one, so for those who haven't read the previous one, you can either just start from here, ( it will make complete sense ) or you can go back and read the previous one too, SaJan Os: *There We Go Again*

This is for all those who requested a second part. This one, like I promised is from Samrat's POV, and is kind of LONG, really long! When I write from his POV, it automatically becomes longer! :P

Anyway, do read and give your feed back! :)

P.S. I am not writing a third one. 🤣

Here goes .

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* A Second Chance *

'Should I call her? Should I wait for her to call me?' Big Question. 'It was just two days ago. What should I do? Should I ask her out? Its like we are in college again… Wondering whether I should approach a girl or not. But what do I even know about her? How has she been? What does she do?' Samrat paced up and down his living room with his phone in his hand. He just couldn't make up his mind. Usually men don't have this anxiety before calling a girl, they just do it. But Samrat just didn't know.

"Samrat, please tell me your coming to office today!" Samrat's dad asked. "Dad, next week, 100% !" he replied. His dad shook his face and left. "I'm just going to do it!" he told himself as he called her.

It rang. He waited for her to answer the phone. He waited. He waited. It went to voice mail. He was confused whether he should leave a message or not. Then after a pause he said, "Hey, its me, I… um… just… just call back." 'I totally called too soon. I should have waited a few more days before calling. What would I tell her anyway? Will you go out with me? I am such a fool, made a complete ass of myself. Great going Shergill!' He shook his head and went to his room. He smiled thinking about her.

Flash Back

It was December, their final year, senior prom had begun. Samrat had come alone. He had just had a bitter break-up with Tanya, a mean and arrogant girl, who took too much pride in her. Samrat roamed the halls with a mocktail looking for Mayank. He was nowhere. His eyes suddenly fell on the girl sitting with a bunch of girls. She wore a silver short dress. Her eyes had a sparkle in them, most probably reflecting the lights and her dress. He wanted to go speak to her. Something about her attracted him. It was like she was an angel. Her hair was left open and she kept combing it with her fingers. She wore red lipstick and had a thick layer of eyeliner above her eyes. She looked gorgeous. He didn't realize how long he had been staring at her. One of her friends told her that some one was staring at her. Her eyes met his and it happened. He just knew that she was special. He smiled a little and looked away. He felt stupid. He had seen a girl for just a few minutes and he was already in love? What rubbish. He had thought. But it wasn't. After a while, he found himself asking her for a dance. They danced and danced for god knows how many tracks. Both were having the time of their life. Samrat didn't even enjoy dancing but that day was different, he could dance all his life. She talked to him about herself, asked her about him. Both of them were so different yet understood each other perfectly and there it began, the love which both couldn't get over.

Samrat smiled as he thought about their first meeting and frowned as he thought about the day they broke up. It was he who had done it. He had left her. How could he decide to go back now? This should be her decision now. Not his!

Flashback

Samrat was so happy that he would see Gunjan after 3 weeks. He had missed her so much. His basketball tournament was done and now finally he would be with her for the rest of the semester. He looked forward to meeting her. This was a surprise for Gunjan. He was so confident she would be happy.

He climbed up her window and entered her room. Gunjan was already asleep. It was dark. Samrat slowly went closer and then looked at her. Her face was so pure, so innocent. She slept so peacefully. For a minute Samrat though of going back, but he just couldn't move. He bent over and kissed her. Her eyes shot opened and she screamed. Samrat was startled and he put his had on her mouth. "Shhh. Its me!" Gunjan switched on the lights and was so ecstatic. She jumped in joy! She threw herself at him. She was so happy he was back. These three weeks had been so tough on her also.

That wasn't the problem, the problem arose when Samrat was using her bathroom and he noticed birth control pills. He stomped out of the bathroom and questioned her, "What are these?" "Samrat? You were snooping through my things?" Gunjan asked astonished. "Tell me Gunjan… were you pregnant?" his eyes were narrowed on her and he just couldn't believe it. "Samrat…" she said not being able to find the words to explain. "Listen to me!" she said holding his hands when he was leaving. "Tell me?" Samrat asked wanting an explanation. He had given her a chance. "I did.. I mean, I had a pregnancy scare. I didn't want to take chances!" "Whose kid could it be?" Samrat said without thinking. "What?" she asked. "I.. I didn't mean it that way!" he said. "Oh please. I know exactly how you meant it. You think I go sleeping around with people?" she questioned getting pissed. The conversation was becoming heated.

"Look, this is serious Gunjan, we just did it once! How could you even think?" "Samrat Shergill, get out!" Gunjan had screamed. "You are out of your mind Gunjan! You are so careless. I can't believe you wouldn't even tell me about it!" he shouted. "Shut up! My parents will wake up! And it was just a scare Samrat. I didn't want to make you conscious!" "So what if you were really pregnant? Would you have told me then?" he asked. "Well yes!" "and then I would have been helpless, sitting with a kid at 21!" "I am not going to stand here and tolerate your nonsense!" Gunjan screamed. "Then Don't!" Samrat said bolting out.

And just like that, in anger, Samrat had ended it. It was a bad end. He was scared. It had been too much for him to take it. He did regret it but it was too late! They could never go back there. Gunjan wouldn't let him. He had let her down. He had not trusted her. Questioned her about how many men she slept with. It had been so wrong. He didn't know how to rectify that mistake…

Tears scrolled down his cheek. He realized how it had all been his fault, his fear, his insecurity. He wished he could make it right and then he realized. 'Unless I call her I won't be able to make anything right. How will she know I want to get back together? If she refuses, then fine, she has the right to. This time its her choice, but I have to put it out there.' He was determined. He called again.

This time she picked up after a few rings, "Hi!" she said. "Hey Gunjan. How are you?" he asked trying to frame what he's going to say in his mind. "Fine, you tell me?" "Great!" he said. There was an awkward pause on the phone while both hoped the other person would say something. Finally, Samrat gathered the strength to say it, "Gunjan, would you, like to have dinner tonight?" he said with his eyes shut. He didn't want her to say no. It would break his little heart. "Tonight…umm…" she said hesitantly. "If your busy its perfectly all right. We can do this some other time.." Samrat said quickly. He didn't want to push her. "No, I would love to, but…" she said pausing, "I have plans tonight, I promised Rajeev I would have dinner with him tonight…" "Rajeev?" Samrat asked with his heart broken into two. 'She did say she would love to..' he said trying to console himself. 'But who the hell is this Rajeev?' he hoped it wasn't a potential boyfriend. "He's a business friend. We met over a tour. Anyway, Samrat, today…" she said sadly. "It's alright Gunjan, you don't have to say anything. Some other time." He said with a heavy heart. "Sorry." She said. "Its okay, bye. Have fun!" he said keeping the phone.

'Sigh.' He tried to calm himself down. Being rejected isn't easy to take. 'If she really wanted to go with me, she could cancel with Rajeev. But she didn't. She doesn't care anymore. She shouldn't also. I hurt her so much.' He told himself. He was upset but he justified it. He blamed himself. Always. The rekindling of this relationship was a bad thing for him. If he hadn't met her again he would have never realized how much he missed her and how much she had meant to him.

Late at night he lay in bed wondering what Rajeev and Gunjan would be doing. How could he sleep when the woman he was in love with was out with some other man? His potential competition!

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The next morning Samrat decided to go to office. He couldn't sit at home all day and he felt inferior to Gunjan since she was all busy-busy and he was always free. His dad almost got a heart attack when he told him he was coming to office. His mother dropped the puja ka thali and Samrat had just laughed and shaken his head. He got dressed and left for office. It took him all day to understand the work and the management work he would be given in the beginning. Samrat was actually working hard when his phone rang. He picked it up without seeing who the caller was, "Hello." He said in his very professional voice. "How about we do yesterday's dinner today?" Gunjan said in her chirpy voice. A smile spread over Samrat's mouth and his face lit up. But then very gently he said, "Today?" as if checking his schedule. "Yes Samrat, and you can't say you are busy!" she said laughing a little. "Okay. I'll pick you up at 8!" he said with a smile. "So where are we going?" she asked. "You'll see." He said. He could picture her smile. "See you!" she said. E replied likewise and they kept the phone.

Samrat smiled. He smiled more, and more. He was finally getting a second chance. She didn't hate him and she obviously wanted to go out with him. This was good news! Even after a day's hard work Samrat was more energetic than ever! He was ecstatic about meeting Gunjan tonight. He could only think about her. Obviously, after the phone call no work was done at office. All he could think of was what to wear!

Samrat picked out his favourite suit and a red tie. Gunjan loved red. He sprayed perfume like he was a teenager and he sat in his dad's Mercedes and drove off. He reached Gunjan's apartment at 7:50. Not wanting to be early he waiting around the corner before going inside the building. Only when it struck 8 did Samrat start the car. His heart beat was just racing and his hands were becoming sweaty. He looked at himself for a last time in the mirror before giving her a call.

Gunjan came down faster than he had expected, as if she was waiting for him. She wore a black dress, which was long and sleeveless. She looked drop dead gorgeous and Samrat gazed at her perfectness like forever when she said "hey! Now will you tell me where we are going?" 'You'll know the answer if you've asked yourself where I could take you.' He said to himself and then actually said, "Wait and watch!" After that, awkward silence returned. Gunjan looked outside and Samrat looked at the road. Both wondered what to talk about when he finally switched on the music.

"Oh I swear to you, I'll be there for you,

This is not a drive by…."

Samrat smiled a little. 'That was apt.' His grin faded when Gunjan looked at him. She was probably remembering how Samrat left her. Samrat changed the song uncomfortably. After driving for a long time, they were finally there. Samrat was a perfect gentleman. He opened the door for Gunjan, helped her out and walked her inside. A wide smile was playing on Gunjan's lips as she saw the place. It had been so long since either of them had come here. This was where they went for their first date. Gunjan blushed slowly remembering the night. It was indeed "China Bowl." Gunjan loved Chinese food. Samrat hadn't forgotten, how could he.

"So, the usual?" Samrat asked Gunjan as they took their seat. "Do you even remember what the 'usual' is?" she asked. "How can I forget? It's Manchow Soup with Dim sums and then Chilly Garlic Noodles with Devil's Choice!" Samrat said. Gunjan looked bewildered. Samrat smiled looking at her amazement. They ordered their food and then came the moment of truth. Samrat wanted to apologize. He didn't know how to begin, where to begin. "Gunjan, I'm sorry." He said looking down. Gunjan's smile faded and she looked away. "Samrat, not now…" she said softly. "its not the right time…" "It never is Gunjan! It never will be. I had regretted saying all that the minute I left the room but I didn't because I was angry and it was not the right time! Then later, the next day I thought of apologizing but you wouldn't talk to me. Remember what you told me the one time I tried talking to you? That 'not now Samrat, not now.' I didn't tell you then and I couldn't tell you all this while, but now, it is time. It is high time I apologize." Samrat said in one breathe. Gunjan didn't say anything. She just looked around awkwardly trying to keep her tears from brimming.

"I am sorry Gunjan, for everything, for hurting you, for ruining senior year for you, for changing you." He said. "Changing me?" Gunjan said, "You didn't change me Samrat, I changed me. I had to. After college I was so vulnerable. I didn't know what I was supposed to do. I had always thought of my future with you! You weren't there any more. I didn't know what to do." She said, her voice cracking up a little bit. "I had to be strong, I had to change. You did nothing to change me! I did." She said defiantly. Samrat just listened to her. There was anger, spite and sadness in her voice. She was still hurt but wouldn't admit it. She did have to change because of him but she just wouldn't say it. Samrat tried to compose himself before saying anything. He didn't want this to end badly. "Gunjan, you…have always…always done the right thing, for you and for me. It was wrong on my part to judge you. You had had some bad experiences and you were infamous in college but I loved you for who you really were, always." He said calmly. He could see Gunjan calm down too. He put his hand on hers and was about to say something when the waiter arrived with the starters. Samrat was forced to remove his hands and the food was served.

There was pin drop silence at the table and they both ate dim sums and drank soup. Gunjan was trying to calm herself while Samrat was thinking of something to change the subject. "Do you remember when we first came here?" Gunjan said. Samrat was surprised on her change of mood. She threw a weak smile at Samrat and said, "I was so nervous. You were always the perfect man. You had been a perfect gentleman and I was smitten by your gorgeousness," she said slightly embarrassed, "You were so chilled out that day. You got me to this restaurant and made small talk. You asked me to dance, you called for desert, you made me comfortable, I was so happy to be with you." She said almost whispering. Samrat smiled slowly, he was nervous too, he was just acting cool, like all blokes do. He had ordered desert because all through out main course he was so busy talking and trying to make her comfortable that he had not eaten properly. He had been a gentleman all night because of the article he read on first dates. It had all worked out perfectly, she still remembered that day. "I was happy too. That night I was so happy to be back from the tournament, I just wanted to hug you and sleep, but when I saw those pills, I was frightened, thwarted. I didn't think before reacting. I was insecure. I am so so sorry Guns! I never meant to hurt you!" "And yet you broke up with me. Yet you didn't come and say sorry. I was waiting Samrat, even on the last day of college I waited for you. But you never came!" she said explaining her side. "I wish I had," he said. Gunjan took a deep breath and said, "Anyway, that's all in the past. Let's just speak about something else!" "Alright, let's talk about your friend, Rajeev!" Samrat said. Gunjan laughed a little. 'Am I so transparently jealous?' "Where did he take you?" Samrat asked. "He took me to La Belle, Taj" Gunjan said. 'The most expensive restaurant in Mumbai, great move.' "But you hate sushi!" Samrat said. "Yes, I did, but I had to eat it anyway. He seemed to love it though!" Gunjan said with a small frown. Samrat laughed this time. 'So she is having more fun with you then! One point to me.' He thought.

The entres were brought in next and then the desert. Samrat made sure everything was according to how Gunjan liked it. The closed walls were opening and the silence was turning into chatter and conversations. The distance started to lessen and the heart came closer again. It was like these three years never happened.

As Samrat dropped Gunjan home, she said, "I had a great time, I would love to do it again!" "And this time we go for Indian food, my choice!" "Yes! Sure." Samrat smiled. "Samrat," she said slowly, "Whatever happened, its okay. I forgive you. It wasn't entirely your fault, so I'm sorry too. A relationship works from both ways and so does a phone, so next time don't wait before calling, you can call me whenever you want!"

Samrat smiled widely and watched her enter the building. There it was. His life was set again. He was happy, she was happy, everyone was happy.

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Love isn't difficult, what's difficult is not letting ego and selfishness come between love. That ruins the relationship. Love is bliss, one can destroy love or create love, Laws of Conservation of energy doesn't imply!

Edited by DoNotDisturb - 12 years ago
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Posted: 12 years ago
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I hope you guys enjoy reading !

Please give me feedback, it helps me write more and better.
Thank you !

-Manjari
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Res!

Manji?? :O

-Edited.

Aren't we seeing each other on IF after a REALLY long time?!
My god. 😃

Anyway coming to your OS,
It was LOVE.<3

I really , really loved it.
An amazing idea, put well through words. :)
Apt on SaJan, completely.
Edited by AttractiveAdya - 12 years ago
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Thanx for this 2nd part of your previous OS Manjari... It was just perfect...
Ok, I just read the 1st part and kinda disheartened, me thought you have ended it there 😆
But it was awesome... All the past MU cleared up and SAJAN starting afresh... The dinner date was beautiful...


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wowwiiee manji..awesome update
i loved it..
Mera bas chale toh i tell u to make a ff out of this..
But it ll be asking for too much u suppose..
all in all amaaazing os
just loved it
enjoyed it evn more than the prev one :)
great job
loved every bit of convo sajan had..

waiting for more work from ur side:) seriously :D
Edited by MoNayaHolicPrag - 12 years ago
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Posted: 12 years ago
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yep, its me 😃
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Fab..Fab..Fab..!
Thank u so much 4 d 2nd part.I 'LOVE' ur writing style.it's Outstanding.A perfect ending of this OS.it was just WOW!ur writing makes me greedy;)Great Job,keep it up.:)
P.S:Plz update Sajan love Saga.
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Originally posted by: blue_jay

Thanx for this 2nd part of your previous OS Manjari... It was just perfect...

Ok, I just read the 1st part and kinda disheartened, me thought you have ended it there 😆
But it was awesome... All the past MU cleared up and SAJAN starting afresh... The dinner date was beautiful...


Thank you so much ! Im glad you enjoyed it 😃😳
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Originally posted by: MoNayaHolicPrag

wowwiiee manji..awesome update
i loved it..
Mera bas chale toh i tell u to make a ff out of this..
But it ll be asking for too much u suppose..
all in all amaaazing os
just loved it
enjoyed it evn more than the prev one :)
great job
loved every bit of convo sajan had..


waiting for more work from ur side:) seriously :D

hey pragya 🤗
Thank you so much, and YES, that would be too much. I cannot take on a new fic before finishing my old ones.

But thank you so much for the compliments! Im glad you liked it !

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