You are no longer the person i thought you were. The one i loved. Ytou are no better than the others. You've betrayed me the same. Thrown me into a bottomless pit of despair. I cannot trust you again. Yet i ask myself why your nearness affects me so. Hatred is what i feel for you, the scheming liar that you are. When you speak to me, rage burns in me. And yet i find myself look into your eyes and search for the person i loved. It's never happened to me before. I've believed myself in love before and never cared to look beyond the hurt. Why is it then that i want to fight for my love? This is a feeling i've never known before.
I say i never want to see you again, and yet i find myself yearn for your presence. What you look like has never mattered to me, it still does not. You make me want to forget every right and wrong. Every time i sense your presence, i forget to breathe. It is as if you own me, and every breath i take. I no longer know where i end and where you begin. What are you doing to me? Why can't i stop loving you, stranger?