and the tiny hope in me wants to tell me that everything wil go on jus fine, I need to show some patience! its ALWAYS because of this that I keep on rambling and ranbling and complaining abt MJHT but never give it up ... jus take today for example, I can pretend all I want to abt not watching the pi and not caring abt it..yet I yearn for each and every minute detail of it .. 🤢 I sometimes hate this hope of mine!!
anyways..right now, I gotta go sleep .. hopefully we will chat tomo wit some good news ... 😳 take care, bbye! 🤗