🤗Destination of our life's journey lies in each other's arms.🤗
It was a tough decision for Nupur. She came back from Delhi having her thoughts split and scattered. She was afraid that at last Bauji would be proven right. She was scared of what she would have to face when she meets Bui and Bauji. They would leave no stone unturned in cursing her and Mayank.. mainly Mayank. Her eyes were already swollen red.. she couldn't stop her tears that were just making their way out. 😭😭😭 She had to speak out her mind, her heart to someone.. But who? Mayank.. She thought, No
She further thought that he was upset badly and he held her responsible for the loss' But what was her mistake.. She was at a loss to come to any reason which made sense. She thought "Does he really think that I spoiled his career?" Am I responsible for the situation he is in now? Didn't I take this step because I wanted to share his responsibilities and make him feel proud of me? Did my earning the scholarship destroy his chances? She was just lost in her thoughts and a fresh stream of tears had again made way through her eyes. This was her routine from the past 1 week.. She couldn't take it that Mayank, of all the people would behave so indifferently with her. She decided to let go Mayank' she couldn't bear the pain anymore' more than pain, what hurt was that there was no one to support her even when she was right.
She was disturbed by a knock on the window.. It was Mayank who was standing there with guilt. First her heart ran out to him.. Her heart jumped in joy after seeing him there, 😃 but her mind had controlled her heart at this point of time. She wasn't ready to forget what happened in the past few days.. although her heart yearned to be in Mayank's secured embrace and arms. 🤗
He was about to fall from the ladder when she offered her hand for his help. He grasped it quickly, only to be later on shrugged by Nupur 😲
N- Tum yahan par kyun aaye ho? Ab kis galti ki daant khani hain mujhe Mayank? kya yeh doori kaafi nahin hain hamare beech jo tum isse aur badhane aaye ho? Jawab do Mayank. 😔
Mayank was standing there with guilt in his heart and eyes. He couldn't meet her eyes. He was the reason for those beautiful eyes that now were swollen red' and everytime he looked at them, he felt a thousand draggers pierecing his heart. 🤢
M:- Main jaanta hoon maine tumhe bahut hurt kiya hain Nupur.. meine gusse mein aakar na jaane kya kya baat keh di.. mujhe samjhane ka ek mauka do Nupur.. mein tumhe manane aaya hoon' please meri baat ek baar maanlo aur uske baad tum jo bhi bologi mein who karoonga..
N:- Bas Mayank, hamesha se aisa hi hote aa raha hain..Tum bolte ho aur mein sunti hoon' par iss baar toh meri galti nahin thi naa Mayank.. maine yeh hum donon ke liye kiya tha.. par tumne aise kaise keh diya ki mein selfish hoon aur meri wajah se tum ne chance kho diya? kya hamari understanding itni hi hain Mayank? Har baar hamare beech mein fight hone ke baad, tum mujhe akela chod dete ho Mayank.. aur mein tumhe manane ki koshish karti rehti hoon.. par ab aur nahin'. mein yeh nahin karoongi'😭
M:- Iss baar galti meri hain Nupur.. aur mein tumhe manaoonga' tum nahin.. meri baat toh sunn lo ek baar'
N:- just stands there looking outside the window' 😭😔
M:- takes it as a sign to continue, I am sorry Nupur.. saari problem mere wajah se start hui hain, naa mere dimaag mein bachchon ki baat aati aur naa yeh itna bada misunderstanding hota. Par tum jaanti hona, ki gussa jab mere dimaag par chad jaata hain, toh mein apne control mein nahin hota.. aur jo mooh mein aaye bol deta hoon. Par Nupur, apnon par hi toh saara gussa nikal sakte hain naa' aur mere liye toh mera sab kuch tum hi ho' Par mera yakeen karo, mujhe iss baat ki khushi hain tumne hamare liye itna sab kuch kiya, aur isse bhi zyaada khushi iss baat ki hain, tumhe who scholorship mili' par tab mein mere Ego aur pyaar ke beech phans gaya tha aur mere Ego ne mujhe kuch bhi samajhne ka chance nahin diya Nupur. 😭
Par tum bhi toh thode der ke baad mujhe samjha sakti thi naa.. par tum bhi mujhe akela chod kar chali gayi.. aur tab gayi jab mujhe sabse zyaada tumhari zaroorat thi' Tum mujhe achche se samjhti ho aur jaanti ho na Nupur? Phir tumne mujhe bataya kyun nahin? Hum yeh sab galtiyaan baat karke bhi toh solve kar sakte, haina?
N:- Tumne mujhe bolne ka mauka kab diya Mayank?.. tumne toh seedha mujhe hi doshi maan liya.. toh isske aage mein karti toh kya? batao' kya tum meri baat sunte? Nahin Mayank.. tumhare liye tumhare career aur Ego se badhkar kuch bhi nahin hain, mein bhi nahin
M:- Nahin Nupur aisa mat kaho, ek baar bhi pehle isi ego ke wajah se meine tumhe kho diya tha.. aur ab mein tumhe khona nahin chahta Nupur' I am really sorry, please mujhe maaf kardo' aur please meri life mein wapas aa jao'
N:- Pata nahin Mayank.. mein ab kuch bhi sochne ke haalat mein nahin hoon' mujhe bahut dard hota hain .. khaas kar tab, jab uss dard ki wajah tum ho.. agar koi aur hota toh bhi sehleti, par iss baar tum ho.. mujhe nahin pata Mayank' ki mujhe tumse kya expect karna chahiye aur kya nahin..😭😳
M:- Mujhe pata hain.. dard meine diya hain toh iss dard ka dawa bhi mein hi banoonga' Aage se aisa kabhi nahin hoga Nupur.. yeh promise hain' zindagi bhar ka' 😊
And there are streams of tears flowing from two sets of eyes' converying all the possible feelings and emotions which words can't'.
N:- Theek hain Mayank, ab chalo mooh dhoke aa jao, warna sab hansenge tumpar,😆 ki itne bade ladke hone ke baad bhi tum rote ho.. and she wipes off his tears'😊 She cannot see tears in his eyes.. 😊 and he doesn't feel ashamed of crying in front of his love.. After all, apnon ke saamne hi toh hum rote hain, right?😭
M:- Thanks Nupur.. for coming into my life and being my life, 😊 Thanks for being my love, my everything..❤️ I promise to be there with you at everystep of our journey towards our destination. I love you sweetheart🤗
N:- I love you too Mayank.. 🤗 and there is an eyelock.
Let's not disturb them now 😉😉😉 ' let's hear the song
Song No. 7 Aapki Nazaron ne Samjha on Page 1
I know this is a female song.. but then I have tried to sing it from Mayur's angle.
So, Guys, That was it for this time.
Song Aapki nazaron ne was requested by Mahak and Bhoomi. Thanks to them for making me sing this beautiful song. I would like to dedicate this song for you guys too.. for supporting me. 🤗 I hope I have done some justice to the song. 😛
As usual, I would be waiting for your suggestions, comments, and criticisms...😊😊😊😊😊😊.. And really sorry for an awfully late update.. I will be more regular with my updates henceforth..And I have also replied to each and every comment. If, I have left out anyone, Sorry yaar.. but thanx a lot for the comment.
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