Here is something I jotted down from Eklavaya's point of view 😔...here is hoping he doesn't turn evil...😔... please let me know what you think...
I lost everything today, my love, my best friend and my family. When I entered this world I lost my mother, but I still lived. Survived. And then like an angel of mercy, Tulsi Dadi came and took me away to a world where she told me I would be accepted. But I wasn't. I was taunted and insulted. But I hid away my tears and smiled, hoping to one day make a place in their hearts. Finally one day, my wish came true and my lovely parents took me as their own. My world was now full of colour and love. I lived, loved and laughed. The taunts and insults didn't stop, but I didn't stop loving them all in return either.
Then one day she walked into my life like a breath of fresh air. I admired her from a distance. Every time I looked into her innocent black eyes I felt a sweet pain in my heart. Every time I heard her speak I felt like leaving everything and just enjoying the melody of her voice. Every time she smiled I wanted time to come to a stop, so she could always keep that soft smile on her face. I was in love, but was afraid to tell her.
We came closer when we started working together. The first night we were working late together, rain lightly tapped on the glass windows and a cool breeze drifted in blowing her hair onto her face. She had used the back of her pencil to push it back and later twisting that same piece of hair around that pencil. When she had noticed me noticing her she had blushed and I had looked away, my cheeks reddening as well.
I remember the night when she sat under the moonlight, engrossed in her thoughts. I had taken a seat beside her noticing how the moonlight made her eyes sparkle. She looked sad that day. At that moment I wanted to hide her away in my arms, not letting any thing harm her in any way. She told me she wanted to go to the winter ball. Hearing that I wanted to laugh at, at her innocence. Her wish was my command so I took her and there we touched for the first time. When she slipped her hand in mine and I hesitantly placed my hand around her waste, my heart skipped a beat. If I had died at the moment I would have died a happy man. Her long silky hair brushed my hand and I watched her downcast eyes, her blushing cheeks and at that moment I wanted to confess my love to her. I was in love with her, but was afraid to tell her.
She loved Laksh. Laksh loved her back. I had to hide away my feelings and never allow them to come forth. Her happiness was with Laksh and my happiness in their togetherness. I begged her to confess about her relationship with Laksh to the family but she refused. I did not understand. But I was happy, maybe she could love me.
She didn't love me. She pitied me. Just like everyone else had in my life. I was angry. I was very angry that night. I yelled at her for the first time. I don't remember much of what I said to her, but I remember while everyone else slept that night, I cried. It was a full moon night and I cried remembering the last time I had held her under the same moon light. I cried for my mother whom I had only met in my dreams. I cried for my father whom I never knew. I cried. I was in love and now I would never be able to tell her.
I tried to keep away from her now. I tried for our paths to not cross. I needed time for my broken heart to heal. I wanted her to enjoy her life and have all the happiness, she deserved it all. I didn't want to be the reason to dampen her joy. Yet despite my many efforts whenever she looked at me, I saw fear for me and that scared me. It angered me, I hated myself for making her feel this way. I wanted to disappear, leave and never return so she would never have to see me again. I tried hard to stop my heart from beating faster every time her name was mentioned. I tried hard to not see her face every time I shut my eyes. I tried hard to put everything in the past. But I still loved her, and now I had to stop myself from loving her.
Then that day, she asked me for help. Having her hand fall on my shoulder as she struggled to stand up straight made all my love for her come rushing forth. I picked her in my arms and took her to her bedroom away from all those wandering eyes. I lay her down and her arm still remained wrapped around my neck. My face was close to hers and I could feel her warm breath on me. Without my knowledge a tear escaped my eye and fell on her paint stained face. I smiled; she was lovely and deserved to be loved. Laksh loved her a lot and she deserved him. Unwrapping her arms, I kissed her on the cheek and bid her adieu. I would always love her, but would never wish for her to be mine.
Some one hurt her that day, and now she is being humiliated. The tears that flow out of her eyes don't fall onto the ground but boar through my heart making it ache more and more. I want her smile back; I want her eyes to twinkle again. I want to see her dance under the moonlight again, blushing so beautifully. I wanted to take away all her pain and give her all the happiness in the world. And then she accused me. Fate played a game with me again. I loved her so much, but it was not enough. I loved her so much, but she never understood it. I loved her so much yet she accused me of hating her.
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