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hey all..this is a savni os..this shows how avni and sameer had felt wen d truth had been revealed...hope u all like it....đđ
AVNI'S POV:-
"this is not jai chawla.this man's name is sameer saxena"
inder's words were ringing in my ear but obviously i didn't believe him.whatever sameer mite ve done 2 m but i could still trust him with m life.
guess my imagination went overboard bcoz d next time prithvi jeej spoke i was swept of my feet with despair.despair also seems a small word.
"this is true.we are balraj saxena's sons and we came here 2 avenge our father's death."
no .no .no.this is not the the truth ,this can't be.the naive side of m spoke up.the other side comparitively sensible snapped back.wake up avni and see d truth.jai ,jai..no ..sameer does not love u.this was just a game 4r him.
dis marriage ,this baby ,this is all a lie.the biggest lie of your entire existence.
i felt sick 2 d core thinking i consumated a false marriage with a man whose real name also, i didn't know.
i was shaking with an unbearable pain coursing through m and i had never tried more hard 2 control m tears.mama's already broken ,she doesn't deserve m share of pain also.
thinking of m family, damini di,roshni ,mamma and m baby ,i composed mself bt nt 4r long .the pain was growing and i wanted nothing mr than to run away 4rm here , far away were i could just break down and let m tears flow.
i made an escape 4r d kitchen.
why?why did this happen to me?
why did i ve 2 fall in love with him?
why do i still love him?
yes,there was no ecaping the truth that i was stil crazy about him.after all he had done 2 m i should b cursin him bt instead here i was cursin m folly instead cursin of his idiocy.cruelty and what not.
the same questions were circlin m mind but i didn't ve a coherent answer 2 these .
suddenly the image of a smilin sameer,on his knees .flowers in hand and proposin 2 m popped up in m head.
every second we hd spend together was all i could remember at the moment.m marriage ,dis baby
.and then , his betrayal and d revelation i had just faced 2day broke m further.
i lost it.
i broke down.
suddenly i felt a pair of eyes on m.i tossed m head and m eyes met a familiar pair of brown eyes.tears flowed involuntarily 4rm m eyes on cin sameer in front of m .
he started proceedin 2wards m .
he took one step 4rward and i went bk 2 steps.
i quickly brushed m fingers against m cheekls 2 remove m tears ,d sign of m weakness.he wouldn't experience d joy of winning .i won't let him win.he played with m as if i was a toy 2 b thrown into d dustbin once it bcame outdated.
he wanted 2 break m but i won't.i would evolve stronger out of this situation and show him that i m not a weakling.
u won't win sameer saxena.
i won't let u.
SAMEER'S POV:-
why d hell did dis happen?i love avni and dis time it's d truth bt how do i mk her believe d biggest truth of m existence.
she is everything 2 m , mayb mr than everything bt that inder .in 1 blow he snatched m life, m heartbeat , m avni away 4rm m . and m .. m .... m ba.. m baby,
guilt coursed through m at 1nce wen i thought of the child ..m child.avni's tear stained face popped up in m head.she was pleadin with m 2 except her , d baby bt m being a heartless demon , denied it all.
today i could trade anything 2 present her 2 d world as m wife bt i don't know if i still ve d right 2 do so.myb i ve lost it.
no no ..no sameer.u can't give up soo easily .u know d truth , d depth of ur love and it's time that avni is md aware of it.
u ve broken her so it's ur duty 2 repair her n mayb..mayb..i just..i mite b able to heal all d wounds i d suffered while hurtin avni, by repairin her.
i proceeded 2wards her room .
while crosing d kitchen i heard a sob.it was heart wrenching.
m eyes were ready 2 swim with tears bcoz it was avni in there cryin.
how do i tell u avni , how do i tell u that i love u truly?
kaise batayen kyun tujhko chahe yaara bata na paye
baatein dilo ki dekho jo bakhi
aakhein tujhe samjhaye
tu jaane na
tu jaane na
i rushed into the kitchen.
she tossed her head around.
her eyes were already puffy and i don't know howe many pieces m heart broke into , cin her like that.
to m surprise d pain in her eyes was replaced by.....by smthing unexpected...by love.incestant love ..4r ..4r m .
y avni?y do u still ve 2 love m so much?show sm hatred 2wards m .that mite just mk m feel better.
suddenly avni's face turned into a stone.all emotions were drained of it and her eyes bcame blank.she composed herself.
i took a step 2wards her bt she moved away 4rm m.what mr could i expect?.
"avni, avni,won't u even give m a chance 2 explain mself?"
"explain?what do u want 2 explain jai ..ohh sorry sameer.it's sameer.rite."
sayin dis she broke into hysteric sobs.
i wanted 2 reach out 2 her bt mayb i wasn't allowed 2 touch her.
"i m the biggest idiot out here.u betrayed m 1nce yet i trusted u agn.i just couldn't c that ur motto was 2 break m trust."
no avni . ur nt a fool . i m a fool. i lost u avni bcoz of m folly.no1 cn b mr un4rtunate than m bcoz not only did i lose u bt i ve also lost our child..m child.
child?.avni is soo depressed .what if..what if it effects m baby.?
no.i wouldn't let such a thing happen.
i ran and got a chair.
i neared avni and wispered in her ear.
"avni plz sit down n ,just listen 2 m 1nce.i swear i wanted 2 tell u all of this .i was just waiting 4r an oppurtunity"
she turned around 2 face m and her hair fanned m face.the sweet smell comin of it md m lose m sense 4r a minute.
how could i hurt dis angel? how could i think of her as a burden?how could i b such an animal?
"oppurtunity? what oppurtunity?"avni spoke up"how would that help.? m life would suddenly bcome a bed of roses. i would 4r get what u ve done 2 m .
i m pregnant with ur baby.do u even understnd what this means?till what extent i ve trusted u n u...n u went to such lenghts 2 break m trust.
i just ..i just wish i had died the day i had commited suicide."
NO. i refrained mself 4rm screamin aloud.u can't die avni. we are two souls yes, but we live 1 life.u can't die without killin m.
avni started 2 walk away bt she bumped into d chair.
i ran 2 her.
"please."avni spun around.
"stop this pretence. u don't ve 2 put up this false show of a lovin and carin husband.2day dis revelation of urs has given birth 2 a new avni gujral and i promise 2 emerge out of the mess u ve created much stronger"
sayin dis she walked of , leavin m practically lifeless.
but i won't give up.
i know that i m d biggest lie of our realationship avni but soon u ll c that i m the biggest truth of this marriage also.
i love u avni.
hope this was gud enough,...do comment....đđ
hey all..this is a savni os..this shows how avni and sameer had felt wen d truth had been revealed...hope u all like it....đđ
AVNI'S POV:-
"this is not jai chawla.this man's name is sameer saxena"
inder's words were ringing in my ear but obviously i didn't believe him.whatever sameer mite ve done 2 m but i could still trust him with m life.
guess my imagination went overboard bcoz d next time prithvi jeej spoke i was swept of my feet with despair.despair also seems a small word.
"this is true.we are balraj saxena's sons and we came here 2 avenge our father's death."
no .no .no.this is not the the truth ,this can't be.the naive side of m spoke up.the other side comparitively sensible snapped back.wake up avni and see d truth.jai ,jai..no ..sameer does not love u.this was just a game 4r him.
dis marriage ,this baby ,this is all a lie.the biggest lie of your entire existence.
i felt sick 2 d core thinking i consumated a false marriage with a man whose real name also, i didn't know.
i was shaking with an unbearable pain coursing through m and i had never tried more hard 2 control m tears.mama's already broken ,she doesn't deserve m share of pain also.
thinking of m family, damini di,roshni ,mamma and m baby ,i composed mself bt nt 4r long .the pain was growing and i wanted nothing mr than to run away 4rm here , far away were i could just break down and let m tears flow.
i made an escape 4r d kitchen.
why?why did this happen to me?
why did i ve 2 fall in love with him?
why do i still love him?
yes,there was no ecaping the truth that i was stil crazy about him.after all he had done 2 m i should b cursin him bt instead here i was cursin m folly instead cursin of his idiocy.cruelty and what not.
the same questions were circlin m mind but i didn't ve a coherent answer 2 these .
suddenly the image of a smilin sameer,on his knees .flowers in hand and proposin 2 m popped up in m head.
every second we hd spend together was all i could remember at the moment.m marriage ,dis baby
.and then , his betrayal and d revelation i had just faced 2day broke m further.
i lost it.
i broke down.
suddenly i felt a pair of eyes on m.i tossed m head and m eyes met a familiar pair of brown eyes.tears flowed involuntarily 4rm m eyes on cin sameer in front of m .
he started proceedin 2wards m .
he took one step 4rward and i went bk 2 steps.
i quickly brushed m fingers against m cheekls 2 remove m tears ,d sign of m weakness.he wouldn't experience d joy of winning .i won't let him win.he played with m as if i was a toy 2 b thrown into d dustbin once it bcame outdated.
he wanted 2 break m but i won't.i would evolve stronger out of this situation and show him that i m not a weakling.
u won't win sameer saxena.
i won't let u.
SAMEER'S POV:-
why d hell did dis happen?i love avni and dis time it's d truth bt how do i mk her believe d biggest truth of m existence.
she is everything 2 m , mayb mr than everything bt that inder .in 1 blow he snatched m life, m heartbeat , m avni away 4rm m . and m .. m .... m ba.. m baby,
guilt coursed through m at 1nce wen i thought of the child ..m child.avni's tear stained face popped up in m head.she was pleadin with m 2 except her , d baby bt m being a heartless demon , denied it all.
today i could trade anything 2 present her 2 d world as m wife bt i don't know if i still ve d right 2 do so.myb i ve lost it.
no no ..no sameer.u can't give up soo easily .u know d truth , d depth of ur love and it's time that avni is md aware of it.
u ve broken her so it's ur duty 2 repair her n mayb..mayb..i just..i mite b able to heal all d wounds i d suffered while hurtin avni, by repairin her.
i proceeded 2wards her room .
while crosing d kitchen i heard a sob.it was heart wrenching.
m eyes were ready 2 swim with tears bcoz it was avni in there cryin.
how do i tell u avni , how do i tell u that i love u truly?
kaise batayen kyun tujhko chahe yaara bata na paye
baatein dilo ki dekho jo bakhi
aakhein tujhe samjhaye
tu jaane na
tu jaane na
i rushed into the kitchen.
she tossed her head around.
her eyes were already puffy and i don't know howe many pieces m heart broke into , cin her like that.
to m surprise d pain in her eyes was replaced by.....by smthing unexpected...by love.incestant love ..4r ..4r m .
y avni?y do u still ve 2 love m so much?show sm hatred 2wards m .that mite just mk m feel better.
suddenly avni's face turned into a stone.all emotions were drained of it and her eyes bcame blank.she composed herself.
i took a step 2wards her bt she moved away 4rm m.what mr could i expect?.
"avni, avni,won't u even give m a chance 2 explain mself?"
"explain?what do u want 2 explain jai ..ohh sorry sameer.it's sameer.rite."
sayin dis she broke into hysteric sobs.
i wanted 2 reach out 2 her bt mayb i wasn't allowed 2 touch her.
"i m the biggest idiot out here.u betrayed m 1nce yet i trusted u agn.i just couldn't c that ur motto was 2 break m trust."
no avni . ur nt a fool . i m a fool. i lost u avni bcoz of m folly.no1 cn b mr un4rtunate than m bcoz not only did i lose u bt i ve also lost our child..m child.
child?.avni is soo depressed .what if..what if it effects m baby.?
no.i wouldn't let such a thing happen.
i ran and got a chair.
i neared avni and wispered in her ear.
"avni plz sit down n ,just listen 2 m 1nce.i swear i wanted 2 tell u all of this .i was just waiting 4r an oppurtunity"
she turned around 2 face m and her hair fanned m face.the sweet smell comin of it md m lose m sense 4r a minute.
how could i hurt dis angel? how could i think of her as a burden?how could i b such an animal?
"oppurtunity? what oppurtunity?"avni spoke up"how would that help.? m life would suddenly bcome a bed of roses. i would 4r get what u ve done 2 m .
i m pregnant with ur baby.do u even understnd what this means?till what extent i ve trusted u n u...n u went to such lenghts 2 break m trust.
i just ..i just wish i had died the day i had commited suicide."
NO. i refrained mself 4rm screamin aloud.u can't die avni. we are two souls yes, but we live 1 life.u can't die without killin m.
avni started 2 walk away bt she bumped into d chair.
i ran 2 her.
"please."avni spun around.
"stop this pretence. u don't ve 2 put up this false show of a lovin and carin husband.2day dis revelation of urs has given birth 2 a new avni gujral and i promise 2 emerge out of the mess u ve created much stronger"
sayin dis she walked of , leavin m practically lifeless.
but i won't give up.
i know that i m d biggest lie of our realationship avni but soon u ll c that i m the biggest truth of this marriage also.
i love u avni.
hope this was gud enough,...do comment....đđ
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