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CHAPTER:7
''What the hell are you doing here?''asked sidarath and came near Abhi.
''sidarath i just wanted to see how my pragya is''said Abhi.Hearing this only fueled sidarath's anger more,then he cluthed Abhi's collar and started to shout at him.
''You wanted to see how she is?You bloody idiot she is in the state here in the first place coz of you.Just pray to got nothing will happen to both of them Abhishekh Mehra coz if something happens to my friend or her child i will make sure you will be nothing but a shadow of yourself in the music industry''said sidarath in rage and Abhi looking him with shock whe he heard ''HER CHILD''from him.
''What child?''asked Abhi in shock and sidarath left his collar.
''She is pregnant with your child Abhi and that's the main reason she left the town as she didn't want her son or daughter to growth with a heartless person like you or a charterless woman like your so called girlfriend and now coz of you morning drama she in the hospital so you better leave before i call the police''shouted sidarath but Abhi just stood in shock as the memories if the holi night started to flash infront of his eyes like a movie and Abhi sat on the chair in shock finally understanding how much he had hurted his pragya that she decided the hide about their child.But before he could think more the doctor came with reports and the others rushed towards her.
''Shilpha how is the child?''asked sidarath and shilpha took a deep breath before replaying.
''Sidarath...''started shilpha and everyone looked at her praying she will give them some good news.But the next moment Abhi wished he would have died as the words left shilpha's mouth will kill him till his last breath.
''Sidarath i am really sorry but i couldn't save the child''said shilpha while others stood there in shock not able to believe their own ears.
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''Shilpha please tell me you are joking.Pragya can never handle this news as the child is her only hope and she will be broken beyond repair if she loose the child.Please do something shilpha.please''said sidarath who was the first to come out of shock.
''Sidarath please calm down and listen to me calmly okay.I can't save the child,but one of the child''said shilpha and everyone looked her with confusion.
''you mean she was pregnant with twins?''asked sidarath and shilpha gave a nod.
''Yea she was.I had this doubt at the last chek up,but i didn't want to tell anything without confirmation so i wanted to wait till next chek up but after what happened this today i can only save one child.But don't worry sidarath the other child is fit and fine ,even pragya is fine except her weakness.so just make sure she is fine and take proper rest for few days and keep her stress free''said shilpha.Abhi who heard all this didn't know whether to morn over his lost child or to be happy that his another child is fine as well as his wife.Then he stood up from the chair and walked towards them.
''Can i see her?''asked Abhi to shilpha and she looked him with confusion.
''But who are you and what are you to Miss.Arora Mr.Mehra?''asked shilpha.
''Her husband''said Abhi and shilpha just looked sidarath and sidarath just a gave a nod.
''Okay.You can meet her.But don't disturb her as she needs rest and see her one by one and any two of you can stay here with her tonight and you can take her home tomorrow morning.''said shilpha and they gave a nod.
''Thank you so much shilpha''said sidarath.
''Its okay sidarath''said shilpha and left to her cabin.As shilpha left Abhi started to move towards pragya room and sidarath was about to stop him but simran held his wrist and stopped him shaking her head and sidarath just closed his eyes in anger but let Abhi go.
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As Abhi entered pragya room closing the door behind him he looked at her sleeping form on the hospital bed and walked slowly towards her and his break again seeing her tired and dull form.He sat on the chair beside the bed and took her hand in his which was connected to the IV carefully not hurting her and held it closer to his chest.Though Abhi wanted to talk a lot with her,he couldn't even utter a word after what he learned from sidarath and shilpha few minutes back.He felt someone is chocking him and cutting the oxygen supply to his lunges and he just cried silently as his body shook with sobs.For the first time in his life Abhi wished he could have died with his parents in the accident as he can't bear the pain he going through now.He know he hurted pragya a lot,but he didn't know he hurted her to this extend that she decided to keep their unborn child from him.Though Abhi wanted to get angry on pragya for this,he know he didn't have any rights and even he would have done the same if he was in her place.But when he realized she lost one of their child Abhi felt like killing himself coz he know whatever sidarath said is right about him being responsible for pragya's condition.But now after hearing shilpha's words he know he is resposible for loosing one of their child.Though Abhi didn't want to leave her or their child he know his presence here will only cause more pain to pragya and their child so he decided to leave her as he can never live with himself if something happens to pragya again.He stood up from the chair placing her hand back on the bed softly and kised her forehead and then he left the room.Once Abhi came out of the door he saw sidarath was missing and Roshini was sitting betweenRaj and Simran.As they saw him simran stood up and came to him.
''Beta i know you want to be with pragya,but its better if you leave now and come to our house tomorrow evening and i we can talk''said simran and Abhi looked her in shock.
''Aunty you are not angry with me?''asked Abhi and simran gave him a small smile.
''Though i want to be anger with you after how much you hurted my beti,i can the see the love you have for her Abhi.Everyone does mistake and you too did some.I will not say what you did is right,but at the same time its not unforgivable too and whatever happened today is not coz you and everyone knows that.No one here blames you for what happened today Abhi and even pragya will never blame you for it.Whatever sidarath said is out of anger Abhi as he loves pragya like her own sister.Now go to the hotel where you are staying and come home tomorrow.''said simran and Abhi gave her a nod.
''Okay Aunty''said Abhi and left the hospital while simran prayed to keep her daughter safe and give her the strenghth to tolerate the news of loosing her unborn child.
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Abhi after 30 minutes entered his hotel room and sat on the bed locking the door.Keeping his face in his hands and let the tears he was holding back from the moment he heard siadarath say about his unborn child.He couldn't believe how selfish he behaved with his wife that she decided to leave him with their child as she couln't trust him coz his ex-girlfriend.Abhi never though he will cause this much pain to someone and will become the murder of his own child.Yes its true that the miscarriage happened coz of the stress but he is the one responsible for all this in the first place.He even wanted to kill himslef for what he did,but Abhi know death will be painless punishment for what he did.But what hurted him most was the though of what pragya must have gone through the morning after of the band night when she came to know Abhi didn't remember anything and when she find out she was pregnant.Abhi then remember how pragya avoided any kind of physical contact with him after the holi night and now he understood the reason behind it.Then he stood up from the bed and punched his hand on the wall in anger and disgust on himself.He couldn't believe he asked pragya to sign the divorce papers when they became husband in wife in all sense and when she was carrying their children.And now he was responsible for one of thier child's death and even if everyone forgive him for that he could never forgive himslef for what he did.Abhi thought it may be best if he leave pragya alone as it will be best for her but he didn't want their child to grow without a father and he didn't want pragya to suffer seeing their child go through everything she went through when her father left her,Sarla and Bulbul alone.So he decided to win pragya back and gain her forgiveness,but for now he just wanted to morn for loosing their unborn child and he sat on his knees and started to cry loudly letting all his pain,guilt,self lothing and prayed to give his fuggy strength to accept the news.
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Here in the hospital pragya started to get conscious and the first thing she felt was the deep pain in her stomach and she opened her eyes with a jerk remembering how she felt an unbearable pain in her stomach when she went to fresh up after sidarath left to get her food and then everything blaket out.She looked aroud to see where she is and understood she was in the hospital and the next moment the fear of what happened to her child crept inside her and she clutched her stomach and looked around the room for someone.But the room was empty and she didn't know what to do.Just then she saw sidarath entering the room with a sling bag and she relaxed a little .
''Sid''called pragya in a rough voice and sidarath looked her with a jerk and the next moment he dropped the bag on the couch and rushed towards her and pulled her into a hug with relief.
''Thank god you are awake buddy''said sidarath and broke the hug.
''Do you want anything?''asked sidarath cupping her face.
''Pani''said pragya and sidarath took the glass of water and helped pragya to drink the water then he helped her to sit placing the pillows on her back for comfort.
''Sidarath what happend to me and how is my baby?''asked pragya looking sidarath with desparation to know about her child.Seeing her desparation sidarath didn't even know how is he going to tell the truth to her.Then sidarath sat infront of her on the bed and took her hand in his.
''Pragya you fainted in the washroom coz of the stress you are going through,but you and the baby are fine now''said sidarath .
''But...''asked pragya knowing that her friend is keeping from her.
''But they can save only one child''said sidarath cursing mentally that he is one who is telling this heartbreaking news to his friend.Pragya on the other hand first didn't understand what sidarath said ,but after few seconds she looked sidarath in shock and disbelief finally understanding what he said.
''sidarath i know you are joking to make the situation light.But buddy this is not funny and really hate these kind of jokes''said pragya as she didn't want to face the truth.Sidarath heart broke to see his friend like this.
''Pragya what i am telling is true buddy.You know i will never joke about something like this''said siadarath as tears formed in his eyes.
''But sid how can it be possible.I mean if i was pregnant with twins shilpha would have informed it before right?''asked pragya with a slight hope that what sidarath said would be a lie.
''Pragya she already had doubts but she didn't want to say anything before knowing anything for sure.so she decided to infrom us on the next check up.''said sidarath and tears started to form in pragya's eyes .
''But...how...I...I...lost...my...bachi''said pragya in shock and started to cry loudly hugging her stomach and sidarath just pulled her into his chest as pragya started to sob loudly holding sidarath shirt on his back as she couldn't believe she lost a child before she even know its actually was living all this time inside of her.
''MERI BACHI.MERI PYARI BHACHI''shouted pragya inbetween her sobs while sidarath just ran his fingers through her hair as silent tears rolled down his eyes too.He didn't even know how he to console his broken friend in hs arms,but sidarath know no one can console her as there is no pain wrose than the pain of a mother loosing her child.After few seconds he felt a hand on his shoulder and sidarath looked at his mother standing there with moist eyes and gave him a nod.
''Pragya beta''called simran and pragya immediately looked at simran from sidarath chest and simran sat infront of pragya as sidarath stood up from the bed.As simran sat infront of her pragya hugged her tightly.
''Maa meri bachi maa.Am i that bad that everyone i love the most is leaving me or i have to leave them?What have i done to receive all this pain maa?Why me maa?why me?And why should my innocet child suffer just coz i was its mother?Why maa?''asked pragya between her sobs and sidarath who couldn't see his friend like this anymore left the room while simran started to console her.
''Beta i know you are hurting now and any of words can't console you.But just calm down and stop talking this as more stress and grief will only cause more pain to you and even risk this child''said simran placing a hand on pragya's stomach.Hearing this pragya's sob reduced and simran became a little bit relaxed.
''So stop hurting your self and the child beta.I know how much you must be hurting coz i am a mother myself,but lets think forever happened is for good and just take good care of this child and you from now.You will listen to your mom na?''asked simran and pragya nodded aganist her shoulder.
''Then now stop crying and have the food i bought.''said simran breaking the hug wiping her tears.Then she wiped pragya's tears and placed a kiss on her forehead.
''That's my girl.Wait here i will be back with the food''said simran and left the room as pragya just gave a nod.As simran left pragya placed a hand on her tummy and closed her eyes as tears started to flow again.Though she could feel any change in her body indicating she lost her child she can still feel the void in her heart knowing a life which was growing inside of her is not there anymore.But after few seconds she wiped her tears and tried to control her tears as the know stress is not good for the child.Then she remembered how she is going to tell this news to Abhi and prayed to god to give him the strenght to tolerate this news and hoped he will not blame himself for this coz she know its not Abhi and she will never blame him for their lost child as she know Abhi is the best dad a child could ever get.
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Sidarath was standing in the garden of the hospital looking at the night's dark sky as silent tears rolled down his cheeks.He never in his life though he will see his best friend and sister broken like this.Its the first time he saw pragya crying like this and it really broke his heart knowing he can't do anything to erase her pain.Just then he felt a soft hand on his shoulder and he turned only to see the love of his life standing there with moist eyes and pulled her into her chest.
''I can't see here like this Roshini.She is literally breaking and hurting like hell and i can't do anything even if i tried''said sidarath while Roshini ran her fingers through his hair to give him some comfort.Though she was hurting herself seeing the woman she became so close and started to love like a sister broken like this,Roshini know her pain is nothing compared to sidarath's as he know her from childhood and she know how much he loves her.
''Sidarath please calm down.I know you are hurting honey.But now you have to be strong for pragya di.We all may hurting and paining for her sidarath,but we can't never even imagine what she must be going through now.So we must be strong and support her and make her feel loved.So now calm down and lets go inside maa called us to have food''said Roshini and sidarath broke the hug wiping his tears.
''You are right Roshini.I can't become weak like this when pragya needs our support now more than anything.Come on lets go''said sidarath and SidNi left to pragya's room.
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As SidNi entered the room they saw Raj sitting on the bed with pragya and simran was feeding the food to her her with a small chit chat.
''Maa you are feeding your daughter when your son is dying of hunger here.This is not fair''said sidarath with a pout trying to make the situation light.
''Aww meri pyari beta sidarath come on i will feed you too''said simran and sidarath sat beside simran while Roshini sat beside pragya.
''Hey Roshini come and sit beside me yaar.Afterall i am your fiance not my buddy''said sidarath and Roshini nodded her head negatively.
''Nope.Its may be true that i am your fiance sidarath but i love di more so i will sit here and even di loves me more than she loves you.Haan na di?''asked Roshini with a smile and side hugged pragya and rested her head on her shoulder.
''Haan sidarath she is right''said pragya and placed a kiss on Roshini's cheek and Roshini smiled at him in victory.
''You girls are mean.Maa you feed me they can continue their sismance''said sidarath with a pout and others smiled at his childishness.Though pragya was hurting like hell inside she know if she everyone is hurting seeing her upset so she tired to act normal atleast for them.pragya didn't know what future hold for her or her child and how many pain she has to feel.But after the pain the worst news of loosing her child caused her pragya know nothing can hurt her anymore like the feeling of her gone child causing her now.With this thought she continued to eat as simran feeded Pragya,Roshini and sidarath.
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Abhi got out of the cab infront of Khurana mansion taking a deep breath.This morning he got a call from simran asking him to come home this evening and Abhi agreed as he was already longing to see his wife.Then he entered the mansion and walked to the house.Once he reached the door he waited outside after pressing the calling bell.After few seconds simran opened the door and smiled at Abhi.
''Come in''said Simran and Abhi entered the house and follwed her inside.Once they reached the living room simran looked at him.
''So coffee or Tea?''asked simran and Abhi shook his head negatively.
''No aunty first i want to me pragya''said Abhi and simran gave a nod in understanding.
''Okay.Go straight and 3 room to your right is her room.she is with sidarath and Roshini''said simran.
''Thank you a lot for everything aunty.''said Abhi.
''Its okay beta.After all i am doing this for my daughters happiness.Now go''said simran and Abhi walked towards Pragya's room.After few minutes he reached her room and opened the door without making any noise or knocking only to see Roshini,Pragya and Sidarath aruging about something.
''Sidarath Roshini is right you know Ian Somerhalder is the hottest and sexiest man alive ,so don't argue about it'said pragya and sidarath looked at her with a glare .
''Pragya now a days you are becoming Roshini's lawyer yaar.I mean what is in Ian that's not in me?''asked sidarath and the girl rolled their eyes.
''Oyi chup kar.Actually i am making a scarifice by loving you so stop this stupid talks and let us walk TVD peacfully''said Roshini.Hearing this sidarath shook his head and was about to replay but he saw Abhi standing there and stod up from the bed with a galre fisting his hand and seeing this pragya and Roshini to looked him following the direction where sidarath was looking.On seeing him Roshini beacme concern worried,but his heart ached when he saw pragya's expressional face.But before he could react Abhi looked at him and he didn't know how he is going to convince sidarath to let him talk with his pragya.
-To Be Continued.
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