Originally posted by: Namzz
Loved everyone posts. I didn't think too much of it when Madhu asked why didn't he leave the rose behind. Firstly, RK had joked and said he doesn't miss her, so when he comes back with the rose intact...
In fact that line is something I have used on my now hubby when he had teased me once. We both knew what we were saying wasn't exactly what we felt. Kinda read between the lines and light hearted yet more meaningful for him. I am sorry if I didn't make any sense. Here is hoping Shri understands my rambling.
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See Namzz...I was so dead sure, there would be other girls, who would take this in a different manner as well. Hence I said...I being a Scorpio did not like Madhu's banter. But I knew already, not many like Scorpio's propensity to view everything intensely. 😆 That's why I was so bloody confused what should I rate the episode as now. Btw are you a Taurean ?
@bold 2. Hoping that you would listen/read to my ramble...as I am really trying to make heads and tails of MEIEJ from Today onwards. A re-evaluation.
I have been thinking a lot for last couple of hours...I actually went on with all haphazard write up as it came to my mind. I typed a big one and with one error I blew up the post. Its gone. But then I can't stop my thoughts. Basically, I am trying to find a meaning into the present story, that can still keep me hooked to the story. Just the love story of Rishbala is not enough for me to retain my interest.
Basically, it was that 150th episode ...Balraj reintroduced post Rishbala tell each other that they love the other. I know now what is Rishabh Kundra. I never much cared for his ishq and junooni love story for Madhubala, but I really was intrigued at the way he married her...in that unconventional style. By the end of it...now he wants a conventional marriage with her because he loves her and it makes so much sense to him. For me it was all about what Kicks he is getting out of that ordeal/challenge that he went through. And I was happy with what he got as the prize.
Rishabh Kundra is this intellectual person, who highly appeals to me along with extremely sensitive self. He makes me understand sensitivity and how to respond to it and keep it inspite of us getting older day by day and growing into obtuse persons. He is anything but a hypocrit or snob and is ever ready to speak out his mind and then get shot rather than not to speak at all, not to express at all. In here it means to express his hurt as well, even if that means to die...even if that means to go against prudence, appear absurd, appear weak. And he is a person who would never change his viewpoint until he is shown a better view point and then he is ready to bull doze his own view point. The logical argument needs to be that evolved for him to appeal to his mind and senses alike. That's the reason he seems unconventional at all times and then he is ready to go back to convention. No family...yes Family, Half-marriage ...Full marriage, No Karva chauth ...yes Karva Chauth, no God ...yes God...No Forgiveness ...Yes Forgiving. He seems to shoot his own brains at being loggerheads with all the madness of the world. Part of madness he is disdainful and part of madness gets his respect. The madness in his house, he was disdainful of...the madness he saw in Madhu and her family, it appeals to him so much now...that he is ready to balance himself between both the worlds.
But in all of this, he got attached to Madhubala. Her madness appeals to him. If the story ended here between the two...I would have had peace. However...
As I thought more about today's episode and his smile at Balraj's unique mind at beating Mumbai traffic, through that ambulance, Rishabh Kundra yet again shot his brains out and killed his man of business attitude at "should not do business with a nut-case" and warmed up to enjoy the ride home in Balraj's ambulance...against all social prudence, leaving behind his Superstar status...I started to see him...as Rishabh Kundra -the Matador, ready to take on the charging bull of madness.
Why does madness in that raw style appeal to him ? Either ways. Good or Bad. Why doesn't he let go of his attraction to madness ? He wouldn't have harboured so much of hurt and disdain, if he had controlled his desire and walked away from madness. But at the same time, this attitude now got him Madhu and her parents, whom now he has started to like. But then again...its not that rosy. He once again ushered in MADNESS by warming upto Balraj Choudhary. Madness does not have a sane path. Does Rishabh Kundra forever want to be married to madness?
Will Rishabh Kundra ever say NO to Madness ? Will he stop being the Matador ?
I can only think of one thing for today's episode.
Goli maar bheje Mein
Bheja shor karta hai
Bheje ki sunega to marega Kallu
Are Tu karega dusara bharega kallu
Mama ...Kallu Mama!!!
Both Balraj and RK seemed ready to shoot their brains. Madhu will always have her own mission to run. And between all of them, I should shoot my brains if I continue to see the attraction to madness.
While I saw Rishabh Kundra shooting his brain but then again getting rejuvenated with awakened heart which nurtured back his intellect...in his attraction to Madhu madness...as in episode 149...with that reentry to Chawl to apologize to his wife's parents for his misdeeds was mark of his intellect back into existence...which gives me hope that he will shoot his brains but also ready to grow his brain...What about Balraj Choudhary ?
May be I should stop applying my mind and see what appeals to my heart. 😕 I am just so damn confused...I got attracted to Balraj's ambulance idea, that I warmed up to. So am I mad too ...like Rishabh Kundra ? Is that why I like Madhu too, though I can never fathom how she could go against her family's well-being for a idiotic cause such as Mukund Dikshit ? What is Saurabh Tiwari aiming at by writing a story like this ? Yes, I get emotional elevation, but my intellect has now started to yearn to ask Rishabh Kundra to stop getting attracted to Madness. Would that mean, I should put on a curb on myself ? Hope I am able to soon find a meaning in all this madness. 😳
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Edited by 0-SD-0 - 13 years ago