I cant live without you! LNDMJ FF part 15 pg 43 - Page 30

After Prithvi left, Damini knew it was love but hoped It wasn't. She was having this attraction towards Prithvi for quite some time, but love? Wow. She really did feel awesome.

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The brothers had a solid plan ready afte Varun also fell in love, with a lot of help from Sameer.

Varun called Rosh, Sameer called Avni and Prithvi called Damini.

All the 3 sisters came together, quite confused. The boys escorted them to their respective rooms.

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Damini looked around Prithvi's room. It was painted a simple white, and had a bed with black and white bedspread. There were black cushions sprawled on it. He had a desk, where his books were kept. She sat down on the bed and felt like lying down, it felt so comfortable.

Prithvi didn't knew what to do, and then he noticed the jug of water on his desk. He decided to have some fun. He acted as if he was looking for something, and Damini noticed that.

" kya doond rahe ho?" she asked curious.

" voh..meri ek book nahi mil rahi" he lied.

" oh should I help you?" she asked sweetly.

" hmm no..but could u just get up.." he asked. She smiled and did as told. He acted as if he was searching and when she turned towards his desk, he stopped.

She began browsing through his books, and quietly took the jug of water from there. He intended to throw it on the back but she turned, and it ended up on her beautiful white salwar. She gaped at him shocked, and he had a guilty expression on.

She 'hmphed' and went towards the mirror. She felt quite conscious as it had become quite transparent. Prithvi understood, so he tried to look away.

" I think I need to go home.." she said and tried to leave.

" don't go.." prithvi pleaded.

" hmm I need to change" she said awkward.

" but ur sisters, they'll have to go home with you, and u wouldn't want that right?" he asked hoping the reason would be valid. Both of them knew that the other two couples were in love.

" yeah, but I can't stay wet.." she said uncomfortable.

" hmm if u don't mind I can give u one of my shirts?..a really long one, maybe?" he asked hopefully.

" okay I think that will do.." she agreed.

He went to his cupboard and pulled it out a over-sized red satin shirt. It was oversized for him itself, and he didn't particularly like satin, so he hadn't worn it ever. It was a gift from one of his relatives, who surely didn't have a choice in clothes. He handed that to Damini, she took it and headed to the bathroom in his room.

She went inside and bolted the door. The bathroom had his smell all over, and she felt really good. She changed from her wet clothes and hung it on the reiling there to dry. She came out wearing his shirt, which she realized was quite new.

He who was feeling quite weird about it, looked at her and was dumstruck. She noticed his gaze and felt really conscious. He came close to her and ran a finger on her face. Her breathing was just getting heavier by each second.

He moved away from her and made her sit on the bed. They sat in silence while he noticed her shivering, it could have been the cold water added to the chilly climate. He removed his shirt, which made his torso visible. She was confused while he wrapped it around her, and he let his hands linger there after he was done. She didn't mind it and smiled turning the other side.

He knew he could have given her a jacket,but removing his clothing and giving it to her had an entire different feeling to it.

She turned to look at him, and her eyes met his. They didn't bother to break the stare, because they were having a good time just looking at each other.

Prithvi got up from the bed, breaking the stare and went to bolt the door. She walked up behind him and hugged him by putting her arms across his cold chest. He smiled and moved her hands from him. He turned and looked at her.

She knew it had been this all along, and now it was time. She opened her mouth to speak, but didn't get a chance, since his lips were on hers. He kissed her so passionately she had to give in. She parted her lips and both their tongues played with each other. They broke apart after some time for air, and looked into each others eyes again.

" prithvi.." she started but he put his finger on her lips. She was made to shut up again.

He traced her lips, and from there went towards her collarbone, and shoulders. Finally his fingers dropped just above her chest. She looked at him nervously, but he moved his hand. She breathed a sigh of relief.

He put one arm across her waist to get her closer. He kissed her on her nape and her hands moved around his chest sensually. He pulled the shirt off her left shoulder and kissed her there.

" I love you.." she muttered out of her breath.

He became alert and looked her in the face. He grinned so wide and hugged her tightly. She too returned it with a smile.

" I cant live without you.." he said into her hair. The pleasure she felt was, beyond description.

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Sameer and Avni had their daily chat aldready. Both wanted to tell the other about their love since they were pretty sure they loved them back. Sameer got bored, and switched on the radio.

" this is dedicated to the lovers of tonight ' Tum Mile!"

Both of them smiled hearing the songs name. Sameer looked at Avni as the song played. He got up and pulled her also out. He twirled her and she chuckled.

When the song turned romantic, so did they. Sameer came behind her and rested his chin on her shoulder. He slid his arms across her arms, and the intensity of the moment just increased.

" tum mile to maine paaya hai khuda" he whispered into her ear in a husky voice.

She shivered due to his breath on her,but she turned to face him. She cupped his face and said " I can't live without you.."

He smiled and just then, the power went. Avni held to him tightly and he chuckled.

He tried moving to get a torch, or any source of light, but due to her holding him it was tough.

" avni, ek min, main kuch torch ya candle leke aata hoon" he said in a soothing tone.

" sameer, no!..u know am scared of the dark, please don't leave me.." she pleaded.

" I will never leave you, avni" he assured.

She smiled, but he definitely couldn't see it.

" agar tum mujhe nahi chodogi, to how will we get light?" he asked.

" we can move together" she suggested.

He sighed and tried that out too. They somehow moved towards the torch, but in the way, they tripped on something and fell on the bed.

Avni was under Sameer still clutching onto his shirt,and he was on top of her. He knew they needed light, but avni was just not leaving him.

He tried moving his hands over her, so that he could find where her hand was, but instead his hands fell over her face.

She had a feeling she had never felt before, but nonetheless, she was liking it.

He traced the outline of her lips and let his arms down, which made him completely on top of her. He was pressing his body against hers.

Sameer tried to get her hand off his shirt, but he wasn't quite sucsessful. So slowly he let go of his shirt. When Avni realized this, she shrieked.

" please sameer don't go, pleasee!" she begged.

He touched her face gently " chill avni, im just getting a candle..".

She cooled down a bit, but was still nervous from inside. He smiled and took out his cell. The light was enough to find a candle. He found a small white candle. He took out the lighter from his pocket and lit it. He brought it towards avni and noticed that she looked so cute when scared.

After seeing the light, she cooled down a bit. He placed the lighter on the desk, and settled on the bed next to her. They sat with their backs resting against the wall of the bed.

She held his hand and he felt good.

" u know this whole candlelight thing, its so romantic!" avni exlaimed.

" someone's in the mood for romance huh.." he said looking at her face. She couldn't help, but blush.

He came closer to her and kissed her cheek. She turned her face to the other side, nervous. He put all her hair in the front and kissed her nape. He slowly got the zip of her pink and orange salwar down. She gasped, but he didn't stop. He caressed her back, and started kissing her all over.

He turned her around by her shoulders and kissed her deeply. She responded with the same passion. His hands went under her kurta, making her go wild.

He made her sit on his lap, still not breaking from the kiss. When they finally broke apart, there was an air of awkwardness.

She ran a finger on his bare chest and he gave an amused smile.

" I really love you sameer!" she said and pulled the duvet over them.

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As Roshni entered Varun's room she could smell a fragrant aroma. She closed her eyes in pleasure and kept moving. She saw there were some candles, and the room was dimly-light. She saw Varun in a light blue shirt with black shorts. It sort of complimented her dark blue dress. The room hadn't changed much, with the same boring brown cupboard. But the bed had red linen as if signifying love.

He had a smile which welcomed her, which pulled her towards him. She saw the glow in his eyes which was unique. He looked at her in a sensual manner, and she wondered wether he loved her back.

As she stood in front of him, he gripped her by the waist. She gasped and the CD's in her hand went fluttering down.

He looked at them confused, while she bit her lip. He gave her a questioning look and she explained " I thought we could watch something.."

She noticed the smirk on his face, while he bent down to pick them up. She was too embarassed to go down and help him. He saw the titles curiously and they read ' 'Romeo and Juliet', 'Dilwale Dulhania Le Jaayenge and ' Titanic'.

He got them and stood up with a teasing look in his eyes. She tried to ignore it and asked " want to watch any of these?" .

She took the CD's from him and showed him the titles again, " what do u want?"

He came close and whispered " you". She blushed, but he had a look which said 'im serious'.

He kissed her tenderly on her forehead and she smiled. Then he forgot, he had something for her.

He left her hold and reached out for a brown cardboard box. She was confused, but when he opened it she screamed in joy.

" omg cakee!" she grinned.

" yeah..just for you.." he smiled knowing how much she loves choclate.

They cut the cake, both of them holding the knife at the same time, and fed it to each other.

There was choclate near her mouth, and he came close to lick it. Her heart rate went high up in the air.

"I can't live without you.." he muttered caressing her face.

" you think I can?" she asked naughtily.

He smiled.

"how did u know u were in love with me?" she asked curious.

" I just realized.." he said.

" tell na, I want to know!" she demanded.

He got up from the bed, and looked the other way.

" u noe that day when u were dancing with rahul, I didn't quite like it..i know there was nothing between you guys, but I don't know..n then I had started seeing you in a total different light. When I kissed you.." he lowered his voice and paused " I felt really good..though I didn't know what had gotten into me..i talked about it with sameer bhaiyya..n he let me know it was love.."

Roshni smiled, she made a note mentally to thank Sameer for this, he had done what he had promised.

" how did u know u were in love with me?" he asked her.

" rahul!.." she smiled.

" rahul?" he asked.

" yeah..he knew about love..so he told me the signs..n those signs matched with the way I was feeling about you..n then I knew it.." she explained.

" but now we're in love..n that's what matters.." he said sitting back on the bed and holding her hand.

They just looked at each other for sometime, conveying their love through their eyes. Varun came close to her and bit her ear. He plucked off the pearls she had worn. She clutched onto his shirt, trying to stop him. He went down to her arms, and kissed her there.

He pulled the strap of her dress and kissed her passionately. He buried his face in her hair and tried sliding her dress down. She held his hand realizing what he was doing. She pulled the strap back on and faced him.

" remember varun, we need to go out?" she reminded.

" oh yeah.." he looked away guilty.

" c'mon I think its time.." she said checking her watch.

" chalo.." he said and they headed out.

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Prithvi broke from the hug and told her " hey!..we forgot we need to get the things ready.."

" oh yeah!..lets go.." she said and held his hand. They walked out that way.

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Avni pulled off the duvet, blushing at what they had been doing. Sameer pulled her elbow asking her to come back to bed, but she let it go. She got dressed quickly and made a dash towards the door, not giving him a chance to question her.

He lay there confused, but thought he'd follow her, though he was in the mood to lay in bed all the time.

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Everyone had gathered, and everything was ready. The dcor was perfect,and all the refreshments were on the table.

" guys its 12!..where is sameer?" rosh said getting desperate.

" rosh, ssh, chill.." varun controlled her.

" avni u sure he's coming?" prithvi asked.

" yeah..he will definitely come.." she said knowing that he was bound to follow her.

All of them heard the door creak open. Damini switched on the lights and everyone screamed " happy birthday"

Sameer gripped the door's handle so that he doesn't fall out of surprise. He saw that there were balloon's everywhere, and amazing lighting. The choclate brownies weren't missed his sight. He looked at all their faces for an explaination but didn't get one.

" yeh sab kya hai?" he asked confused.

" sameer its your birthday and we're wishing you.." Damini said weirded out by his dumbness.

" my birthday?" he scratched his head and checked his watch for the date " oh yeah!" he grinned.

All of them rolled their eyes at his stupidity. He noticed there was a cake also, a small heart shaped one.

" happy birthday sameer..from your love.." he read out what was written.

" love?' he asked confused.

" yeah..from whoever you love.." rosh winked.

Sameer turned towards Avni, the rest coughed and Avni gave a shy smile.

" sameer cake kaato na!" avni said speaking up.

" haan.." he said and took the knife in his hands, while everyone else crowded around him. He cut the cake and fed a piece to Avni, and finally to the rest.

" abhi hume chalna chahiye guys.." Damini said who was now dressed in her white salwar as it had dried.

Avni and Roshni looked towards Sameer and Varun in a sad way. Prithvi held Damini's hand indicating her to not go. She somehow got it out of her grip and gave a waiting look towards Avni and Roshni. She headed out the door, and the two sisters followed.

"the best night.." sameer exclaimed thinking about the events.

Varun and Prithvi looked at him suspicious.

" what?..it wasn't good for u guys?" he asked.

" it was.." both smiled.

Sameer breathed a sigh of relief that he didn't have to explain what happened.

They retired to bed, dreaming about the girls.

'Maybe its true

the lines in the end are of the song Two is Better than one - boys like girls ft Taylor Swift.

-aish