Sorry for no TSS for past few days..kya kare was sooooo busy...
But today after nakku's fire walking session..i am back with a song....By the way don't try Nakku's stunt at home..it hurts like hell..i know from experience....once in a temple while taking a phera..i accidently walked over stubs of burning incense sticks...Ekkksss..It was Horrible..i tell yaa...Couldn't walk on my foot for weeks after that....Thats why i felt Nakku's pain today more acutely..
Today's Song is written by the emperor of alfaaz...Gulzar saab..music Rahman...
link:- http://www.radioreloaded.com/tracks/?3925
Mera Yaar Milade Saiyaan..
'Nakku....Kahan hai tu..Nakku? Tera mere kareeb hone ka ehsaas aur gahrata jaa raha hai..Ab aur kitna tarpayegi ye zindagi mujhe..' His cried out in the crowd of devotees...Seema had suggested that they hide in the thick of the crowd. He was tired of hiding..It had felt good being in control again at that house when they had attacked..Dutta could be blind but he was not helpless..he told himself....Sher andha, ho zakhmi ho to bhi Sher rahta hai...'Ab bas....mujhe ek baar meri mohabaat mill jaye..' He thought about his love...'Bappa....mujhe uske viswaas pe viswaas hai...usse tootne mat dena..bas ek baar milla do..meri nakkusha se..bas ek baar. uske bina..jeena kya..saas mere jism mein aati hai aur mere dil ko chuye bina nikal jaati hai..nakku, meri nakkusha..'
Banjar hai sab banjar hai .. Hum dhoondne jab firdos chale
Teri khoj talaash mein dekh piya... Hum kitne kaale kos chale
Banjar hai sab banjar hai
Mainda yaar mila de saaiyaan
Ek vaar mila de saaiyaan ..
Mainda yaar mila de saaiyaan
Ek vaar mila de saaiyaan
Maine fota fota falak chaanna
Maine tote tote taare chune
Maine fota fota falak chaanna
Maine tote tote taare chune
Mainda yaar mila de saaiyaan
Ek vaar mila de saaiyaan ..Ek vaar mila de saaiyaan ..
'Saab...aap yahi kahi hai...mera dil bolta hai...Kyu tarpate ho apni nakku ko...Bas laut aao...' Nakkusha looked around the crowd as they jostled her...There were dark rings infront of her eyes..."Nahi Bappa abhi mujhe kamjhor mat kar..main saab ko dund loon phir..." She staggered ahead half walking half being dragged..that lady ahd said that if a woman finished the final test in the house of the Goddess..then her wishes will be granted..
"Meri Ek hi muraad hai...mata..mere saab ko mujhse milla de..har pareeksha hastey hastey de degi main..mere saab ke liye.."
Taaron ki chamak yeh subh talak
Lagti hi nahin pal bhar ko talak ..
Taaron ki chamak yeh subh talak
Lagti hi nahin pal bhar ko talak ..
Saaiyaan, saaiyaan, saaiyaan
Maine fota fota falak chaanna ..
Maine tote tote taare chune
Sirf ek teri aahat ke liye
Khankar patthar but saare sune
Und vene te ruswaaiyaan
Ek vaar mila de saaiyaan ..Ek vaar mila de saaiyaan ..
She saw him in the crowd sitting at the temple gate....Was it her dream? a cruel trick played by her mind...She blinked and saw again.."WAhi hai...Saab!!" She took hasty steps in his direction.."saab...mill gaye.."Her heart sang and lips called him out..SAAB..She broke into a crazed run..little stings of something hot irritated her foot..the people around watched in horror and awe as they woman walked blindly over the patch of burning coal...Some closed their eyes in fear ...Ohh..ye to puri Bawli hai..Deewaani hai..kaun hai,yeh?
Apne paati ko dund rahi hai...Mata ka ashiirwaad lene aayei hai..Uska pati kismat wala hai..
She ran ahead to him blindly shoving people of her path...SAAB..
Banjar hai sab banjar hai..
Hum dhoondne jab firdos chale
Teri khoj talaash mein dekh piya
Hum kitne kaale kos chale
Banjar hai sab banjar hai
Aa dekh meri peshaani ko
Taqdir ke harfe likhe hain
Pairon ke nishaan jab dekhe jahan
Sau baar jhukaaya sar ko vahan
Dutta heard her calling him...He heard her voice every waking moment these days..he felt he couldn't trust himself anymore...he was losing his mind..SAAAB..."Nahi..Ye nakku ki hi aawaaz hai.."He looked around groping in the darkness influxed with sharp lights..squinting toas the make out the crowd..There she was running towards him...his angel..A blurred specter of her..He stood up and took few steps towards her..his arm outstretched trying to feel his way to her in dark..
"Saab!" She reached him and collapsed on his chest...He stood still for a second feeling of her touch washed him clean...His hands engulfed her..crushing her soft pliant body to his hard, rough one...She sobbed on his chest..hearing the sound of his heartbeat...Solid and so alive..so near..
That moment of complete union of two tortured..hurt soul was witnessed by many in the temple...
"Dekha? " a woman said to her neighbor.."Usney apna vrat pura kiya aur...dekho kaise yunhi uski prathna...man li..MAta ne.."
The two lovers stood in eachother's embrace like time had stood still for them to be in eachother's arms..
Aa dekh meri peshaani ko
Taqdir ke harfe likhe hain
Main kitni baar pukaaroon tujhe
Tere naam ke safhe likhe hain
Tere saaya kahin to bolega ..
Main chunta raha parchhaaiyaan
Mainda yaar mila de saaiyaan Saaiyaan
"Ab aandhi aaye ya toofan....ab dutta ko nakkusha se koi alag nahi kar sakta...is kayanath se lardh jaunga nakkusha..bas ek tere hath kothaamey rakhne ke liye..puri duniya ka haath chod dega..tera dutta.."