My Little Snowdrop!

My Little Snowdrop! - From Abhimanyu

As I look down from the snow clad skies, I see my love draped in sheets of cotton white standing on the edge of a steep cliff like someone standing on the edge of time ... gazing aimlessly through space ... what an unmoved shadowy stack of bones she has become!

Oh! My Uttara!! ... like glass my heart shatters into tiny pieces and my heart bleeds tears of blood for I cannot see you like this, my love! Every moment that passes by, I relive the bitter pangs of our separation like a recurring painful dream that just never ceases to exist! ... my heart burns for if only I could speak the words of my heart to say I loved you ... to say I still love you ... beyond the horizons covering this universe!

Suddenly the wings of happiness carry me away to a place so sublime ... a place where hope becomes my companion guide ... for I begin to see ecstasy of ribbons from within my heart flying, my cheeks blush rosy red, my lips are left forever smiling for today shall be the day where the words of my heart shall speak of the unspoken words ... the unspoken words that were once held captive by time, today knows no bounds! The shrills from my voice are filled by the sweetness of our love ... but alas as I speak the words ... the short lived hope abandons me ... the wings of happiness are clipped off by the dark shadows of sadness yet again ... my words succumb to the whims of fate ... for they were destined to become just the whisper of the winds ... the heartfelt cherished unspoken words remain unspoken forever! ... I cannot speak for my words don't reach you ... you do not speak for you have no words left! ... will there come a day where our pains will possibly be erased? ... seems like a timeless unsolved mystery!

Watching over I see our love legacy breath ... a part of me who lives on through you ... our little snowdrop Parikshit - so pure just like the moist fresh stillness of the woods! ... does fate finally decide to bless me?

Surely? ... a blessing? ... I wonder how it would feel holding you tight against my chest feeling your tenderness .. for my arms crave to hold you just once! I wonder how my eyes would light up when you speak the words "PAPA" for the first time ... for my soul cries for longingness towards you! I wonder how gratifying it would feel tucking you snug in the warm sheets away from cold winter stinging bites ... for the pains of being away from you scars my soul deeply! I wonder how growing up being close to you would feel ... for every passing moment my soul feels like it is withering away deep from its core !!! ... surely fate can call this a blessing?

You may never be able to see me my son ... but I shall promise never to blink even for a moment ... for I want to capture all your memories ... embedding them into my heart ...engraving them into my soul ... as you grow and bloom into a wise, powerful and happy man ... Parikshit, my little snowdrop ... you will always be the fragrance of our lives ... the essence of our being!

PS: That's all Folks! ... Adios!!

Originally posted by: riti4u

Beautifully expressed dear...👏

Never say Goodbye ..its always till we meet again..

Originally posted by: cherryberry293

Beautifully written 👏

U r amazing with words

Originally posted by: MS-meghasharma

this is beautiful beyond words.👏

loved it.

Originally posted by: Meself

Oh TJ!! This was beautiful beyond words!! I've always harbored a special place for Abhimanyu in my heart...he knew his fate; he knew he'd abandon the love of his life and he knew he'd never be able to see his son in person...still he turns out to be the epitome of all the said emotions!

His pain must be more for he had to leave behind all that was so dear to him. Death leaves a memory no song can erase and maybe that's exactly what our mutual love had to go through too! It was beautifully woven sweets! I'd love to read more from you!