one shot-'first and last love'

hi friends im aditi ,well this is my first one shot if u dont like it then also tell me😊
it hav 3 years i join sanjivani
now im seniour doctor here .this is one i always ant to be
in my life two thinks impotant first-my aim to be a doctor
and sec-maynk my best friend scence i was 5 yeaar old
which is not just nmy best friend but i love him like anything,but now i got one thing not both yes he left me alone
i dont know what mistake i made so he never call me not pick my phone but i alwys hav feeling that one day he will come to me
"i remember the day three years before"
this is last day of our college or i decided to confess my lov to maynk i afriad that if he not love me then our friendship
but i thought only think positive so i marched in the auditiorm of college i feeling very nerves which i will never in my exams
but i thought i do thiss i call maynk he seems very excited he come near and hugged me and said "i love you "im spechless i feel god give me everything i replied"i love you too"
he said that he hav some special surpeise
he call someone this is like a earthquick to me ,my eyes have fllow of tears
he dont lov me he lov dia and want to marry him and this time he telling me all this
i feel like someone cut my heart with knife,i always dont like dia but my best friend lov her ,now i want to kill dia.
and then the words which maynk said her then i feel this time kaash mein deaf or dumb hoti
after that i dont see maynk again he shift to nezland and after some ti me i hear that he married to dia
today
today i know how to live without whose people you love most
but i have really nice friends like gunjan ,samraat and banji
thay all with me evertime
my thought chain broke when i see somebody this is dia
what is she doing here is maynk is also here,i dont want to see her but why i go to her i dont know
when she see me she smile
D-hi nupur ,so ur here
N-hi ,what r u doing here is everthing iss fine and how is ur life
i want to ask only about maynk not about her i thought
d-im fine ,come to see someone
then i hear voice yes i reconize this is rv
rv-chale he said to dia
when he see me he said hello
n-hi,tum kya kar rahe ho dia ke saath
rv-she is my wife
n-well this is shock to me
d-nupur plz yaar,vo vo sab
n-kya dia i want to know
plz plz where is maynk
d-nupur im not engazed to maynk never ever, he is just good friend of mine,
then whatever i hear i dont believe all this
so this all dia plan is drama maynk dont love her and not marry herhe done this all for her love ,he is on the last stage of "cancer"
i feel i heve no breath i run to his ward and seehim lying ther he is looking very weak and his face lost all his shine
i went near to his bed touch his feet and then his hand and start crying he is my life why he dont tell me
i feel anger on god why he do this to me,my maynk
whyyyyyyy?
suddenly mayuk wake up and i see his eyes like there is nothing empty i feel more crying
m-seeing nupur he get up and sit on the bed and said nupur tum
n-to tumne kya socha jasse tum muje bhool gaye vase main bhi bhool joge,you not my best friends tumne itne badi baat muje nahin batai,hum to dost thay phir dia janti hai par main nahi kyo,i hate you
i dont want to see you
(stand up and want to go when mayu held her hand)
m-tum janti ho i hate jab tum roti ho,mein tumhe isliye nahi batana chata th
n-i shout at him kya nahi you dont love me so u dont tell me you know i love you when i was 5year old but your not for my love
m-ab kya muje aakhiri saans per bhi lakar jaane doge
n-come close to him and put her hand on his mouth and said nahin ab tumhe kuch nahin hoga i dont let anything happen to u i will not let anything to u
and i kiss him on his lips with love like i dont want to leave him
(maynk looked her with love and hugged her and think you dont know i love you ,i hurt you but i dont want to leave you alone im afriad to leave yes this is foolishness for allthis but i love you and he kiss me )
i dont want this moment to break
i kissed all her faceand cried i dont want to leave her
yes i love her she is the one which is god to me
nupur -maynk main tumhe kuch nahi hone doongi,hum saath rege hamesha
maynk-nupue plz tumsach janti hoon to kyo use accept nahin karti
n-nahin sab kuch ho sakta hai
suddenly maynk faint
nupur shout -doctor
doctor come and examine mayu and said we want to do operation
i feel like my maynk was going away from me
i call gunjan ,sam and benji they all here and we all r sitting infront of ot
first time in my life i feel afriad i dont want that any thing happen to him
after three hours doctor come from ot and come near to me and said
"sorry he have only few minute you go he is calling you nupur go to him"
m-"nupur i want to tell you that i luv you your my first and last luv"
n-maynk your my life,she calls maynk
but no response
she hugged him
and after some time all gunjan sam, benji come they calls nupur but she is not respond
they shake her but she is not alive"
she will also go with her first and last love"

i feel we alwys see happeness so

sad ending

that was so sad..

it kinda reminded me of Hum Dil Dey Chuke Sanam..

so sad..

but very beautifully written =)