YAADEIN....2nd september

hi guys...hope u all are doing well..i think yesterdays episode was beautifully shot by the CV and mishal's acting was out of this world...perfection par excellence!! for a moment i had forgotten that it is a serial that i am watching..i was totally into it!!

firstly i would like to highlight a few things i felt when i watched the nariyal poornima--
well never knew that dutta likes playing games...😆 that what he did woth baji yesterday..accepted the challenge and played a game like a small child and also won it!! 😆 and the strongest factor that made him win , that gave him the confidence to win was his love, nakku....not only this but he was getting the confidence because of nakku and at the same time he was trying to prove nakku again and again that he is a gutsy man 😆 ....everytime he won he took a glance at nakku..trying tell her..."see nakku finally i won!! i will never let u down girl...im enjoying this game and ur the driving force!"

secondly i would like to share about the proposal--
the proposal touched my heart. 😳 it was the sweetest proposal i have ever come across! ...i thought that the 3 magical words would work wonders,and that dutta must confess by saying those three magical words to nakku......but alas !!! when compared the words "I Love You" to what he said yesterday ..i guess "i love u" would have looked amateurish and childish....i think the 3 magical words would look pheeka when compared to what he said.....his proposal not only had the confession but he said a hundred more things....a beautiful confession indeed...(did anyone else feel that his proposal was better than just saying 'i love u'? 😆 )


thirdly, dutta's heartbreak hurt me a lot 😕
dutta was once again rejected bu a woman..the third time 😭 and this time it was different...this time dutta did not react violently like how he always does....ealier whenever dutta faced a betrayal he would never cry but would get violent and would take out his frustration by doing physical destruction....he would hide his pain by becoming physically strong but yesterday he CRIED.....he has completely changed! he was definitely broken but his emotions came out in a different way this time. Nakku has always effected him..even when sups had left him it was not supriya but nakku who effected him more.

another thing is that whenever a woman betrayed him or rejected his proposal, dutta never gave it a thought y they rejected him....firstly he was sure about the fact that they betrayed him .....and thats when the bharosa factor disappeared...he stopped having trust in anyone....but now that nakku (another girl) has rejected him, he is trying to find the reason behind it..firstly he says.."kyun nakku kyun?? kya is poore waqt tere aankhin mein jhoot tha?"...tu ne pehchanne mein galiti kardi dutta"....BUT, BUT later he recollects all the hundres confessions made by nakku ..."ye sach hai ki mein aap se pyaar karti hoon...humesha se karti ayi hoon...yeh gunah mein baar baar karegi..." and then he continues to remember the hugs...and he realizes that nakku's love..it was not dhika...nor did he make a mistake in understanding nakku... so guys he still has vharosa on nakku....the bharosa factor has still not gone...again an indication that he will accept nakku after the revelation without doubting on her....this bharosa has come after a very long time and it cannot disappear so easily.....he has ful bharosa and assurance about nakku's love....its just that he feels that nakku didnt forgive him.....


so dutta is sure about the fact that nakku loves him..this rejection is not considered as a betrayal by dutta...but this time he is blaming himself for the misfortune...."kyun mujhe ek aise jagah lakar khada kardiya jahan par main khud par shak karraha hun nakku??....he is doubting his own capability 😭 ...he thinks that nakku doesnt consider him worth forgiving..and this hurts !!! 😭 ..little does he know that naku never ever thought that he did a mistake 😭 ..."kya tu mujhe maafi ke layak nahin samajhti hai? ya kya yu mujhse darti hai?"
and then e breaks out..' are mein to shuru se apne raaste par chala..tu ne hi mujhe sapne dikhaye...main ne kabhi tere rang roop ko bura nahin samjha"....phir kyun nakku??? jab sapna todna that to dikhaya kyun???....


guys he hot refused by sups and seema to whom he was committed yet never loved...but knowing that they never loved u did hurt him ......but this refusal by a person who had once loved u but now has rejected u , refused ur proposal is like getting the ball in ur court yet losing the game....the most painful thing is to be rejected by a person who loved you heartily and whom u love passionately!! and thas what dutta went thru...seema aur sups ne use kabhi pyaar nahin kiya...uska dukh kum tha..lekin dutta ko pata hain ki nakku ka pyaar sacha tha..iske bawajood nakku ne use thukradiya....this was extremely hurtful😭


on the other side, nakku for the fist time cried out...a person who never lets her pains out, this time burst out into ears...which evidently shows how difficult it is to live the pain.. ....
donon bhi aise katghare par hain....sab kuch paa kar bhi har cheez khone layak hai....they both want the same thing, yet the circumstances dont allow them to rech their destiny so soon!!...

i think the dialogs, direction, execution was awesome...brilliant work by the CV's 👏

Naaz thanks for mentioning this.... even I was thinking abt it ... that before Dutta never questioned about his mistake that made the lady refuse him .. he just took his own decision and went ahead with it. But this time ... for the first time ... he is asking himself what wrong did he do?
But I think he does not have full faith on Nakku's confession, so to console himself he was remembering those moments. If he would have that bharosa, he would not be angry with her reaction but would have questioned that why nakku is behaving like this again and again.
The guy is in serious need of Mr. C's consultation 😆. ....... you know na who is Mr.C?

Originally posted by: nelufar

Naaz thanks for mentioning this.... even I was thinking abt it ... that before Dutta never questioned about his mistake that made the lady refuse him .. he just took his own decision and went ahead with it. But this time ... for the first time ... he is asking himself what wrong did he do?
But I think he does not have full faith on Nakku's confession, so to console himself he was remembering those moments. If he would have that bharosa, he would not be angry with her reaction but would have questioned that why nakku is behaving like this again and again.
The guy is in serious need of Mr. C's consultation 😆. ....... you know na who is Mr.C?

hey nelly i dont think he was angry with her reaction..he behaved like that because he feels that nakku didnt forgive him...because nakku didnt find him worth forgiving...because he thinks nakku is scared of him...so he has answered his question himself that nakku rejected his proposal because she didnt forgive him..

one thing that hurts him is that nakku allowed him to dream big , taught him the ways of life, but is hurt because she didnt forgive him. and he partly blamed himself for this.he is feeling ashamed of himself that he has lost nakku's bharosa over him.....and thats why h questioned himself and said "mein khud par shak karne laga hoon"...meaning he is doubting his own capabilities now.....what he is thinking is very right ya...i empathise with him..what other reason will one give when ur love, a perso who loves u rejects ur proposal??............its obvious that he has no interest on u or is scared if u and thats what dutta felt 😭 ..
but im sure about the fact that he still trusts that nakku loves him......

But nakku was never afraid of him.And doubting his capabilities? Well he thinks that the love that he saw for himself in nakku's eyes was fake and so he is doubting if he recognised it correctly or not?
But he is just thinking this because she ran away from there ... for a moment he should place himself in the situation that nakku went through and look at his proposal .. the girl will be definitely overwhelmed.

@nelly...thats right ya..he should put himself in nakku's shoes..bechari nkku she is not even blaming him for anything...she never considered him bad...its just the misunderstanding that is making dutta to conclude this....


nakku was never scared of him..but after how he treated her, how he married her, he feels that she is scared of him..see his love is still blossoming ..he doesnt yet know the real nakku he still has to discover the REAL nakku only then will he understand her well till then..these MU's will prevail

first of all nazia ...beautifully written post...agree with u completely...u have managed to capture tashas emotions really well👏

superb post nazia.👏......dutta's anger ......frustration.......everything is well justified.....it hurts a lot to see him in pain .....but after such a passionate proposal why he had to say ' tune kahan tha mere khushi mein hi tere khushi hai' ...... tht was disappointing n left me thinking aaj bhi 'DSP ko naa sunne ki adat nehi' 😉

guys i will reply to u all..will be back in an hour!! 😉 🤗

Originally posted by: shonapinky

Awesum post nazia az alwayz..👏.but i juz cant take so much pain in yestdyz epiz...i really feel bad for dutta....and naku...i feel better if i ignore all her actz yest...yeah she waz right in denying d proposal...but derz a way to convey it....not not juz run away from d person who askz to pardon him 4 all hiz mistakez...!! i find it really rude..she cd hav atlez said he deservez sum1 better...i really dont understand wat she acheived in running away frm tat place...!!

hey shona i understand that most of u didn't like naku running away like that but what is a girl in her situation supposed to do?? no one even bothered to inform naku that there wud be a proposal...i think she deserved to know so she wud have had time to prepare for her reaction and reply....secondly, all this time she has only received rejection and hatred for her love, she had prepared herself for the fact thant once returning to PN she and dutta wud go their separate ways..thats what dutta insinuated time and again...and now all of a sudden a marriage proposal gets thrown at her out of the blue..she is bound to react this way..