Originally posted by: adithinks
Hey Chinu! It's again as complex as Dutta's character, but this is slightly simpler to write out... let me try...
Nakusha is a girl who was always contented with whatever life threw at her. She never complained about anything, including her fake-color until she saw Supriya close to the man she first fell in love with, oblivious to the fact that he was already set up with someone else. So since she was contended, taunts never bothered her. Also, he was under no obligation to share her secrets with people, especially Dutta - nor did he ever ask her after the first instance, a single question about her life or that night he saved her. When he married her in a fit of rage, she knew he was hurt and her love for him was so strong that despite being innocent she underwent the torture so that she could help him heal with silence and her love. She felt strong enough to melt him, which she did. But, little did she realise that in the process of melting him, her own strength would begin to get weak. You'd ask why? Because - when she loved him and he did not reciprocate, she had nothing to lose. So no matter how he treated her or how much people taunted her, she had nothing to fear. Now that has changed. She knows that the man she loves, worships and lives for, has begun to love her - he wants her to be around him - everything that she yearned for. Suddenly, like Dutta too realised, even Nakku has realized that she has a lot to lose in life now - Dutta is in love with her. And, so, now, she is obliged to tell him all about her life, herself, before he finds out from someone else during the course of their life together. She cannot take the step forward until she faces this challenge of revealing her own story because her love is honest and pure and it cannot be based on a lie. Because, she is guilt-ridden, taunts that are directed towards her in connection with Dutta falling for her will hit her harder.
It is like this Chinu, there is this movie called Marcelino - watch it if you can. It is about an orphan - a small boy who is conditioned to fear a store-room on the first floor by the people who raise him. They think he will enter and hurt himself, but he keeps believing that there is a ghost inside. So he always goes up to the door and runs back down. One day, he musters the courage to open the door and sees the most beautiful sight from that window.
When Nakusha faces her biggest fear - of losing Dutta, will she find more beauty in life - physically and also in love. The complexity is this that in this situation also lies Dutta's biggest fear - of being betrayed by beauty. So, when he sees Nakusha's real face, it will also be his own test to overcome his fear and see the beauty of love. In short, both their fears are interconnected and right now, only Naku knows this and so every little thing is making her hesitant. The closer the step towards the fear, the bigger it gets. No wonder she is reacting like this. It is sensitive and will need a great deal of delicacy to be conveyed with as much beauty. So lets see how will eventually unfold for both of them! 😊
Adi, exactly my point...Now that Naku knows that Dutta loves her, she is obliged to reveal her secret to him, and before anyone else does, (if that happens, it wuld be betrayal), she should...she is a strong gal....she never shies away from honesty or love....she herself mentioned in thursdays episode that the hurt she gave him today was betetr than the betrayal or tremenduos turmoil that she wuld lead him to, if she says Yes today and he comes to know about her beauty tomorrow.....there might be no point of return for Dutta then.....so, it better to "reject" now......
agreed....but she cant leave this hanging....This is the time to reveal her face....she cannot carry on the romance with him next week, knowing that he loves her, has proposed her and now they are getting lovey dovey, but this whole betryal thing is pending behind the scenes!!....This is not fair to Dutta....She needs to come clean, explain things to him in black and white...come clean....tell him why it was necessary for a gal like her to do what she did....when they got married (by force), she was stil not obliged to tell him.....it was her secret to keep even then, because they were not man and wife in true sense, but now things have changed and hence, this is the time! The more she delays, the deeper wuld be the pain and she wuld they gradually enter the betrayal territory!!!.....
so, no matter what sallu says, I think she needs to provide a proper closure to Dutta about why she ran away from his proposal then...and then enter the mansion with a new beggining!!....I dnt think they shld start romance without being honest to him!!!
After she has done this, he wuld have no reason to complain....
oh! and very beautiful point on Dutta facing his fears!! I totally agree....He might get a jolt in the first place but then when he actually starts thinking, he wuld have to first think about her love and actions and how she has proved her love time and time again.....and then "given" that she loves him and is beautiful, the logical thing wuld be to face ur own fears and get over it!! awesome!
so, logical!
Edited by Dancingdoll - 15 years ago