Being single keeps the possibilities open

Sujata Mehta of 'Kya Hoga Nimmo Ka' says she loves living life through the characters she plays

What made you accept the daily 'Kya Hoga Nimmo Ka'?
Having done weeklt TV shows, I was wary of doing daily soaps. There were offers, but I was unsure about the quality of work. If an actor gets bored with what he/she is doing, the audience also gets bored. But recently I was going through a depression. So, when Balaji came up with this offer I felt that it was Godsend.

Why were you depressed?
Last year I met with a freak accident whilst passing a construction site. My teeth hit right into my cheek. I was given 15 stitches. I was shattered and lost my spirit. I couldn't articulate clearly.

What's exciting about you role in 'Kya Hoga…'?
I play a socialite belonging to a Gujarati family. She is also a supportive wife who wants to keep everyone happy.

You made waves with 'Pratighaat' and then fizzled away. How come?
'Pratighaat' was ahead of its times. I then accepted a negative role in 'Yateem'. This was followed by insignificant multi-starrers. The audience that had started comparing me to Smita Patil and Shabana Azmi was disillusioned. I started by scoring a 10 and then dipped.

Why have you chosen to remain single?
Either you are lucky or you are married. I chose to be lucky! Whilst I was in college I fell in love. But it didn't work out. Acting is my prayer. An actor has no boundaries and marriage does bring restrictions. By performing so many characters, I live so many lives. Though I do feel lonely, I manage. I love my freedom. Being single keeps the possibilities open (laughs)!

What lessons did you learn?
Enjoy freedom and give it to others. No matter what games your rivals play, it's being authentic that takes an actor far.