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She felt crowed inside her own skin and sweat followed by cold chills plaguing her. Her breath was ripped from her lungs, now the air thick with every lifeless and staggering laced breath she took.
Tu hi mahi mera, tu mera khuda tha,
Tu hi ibadaat, tu hi bandagi. . .
Her eyes stung with anguish as tears drop-by-drop streamed her pale cheeks, tickling and itching her as they dried. Dragging one numb leg in front of the other, she absentmindedly walks down upon a lonely dark road with no destination.
Tere bin suni suni hai rahein yeh saari
kaise jiyoon zindagi, ooh maahi!
Kaise Jiyoon zindagi. . .
Her throat and chest were cinched up, forming a hot burning tunnel leading directly to her aching head. Her brain still trying to register what just happened, correction--refusing to register it in order to protect her from permanent scarring. But the attack wasn't toward her brain, but to her heart so slowly the flashbacks of what took place seeps in cracking her numb body.
His merciless words sent a whirlwind of gut wrenching feelings that ruthlessly starts to stab her from every direction. Bloody cuts from unsharpened knives thrusted slower into her, but deepened, that drained all the blood to make it numb all over again.
The vicious cycle continued, toxic memories flooding through her mind painfully thrashing against her bones. Her emotions and breath were clumped at the end of her throat, making it hard to breathe, as it tries to rip from her throat looking for escape.
"AAAHHH", Madhubala finally lets out an agonizing cry with closed eyes as she clenches and fists her hands into the roots of her hair. His merciless words, his attitude, his fake love, his intoxicating touch, all shreds through her core, flowing so fast around her making her surroundings spin.
Every single cell in her body screamed for mercy from the agony. Screaming only one name, " RK"! Before in desire, but now in springing venom!
Her red bloodthirsty eyes shoot open, something new unleashing through her and replacing every feeling of ache, every battle scar of love, and every piece of her heart in RK's name with a new found feeling.
She unclenches her fists from her hair and slowly slides them away from her face, her eyes burning with a new glisten and dangerous determination. She takes in a deep breath, relishing in the moment of being able to breathe again--Breathe for a new purpose.
She takes in a full circle of her surroundings, out of all the places she lands here. The memories came in the form of slaps.
"RK mujhe yaqeen hai. . tum zaroor aogi. RK mujhe yaqeeen. . apni pyaar pe. . Mujhe yaqeen hai!", came slap number one as her eyes took in the sight of the noose she had around her neck that day.
"RRRKKK" the echo of her cry for him as he limp body laid across the ground reverberated through her core, slashing her with slap number two.
"Tum nahi mar sakti. Nahi . . Tum aisa nahi ja sakte. . Uthoo! RK UTHOO!", her nails dug deep into her palm, but she didn't let go. "Sun rahi ho meri baat! Uthooo! Main jaanti hoon tu meri bhaat sun rahi ho. . Uthoo! RK UTHOOO!", came slap number three! She unclenches her nails and bends down toward the same spot that RK was supposedly dead.
"Utho RK" she whispers,a small smile crept on her lips.
"Hoslon se Veer hoon, Sankaton me dheer hoon, Dushmano ki peer hoon, Apni . ." the echo hesitates and stops.
"Ishwar ka sahare", the voice of her mother echoed.
"RK ka sahare", her voice echoed at the same time as well.
"busyoon hi Balvir hoon", Madhu recites the last verse herself through a fit of laughter with the fourth slap.
It was an empty laugh. Neither did it touch her majestic eyes nor held any glistening light in them.
She looks up toward the sky, "Kitna Biwoqoof thi main...apni ISHWAR aur RK ka sahare", she laughs out louder.
"I should have known what you two best friends were planning", she yells at the top of her lungs pointing her finger toward the sky.
"You could have told me, gave me a hint, before I engraved his damn name into my HEART and SOUL! But nooo! Why would you? Before I was even born you had already decided to give me nothing, but MISERY!", tears of rage were starting to swim in her eyes.
"Never did I complain, NEVER! Neither am I now, because I am done with both of you. I am done crying. I am done being WEAK and USED by you two BEST FRIENDS!", she grits her teeth and fights back her tears.
"But I hope you both haven't forgotten . . Main Shaitan ki beti hoon", she taunts challengingly, throwing something behind herself as she walks away.
A few seconds later, the whole place bursts into flames.
"Time to make Daddy Shaitan proud", Madhubala ahaan flashes a deadly smirk, burning her memories, her love, and her old innocent self with the flames, and walks out as Daddy's little Shaitan!
When you have lost everything, then you can do and become anything as you have nothing to lose. It's the beginning of the End! Let the sweet revenge begin!😎
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