"People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's b******t. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain."
how amusing for he has aptly described the very truth in the toughest words possible - but then truth is always harsh .. isnt it ? - the face of truth perhaps is hence said to be ugly to be looked at ... cos truth sometimes means facing your worst fears... truth sometimes means acknowledging something you have known all along... truth sometimes is simply too painful......
I am a huge fan of Rihanna - i love her R&B songs - cos there is something in her music which touches my heart - the title of my post tonight is taken from one of her songs... - yes - The Final Goodbye...
Somehow those lyrics today seem to be going along well with SaJan' situation...
esp Sam's - may be it is just me
What I've always known since the very first day
Thought that you would stay forever with me
But the time has come to leave
Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes
I'll tell you a secret, I've held all my life
It's you that I live for and for you I die
So I'll lay here with you, till the final goodbye
Hold, draw me close, close to my lips
Listen intently, as I tell you this
Outside the world wages its wars
I'll rest in peace as long as you know
Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes
I'll tell you a secret, I've held all my life
It's you that I live for and for you I die
So I'll lay here with you, till the final goodbye
Promise you our love will carry on
Until you turn eternal, we belong
Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes
I'll tell you a secret, I've held all my life
It's you that I live for and for you I die
So I'll lay here with you, till the final goodbye
His respectful lips for the last time
Spell out the lyrics to love in the sky
It's you that I live for and for you I die
So I'll lay here with you, till the final goodbye, goodbye
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she tells him she is an open book to him... her heart's fragility her likes dislikes are so well known by him that each moment of these past few days where he tried to rekindle their love again - that he tried to make her relive those moments ... she has been hit hard - she tried to ask him to leave her alone - when all he wished was she listen to him... but she didnt ..
finally breaking the barriers of his patience - hitting it hard someone Sam' couldnt silently take it all ... so he pulled her back to him - she tried to free herself while all he kept asking her was to look at him... which she didnt - not until he had to make her by jerking her ...
and then .... then he let it all out ... poured his heart to her - for her to merely know - that it cant be always one person' call in a relationship .. whatever her thoughts be she has to listen to what he has to say ....
and with that he told her simply what he felt - that i never tried to win you back... never tried to make you love me again - all i wished was for you to have a smile on your face - my attempts my every word and gesture was for the same... i have never wished to hurt you - may be i did ... may be those memories which unintentionally became a part of those attempts did ... but i never wanted it...
if my love has caused you pain ... if me being near you is what hurts you then.. i shall never come close to you again ... never ever try to be a part of your life now...
saying so he walks away....
Sometimes People have a hard time letting go of their suffering. Out of a fear of the unknown, they prefer suffering that is familiar. There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind. But keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world, it's the beginning of a new life.😳