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Nowadays, Karan had started living his life with double excitement. All the time, one could find him happy, either whistling or smiling and sometimes he even was singing (horribly). Seriously, he had gone crazy. And the reason was one and only "Miss Psycho ". After Sherlin's fiasco they had understood that they were a great team. And then Preeta had suspected about Akshay not being a suitable groom for Kritika. Later they had together discovered about Akshay's obsessive nature, and had freed Kritika from the torturous relationship. And they didn't even know when they had become best of friends, trusting each other unconditionally. Karan had finally found a girl who was friend with him not for his money, image, and looks. She had accepted him as friend only after knowing him as a person. And Preeta had found a perfect friend in Karan who would understand her without her mouthing the words. She could share her deepest insecurity with him. There days started with a good morning message and lots of bickering. Throughout the day they would fight. And in night they would call each other, talk like two mature individuals, share each other problems and sleep after wishing good night. Both loved there routine. Then there was the transition from friends to a bit more than friends. When Preeta's family had started looking for grooms, the burning feeling in Karan's heart had alarmed him. He would find shortcomings in all the prospective grooms, and get them rejected. On one such meeting of Preeta and her prospective groom, Karan had landed in the restaurant like an uninvited guest. And had the audacity to punch the boy when he had tried to caress Preeta's hand. They never said, but the transition had taken place and both of them had accepted it with open arms . The only problem was who would take the initiative to voice their feelings.
But one day and all had ruined. Karan's family had send Rishabh's rishta at Preeta's home. And Sarla had open heartedly accepted the proposal for her daughter. Karan didn't understand what to do. His family and his love, it was difficult to choose. And Preeta had messaged him to meet at her place. What would he say. Just when he was leaving the house he heard his brother talking to Sameer " kya batau yaar ki kitna khush hoon. Pata nahi kabsey yeh sapna thha mera ki Preeta ji meri zindagi mein aaye. Ab toh aisa lagta hai ki meri saari khushiyaan unsey hi hai. Woh nahi toh kuchh bhi nahi ". That's it. Decision was made. Karan knew what he was going to do would break her heart, but it couldn't be changed. One heart had to break, either Rishabh or Preeta. And he had chosen his brother's happiness. Moreover, Rishabh was just the perfect guy for Preeta. Loyal, sensible, mature, caring, loving, he was everything that Karan wasn't. He was everything that Preeta deserved. Not today, but someday he knew even Preeta would feel for Rishabh. They were just perfect for each other. But even these thoughts ached his heart, how would he bear to see these thoughts getting real. Anyway, leaving his thoughts aside, he went to Arora house to execute his plan.
Smiling and whistling Karan entered Arora house. There Preeta was waiting for him impatiently. And the moment she saw him, she grabbed his hand and dragged him to the nearest room and locked the door.
" Arey Preeta aisey sabkey saamney se mujhey kheech ke le aayi. Tum kabsey itni ashleel ho gyi ho " said Karan with his lop sided grin making himself comfortable on the bed.
" Mera abhi mazaak ka mood ni hai Karan. Chup kro " said Preeta, her forehead clearly showing her worry lines.
Karan took a moment to drink in her appearance. She looked oldie but cute in her framed specs. And then there were her hairs tied in a bun. Wearing a blue salwaar and white loose kurta, she looked great like always. There was a time when had hated her dressing sense. " Aisey kaun taiyaar hota h " he had thought. But when he had started finding her appearance beautiful, he couldn't pin point. Maybe the time she was busy reading book, and tired of her hair disturbing her, she had put them in a tight bun. That was the day he had realized that she looked as good in bun as in open hairs. Or maybe the time when she had tried Shrishti's clothes on his insistence, and there were so many guys eyes on her that his blood boiled. He had started to love her salwar kameez that very moment and also told her she looked better in her salwar kameez.
Karan was busy staring at her, when Preeta jerked him to bring him out of his daze.
" Hello, Kahan kho gye tum. Main tumsey baat kr rhi hoon. Tumhey pata bhi hai ki kya hua hai. Rishabh ji ka rishta aaya hai merey liye " said Preeta in a single breath.
" Ofcourse pata hai " that was the only words Karan could manage to say without giving away his feelings. He tried to give his best smile.
" Aur... Aur tum khush ho ? " asked a confused Preeta.
" Bilkul.. ab toh tum ghar pe hi aa jaogi. Tumhey irritate krney ke liye yahan tak ni aana padega " said Karan not giving up hi farce.
" Yeh kaisa ghatiya mazaak hai Karan " shouted Preeta.
" Arey tumhey kya hua Ms Psycho.. achha ab samjha, mainey tumhey kahan thha na ki tum aur mera bhai, kabhi nahi. Par ab mainey apni permission de di hai " chirped Karan. He wanted to get over with this conversation as soon as possible. This conversation was going to haunt him for his entire life; he had known this beforehand.
" Please Karan, mazaak nahi. Tum jantey ho na ki main Rishabh ji se pyaar ni krti " said Preeta in a low voice.
" Toh kya hua Preeta. Arranged marriage mein pyaar shaadi ke Baad hi hota hai " Karan argued with a serious demeanor.
Preeta gaped at him with her eyes wide open and stuttered " Matlab, tum aur main.. matlab hum, mujhey laga tum mujhsey.. "
" Main tumsey kya Preeta ? " asked Karan.
" Main Tumsey Pyar Krti Hoon Karan.. aur mujhey laga tum bhi mujhsey " said Preeta without any break in a low whishper
If Karan wasn't as attentive as he was, he would have missed her confession. So this was the moment, the moment he dreaded. He didn't know what to do. " Preeta, tum kaisi baatein kr rhi ho. Dost hai hum " said Karan without looking into her eyes.
" Pr tum, tum jhoot bol rahey ho na. Pta chlta hai Karan. Merey liye jitney bhi rishtey aaye tumney sb cancel krwa diye. Tumney Ankit ko maara, usney toh aisa kuchh kiya bhi nahi thha, sirf haath pakda thha. Uss din tumney gussa mein mera haath pakad liya thha.Tumney khud ki aankhein dekhi thhi, jb tumney merey haath pe red marks dekhey thhey. Nahi dekhi thhi na, mainey dekhi thhi. Nishaan merey haath pr thha, pr dard tumhari aankhon mein thha. Jitney pyar se tum ointment lgatey ho Karan, mujhey lgta h ki main koi Barbie hoon. Tumney mujhey yeh ehsaas dilaya Karan ki main jaisi hoon waisi hi khoobsurat hoon. Yeh pyar ni toh aur kya h ? "
Preeta had inched towards him, and was looking directly in his eyes. Before her words would melt him and give away his true intentions, he did what came to his mind. Jerking her hands which were rising to caress his cheeks he faked his anger " kaisi baatein kr rhi ho Preeta. Tum humari friendship ka aisa mtlb nikaal bhi kaisey skti ho. Jo kuchh mainey tumharey liye kiya, woh sb main Sofia aur Malishka ke liye bhi krta. Toh kya main unsey bhi pyar karta hoon ? "
" Mujhey Sofia aur Malishka se compare krney ki galti mat karna " said Preeta gritting her teeth.
" Kyun na karun compare. Woh merey pichhey hai merey star image ke liye. Aur lagta hai tum bhi Wahi chahti ho. Tumsey 2 din achhi se baat kya kar li, tumhey toh lagaa ki tum The Karan Luthra ko jeet gyi.Tum middle class logon ki problem hi yeh Hoti hai, jahan paisa dekha wahi pe pahuch jatey ho. Ek baat bata doon tumhey, tum jaisey opportunist log.. " he was cut in between by Preeta.
She showed her hand signalling him to quieten. Big fat tears had made their way down her innocent eyes. Her nose had turned red, and cheeks had gained color due to crying. That's it. Seeing her cry was the last thing he could handle. Involuntary he walked towards her and wiped her tears. Resting his hands on her cheeks, he whishpered " please samjho Preeta.. main tumsey pyaar ni krta Preeta, ni karta "
" Khud ko suno Karan. Kitney desperately tum mujhey aur khud ko yeh yakeen dilaaney ki koshish kr rhey ho ki tum mujhsey pyar ni krtey " said Preeta calmly.
" Preeta tum.. "
" Meri baat khatm ni huyi hai Karan. Tumhey pta hai jo tumney abhi abhi merey middle class honey ki, opportunist honey ki baat kahi na, ussey mujhey yeh yakeen ho gya ki tum jhoot bol rahey. Ho skta h ki mera Karan mujhsey pyar na karey. Pr woh kabhi bhi merey baare mein aisi baatein ni bolega. Thank you Karan, mujhey bataaney ke liye ki tum bhi mujhsey pyar krtey ho, pr apney bhai ki khushi ke beech mein Ni aana chahtey. Main janti hu ki tum bohot ziddi ho. Tum meri baat ni sunney waley, isiliye main intezaar karungi Karan ki kab tum khud mujhey btaogey ki tum bhi mujhsey pyar krtey ho. Aur haa, apney ghar pe bta dena ki Preeta ne shadi ke liye haa kr di hain " saying things she removed his hands from her cheeks, and opened the door signaling him to leave.
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Edited by cutejerry - 7 years ago
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