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So well,
I have about 40 PMs sitting in my inbox and a lot of stuff to deal with. But then I thought, HEY! Why not take a break? Why not have a Kit-kat? K jokes, my mommy didn't get me Kit-Kat đ And about the PMs, if you have sent me a PM, please know that I will PM back...some day...some week...some month...some year...some century...well. In shorter words, As Soon As Possible! đłđ¤Ł
So, I was in a very 𼳠mood today, don't ask why. Cuz...frankly, I DON'T KNOW! Haha. Well, cuz I read some awesome books with some awesome, controlling, possessive, hot hunky, messed-up dudes and some sweet, innocent, the do-good dudettes (yes, that is Shifali's word for females.đ)
And all I could think about was RK.
K, this is gonna be a sweet, love sick post in RK and my love for him, but...yeah. That's about it. đł
Firstly, he's controlling (initial episodes and even now. It's like if he says 'biwwwii', he wants his biwi to be there with him, for him. He's possessive, need I say more? I mean, I'm pretty sure him not allowing Bittuji to touch his biwi and then punching the night lights out of the dude who dared to touch her was all the proof I needed. And not to mention, him questioning her about Sultan. Third, he has a sexy as heck attitude. K, not the most nicest attitude, but he likes to win. So what? If he's in an argument, he likes to argue until the other person gives up or he, simply isn't interested anymore. Sure, his attitude isn't healthy to some extent, but he IS Superstar RK, Rishabh Kundra and he is sexy. 'Nuff said.
Oh, and the Caring RK. Who can forget him? Madhu gets hurt, he needs to be there, helping her up, doing First AID, and then making sure she isn't in pain. Then, the emotional RK. He cares, he cries, he feel angry, he feels human. He spent all his life telling people he's not human, he doesn't care, he doesn't feel but I still remember him promising Madhu that he'll destroy her life but yet helping that poor puppy out from trouble and feeding it.
Now that I remember, can that poor puppy have been an analogy of Madhu? I mean, not in a literal way but somewhere deep down, even though he hurt Madhu and broke her to pieces and made her walk through fire, there is a part of him that still cares!
Think about it. He promised Madhu that he'll destroy her life --he did. But what about the moments which he spent with her? What about August 29th, 2012's [Yes, I'm a weirdo. I still remember that exact date when we had 'Tere Ishq Ne' first played] episode where she is hurt and he rubs her hand so it can feel better? What about all the times he took care of her? When she was sick, hurt, emotional, traumatized?
He CARES for her! He loves her. He just doesn't know how to tell her. He is so caught up in his ego [BIG TIME] that he doesn't see the wrong and right in what he does. But does that stop him from caring about her, being possessive about her, having a sexy attitude towards her, or simply try to control her [in a not creepy but like, stop her from getting hurt kinda way?]
UGHHH! All the Rishbala feels.â¤ď¸
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