Confessions of a heartbroken, crazy DVDian

Guys 1st of all, let me make clear dat dis 1's gonna be a long post. I've lots 2 say. Firstly, I'm a crazy DVDian, for whom DVD n Rishbala r a part of herlife. I don't hesitate 2 call myself an emotional fool when it comes 2 DVD or Rishbala n I'm not at all embarrassed 2 accept dis. Coming 2 d point, I really don't know what made me write dis post. Maybe, becoz i'm heartbroken, or d strange emptiness dat I'm feeling these days. Or mabe becoz of not being able to watch my fav epis of MB n my Rishbala(hate u to infinity colors😡).I really don't know anymore. I'm feeling betrayed, heartbroken n shattered. I'm feeling hopeless but I'm sure of d fact dat it's not just my fault. What else wud u feel, once u r given d hope of seeing ur obsession(yes, DVD n Rishbala r an obsession for me), n then ignored as if such a thing had never existed. Yes, I'm talking about NF. Had they not hinted towards MB2 in d last epi?? Had they not given us d hope. Or maybe I was d foolish 1 to apprehend something like dis!😔. DD is doing a new show n VD may be coming up wid something. As actors they have to do so n move ahead. The ph has to work on new projects. But where do fans stand in all dis. At least for me, Rishbala were and STILL r a part of my life. I'll never be able to forget them(so no use even trying to do so). Its like even if I'd try to, I'd again get stuck wid my Rishbala😭. Believe me or not, even after MB ended, not a single day has passed when I've not thought about seeing them back. I could never connect to any other couple, every1 else felt so lame n I know it'll be only n only Rishbala for me forever. They r irreplacable n immortal. Nobody can ever recreate d intensity n chemistry of Rishbala(DVD as Rishbala) .I was never so emotionally attached to any other onscreen pair as much as Rishbala n DVD😭. They never deserved d kind of end dat they suffered😭(but thnx to sum selfish people n their aspirations😡). Somewhere I feel dis was d reason why I wanted to see MB2 or DVD in a new show. I somehow felt dat dis wud be a way to pacify my heart's anguish😭. I'm not a DDian or VDian so I don't think that their sole presence wud ever be enough to compel me to watch their new shows. I'd never watched there previous shows b4 MB either.

Originally posted by: anitarani

I can understand how you feel...I would have loved to see DVD

again too...but...for the moment ...have to just let go...

Originally posted by: silverfire

I understand how u feel dear. We r all sailing in the same boat. Everytime I feel low thinking I will never see these two together again, I tell myself to think positive n not lose hope. We may not get them back immediately but surely they will come back together in future. The only consolation is I have downloaded all the epis in my lappy. I never trusted colors n I have been proven correct. If there is any way to send the link to u, I will do it surely. Uploading it in FB takes time n I can't do it now becos of my exams. I will do when I'm done with it. Don't lose hope. Our prayers will surely be answered one day

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Originally posted by: vasavi_sri

Don't feel disappointed yaar

At present we may not get them together

But one day our dream comes true

We all r there for u to share Ur feelings

Originally posted by: v.p.joshi

U know i can relate to ur post i love them like crazy

I see there pics daily so that i dont miss them

But still i miss them dearly