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hi frnd this is my first post so do comment..
DEATH IS A FACT OF LIFE 😭.BUT WHEN THIS DEATH IS SUDDEN IT BRINGS WITH IT DEEP PAIN😭, REGRETS, LOSS N TORTURE. SOME PEOPLE RUN FROM PAIN SOME FACE IT .RUNNING NEVER SOLVES ANYTHING ATALL.AS A PERSON WILL RUN FOR HOW LONG ONE DAY HE/SHE HAS TO STOP SOMEWHERE AND FACE THIS LOSS N PAIN N SHARE IT ..AS ONLY SHARING PAIN CAN LESSEN THE EFFECT OF LOSS..N MAKES A PAIN BEARABLE TO LIVE WITH..WITH SHARING N LOVE ONE DAY PAIN DISAPPEARS THOUGH NOT TOTALLY BUT SOME WHAT LESSENS N WE LEARN TO LIVE WITH GOOD MEMORIES OF THAT PERSON WHO IS LOST TO US FOR EVER..
MAYANK, GUNJAN , SAMRAT R ALL GOING THRU THIS SAME PAIN OF LOSING NUPUR..BUT MAYANK N GUNJAN ARE RUNNING AWAY FROM THIS LOSS ..ONLY SAMRAT HAD THE COURAGE TO FACE THIS PAIN .BUT FOR HOW LONG AS A PERSON CAN ONLY FACE PAIN IF HE/SHE HAS SOMEONE THERE WITH TO FACE IT WITH N SHARE THAT DEEP LOSS AND SORROW..MAJAN RAN AWAY N SEPERATED SAMRAT FROM THEMSELVES AS THEY WERE IN PAIN N BLAMED HIM BUT BY BLAMING HIM N SEPERATING FROM SAMRAT THEY BOTH MAYANK N GUNJAN FORGOT WHETHER WHAT THEY ARE DOING IS RIGHT .IS SAMMY REALLY TO BE BLAMED..WAS IT HIS FAULT? .NO WAYS..BREAK FAILURE WASNT ..NUPUR WAS LIKE A SISTER TO SAM.HE WOULD HIMSELF HAVE DIED IF HE COULD TO SAVE NUPUR. .HER DEATH CUT EVERYONE FROM SAMRAT .HIS FRIENDS WHO WERE HIS FAMILY ..MAYANK WHO WAS LIKE BIG BROTHER TO HIM .GUNJAN HIS LOVE HIS LIFELINE FOR WHOM HE IS ALIVE WHO IS HIS FAMILY N EVERYTHING TO HIM ..REASON OF HIS LIFE.HIS SOULMATE..SAMRAT NEEDS GUNJAN LIKE A MAN NEEDS OXYGEN.SAME WITH GUNJAN..SHE LOVES HIM TOO DEEPLY..SEPERATING FROM EVERYONE INTENSIFIED HIS PAIN THOUGH SAMRAT HAS THE COURAGE TO FACE ANYTHING BUT ALONE FOR HOW LONG WOULD HE HAVE BEEN ABLE TOO..THATS WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM ALONE , LONELY N NOT BEING ABLE TO SHARE HIS DEEP PAIN WITH ANYONE ESPECIALLY GUNJAN-HIS LOVE HE IS TUMBLLING INTO DEEP DARKNESS OF HELL.
THEY ALL 3 ARE LIVING WITH THIS PAIN DAY IN DAY OUT..MAYANK HAS LEARNED TO LIVE WITH PAIN BY REMEMBERING GOOD TIMES WITH NUPUR THOUGH NOT COMPLETAELY.HE IS ALSO NOT CURED FULLY ..
Though he knows in his heart samrat is innocent n they have hurt him deeply by leaving n blaming him thats why mayank is in excel he is saying he is there 4 nupur n nups is making him help samrat indirectly but its not nupur its mayanks own heart which is making him stay in excel as he knows samrat needs him..thats why he said to gunjan to forgive samrat...
as for gunjan she is still in denial mode n running away from pain n loss of her sister. she needs some one to blame as she cant blame mayank so she has put that blame thing on samrat who was closest to her after nupur. she is putting him thru hell by keeping herself away from him as this is the only way she can punish n give him pain as she knows face to face she can never hurt or accuse him as her heart knows samrat is not gulity as brake failure was not his fault n he could have died also..so by keeping herself away from him she is killing him day by day n killing herself too in return.as by indirectly accusing n hurting him is the only way she can run away from samrat n from the loss of her sister n the love she feels for him ie samrat..but has running ever solved anything NO ..running only increases the pain. facing n sharing reality of life n loss n pain is the only way to lessen pain n live freely n completely.
as for sammy he is repeatedly living in pain , regret n torture.blaming himself 4 loss of everyone.his friend nupur who died ..mayank n gunjan whom he couldn't even console..mostly for loss of gunjan the love of his life ..whom he couldnt even console or share his n her pain of loss of nupur..and being away from her is slowly killing him..he is tumbling into darkness of hell slowly slowly ..only gunjan can clear this cloud of darkness n bring real sammy back from hell he is constantly living under..and she will ..
as there is a saying if total darkness surrounds us then remember one thing a ray of light is about to shine again which will clear the darkness totally and bring dawn in everyones life n even happiness..
and this dawn will come in gunjan , samrat , mayanks life also..when they all realise how much they need each other like a thirsty man needs water..
if they have to cure each other of constant pain, regret n torture they will have to share their loss with each other.only then they will be cured completely n live their life freely n happily..especially samrat n gunjan they r one soul only being together n sharing their pain n loss n consoling one another will cure them they need each other deperately..only being with each other will make them whole n complete as samrat n gunjan ie sajan r incomplete without each other..
as total darkness is engulfing samrat slowly that means ray of dawn is about to appear in samrats life..and this ray of dawn will clear the darkness totally n bring gunjan back in samrats life n will unite sajan soon..
this ray of light will make samrat n gunjan n mayank realise that to leesen the effect of deep pain one has to share it with near n dear ones who r also effected by that loss.as only sharing can make the pain disappear though not completely as one is never completely cured of pain 😭..as pain is fact of life😭.but sharing sure makes the pain bearable to live with n lessens the impact of deep loss with time..and we learn too live with good memories ..one day mayank n gunjan will realise this fact n then only sajan n sayank will unite n will be happy..
from -gunjan.........
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