todays episode was the cracker that i was waiting for! so we got the hug again πππππ and the conversation that took place while the hug was going on πππ her asking where were you and him going i was waiting for you. you were in my every thought and her asking to repeat saab three times. D's face was like i have reached heaven and if somone killed me now i wouldnt mind because i would die in her hands but he was probably wanting his eyesight back π the way they held each others face so gently and it was like they were reassuring themselves that the other one wouldnt disppear ππ they needed to constantly touch other to make sure of that..hayeee so realistic i tell you cant get past that scene ππ so while the CV's have to show us heaven they had to show us hell because heaven and hell are hand in hand in comes Kala and her little posse if i can even call it that. today my focus was on chaskar pristine white shooes anyone notice that? they were really white not one bit of dirt on there! you either are good cleaner or have a good cleaner chaskar! i for once LOVED all of kalas sarcastic lines today. from her namaskar vahini sahaab and her hands doing the namste to her taunting Nakku about D's blindness im sorry but i had to laugh they were so kala ππ saab is not blind in your love he actually is blind ππ only kala. by the way did kala fail biology there are 206 bones in the body and she expects them all to fit into that kalaash ππ have you not seen how tall your bhau is ππ
D's reaction to kala was outstanding MR was fabuloius today π the intial happiness of his tai was evident on his face he was glad because he thought he would be reunited with his family only to realise that his taai is his biggest enemy. when N told him and kala taunted him you could actually see his heart breaking in his eyes i wanted to give him a π€ how many times will the people he loves break his heart and i love how the Cv's remember every little detail like DSP telling him about not trusting that woman and suds little monologue and then he contrasted that with all the 'love' his tai gave him. stupid kala π‘ broke his heart today!
i loved the way nakku was carressing his face after she found out hes blind rubbinig his eyes it was as if she was hoping that if she rubbed them they would be all better aww nakku little baby we are wiatinting for his eyesight to get back too please get in the line π and then the way D realised he was not the only one in danger but N was as well and he quickly gathered himself and told her that tu hai na mere saath toh mujhe kisi aur ki zaroorat nahin tu hain na tu banegi meri aankhen πππ without looking at her he knew what she was feeeling and what she wanted to say ππ
now getting to the fight scene i love the way his first concern was her he pushed her to the side where he knew no-one could hurt them for and the focus on his ear came π i could see his piercing today really clearly ππ i loved the way he fought not for himself but for nakku. tv burp was like that he fought for his love never like before. mainly because he had his eyes before! π
now how can i write this post without mentioning Suds seriously his aim is as good as the importance of the words that come out of his mouth both are beyond useless! i mean he speaks and no good comes out of it. he took a shot at D and the BG got hurt though we found out the name of the main leader of BG's today shirke π sounded like shrek to me ππ ahh suds you were taken hostage by a girl in a sari. you are taking orders from a woman in a sari. want me to buy you a sari ππ
as for seema when she had the FB's i was like W*H move on woman im not interested BUT when she put the gun on suds head i was like ok so has she realised that DN are meant to be and she is doing this selfless act to unite them? because if that is the case then i would like somone to shoot her so that she dies on this selfless act of hers. becuase this is the only selfless act i think she has ever done and will ever do. though looking at kalas face it was hard to guess whether she recognised her or not. baaji knows who seema is then surely kala would as well i guess π because if kala knows her then she will keep her and use her. i know there is this whole thing about D leaving nagin at the new ET's mercy but to be honest if it was just him he would have saved her but this it was nakku at stake too and nothing is greater or more importnat to him then N..as selfish as that maybe he is jsutified and nagin did say dont worry about me go, plus im sure D must have realised that not everyone at PN is safe. so im fine with that..ermm anythign else let me think nope nothing i can think of... heres a little something that i think symbolises what D might want to say to N:
It feels like I have spent my entire life trying to find someone like you. You were my first love, my only real true love. The one person I loved more than anything in the world. There is no reason to fool myself anymore. I loved you from the first moment I laid eyes on you and I have ever since.
As I look back on our past together, I often wonder how you were ever so patient with me. Until this moment, I have never realized just how lucky I am to have you in my life. If I had been you, I would have walked away from me a long time ago. Yet your love is so unconditional and pure, like the beautiful person you are. You always accepted me for who I am, willing to sacrifice everything for me. I don't deserve an angel like you.
It brings tears to my eyes to realize how many times I might have lost you; how much I took your love for granted; how many times I was foolish enough to think that I could fix my life on my own. Please forgive me for all my foolishness.
I have finally opened my eyes and realized that I love you more than words can say. I don't know how many lifetimes it will take to make up for all the lost time, to repay the kindness and endless love you've shown me, but I want you to know that I am going to try.
All I ask is please be patient and understanding as these times are difficult and a struggle for you and me, I am torn between survival and my feelings for you. Life throws us many curves, the path may be long and hard but in the end the road widens and life changes for the better.
You don't have to say anything or do anything. I just wanted you to know that no matter what happens in this life, I will always hold a special place for you in my heart. It's true. It is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all. I am happy that I knew true love, for it is from that love that I have my most cherished memories.
From now to eternity, you'll be in my heart every moment of every day. Thinking of you makes me happy and for as long as I live, I will never stop dreaming of a reunion for our two hearts.
Thank you for sharing your love and your life with me. Thank you for showing me true love.