Caution : I think I'm thinking so out of box here.
Long post ahead, didn't mean to.
So R was smiling and excited because he knew VD and M will come and then P will have to choose, he thought she will choose him as she already said that she won't let the past in between then anymore. When she didn't, he was left broken. Awe. 🥺 He was so confident that she will choose him. But.... 
Choose between your heart and duty Mrs. Pallavi Raghav Rao.
This line was tricky. Usually it's heart and mind then why heart and duty? So heart goes to R and duty goes to M and heart is Pallavi, duty is Sana. I think this is what you said 'something wrong' when I connected mind to M. He is duty not mind. Or were you joking?
Sana is linked to Mandar in someways and R knows that but don't know why and how.
I liked that transformation of Pallavi to Sana inbetween her monologue. She was spitting fire at R for giving her the choice and when she suddenly realized that she was already leaving, she was Sana. Which was cool.
And her smile, content, satisfaction all these were because she had the chance to leave R behind? She was looking for a way to leave him so she was happy to find one without much planning. Hmm... But why hope? There is something, why was she hopeful and for what?
She just has to let the Sana go before accepting a relationship with R, or giving meaning to her marriage with R and for that she has to leave him for the time being, so she is hopeful that one-day she can be with R as PRR. Wow.... My imaginations are running wild. 🏃 🤣
That last moment, that eye to eye, that heart to heart, it was so touching. Lost count how many times I read that. Her eyes for his. So beautifully written yaar. I loved that moment, the tear escaped when she closed her eyes.
The last look, nobody knows why.
Was this a general statement? If yes then why nobody knows? Or will you be going onion on me here? 😆
So R knows that P is S and she has to go as she has something to do.
You promised and I will make you keep it.
You have to keep your promise. Even though it won’t be completed.
This is what I said, the contradictions. It looks likes there are two promises. One she made to R here while leaving the house but there is one more which she made to someone else, who is possibly making P to leave R. One promise which R will make sure that she keeps and one he will try to stop. 🤔 The promise she made to R was that she will come back but what's the other if I'm right?
Today she won but you promised me.
She - Sana and you - Pallavi.
Pallavi will be with Raghav and you will lose Sana. You will lose.
See i can read this in two ways. "You will lose Sana" can mean either that Pallavi will loose the other personality, that is Sana or that he is challenging Sana that she will loose.
How should I read it, you will loose Sana or you will loose, Sana?
And this is also why I said, I felt it as spilt personality. One person with two personalities. I avoided answering yesterday because I had to read this more times.
After long time her face was reflecting what her eyes were saying and he kept looking at her.
I don't know if I'm overthinking here but, the conflicts between mind and heart, thoughts and feelings, was Sana and Pallavi. In first part part the emotionless one was Sana and here this one is Pallavi. And the mechanical, stoic one who said that she will leave with baba was too Sana.
You know what I like the most here, RR is so normal here. No unnecessary guilt and no I killed her drama.
I hope it stays same but with you I don't have any expectations.
Now you got why I said I'm thinking out of box here?
Edited by LoveHopeMagic - 4 years ago