She walks in Beauty (story) - Page 4

Chapter 31

The feelings we live through
in love and in loneliness
are simply, for us,
what high tide
and low tide are to the sea. (K.Gibran)

Just little time passed since the meeting concluded and Ashutosh and Nidhi were in the news. The hospital grapevine seemed to have turned on. Everyone stole glances at them as if trying to confirm the hearsay when they walked the corridors of hospital. Nidhi followed Ashutosh who walked only a step ahead her, in his very formidable demeanour. Settling her in his car he drives the car out of KGH. He seemed annoyed and his silence puzzled Nidhi. She was curious to know about the meeting but for his anger she couldn't utter a word...after some time mustering some courage she asks,

"How was the meeting?"

"So-so!...after a brief silence... Why has your BP gone so low?"

Nidhi got the inkling about his anger... shrugging her shoulders vaguely...she thought better to keep mum.

"You don't take good care of yourself...do you?" he continued fumingly.

When she didn't answer Ashutosh brought the car to screeching halt making Nidhi to stare him in stun...receiving a glare from him she lowers her eyes and mumbles, "Now only few days are left...then I don't need to take care of myself...do I?

Her words smoother his anger...leaning against the back of his seat and staring out of the window he takes an exasperated sigh, "And till then...what? How many times you have to faint...one more sigh and he mumbles...you can't imagine what I went through"

His words and his intone wrenched Nidhi's heart she holds her both ears and mumbles, "I'm sorry... Ashutosh turns to look at her...I promise I'll take care of myself...I won't skip my meals...pouting...I promise"

The gleam in his eyes told her that his anger vanished...their eyes remain locked...he leans forward grabbing her arms, he tries to pull her in a hug but she resists saying, "We are on a roadside and in broad day light"

Reluctantly he releases her and turns to drive the car in the expression of dismay...Nidhi suppresses her smile and asks again, "Don't you think...I may be curious to know about the meeting"

"Board approved the procurement of machinery"

She pouts, not saying a word in response, making Ashutosh to hold his tongue in his cheek.

"Mr. Avasthi complained about me and Mr. Dubey answered on my behalf...that's it"

Nidhi turns and asks excitedly, "What was Mr. Avasthi's reaction"

Ashutosh purses his lips, "I feel bad for him he was gobsmacked"

"Hmn...And so was Dr. Aditi...She was really hurt when she left your cabin...but she comported herself well...a pause...her father encouraged her by his feint acts and she got hurt"

Ashutosh takes her hand in his and pecks at her hand. Nidhi pulls her hand, "What are you doing?"

He answers "Loving my love"

When Nidhi was about to open her mouth...he retorts I don't care about people and you think people have no job but to peek into my car"

She shakes her head...and he stops his car near her home. Ashutosh accompanied her inside. The door bell was answered by Rohan. Nidhi was surprised to see him, "Rohan you here"

Rohan took her in a side hug, "Yes I'm here! What do you think? That I need your invitation to attend your wedding" Rohan comes forward hugs Ashutosh and congratulates him.

"No Rohan I knew you'll come leaving everything behind ...that's why I thought to inform you..." nidhi couldn't complete as Rohan butted in "Yes you wanted to invite me like a guest"

"No...but how did you come to know?"

"You are not my only friend who is getting married...my other friend informed me" Nidhi looks startlingly at Ashutosh and he smiles in response.

By that time Dadi Bua emerges from kitchen and asks surprisingly, "Nidhi...Ashutosh you here and at this time" she welcomes Ashutosh without waiting to hear their reply, "Come Beta...come sit here"

"No Dadi Bua...I've to go back to hospital...you please take care of your grand daughter...I came to drop her"

"My grand daughter...why? what happened?"

"She fainted in the hospital...she has low blood pressure"

"What???" screamed Dadi Bua... What is wrong with her? She panicked.

Ashutosh comforted her, "Calm down...Dadi Bua...she is fine now...but take care of her and force feed her if she says no to food"

"Yes that's her problem...she skips her meals...and continued grumpily...today's girls they have to look slim...I don't understand how a skinny bride can look beautiful...we never used to do that in our times...start starving at the name of dieting...huh"

Ashutosh looks at Nidhi...a questioning look...as if wishing to ask... "Are you dieting for wedding?" but he couldn't ask...Nidhi understanding his questioning glare lowers her eyes.

Rohan suppresses his laugh at Dadi Bua's grumpiness and tries to pacify her, "Don't worry Dadi Bua...we'll take care of her now...we won't allow her dieting any more"

Ashutosh wanted to have a moment with her...he reluctantly asks her "Nidhi you please go and take rest...I'll leave" and then adds "I'll send your car"

Rohan quickly reacts "No Ashutosh ji...I'll get that car...I've to go market to buy a few things"

"Okay fine! You get ready I'll check Nidhi's BP by that time"

"Fine! Just 10 minutes"

Nidhi moves to her room and Ashutosh follows her...Dadi Bua offers him a cup of tea but he asks for coffee saying that'll be good for Nidhi as well...Dadi Bua nods smilingly and moves to kitchen.

Ashutosh looks around in her room...Nidhi sitting on the bedside asks, "You really want to check my BP"

"Hmn...but my way"

"Your way? What's that?" she chuckles but forgets her chuckle the moment she saw him nearing her...she looks at the door but dauntingly he moves ahead and sits by her side...very close to her...holding her in a side hug.

"Stop it Ashutosh! Door is open"

Nuzzling her neck, "you want me to close the door"

"No!"

Giving a soft nibble at the crook of her neck and muttering under his breath, "Only I know what I went through when I heard...you fainted...raising his voice a bit...how'll you feel Nidhi if I won't take care of myself"

Almost in a gasp she blurts out, "You can't do that"

He raises his head and looks deep into her eyes that were in daze unlike his, "Oh Really! You can do anything and I cannot...you want to lose wait only for wedding?"

"No!!! You know?"

"What?"

She lowers her eyes and mumbles, "I promised now I'll take care of myself...raising his eyes in a glint of mischief...but only till wedding"

He holds his tongue in cheek, "That'll be your most kindness ma'm...and I won't ask for this favour again...I promise"

She smiles and he pulls her in a bear hug...crushing her in his arms as if assuring himself that his life is safe and in his arms. They here the clattering of the cups that makes them to sprang apart...embarrassingly avoiding to look at each other.

Dadi Bua serves the coffee and asks, "How is her BP now beta?"

"Hmn..better...she is better now"

Nidhi suppresses her smile and Dadi bua takes their leave saying, "you have the coffee...I need to add something to the list of items Rohan is buying from market...I'll do that"

Ashutosh nods and she leaves. Mock glaring at Nidhi he asks, "Why're you smilling?" She chuckles in response and shakes her head and he gives a silent mischievous look that makes Nidhi to lower her eyes.

Sipping the coffee Ashutosh looks far away and asks, "How'll I spend the day?" Nidhi raises her eyes and asks, "Why?"

He shakes his head...lowering his head and looking at the cup of coffee, "the glimpses I've during the day keeps me going"

Looking at his gloomy face...she inches closer and takes his hand in her, "You can video call" he turns his head and looks smilingly at her...tightening his lips, "Hmn...that won't make"...Nidhi chuckles, "What'll you do...when I take leave after few days...then you won't be able to see me...and you can't come here too"

"What? you really think I can survive a day without seeing you...I won't sanction your leave"

"Fine...we can postpone our wedding" he places his finger on her lips and chides her "Don't ever dare to say that...not even as a joke"

Nidhi turns emotional; she pecks his finger and murmurs, "I'm sorry"

Taking her in a side hug he mumbles "You don't need to ... because you can't understand until you explore the depths of my love...then you'll come to know how much it hurts when you frown, how it torments my heart when I hear you are not well...how only the mere thought of being away from you makes the whole world non-existent for me"

Nidhi answers in a soft voice "I understand your eyes take me to those depths...you don't know"

Exchanging fond glances he asks, "Really?"

She gestures by winking in affirmation. Ashutosh leans forward and kisses her eyes whispering, "I love you!"

She mutters under her breath, "Love you too"

Hearing Dadi Bua talking instructively to Rohan...Nidhi chuckles and mumbles, "God save Rohan" Ashutosh mockingly pats her cheek and gets up, "I think Rohan is ready...shall I take your leave"

Nidhi too gets up but with a grimace...Ashutosh notices that and asks, "Are you in pain?"

She looks tenderly at him and answers, "Nothing serious...little backache"

"Yes I can see how little your back ache is? Come on lie down here"

"I promise I'll lie down but let me come to see you off... please"

He answers sternly "No!...you can wave me from here through your window and after that..."

She doesn't allow him to complete... "I Promise I'll take rest"

Rohan taps the door and asks, "Sir I'm ready shall we?" Ashutosh answers, "Yes I was waiting for you Rohan" then Rohan asks Nidhi, "You want to add anything to Dadi Bua's long list"

Nidhi smiles and answers, "Nothing as such but...I'll call you if I need anything"

Rohan smiles answering her, "Okay"...and leaves gesturing Ashutosh. Ashutosh stares at her and asks narrowing his eyes, "What do you need?"

"Nothing! I told him... I'll call him if I need anything" Nidhi notices a flicker in his eyes. Ashutosh holds her in a side hug... giving a quick glance at the door he pecks at her lips and turns to leave...leaving behind Nidhi watching him agape...he winks at her at the door and leaves in a big broad smile.

His smiling face illuminates Nidhi's heart...she waves him bye through the window of his room and he leaves.

Reaching hospital Rohan drives Nidhi's car and moves to buy the long list of items asked by Dadi Bua and Ashutosh moves inside hospital. He notices the awe-inspiring look in the eyes who ever met him on the way...realising, the news has spread the way it should have been. The moment he reaches his cabin senior doctors throng his cabin; congratulating him on their marriage...the news of his marriage was certainly a bolt from the blue...their astounded eyes spoke for them but no one dared to ask, how the inevitable happened...the admiration in everyone's eyes was evident... both working in the same hospital yet the distance they managed between their professional and personal lives, was acclaimed tacitly by one and all.

Nidhi had her lunch and lied down on her bed, after giving a video call to him; she dozes off to be awoken by the Anji when she is back from work. Both friends catch up with day's happenings and decide to pack the Nidhi's stuff in bags. Nidhi moves to freshen up and Anji goes out to get some juice for her. Rohan was still shopping...Anji teased him by texting and adding some more items to Dadi Bua's list. He understands that they are pulling his leg but he buys the items Anji texted him. He also makes a detour to Ashutosh's new house and meets everyone their. When he reaches back it was dusk already...after having a quick cup of tea with his friends...Col. verma takes him along to make arrangements for mandap and marquee as the wedding was decided to be plain and middling he decided to use the garden of his house that was sufficient to accommodate everyone.

Nidhi understands why Ashutosh had informed Rohan...the moment Rohan stepped in the house he was busy arranging one thing or the other...her gaze falls on Anji who was packing her shoes and bags in one bag, her clothes in another bag...whole room was bustled Dadi Bua and shyama Aunty were coming and going doing their jobs and also advising Anji how to organise things and pack properly. Among all this bustle She missed her mom...her thoughts strayed and she started visualising how her mom may have enjoyed if she would have been alive. In a hallucination she feels her mom blessing her and a tear drop escaping her eyes drops on her hand making her to come out of her daze and she realises her eyes were flowing. She wipes her tears and thanks God for blessing with so many loving people around her and she speaks one special thanks for bestowing him with the love so gratifying that has become her pride and joy. She gets up from the bed and moves to touch her mom's photo frame mounted on the wall...and speaks the voiceless words in thanks also to her for being around her as she really felt her mom blessing her a few moments ago. Anji catches her standing near her mother's photograph and she leaves everything and back hugs her asking, "What are you doing here? I thought you are watching me how I'm packing your things"

She smiles... turning to face her, "No I was just thanking mom...I felt her around and blessing me"

"She must be happy...seeing you packing your bags from this house" Nidhi mock punches her and her phone buzzes with sms. Anji raises her eyebrows and she smiles, wiping her tears she moves to check her phone.

The phone displays ashutosh's sms, "Howz my love?" instead of answering his sms she calls him, "How is my boss doing?" he sulks hearing her words... "Hmn..not good...how can he when his other half is unwell"...she smiles hearing his sulk "Oh! poor he, he must be missing her other half"... "Longing to see her"... "Is he still working?"... "No! He is leaving...but he wants to see his love first"... "His love is also waiting for him"... "Really?"... "Hmn"... "Coming...you need anything"... "No"

When she hangs up the phone he remembers the flicker in his eyes when Rohan asked her in the morning whether she needs anything from market. Her heart felt a strange emptiness...the emptiness that may have been in concurrence with the void that made his eyes flicker...she ponders and chuckles...and writes the sms "Need my chocolate".

Strangely the emptiness vanishes and she feels contented...the contentment that filled his heart...he was driving the vehicle when he checked the message on his phone...a big grin displayed on his face and he stopped his car near a departmental store to get chocolate for her...he was selecting the chocolate of her choice when his phone buzzes with another sms... "Dark chocolate with nuts and raspberries" he softly glides his finger on the message feeling the pleasure her demands were giving him... after buying chocolate for her he answers her sms with a glint of mischief... "Can I have my raspberry to taste?"

Blush tinges Nidhi's cheeks reading the sms and she diverts her attention towards Anji...Anji was almost done with packing her stuff when Ashutosh knocks on the door. The room was still messy. Ashutosh after exchanging pleasantries with Anji and exchanging a glance with Nidhi enquires about the mess and Anji answers.

"Jiju I was packing your brides bags"

The word your bride' was enough to elate Ashutosh but hearing she was packing her bags was music to his ears...that tickled his ever tempted heart. Nidhi gets up and walks up to him...their eyes lock for a moment and realising what they were doing they immediately avert their eyes.

Anji suppresses her smile and understanding that they need a moment in private...she moves out saying she'll get tea for him and flees closing the door on her behind.

Ashutosh's eyes pop out when he hears the shutting of door...Nidhi noticing the glint in his eyes tries to move away but he grabs her hand and pulls her in a tight hug. After quenching the day's thirst holding her in his embrace for a while, he asks, "How are you feeling now?"

Nidhi clings to him and answers, "Hmn...fine"

After a while she comes out of hug and raises her head to look at him...he looks back warmly at her and then leans to kiss her forehead, then her eyes and when he was about to peck at her lips...she pushes him and moves towards the window...he walks up to her and cages her by placing his hands on her sides holding the window ledge. Nuzzling her neck he whispers in a husky voice, "You can't deny me my raspberry"... "Stop it! I don't need mine"... "That doesn't mean I'll give up mine" ...in a gasp she blurts out as his nuzzles where tickling her insides... "No"... "Okay fine I can have on my own"...and he gives a soft nibble at the crook of her neck...wrapping his arms around her and gliding his lips towards her collarbone...nidhi gives a soft pull to a fistful of his hair and turns to hide herself in his chest saying... "Ashutosh!... What are you doing?"....his adoration blossomed whenever she gasped his name in the maddening whirlpool of emotions they felt for each other and he always felt hard to resist the enticing pull...he chides himself and tightens his arms around her...after sometime he offers her the chocolate and she whispers a thank you. He raises his one eye brow and she lowers her eyes. "Okay I'll leave now". She stops him grabbing his arm "No! What happened"... he shakes his head... "Don't stop me Nidhi...please" he pulls her in a hug and cajoles her "I won't be able to go then...so let me, please"...she manages to mumble, "Are you angry" he chuckles and asks "For my raspberries?" and continues in a husky voice "I'll have them soon...they are only mine". Nidhi blushes... she mock punches him and he giggles leaving house in a vibrant mood, glancing at her window before getting into his car to take a look at his other part... who was waving him bye.

Nidhi felt a tender feeling in her heart...his pine for her always made her heart race but with wedding day nearing she had started feeling the jitters. Brides may have many reasons, planning fatigue, too much meddling of families involved and the chaos of relatives and friends but here his pining was giving her cold feet.

Next day morning when Nidhi was walking the KGH walkway...she felt herself to be an object of great veneration...perplexed she walked inside and the receptionist in fulsome eyes congratulated her for her wedding... and then what followed was inexplicable...the people who new her thronged her, congratulated her, and those she wasn't acquainted with passed stares of great wonder, whole day she observed staff from other departments sneakily watching her. The change in everyone's attitude amused her...the way her seniors were behaving with her...she felt to be like the first lady of KGH...all the awe-stricken stares were only because of him.

She had hard time controlling her chuckle when during his usual round to her ward every one was watching them through the corner of their eyes. Ashutosh always managed his professional demeanour but she had tough time averting her eyes and not to look at him.

She found Dr. Aditi avoided looking at her when she saw her passing by in one of the corridors. And she preferred to avert her eyes...to give her some time to come out of her shock.

Many hearts were broken she knew and never revelled in the glory of achieving the coveted.

Almost a week passed both the houses remained busy in preparations...with only few days left for the wedding, Nidhi applied for the leave and it was her last working day. She went personally to invite everyone for the wedding at last tapping the door of chief of Staff of KGH. He was busy; Dr. Rangnath was taking his signatures on some files. She took a chair and waited for them to finish their job. Done with the files Rangnath takes their leave, and Ashutosh starts checking some reports. He was sulking he knew she was going on leave and he can't see her for many days. Seeing his sulk she suppresses her smile and speaks, "Sir I've come to invite you for my wedding"

Ashutosh suppresses his chuckle; he gets up and walks up to her...he holds her hands and makes her to stand up...placing her hands on his shoulders and snaking his own around her waist he asks her, "Really...so you are getting married...his hands wandering around and caressing her bare waist under her saree making her swirl and hold his hands... May I know who the guy is?"

"I told you once...he is a neurosurgeon...hmn...not so handsome guy"

Pulling her and caging her in his arms, "So he is a not so handsome...hmn" she giggles and he answers "no worries only few days left...he'll show you how handsome he is"

Nidhi lowers her eyes, her cheeks get the tinge of red, he was about to lose himself...he pulls her in a hug and asks, "Let us go out tonight...I won't be able to see you for many days Nidhi"

"I can't... Dadi Bua has strictly advised me... to be home before evening...you know that...and Riya and sneha bhabi is coming home"

"How am I going to live all these days?"

She places her fingers on his lips and replies, "I'll call you...I promise"

His face turns sombre and he holds her in a tight embrace...pecking at her lips he mumbles, "Take care of yourself...and don't forget to have your medicines"

She answers, "I'll take care of myself but I won't take my medicines till my doctor reminds me every time"

Big grin splits his face and he answers, "You think I can forget that"

She shakes her head and turns to leave...his hand still holding her hand...she feels a tug...turning... she gives a questioning look and he nods his head in an intense stare, and releases her hand. After she left Ashutosh sits in his chair head resting on its back, eyes closed feeling the emptiness...she left behind.

(they) are still fresh in (my) memory, o rose-like tavern
those days (that) glowed with the reflection of the Beloved's face
that hour of meeting, that (would) bloom like a flower
that moment of hope, that throbbed like a heart

a hope, which (said), 'behold! the destiny of heart's pain has awakened'
(which said), 'behold! love's parched night is finally done'
(which said), 'there, pain's sleep-less stars have (finally) dimmed'
'(and) now the destiny of impatient eyes will take shine'

(that promised ) from this roof would rise the sun of your beauty
from that corner would break forth a ray of henna's colour
through this door would flow your quicksilver gait
(and) on that path would bloom the sunset-glow of your robe


In how many ways did (I) remember you, in solitude
How many refuges did the weakened heart seek
at times, i touched the zephyr's hand to (my) eyes
at times, clasped my arms around the moon's neck (Faiz)

Mornings began with his calls and nights ended talking on the phone...yet the pangs of separation were not less in severity...they missed each other badly...both the families visited each others house but only the two who were pining most were not allowed to see each other. Last night Anj didn't allow her to talk during the night...after fifteen minutes she snatched her phone and requested Ashutosh on a video call, "Please Jiju if you don't want your bride to have dark circles...let her sleep" to which he answers, "Where is Dr. Rangnath? Why you have left him alone?"making her dumbstruck. Nidhi suppresses her smile and reluctantly he hangs up the phone.

The house was in hustle and bustle, relatives arrived in Nidhi's house. Rohan was a great support...he managed everything...whole day he remained busy...Dr. Rangnath was also taking off from tomorrow and Col. Verma and Mr. Solanki were already off to work. Nidhi was wondering if these are the happenings of a small wedding what would have been the state if Ashutosh won't have proposed the wedding this way. And she pondered how her father would have managed if Rohan, Arman and Dr. Rangnath won't have been there to support him. Tomorrow is her haldi... she sighed deeply...

Where I played with dolls,

My heart is wandering in that abode,

Who'll listen to that pang of parting?

Leaving temporary nest of birds,

O' father...tomorrow I'll fly...

Chapter 32

"What greater thing is there for two human souls than to feel that they are joined together to strengthen each other in all labour, to minister to each other in all sorrow, to share with each other in all gladness, to be one with each other in the silent unspoken memories...George Eliot"

Ashutosh's house was all booming...all were watching Sneha instructing Riya to take the haldi from bowl and apply to her chachu...Riya with her little fingers touched the haldi and looked at her finger tips...the yellow finger tips fascinated her and she giggled...then she took a fistful in her hand excitedly placing her other hand on her mouth and giggling and smeared on Ashutosh's right cheek... All clapped and she enjoyed.

Then sneha came forward and gilded Ashutosh face and arms...Riya observing her mother... took haldi in her both hands and applied liberally on her achu...she was enjoying and all were laughing...then Arman also joined her and emptied the whole bowl smearing on Ashutosh, Baba, Sneha and also on Riya...Riya tried to elude him but Arman followed to catch her...she was yelling no papa...no papa...when she reached near Ashutosh he caught her and Arman applied two dots on her pink cheeks... She was giggling and Ashutosh kissed her at her forehead. The whole house was bustling with hearty laughs and giggles. After done with that sneha took some scrape of haldi from Ashutosh's body and placed in another empty bowl.

Ashutosh surprised by her action asked, "Sneha what are you doing?"

"Saving some for your bride"

"My bride"

"Yes this'll be added to the haldi to be applied to your bride" Ashutosh was all smiles...if haldi glowed his body...Sneha's words glowed his heart.

After Ashutosh came out from shower and Sneha showered Riya all took his leave and left for Nidhi's house. Ashutosh called Nidhi and she answered quickly. She was ready wearing a plain yellow sari waiting for his family to arrive. Hearing her Hello he breathes deeply and she asks "What is that?" he didn't answer and she continued "Regretting?" and he answers "what?"... "the loss of Much cherished bachelorhood"... "hmn"... "Really"... "I'm regretting why I'm not the haldi to titivate you" she blushes and remains quiet... "Ready to get tinted in my colour"... "Hmn" he remains silent and Nidhi breaks the silence after sometime "I'll talk to you later...I've to go out now" he asks When?" she answers "later"... "Okay I'm going hospital"... "Okay"... "I have sent something through Riya"... "What?"... "That's a surprise"... "Fine!...Bye" he chuckles and answers "Love you"

Nidhi was about to move out in the hall... ready to be gilded by haldi ...with Anji and shyama Aunty in her room when Riya comes running and yelling Achi...Achi!

Nidhi grabs her in her arms and kisses her cheek, "Howz Riya?"

She answers "Fine" and asks shaking her head "hadi"

Nidhi smiles hearing her Hadi' and says "yes"... "hadi is fun" Nidhi asks " Aah! How do you know?" She chuckles and answers "achu had fun"... " Oh! You had fun with achu...good...now you are going to have fun with Achi"

She shakes her head and then remembering something she pats her head in a cute way and utters, "I forgot"

Nidhi asks "what?" ...Riya kisses her cheek...her abrupt token action amuses Nidhi...she asks, "Why this kissy Riya?"... "Achu send for you"...Nidhi looks embarrassingly at Anji and Shyma Aunty... Anji pats Riya's cheek gently and mumbles "Jijuu!" Shyma Aunty shaking her head asks blushing Nidhi to come out and leaves the room. Nidhi takes a deep breath mumbles...Ashutosh!... and moves out.

Nidhi seeks blessings of her Nanu and Baba and moves towards the marquee, where all ladies were waiting for her to begin the haldi ceremony. She sits like a princess in her royal lounge...restless at heart...butterflies squirming inside her in anticipation of the moments to come...marking the beginning of the transformation that her life was going for...Anji and Riya together begin gilding Nidhi...followed by all the ladies in the house. Nidhi was having a golden hue all over her body but the tinge of red that the feel and touch of his body in haldi brought on her cheeks was more deep and evocative.

Donning a plain red chiffon saree...having thin golden lace on hems...she was looking gorgeous ...the haldi left her all glowing...even after rinsing, the colour was robust...she felt herself blossoming like a flower...her body delicate like rose petals... and nascent glow on her face... made her feel like a bride.

She blushed looking her reflection in the mirror...Ashutosh's eyes intoxicated in love stared at her...and her heart beats went unruly...the smouldering eyes always made her to lose her senses...placing her hand on her heart she tries to calm her heart beats.

I am tainted in colour of my beloved

uttering his name I am submerged in him.

(Piyu rang man ki chunar rangai
Piyu piyu ratha ke piyu main samai)

Anji's words, "Wow! Nidhi you are looking stunning...wow!...gorgeous dewy-eyed bride" catches her attention.

Nidhi chides her, "Stop it Anji...my heart is already racing...I don't understand...why my heart is behaving the way"

"Happens Nidhi...Happens...when all you see is jiju around you? How can your heart behave well"

Nidhi tries to mock punch her but she flees...making Nidhi to follow her. The moment Nidhi steps out of her room...in a red saree for the first time... adorning the finery of rosy cheeks and rosy lips...walking in elegance like a bride...Shyma Aunty comes forward and taking kajal from her eyes marks a speck behind her ear. Dadi bua's eyes turn moist looking at her glowing grand daughter... she raises her hand in air and gestures her blessings to Nidhi. Baba also blesses her with moist eyes placing his hand on the head of his little princess...who has grown into a beautiful bride.

Arman teases her saying, "Ashutosh is going to lose his senses...my poor friend!" Sneha takes a picture of Nidhi and whispers near her... "Ashu is surely going to fall for you...anew!" Nidhi blushes and lowers her eyes.

Nanu gives her a hug saying, "my Ashu's beautiful bride" and presents her a gift saying, "this is from your Nanu...not from Ashu's Baba"...Nidhi smiling at his words... thanks her Nanu and opens the wrap to find a glittering diamond necklace set. Her eyes glitter at her Nanu's gesture and she hugs him in response mumbling thank you Nanu'

After teasing Nidhi some more Arman and his family leave to return for mehandi function in the evening.

Every one was ready to leave for Nidhi's mehandi when Ashutosh arrives from hospital. Arman seeing his gloomy face teases him, "What happened Ashu...Why are you so sad...you should be all glee... you are groom buddy...you forgot?"

Arman's words catch Sneha's attention as well...she turns to look at Ashutosh and waits for his answer.

Ashutosh instead of answering Arman's questions...casted a dismayed glance at Arman and moved towards his room...Sneha and Arman exchange glances of concern and get back to their jobs, wrapping gift packs for Nidhi...after a while Ashutosh comes out of his room and asks sneha for a cup of coffee...but Arman tries to pull his leg, "Hey! we have so many things to do...go get your coffee on your own...we are leaving for Nidhi's house...for her mehandi ceremony...she is getting married a day after tomorrow...hope you remember that"

Ashutosh's eyes flicker hearing Arman's words but modulating his expressions he glares at Arman and turns his eyes to switch on the TV. Sneha by that time comes with his coffee...and Arman who didn't miss the expression in his eyes before he glared at him moves forward and asks again, "You know Ashu you are behaving like Riya...Riya's achu! What happened?"

"Nothing Arman...leave me alone"

Arman asks again softly, "What happened?"

Ashutosh smiles and asks...taking a deep sigh, "why can't I talk to Nidhi?"

Arman startled, "What???...you are frowning for that"

Ashutosh turns his eyes and stands up to leave...but Arman stops him saying "I'm sorry" and he sits back on his chair and Arman asks again, "why can't you talk to her?"

Sneha suppresses her smile and answers for him, "Dadi bua has strictly ordered that they can't talk till wedding now?"

Arman asks surprisingly, "What but why?"

"Must be some ritual...I don't know"

Arman bursts into laugh, "So Dadi Bua is the problem" seeing Ashutosh glaring...he makes quick amend and assures him, "Don't worry...your friend will do something"

Baba comes out of his room and they all leave for Nidhi's house.

Ashutosh was sitting in the couch changing channels of television when his phone buzzes with sms...his heart leaps out and his face flushes in ineffable joy...but his face falls the moment he notices the sms is from Arman, "Switch on the DVD player" Ashutosh frowns reading his sms and turns on the DVD player waiting impatiently for the player to start...the moment player starts his face bursts into a big grin...seeing Nidhi decked in yellow saree...he pauses the player and watches her stilled picture unblinkingly and smilingly... devouring his eyes he leans against the back of couch and resumes watching her haldi function.

Nidhi dressed in a light olive green lehenga made from net adorned with silver embroidery and motifs designed with simplicity with a touch of graveness in its work... she was looking like an angel generating a smashing blow on everyone... while walking the marquee accompanied by her friends Anji, jyotika, Ahana and priyanka.

The songs of mehandi were booming and the exotic fragrance of mehandi paste and oil was adding glory to the ambience... the mehandi artists start drawing motifs on Nidhi's palms... symbolizing the start of a new love and a new life.

"It is believed that the darker and deeper the henna stains the more the husband loves her bride" mumbles Dr. Priyanaka making Nidhi to blush.

Anji butts in, "Don't worry Priyanka Nidhi's mehandi is going to be deep and dark in colour...I know that" She winks at Nidhi and nidhi smiles blushingly.

Ahana reminds the artist, "Don't forget to write her groom's name in mehandi...hide the name in intricate motifs...it shouldn't be easy for her groom to find his name...the heart stone" Nidhi glares at her and she flutters her eyelashes.

"I'm going to tell him everything"

"Ah! Really!...feigning heart attack... Are you really going to talk about me on your wedding night" Nidhi tries to mock punch her but jyotika stops her... "Your mehndi Nidhi" and all burst into laugh.

The mehandi and the teasing of her friends were adding new hue to her already stained cheeks...and Ahana's words and the mention of wedding night...add to the butterflies in her stomach...in emptiness his smoldering eyes stare at her and she averts imagining him closing her eyes in a long drawn blink...oh god! How am I going to get on with his ardent demanding eyes...Sneha's words bring her out of her thoughts "Nidhi I'll put Bluetooth in your ear...talk to Ashutosh he is online".

"How can I? Dadi Bua is here"

"Oh! She is busy singing songs...she gestures her and whispers near her air...talk to him"

Nidhi very shyly in every one's presence and in presence of her friends staring eyes and all curious ears utters, "Hello!"

Ashutosh feels as he got suddenly a bout of life after a long day of longing..."Love! How are you?"

"I'm fine...thank you!"

He frowns hearing her solemn answer, "why you didn't call me?"

"I called...you didn't answer"

"Hmn... I was with Malika...but I called back after few minutes...that was answered by Anji...she didn't tell you...she said we are not allowed to talk now till our wedding"

"Hmn...Dadi Bua's orders!"

"So you are not going to talk to me for forty eight long hours"

"Who said that?...I'm applying Mehandi... I'll talk to you later"

"No!!!" in a mumble looking at her friends who are smiling and winking at her she answers, "please"

"No!" now she remains silent...and after a while he speaks "Okay! But keep in mind...I'm waiting for your call"..."hmn" ..."Love you" ... "Bye"... "That's not my answer...answer me properly" ... "What? But how can I?"... "I don't know"...she keeps mum... "I'm waiting?" she looks at her friends and smiles and muttered pleadingly under her breath, "Please!" he was left with no choice but to give in, "Okay! But you'll have to pay for it...later" she blushes and he hangs ups the phone.

Ashutosh after hanging up phone was feeling blissed out...he sits back looking at the paused...stilled picture of Nidhi...devouring her and pondering at days events his thoughts wandered towards Malika...when Nidhi called to her he was talking to Malika...insisting her to attend the wedding which she denied...he didn't think proper to answer Nidhi's call at that time...Malika was trying to suppress her pain and he didn't miss that...her every cell was speaking about her deplorable state...he so wished to do something to take away his pain but he felt helpless...there was nothing in his power to remove the pain he saw hidden beneath the smile in her eyes. His heart ached remembering those teary eyes...she tried to contain herself...but when he asked her, "I never thought Malika that you won't attend my marriage...the marriage of your friend"

She answered, "Ashutosh I too never thought...not even in my dreams that I won't attend your marriage" and those were the words when she broke and sobbed out making him to realize how painful it is for her to see her life-long cherished dream breaking and turning a distant reality...without a word he placed his hand on her head...pacified her and left his cabin mumbling, "I'm sorry". All through the way to his home only one thought lingered in his mind...what would have been his state? If he would have been in Malika's place...what if his Nidhi...he can't even think...he couldn't contemplate...the thought only stung his heart and he flinched. He wished to talk to Nidhi at that time but Anji answering his call and not allowing him to talk to her...added to the profound tenderness in his heart.

Taking a deep sigh...he averts the tender thoughts and continues watching her pictures...waiting for her call. Watching the video anew...his heart longs for her...the anticipation of the moment of union...springs bubbles of joy in his heart and his face splits in a big grin.

Arman and Baba get up to leave after having dinner at verma house. Baba looks for Sneha and Riya. They were in Nidhi's room when Dadi Bua called them, all come out. Baba takes Nidhi in a side hug and looks at her mehandi... "Wow! Nidhi mehandi looks beautiful"...Nidhi smiles in response.

Arman adds, "Okay! See you all day after tomorrow"

Rohan exclaims, "Day after tomorrow...but tomorrow is sangeet"

Sneha: "You enjoy sangeet tomorrow...we can't come here"

Rohan was about to open his mouth when Dadi Bua retorts, "Rohan they can't come tomorrow...they too have sangeet in their house"

Sneha: "No Dadi bua...we are not going to hold any sangeet function...who'll attend and who'll sing there...Baba only can sing ghazals and play violin...no one is there to sing and perform for sangeet ceremony"

Rohan winks at Anji and she joins, "Mom can't we do one thing...can't we hold joint sangeet ceremony...I mean they can come here for sangeet...in an expression of concern...I don't think this is a good omen...the groom not enjoying the sangeet in his marraige" Baba, Col. Verma and Shyama Aunty who were confused with the redundant and out of the blue matter of discussion, understands and answers Anji, "Yes I think we can do that...what do you think Dadi Bua?"

Dadi Bua ponders a little and all wait for her answer anxiously when she answers, "I think you are right Shyma...we should hold joint sangeet ceremony"

Phew! All yell jubilantly. Baba and Col. Verma shake their heads at the mischievous way all played trick with Dadi Bua.

Groom's family leave for their house and bride moves to her room. Anji helps her to change not allowing her to take out mehandi...puts Bluetooth on her ear...connects his call and leaves her room for fifteen minutes.

Ashutosh was arranging clothes in the cupboard when he receives her call and his face lights up with joy...he answers quickly, "Jaan!"... "Hmn"... "Love you"... "Love you too".

Ashutosh chuckles and takes a deep breath asking, "Done with mehandi"... "hmn"

"I wish I could see your mehandi...you must be looking great"... "That I don't know...you can see yourself"... a deep sigh! "Still forty eight hours left"... "We are meeting tomorrow"... "Really! How?"... "that's a surprise"... "So cruel... How am I going to spend this whole night now?"... ."By sleeping"... "You know I lost that...the moment I saw those dove-eyes"

Nidhi remains silent and he continues, "You took my breath away...you know that"... "How?"... "You are looking stunning in that red saree"

"You saw my photo"... "hmn..mn...I'm seeing that...I've stilled my video player on that very pic"... "why?"

"My life has stilled there...waiting for you to disturb its tranquility"...she couldn't say a word in response...feeling each other's presence in silence for sometime... nidhi breaks the silence... "Anji must be coming now...go to sleep now".

"Not so soon"... "When she comes she doesn't give time to say bye even...you know that"... "Okay! But tell her I'll teach her lesson...she has made me suffer."

Nidhi giggles and answers, "Bye!"... she hears a smack in response and asks "I want my goodnight kiss" ... "No!"... "Please!" he waits after a few secs he asks again, "Love please!" she kisses him and asks, "Happy!"...he takes a deep breath and answers, "love you"... "now bye"... "No! What's the hurry...she hasn't come yet...we can talk till she comes."

Nidhi couldn't say no after silence of few secs she asks "What're you doing?"... "I was arranging my clothes in closet...making space for your things"

"hmn... I'm sending some of my bags tomorrow"...he asks excitedly "Really!"... "Yes!"...

"Can't you send my life too...I'm dying to see her"... "No! You'll have to come... Anji taps her door and comes in declaring, "your time is up!...Fifteen minutes are over"... She takes the phone and talks to Ashutosh, "Bye Jiju...have a goodnight!"...Ashutosh purses his lips and she hangs up the phone.

Chapter 33

"To love is not to possess,
To own or imprison,
Nor to lose one's self in another.
Love is to join and separate,
To walk alone and together,
To find a laughing freedom
That lonely isolation does not permit.
It is finally to be able
To be who we really are
No longer clinging in childish dependency
Nor docilely living separate lives in silence,
It is to be perfectly one's self
And perfectly joined in permanent commitment
To another--and to one's inner self." (James Kavanaugh)

Next day morning she send her bags through Rohan...Ashutosh was excitedly waiting for her bags as if Nidhi was arriving herself...for him the arrival of bags was truly marking the beginning of her journey towards his house...for the life time to come. The thought that finally the void in his life is getting filled like the emptiness in his heart, in itself was so satisfying and so endearing. The walls in the room that mocked and stared at him in many lonely nights seemed rejoicing with him...welcoming the partner of his loneliness... joining him in the permanent commitment.

In the evening when Ashutosh returned from hospital...the house seemed unusually calm...no one among the family was visible...he tried to enquire from a decorator...tying a garland of flowers around a pillar in the drawing room...but in vain...he cried for Riya who came running from her room yelling Achu!'. Ashutosh hurries towards her and picks her up in his arms, "Riya how many times I told you to walk slowly baby?"... "Sorry" and after kissing him at his cheek she prompts, "Leave me...I've to go"... "Go! Where?"... "Achi"...Ashutosh mumbles repeating Achi'... "You are going to meet Achi"...she nods her head... "Where is your mom Riya?"... "Getting ready"... "Ready!"... Ashutosh little bemused asks her, "where is papa? and where is your dadu?...Riya"... "getting ready"... "You mean they are also going"... She feeling irritated yells, "Yes!!! Leave me...I've to wear... Achi's pretty dress... pink dress"... "Okay! Baby go"

Riya runs towards her room and Ashutosh watches her going crestfallen...he plops in the couch pondering...one more lonely evening!...but then the thought that this is the last lonely evening and night of his life...makes him to smile...the smile turns to grin and he gets up to move to his room...when he stumbles upon Arman who was watching him silently...who raises his brows and Ashutosh realizes that he has caught him beaming but he pretends, "what?"

"Since when you have started smiling for no reason"

"Why would I be smiling unnecessarily...you have lost Arman"

"Yes I know...I know...smile as much as you can...this is your last day...buddy...smile"

Sneha snorted from behind, "As if you have never smiled since that day"

"I didn't mean that...sneha you know...just teasing my friend" and winks at Ashutosh.

Sneha turns to Ashutosh, "We're waiting for you...Go get ready we are getting late"

"Late for what?"

"We are going to get your bride...the wedding has been preponed"

He looks glaringly at Sneha and she chuckles, "Move we are going for sangeet...we are getting late"

"And I can go there"

"Yes!"

"You forgot what your friend said last evening...this is my magic" butt in Arman... "Now move...otherwise we are going to leave you here"

Baba coming out from his room retorts Arman "Don't tease my son Arman" ...he walks up to them and continues, "Ashu...they all together played a trick with samdan ji... that she was left with no option but to agree for mutual sangeet ceremony"

Ashutosh looked at Arman gratefully and Arman winked in response, mumbling and gesturing... "Go get ready now"

Ashutosh smiles and moves to his room...his joy knew no bounds...he gets himself dressed in a perfect tailored cream colour brocade sherwani with golden motifs... with matching chudidar...looking quite graceful. Baba's eyes get moist seeing his long cherished dream turned into reality...his son dressed in a groom's attire... he blesses his son drawing a long blink when their eyes meet and moves towards the door...and other's followed him.

Ashutosh and his family were welcomed with great gusto...the marquee was set for sangeet ceremony with chairs placed in rows...the front row had couches placed for bride and groom and the groom's family. Ashutosh's eyes were looking for only one person...Anji's eyes catch his wandering eyes and she asks, "Jiju she is not here...don't look for her"

Ashutosh holding his tongue in cheek gives him a stern stare that Anji smilingly lowers her eyes...she understands the reason for his annoyance...and had hard time controlling her chuckle.

Dadibua after seating all the guests asks Anji to bring Nidhi. Ashutosh's heart thumps with excitement... the wait of so many long days was finally culminating...he was going to see his Nidhi...he was all eyes at the entrance...stealing glances...so that he doesn't miss the vision of the beauty that has ensnared and captivated him for eternity .

Nidhi ambled...in small graceful steps...eyes lowered...dressed in off- white embroidered bridal lehenga with venetian red patch border...bodice, border and dupatta embellished with silk and zari thread sequins, motifs and floral works.

The blush on her cheeks was matching the red of her lehenga...with a lilt in her style and with down cast eyes she moved towards him making his heart go flutter. She herself had hard time controlling her eyes not to devour the prince charming of her dreams.

Walking a few steps...nearing him... the fine line of restraint breaks...she raises her eyes and finds him staring at her in awe. After so many days their eyes met and devoured each other flouting the eyes that were all set on them. When she reaches near him Anji clears her throat to bring them to senses and they turn their eyes away. Anji seats her next to him and moves to begin the sangeet ceremony. Nidhi and Ashutosh steal glances through the corner of their eyes...if nidhi was looking ethereal there was no doubt Ashutosh in well-designed Sherwani was looking equally charming.

Anji's announcement catch their attention, "Ladies and Gentleman...May I have your attention please... as we all know we are here to celebrate the sangeet ceremony of our lovebirds...who are getting married tomorrow at 4 pm as per our Dadi Bua's much revered pandit ji's mahurat...dadi bua galres at her and she chuckles seeing her expression...I take the opportunity to call upon the groom's father...baba looks at everyone giving pop eyed expression... as we have come to know that he plays violin and harmonium and sings ghazals...how can we miss the opportunity to begin this sangeet ceremony with a soft number from groom's father...raising her voice...ladies and gentleman bring round of applause for Mr. Mathur...all clap and push Baba towards the podium...first he resists but later agrees on Arman, Rohan and Nidhi's insistence...Rohan brings a harmonium for him and reluctantly he sits and speaks, "I don't know songs of today's generation and I don't want to bore you with my ghazal singing...how'll the ceremony proceed if you all go to sleep in the very beginning"

Arman cries "Baba we won't sleep...what do you think of today's generation...they too have interest in ghazals...come on baba"

Baba adjusts the harmonium and answers, "Okay as you all wish...this ghazal is for my son...and his love...and the transitions I saw my son going through" Ashutosh and Nidhi exchange fond glances...and Baba plays the harmonium...singing the ghazal...

Rafta rafta woh meri hasti ka saamaan ho gaye
Subtly and gradually, she became the reason of my existence
Pehlay jaan, phir jaan-e-jaan, phir jaan-e-jaana ho gaye
First my life, then the love of my life, finally she became the beloved of my life

Rafta rafta woh meri hasti ka saamaan ho gaye,
Subtly and gradually, she became the reason of my existence
Din-b-din badti gehin is husn ki raaniyaan.
Day by day, her beau tie's gracefulness increased
Pehlay Gul, phir gul-badan, phir gul-badamaan ho gaye
First she smelt like a rose, then she transformed into a rose, finally she became the garden of roses
Rafta rafta woh meri hasti ka saamaan ho gaye,
Subtly and gradually, she became the reason of my existence

Aap to nazdeek say nazdeek-tar aatay gaye
You kept coming closer and closer to me
Pehlay dil, phir dilruba, phir dil kay mehmaan ho gaye
First my heart, then my sweetheart, then you became the guest of the heart
Rafta rafta woh meri hasti ka saamaan ho gaye,
Subtly and gradually, she became the reason of my existence

Pyar jab had se badha saare taqaloof mit gaye
When love transcended its limit, all formalities got erased
Aap se phir tum huye phir tu ka kunwaan hogaye
First we were formal, then we became informal, finally we became one
Rafta rafta woh meri hasti ka saamaan ho gaye,
Subtly and gradually, she became the reason of my existence
Pehlay jaan, phir jaan-e-jaan, phir jaan-e-jaana ho gaye
First my life, then the love of my life, finally she became the beloved of my life

When Baba makes a start all get captivated with the soft music and the lyrics...Ashutosh slowly looking at Baba takes Nidhi's hand in his hands...Nidhi's eyes pop out and she turns her gaze on him...who giving a doting look to her winked at her and turned his attention back to the ghazal...when Baba sang she became the beloved of my life' Ashutosh squeezed her hand as if endorsing every thought and feeling of the lyric.

All clap when Baba ends singing...he comes near the bride and groom and blesses them...Anji takes the reins again and calls Rohan to perform next...Rohan sings and dances on the number with Ahana:

koi bole dariya hai [kaisa, kaisa hai isq]
koi maane sehra hai [kaisa, kaisa hai isq]
koi sone sa tole re
koi maati sa bole re
koi bole ke chandi ka hai chhura
hota aise ye mauke pe
roka jaaye na roke se
achha hota hai, hota ye bura
kaisa ye isq hai ai ai... ajab sa risk hai..

kaisa ye ishq hai
kaisa ye ishq hai

musqilon mein ye daale
jo bhi chahe kara le
badle ye dilo'n ke faisle
mann ka mauji isq to ji
albeli si raho'n pe le chale

koi peechhe na aage hai
phir bhi jaane kyun bhaage hai
maare ishqe ka ishqe ka dil mera
isqe uske ye hisse mein
tere mere ye qisse mein
maula seekhe bin seekhe bin de sikha
kaisa ye isq hai, ajab sa risk hai
kaisa ye isq hai, ajab sa risk hai

ga ga ga ga ga ma ga
ga ga ga ga ga ma ga re sa re dha ni

naina laage to jaage
bina dori ya dhaage
bandhte hain do naina khwaab se
na ata ho na pata ho
kore naino mein koi aa base

iska uska na iska hai
jaane kitna hai kiska hai
kaisi bhaasa mein bhasa mein hai likha
iske uske ye hisse mein
tere mere ye kisse mein
maula seekhe bin seekhe bin de sikha
kaisa ye isq hai, ajab sa risk hai..

"Please put your hand together for Arman ji and Rangnath" Anji announces and they join her on stage...Arman winks at Rohan and he plays the music...

Ek kunwara phir gaya mara, phas gaya dekho yeh bechara
Do din kee hai yeh chandni, phir kari kari rat hai
Too mann ja dulhe raja
(Tak ser khaji, tak ser khaja
Kal teree shadee teraa baj gaya baja)
Ek kunwara phir gaya mara, phas gaya dekho yeh bechara

Ankhiyo ke pinjare me bandh karake, le gayee jo tujhko pasand karke
Sonee sonee mithi baatein chand karke, kismat apni buland karke
Hey hey hey hey hey hey...
Ankhiyo ke pinjre me bandh karkeLe gayee jo tujhko pasand karke
Sonee sonee mithi baate chand karke, kismat apni buland karke
Sach kya hai jara jan le, us chehre ko pehchan le
Unki galiyan me naa ja
(Tak ser khaji, tak ser khajaKal teree shadee teraa baj gaya baja)
Ek kunwara, phir gaya mara

Aaj hasle too kal rona padega, sukh chain tujhe sab khona padega
Jab woh kahegee uthh jayega too, jab woh kahegee tujhe sona padega
Hey hey hey hey hey hey...
Hey.. aaj hasle too kal rona padega
Sukh chain tujhe sab khona padega
Jab woh kahegee uthh jayega too
Jab woh kahegee tujhe sona padega
Karni hongi ghulamiya, teree hongi salamiya
Aa laut ke bandhu aaja
(Tak ser khaji, tak ser khaja Kal teree shadee teraa baj gaya baja)
Ek kunwara phir gaya mara, phas gaya dekho yeh bechara
Do din kee hai yeh chandni, phir kari kari rat hai
Too mann ja dulhe raja
(Tak ser khaji, tak ser khaja
Kal teree shadee teraa baj gaya baja)

Then Rohan announces the name of Anji and Rangnath and they dance on song:

Baliye de mukhde de dil lalchaave
Laungda ve lashkaara jaan le na jaave
Dekhe bina dekhe tenu raha bhi na jaave
Roop salona tera sono changda
Duppatta tera
Duppatta tera nau rang da
Haaye ni mera dil mangda
Jaan meri jaan hoy teri sadke
Teri sadke haan teri sadke
Jana naiyo jana kabhi mainu chad ke
Mainu chad ke kabhi mainu chad ke
Saari khushi duniya ki tujhpe lootaau
Aaja teri raah me main jindagi bicha du
Roop salona tera sono changda
Yaar mera yaar saare jag se juda
Jag se juda saare jag se juda
Pyaar main to pyaar karu uspe fida
Uspe fida karu uspe fida
Mehendi tu gore gore haathon mein racha le
O sun shehazaadi mujhe apna bana le
Roop salona tere sono changda

Sneha and Arman join them on stage here and dance on a romantic song...Ashutosh stole glances at Nidhi all through the song:

When they end the song they push Ashutosh and Nidhi towards each other and gesture them to dance...first they hesitate but when everyone start whooping Ashutosh gestures Arman to play the music...the music plays and Ashutosh extends his hand towards Nidhi asking for her hand...Nidhi very diffidently offers her hand and he very gently pulls her for dance on the soft musical song...

Why would I stop loving you a hundred years from now?
It's only time.
It's only time.
What could stop this beating heart once it made a vow?
It's only time.
It's only time.
If rain won't change your mind, let it fall,
The rain won't change my heart at all.

Lock this chain around my hand. Throw away the key.
It's only time.
It's only time.
Years, falling like grains of sand, mean nothing to me.
It's only time.
It's only time.
If snow won't change your mind, let it fall.
The snow won't change my heart, not at all.

(I'll walk your lands,)
I'll walk your lands,
(and swim your sea,)
And swim your sea.
Marry me.
Marry me.
(And in your hands,)
And in your hands,
(I will be free,)
I will be free.
Marry me.
Marry me.

They continued dancing even when the song stopped... as they were lost completely in each other applause from all bring them back to senses...slight blush tinges their cheeks and they lower their eyes and move to their chairs. Then Anji, Ahana, and jyotika dance on the song:

(ye Galiyaan Ye Chaubaara

Yahaan Aana Na Dobaara)

Ab Ham To Bhae Paradesi

(ke Tera Yahaan Koi Nahin)

Le Jaa Rang-birangi Yaaden

Hansane Rone Ki Buniyaaden

Ab Ham To Bhae Paradesi

(ke Tera Yahaan Koi Nahin)

Mere Haathon Men Bhari-bhari Chudiyaan

Mujhe Bha Gai Hari-hari Chudiyaan

Dekh Milati Hain Teri-meri Chudiyaan

Tere Jaisi Saheli Meri Chudiyaan

Tune Pisi Voh Mehandi Rang Laai

Mori Gori Hatheli Rachaai

Teri Aankh Kyon Laado Bhar Aai

Tere Ghar Bhi Bajegi Shahanaai

Saavan Men Baadal Se Kahana

Parades Men Hai Meri Bahana

Ab Ham To Bhae Paradesi

(ke Tera Yahaan Koi Nahin)

Aa Maaen Mil Le Gale

Chale Ham Sasuraal Chale

Tere Aangan Men Apana

Bach-bachapan Chhod Chale

Kal Bhi Suraj Nikalega

Kal Bhi Panchhi Gaaenge

Sab Tujhako Dikhaai Denge

Par Ham Na Nazar Aaenge

Aanchal Men Sajaa Lena Ham Ko

Sapanon Men Bula Lena Ham Ko

Ab Ham To Bhae Paradesi

(ke Tera Yahaan Koi Nahin)

Dekh Tu Na Hamen Bhulaana

Maana Dur Hamen Hai Jaana

Meri Alhad Si Atakheliyaan

Sada Palakon Bich Basaana

Jab Bajane Lage Baaje Gaaje

Jab Lagane Lage Khaali-khaali

Us Dam Tu Itana Samajhana

Meri Doli Uthi Hai Phoolon Vaali

Thode Din Ke Ye Naate The

Kabhi Hansate The, Gaate The

Ab Ham To Bhae Paradesi

(ke Tera Yahaan Koi Nahin)

Ye Galiyaan, Ye Chaubaara

Yahaan Aana Na Dobaara

Ab Ham To Bhae Paradesi

(ke Tera Yahaan Koi Nahin)

The song make all emotional...Ashutosh holds Nidhi's hand and in an intense look shakes his head and signals her to cheer up. Nidhi was trying to give him a smile when Col. Verma and Dadi Bua catch their attention:

Kal Jisne Janam Yahaa Paaya Kal Jisako Zulene Zulaayaa
Najadik Sulaaya Godi Mein Uthaaya
Kaandhe Pe Ghumaaya, Jise Chalanaa Sikhaayaa
Kyaa Ye Wohi Ladakaa Hai

Kal Tak Jo Nanhi Si Lali Thi, Komal Si Juhi Ki Kali Thi
Wo Totali Boli, Are Kitani Bhali Thi
Wo Jisake Simaa Bas Ghar Se Gali Thi
Kyaa Ye Wohi Ladaki Hai

Prep Se Lekar Primary Tak, Primary Se Phir Dasavi Tak
School Mein Chodaa Schoolse Layaa
Baraso Maine Ye Niyam Nibhaayaa
Is Ghar Mein Bholu Jo Kehlaataa Thaa
Teacher Se Bhji Jo Sharamaataa Thaa
Dekh Aapki Ladaki Ko Dil Jisakaa Dhadakaa Hai
Jiske Jawaa Sine Mein Aaj Ek Sholaa Bhadakaa Hai
Kyaa Ye Wohi Chhutakaa Hai
Kyaa Ye Wohi Ladakaa Hai

Haa Ye Wohi Chhutakaa Hai
Haa Ye Wohi Ladakaa Hai

Titaliyon Ke Piche Jo Daudaa Karati Thi
Pariyon Ke Chitron Mein Rang Bharati Thi
Kab Ye Kali Se Phool Ban Gayi
Prem Si Jodi Prem Ki Dori
Kab Main Bhudhaa Huaa Na Janaa
Jane Kab Ye Ho Gayi Kishori
Gudiyon Ki Shaadi Kal Jisane Rachaayi
Honewaali Hai Kal Jisaki Bidaayi
Milake Jise Mere Shehjade Ki Tabiyat Fadaki Hai
Milake Jise Chote Saahab Ki Tabiyat Fadaki Hai
Kyaa Ye Wohi Ladaki Hai
Haa Ye Wohi Ladaki Hai
Bahu Aapake Ghar Ki Hai

Chunaa Ek Duje Ko Tumane Lakhon Mein Karodon Mein
Jodaa Amar Ho Tumhaaraa Pyaar Bhare Jodon Mein
Mausam Aaye Mausam Jaaye Tumhaaraa Jeevan Aur Sajaaye
Samay Ki Dhaaraa Mein Hum To Beh Jaayenge
Hamaare Bol Tumhaare Sang Reh Jaayenge
Woh Maryaadaaye Woh Paramparaaye Jo Humane Nibhaayi
Woh Ye Bhi Nibhaaye Bas Yahi Kehnaa Hai
Bas Yahi Kehnaa Hai

All turn emotional... Col. Verma takes both Ashutosh and Nidhi in a hug and Dadi Bua bless them. Anji declares the sangeet function over and invites guests for dinner.

Baba and Dadi bua take care of guests, Anji ask winking at Nidhi "Where are you going to have your dinner" nidhi smiles and looks at Ashutosh. The expression in his eyes was enough to tell her how desperately he wants a moment with her.

Seeing everyone moving for dinner Ashutosh holds Nidhi's hands and looks at her mehandi... "Beautiful! Can I pay my homage" Nidhi understands What he means...she pulls her hands out and looks startled at him...and he asks in a smirk, " How long can you hide your hands?"

After sometime Rohan comes and takes them along to Nidhi's room, where Anji was waiting for them with their dinner...set on a table for two. The gleam in their eyes makes Anji chuckle and she leaves them alone closing the door. Hearing the door shut...Ashutosh looking intently at Nidhi opens his arms waiting for her to come in...her heart misses a beat but her feet got wings and not knowing how and when she landed in his arms...he swirls her around...taking her off her feet... holding her in his arms rocking her side to side...after landing her back he presses her to himself...in a bear hug he closes his eyes...feeling her closeness...her touch that was now a balm...a solace that always his heart yearn for.

Holding her like that for many minutes...Nidhi tries to come out of hug...but he tightens his hold saying, "Hmn stay here...let me live some more"... "What if someone opens door"... "I don't care"..."but what about dinner?"... "I don't want to have that"... "But I want you to have your dinner...please!"...Still holding her in his arms Ashutosh raises his head from the crook of her neck and looks at her...he gets lost in her eyes...Nidhi's heart skips a beat...she holds him by his shoulders...Ashutosh's eyes glued on her face...aim at her lips and she tries to move away...but she was locked in his arms...a smirk on his face makes her to pout and Ashutosh loses his restraint...he holds her head in his hands...and advances towards her lips... she gasps "Ashutosh"...he gives a soft peck at her lips and answers, "when you call me like that...I feel I'm alive Nidhi!"...then he gives a soft peck on her cheek, "you remember what I promised you that day"...Nidhi who was in a daze...her heart palpitating, her cheeks blushing manages to mutter, "What?" Ashutosh kissing her second cheek answers huskily, "That promise Nidhi...when I said...looking at her lips...your lips make my heart throb like the trembling lips of a thirsty man"...Nidhi had her eyes closed she opens her eyes slowly and when her eyes meet Ashutosh's passion filled eyes...she lowers her eyes back...the love in her eyes makes Ashutosh's heart flutter...he kisses her eyes and then continues, "I told you that day...trailing her lips with his thumb...I won't quench my thirst and won't sip the wine of your lips...till that moment comes when I'll take away all the veils of your shyness...unable to stand his words she digs her nails in his shoulders and tries to stop him by calling his name in a whisper, "Ashutosh"...he kisses at her forehead and continues...tomorrow I'll be free of my promise" Nidhi couldn't stand she mumbles, "stop it" and hides herself in his chest...she realizes that his heart was also thumping as unruly as hers...he tightens his grip around her and they together calm the turmoil inside them.

After some time...when the sound of calmed hearts was like a lullaby and they seemed completely lost in one another...knock on the door pull them apart. Anji's stun met Nidhi's shy eyes...her cheeks were still glowing...she trying to avoid to look at her lowers her eyes but Anji's words make her to raise her eyes again, "you haven't even started your dinner...I just came to you see if you need anything"

"No Anji..we were just...she couldn't find an excuse to answer her"

Anji shakes her head giving an exasperated look, "Please have your dinner..I'm coming" and closes the door again.

Nidhi not able to meet Ashutosh's eyes tries to smile at him...he comes close and back hugs her...nuzzling her neck...he asks, "let us have dinner before my saali appears again" she nods her head and tries to move towards the table...but caged in his arms she couldn't move... "Leave me"...he nuzzles her neck...and answers, "hmn..mn"... "Please"...giving a soft nibble at her neck he releases her...she takes the chair but waits for him to take his...Ashutosh holds the back of his chair and pulls from otherside of the table and places next to her...Nidhi looks at him stunned, "what if someone comes" "I told you I don't care"... "So shameless"... "Who makes me one"... "huh"...he holds his tongue in cheek and gives her a look in a naughty glint that makes her heart to miss a beat.

When Nidhi serves food in his plate she takes another plate for herself... but he stops her and gestures that they will share his plate...Nidhi turns her eyes towards the door...he shrugs his shoulders in response takes the spoonful of food and stuffs in her mouth...and waits for her to feed him.

They have their dinner feeding each other...Ashutosh takes her mehandi adorned hands...takes an eyeful and leans forward to pay his homage...kissing at her palms, her fingers and smells deep saying, "they smell so heavenly Nidhi! Smell of mehandi?" she nods her head saying "yes"...he sighs his eyes glued at her mehandi and mumbles,

Manzil-e-Ishq Se Aage Bhi Qadam Kya Jaaye
Rang-e-mehndi Se Saje Haath Bhalaa Kya Maange

Paa Liyaa Jis Ke Andheron Ne Roshni Ka Sabab
Us Ke Mehke Huve Jazbaat Bhalaa Kya Maange

"Why would feet want to tread beyond the path of love

Could hands adorned with henna ask for anything more

Someone who has found the light to end his darkness

Could his blossoming sentiments asks for anything more"

Anji knocks at the door, "had your dinner?" Nidhi answers in a "yes" and she continues, "Jiju Nanu and Arman ji is leaving...and they are waiting for you" Ashutosh nods his head and answers; "Give me a minute"...Anji smiles and leaves the room. He gets up pulling Nidhi along...takes her in a hug...and asks, "Shall I leave?"...she snuggles to him and answers, "hmn"... "I'll come tomorrow to take you with me...to settle you in my soul forever"...she comes out of hug and answers "I'll be waiting" he breathes deeply kisses her forehead and turns to leave holding her hand in his.

Ashutosh was lying in his bed looking at the moon mesmerizingly...smilingly he mumbles at moon tomorrow I'll see who'll be more glowing with the beams of beauty... the world or my room...his face beams in anticipation and he turns to his side hugging his pillow.

Chapter-34

"Nidhi go to bed now I've packed your bag...and checked and ensured everything is packed" getting no response from her, Anji turns to look at her and finds her lost in thoughts sitting in the couch.

Anji calls her again, "Nidhi where are you? I said go to bed...I've packed your bag"

Nidhi jolted out of her thoughts answers, "hmn...Okay! Thank you"

Anji sensing some thing unusual in her goes near her and asks, "What happened...why you seem so lost...everything alright"

Nidhi nods her head in yes...stands up... and as if suddenly remembering something she pulls Anji towards her bed...makes her sit on bedside and asks in a curious tone, "Anji tell me ...did you feel butterflies in your stomach...did you get cold feet on your wedding day...see how my hands are...what is happening to me...is this normal...you didn't feel anything like that...did you?"

Anji shakes her head...chuckles...giving her a resigned look, "Don't tell me you were engrossed in all this sitting there"

Nidhi frowns hearing her words, "I'm feeling so edgy here and you are...huh"

"Okay! I'm sorry!... Nidhi this is quite normal...brides tend to grow very nervous with wedding day nearing...I was also nervous but not that much...I knew Rangnath well...and you also know Jiju...you love each other...why are you feeling so nervous?"

Nidhi unable to express herself gives her a dismayed expression and mumbles, "You won't understand"

"Why? What happened?...you were quite normal whole evening...Did jiju say anything?" she raises her eyebrows giving a questioning look to Nidhi...Nidhi answers, "What?"... and she continues... "What cropped up behind the closed door?"

Nidhi retorts, "Shut up!" and Anji chuckles...Nidhi's thoughts went back to Ashutosh's words and her heart thumped back in unusual beats...she closed her eyes to calm herself. Anji who was watching her closely placed her hand on her shoulder and asked, "Are you really so scared about...winking at her...you know"

Nidhi shakes her head in exasperation. Anji laughs out loud... receiving Nidhi's glare she winks at Nidhi and whispers near her ear, "Don't worry Jiju loves you so much...I'm so sure he'll be as caring as he is" Nidhi's eyes pop out...she takes the pillow to throw at Anji...but Anji flees...wishing her good night before shutting the door of her room.

Unknowingly Anji's words turned a salve for Nidhi's turbulent insides...like the gentleness of cool morning breeze... just remembrance of his deep love calmed her senses...how can I fret...how can I forget how secured I feel in the cocoon of his arms...she hugged herself as if feeling herself wrapped in his arms...she threw herself on the pillow and closed her eyes...with a contented smile adorning her face.

Sun beams piercing through the window wake up Ashutosh...he opens his eyes trying to avoid the sun's rays and checks the time...he gets up alarmed...how can I sleep in on this important day...he recalls his last nights turning and tossing on the bed...a smile forms on his face...the sweet ache that kept him awake till late was so heart-warming...that blended in the dawn and brought this blissful morning sun that is destined to set with lover's eternal tryst.

He takes his phone and writes a morning wish for her but then drops the idea and calls her...the phone was answered after many rings with a drowsy, "Hello!"

He smiles and answers, "So sleepy hello!"... "Hmn...let me sleep".

"Jaan!"... "Hmn"... "Wake up!"... "Why"

"You can't sleep today"... "Why" she was wide awake the moment she heard his voice.

"Because...I'm coming there...to own my love...for ages to come"

"Huh...I thought you owned her already"

"Yes I own her...she is mine...but today she is going to be only mine"

"What"... "Hmn...Mine and only mine"...

"What about my Baba?"... "After me"...

"No way"... "hmn...mn"

A haughty "yes"... and in a naughty glint he answers "we'll see".

"huh"...he chuckles, "Okay we'll decide that later".

She remains quiet and he breaks the silence , "Jaan"... "hmn"... "Ready"... "hmn"

"Love shall I say something"... "yes"

"I know you won't feel good leaving that house...but promise me my bride won't feel sad at the time of send-off...that house will never be faraway...you can go there as and when you wish...you know that...don't you?"

Nidhi turns emotional his words make her realise today she was leaving her Baba's house...her home... in choked voice she answers, "hmn"

"Please love! If you'll feel sad...papa and dadi bua is going to feel bad too...and I never ever want to see your tears...do remember that"

Nidhi was finding hard to utter a word in that state and she only mumbles, "hmn"

Ashutosh hears her sniff and gets worried, "Nidhi!!!"... "hmn"... "talk to me"... "hmn"... "what hmn?"... "Please".

"No my love! You can't begin a very special day of our life like that"... "I'm okay!"... "No you're not... you are hurting me...silence...on this very special day... love did I ask for that?"

Nidhi tries to calm herself and answers him jovially "I'm okay and I won't be sad I promise"... "Love you"... "Hmn... bye"... "What?...she chuckles and answers... "Love you too" and hangs up the phone...Ashutosh smiling looks fondly at his phone.

Ashutosh may have raised her spirits up but the thought she was leaving her house... casts a sudden gloom in her heart...she was leaving her home...her room... whenever she will take a walk down her memory lane... her room, her house will always hold a special place... the walls there were witness to the good and bad times she lived there since she was born...she takes a look around...touches and caresses her favourite things... as if taking in everything in her... one final time.

She goes near her mother's picture mounted on wall...takes her blessings and wipes her moist eyes saying "mom your heart stone son in law ...doesn't like to see my moist eyes...chuckles shyly...he loves me a lot...I know god has send him in my life because of your blessings...thank you mom for blessing me with such a loving partner...and don't worry about Baba...I'll always take care of him...her eyes turn moist again but she manages to contain her tears...I'll never let him feel lonely and I promise I'll come to see him frequently".

Her thoughts turn to her Baba and she moves out of her room to share a moment with her father. The house was in complete hustle and bustle. Dadi Bua was rushing excitedly arranging things...taking class of everyone...finding fault in everyone's work...just to attain the perfection for welcome ceremony of her son-in-law-to-be.

Nidhi watches her fondly...surprisingly she didn't wake her up this morning and allowed her to sleep till late...Nidhi discerns and makes out... she may have thought today is my last day here and allowed me to sleep...her eyes turn moist again and to avert her thoughts she moves to see her father.

She finds her father in his room... taking something from his cupboard...she calls him tenderly, "Baba!"...her father hearing her soft voice turns to look at her and smiles, "Why is my little princess standing there at the door...come in Beta"

Her Baba's words snatches the last bit of restrain...she sprints towards her father and he grabs her in his arms, "What happened? Nidhi!"... She snuggles to her father and answers, "Nothing Baba...I just wanted to hug you"

Her father understands...his daughter like him has come to the final realisation that from today she is going to be a part of new life and new family...she'll have to leave her father...he was already going through an emotional upheaval...the monumental moment when he will give away his daughter was nearing...and each passing moment he was feeling a tug at his heart...the daughter he so cared and treasured all his life... he'll have to put literally into the arms and care of someone else... the only consolation was he knew he is going to give her to the best man...who'll take care of her all her life.

After a while Nidhi comes out of hug and looks at her father...her teary eyes meeting his...Col. verma pats her cheek and says, "Don't you ever think you are going to be far from me...your right on your father is always going to be there...as it is...plus you are going to enjoy your rights on your new house...I'm sure you'll be mollycoddled there same way as here...so enjoy added privileges"

Nidhi pouts "No Baba no one can love me as my Baba does"

Col. verma asks in a questioning look "Not even Ashutosh?"

She smiles and snuggles to her Baba shyly...Col. Verma chuckles and utters, "Come move now...go get ready...I have lot of things to do"

She gives one tight hug to her Baba saying "Love you Baba" and turns to get ready for her big day.

Sneha, Arman and Baba were ready waiting for the groom to arrive. Arman was fretting, "What kind of a person he is... Baba...Have you heard a groom working on his wedding day?"

Baba smiles and answers, "Don't worry Arman he shall be coming...he is a doctor...don't forget that"

Arman raises his hands in concede and sneha who was smiling at his edginess takes Riya to change her dress, "Come on Baby...change your dress...you are going to see your Achi"

"Mom you said Achi will come here...stay with us"

"Yes my Baby now she is going to stay with us...now you can play with your Achi"

Arman adds, "Only if your Achu gets here on time...otherwise she is going to be your Mashi again"

"Stop it Arman! She is always going to be her Achi" Arman's face glows hearing Ashutosh's voice but he maintains his irate look. Riya hearing his Achu's voice runs towards him and he cuddles her in his arms. Ashutosh walks upto arman and utters, "How can you think that I'll miss my wedding...I had to go...couldn't have risked life of a patient I operated day before...he needed me"

Arman's anger smoothers but he answers incensed, "Go get ready now...and whispers...otherwise Riya is going to play with her Achi all night"

Ashutosh giving him a glare gestures him towards Baba...and Arman smirks in response...nodding his head Ashutosh hurries and moves to get ready...after taking his shower and getting dressed in his wedding attire...golden shirwani embellished with stones and golden work, and Churidar... he comes out of his room...Baba and Arman look at him spellbound. Sneha comes forward and takes kajal from her eyes and specks back of his ear. Ashutosh shrieks, "What are you doing Sneha?"

"Keep mum...you can't understand...you are a groom...looking so handsome in this wedding attire...we can't take chance"

Baba smiles at Sneha's words wiping his eyes he comes near Ashutosh and takes him in a bear hug, "Ashu my eyes have been aching for this sight...I thank god my eyes could see this vision...God bless you my son"

Ashutosh comes out of hug and bends to touch his feet and takes the blessings of his father. Then he turns to look at Arman...seeing his moist eyes he goes near him and hugs him...Arman pats his back in a gesture that conveys volumes without a word to speak.

Arman makes him to sit on the couch and ties his turban. After all rituals done the groom and his party leave for the bride's house. He sends a text to her on the way, "Ready?" She answers, "waiting"...his heart did a happy jig, the powerful anticipation of the moment gave way to sheer joy... with every passing minute his heart was racing in a sweet ache and adding to his pining...making him more desirous of her.

The moment news of his arrival starts making rounds in house...her heart leaps out...whole house bustles in a joy to welcome him...when Anji comes jovially to inform her about groom's arrival...Nidhi stops her, "Please Anji! I want to see him"

"You take this dupatta and go upstairs...I'll join you in a minute...I'll give Aarti to mom"

Anji joins her after sometime but she wasn't aware...she was watching him mesmerizingly while the car slowly steered towards the entrance of her house...the golden sherwani she choose for him was looking stupendously fabulous on him... he was looking strikingly handsome...beyond her imagination. She got so lost in him that she didn't realise how someone's eyes wandering desperately to have her one glimpse...caught her and continually and evidently stole glances at her. Anji brings her out of her daze, "Nidhi... Jiju!"

Coming out of her trance she realises he has seen her watching and devouring him so mesmerizingly. She blushes, lowers her eyes and he smiles. Nidhi waves slightly raising her hand and moves back to her room. Anji smiles in elation and runs to attend the welcome ceremony of his Jiju.

The whole house was lit with bright and glittering lights and varied colour of flowers, Shyma Aunty performs all the rituals at the entrance and welcomes him in. All emotional Col. verma hugs him saying, "Welcome my son". Dadi Bua blesses him in tears of joy...seeing the princely charming looks of his son-in-law to be...she takes kajal from her eyes and marks a speck behind his ear. Arman and Sneha chuckle at Ashutosh's state and he lowers his eyes.

His heart was behaving unruly...the wait was finally over he knew... but passing the final moments was like treading on a razor edge...the heart that was pining for her was not ready to wait anymore...he was in a mix of feelings...one moment he was feeling edgy...the other moment he was feeling contented...and the very next moment he finds himself again hankering for her. He smiles ruefully at his own plight.

The pandit ji announces the moment for exchange of garlands and dadi bua summons for the bride to be brought in, Ashutosh's heart throbs and Anji who saw his face glow at the mention of Nidhi raises her eyebrows...and Ashutosh looks back at her with a glint in his eyes.

Ushered by her friends, Anji, jyotika, priyanka and Ahana... She walks in elegance...with slow sure steps and comely gait...eyes glistening with hope and shining like diamonds in their excitement, heart thumping in anticipation, lips tinge with a secret smile, cheeks with blushes...an accompaniment to her glowing face...she proceeds towards her love in her best finery...bedecked in a bride... like a blossoming flower in her red lehenga...embellished with stones, pearls and colourful zari and resham embroidery, looking charmingly and enticingly beautiful.

"Music and silver chimes and sunlit air,
Freighted with the scent of honeyed orange-flower;
Glad, friendly festal faces everywhere.
She, rapt from all in this unearthly hour,
With cloudlike, cast-back veil and faint-flushed cheek,
In bridal beauty moves as in a trance
Alone with him, and fears to breathe, to speak,
Lest the rare, subtle spell dissolve perchance.
But he upon that floral head looks down,
Noting the misty eyes, the grave sweet brow"
Doubts if her bliss be perfect as his own,
And dedicates anew with inward vow
His soul unto her service, to repay
Richly the sacrifice she yields this day." (Emma Lazarus)

Ashutosh's heart leaps out at the sight and he forgets to breathe...she was looking stunning... way ahead the pretty bride...he saw her in his imagination. Both devour each other till she reaches near him...and Anji's words distract them, "Jiju here is your bride"...he gives a tentative look to Anji and turns his gaze back to her...she lowers her eyes and makes Ashutosh's heart to flutter.

After a while Anji and Rohan bring the garlands of flowers for the bride and groom to exchange...all surround them to watch the ceremony...Ashutosh and Nidhi take the garlands in their hands...Arman who was standing next to Ashutosh... waiting for Nidhi to extend her arms to festoon him with the garland...pulls Ashutosh slightly backwards...making him out of her reach. The bride side hoots at Arman. Ashutosh seeing the expression of helplessness in Nidhi's eyes, side slips Arman's grip and bows before Nidhi. Nidhi in the expression of deep eternal gratitude quickly slips into the garland around Ashutosh's neck...everyone was taken unawares...they forgot to react...those who knew Ashutosh as heart stone watched agape...the heart stone bowing before his lady love was a sight astounding for everyone.

Ashutosh answered her deep look of gratitude and bequeathing of her love with a very intense look...the look brimming with love reciprocating her gratitude and festooning of garland... Anji's clapping followed by everyone's claps break the covert exchange of glances and Ashutosh turns to look at Arman who responds with a resigned look saying, "I told not so long ago...he is a gone case" and all laugh out loud.

Now with Nidhi's turn to receive the garland...Arman unexpectedly to everyone's astonishment picks Nidhi up in his arms and asks Ashutosh, "Now slip away". Ashutosh in a lopsided smile raising his one eyebrow in his typical style mutters, "forget it, Arman" and takes a leap and garlands Nidhi. All whoop it up and Ashutosh and Nidhi lost in their moment of joy start devouring each other.

Pandit ji declares the mahurat for wedding ceremony...bride and groom was ushered to the mandap decorated with pink and white fabric, red and pink roses, white lilies and lights.

The bride and groom take the royal seats meant for them and Col.verma and Baba sit on the seats meant for parents around the sacred fire. The pandit ji starts reciting mantras for their sacred union. Ashutosh and Nidhi steal glances feeling the contentment and joy together with the sacredness of the event in their hearts...that reflected on their faces.

When pandit ji asks the Col. verma to perform the ritual of gifting away of daughter by the father' his eyes turn moist. Dadi Bua places hand on his shoulder gesturing him to do the kanyadan. He takes the hand of his daughter and bestows to Ashutosh by placing her hand on his.

Who offered this maiden?, to whom is she offered?
Kama (the god of love) gave her to me, that I may love her
Love is the giver, love is the acceptor
Enter thou, the bride, the ocean of love

With love then, I receive thee
May she remain thine, thine own, O god of love
Verily, thou art, prosperity itself
May the heaven bestow thee, may the earth receive thee.

Ashutosh holds her hand...announcing his acceptance.

I take thy hand in mine, yearning for happiness
I ask thee, to live with me, as thy husband
Till both of us, with age, grow old.

With her hand in his...he steals a chance to lean towards her and whispers in a triumph, "Only mine" that graces Nidhi's face with a smile and makes her to lower her eyes.

When Pandith ji asks for the gathbandhan...Sneha and Anji together tie them in the knot of togetherness...the knot that signifies the everlasting bond...they exchange glances that conveyed how blessed they were feeling in the sanctity of all holy ceremonies...the accord of hearts was already there but renewing and vowing the accord in presence of divinity was adding new meaning to the already present bond of love.

Both were made to stand up to take seven vows around the sacred fire...the circumambulations to consecrate the eternal bond of love, to invoke god for plenitude of nourishment, pray for healthy and prosperous life, to ask for strength to share the happiness and pain together, urge for growth of love and respect for each other and their families, to demand for noble progeny and peaceful long life, and to pray for the companionship of lifetime to promote the joy of life together and with triumph for bountiful seasons of life. After done with vows they exchange their positions...Ashutosh bestows her with mangalsutra and owns her with a tinge of sindoor on the parting on her head...whispering again in a low voice "only Mine". His words make her to look at him and smile lowering her eyes.

With pandit ji declaring them man and wife...they take the blessings of their elders. Their hearts brimming with contentment and fulfillment of their love, they were feeling a colossal joy making their eyes to gleam in triumph.

The dinner was served to the guests in marquee and Ashutosh and Nidhi have their dinner in living room bearing the bantering of their friends...Anji and sneha make them to feed each other...and that was the only thing that Ashutosh loved about that dinner. He so wished the dinner to be like the last night's dinner but in presence of her friends he was not even able to look at her properly...though he stole glances continuously. After done with dinner Anji takes Nidhi to her room to get her ready for the send-off and Ashutosh moves to marquee and waits for her.

The send-off ceremony began and a gloom spread in the whole house. Nidhi takes every one's blessings and bids good bye to everyone. She turns emotional saying bye to all particularly to Shyma Aunty, Dadi Bua and Solanki uncle but she contains herself well. She looks at Ashutosh's expectant...the eyes that were expecting her not to break her promise and the look that was reiterating that he won't like to see her tears. When she hugs her father she had hard time controlling her emotions but for her father she bade him good bye smilingly and with heavy laden steps she turns to get into the car.

Arman starts the car and drives slowly. Ashutosh sensing Nidhi's pain as she was sighing deeply, trying to give vent to her pent up emotions looks at her helplessly, her poignant face was heartrending, understanding Nidhi's plight and Ashutosh's helplessness Arman tries to start the conversation to clear the air of gloom and utters excitingly "Congratulations to you...both feeling happy?"

Ashutosh who was in no mood to talk and was desperate to have a moment with her so that he can cheer her up answers, "Thank you Arman...now drive the car...why are you driving so slowly?"

"Now why should I be driving fast? Enjoy the slow drive in this moon-lit night"

Ashutosh was feeling irritated but he remains quiet...after a while they hear Nidhi's sobs...Ashutosh turns to look at her alarmed and Arman stops the car, they both exchange glances and Arman gestures him to calm her down. Ashutosh pulls her in his arms and offering her the shoulder he lets her cry her heart out for sometime and then mumbles "No Nidhi! You can't break your promise...please"

Those words were enough to make her remember how he implored her in the morning...how he pleaded her not to feel sad...after some time she calms down and pulls herself out looking into his eyes conveying her sorry. Ashutosh who was in no mood to release her and wanted to cuddle her and soothe her in his arms releases her reluctantly.

Arman seeing she has calmed down starts his banter again "Nidhi what is this? I understand it's difficult to live with this heart stone but you should have thought before marriage"

Ashutosh glares at Arman and asks again irritated, "Why are you driving so slow?"

Arman in a smirk asks, "Why are you so desperate?"

Nidhi shyly lowers her eyes and Ashutosh sensing her unease shakes his head and remains mum. Arman chuckles and answers, "I'm giving time to sneha to prepare for Nidhi's welcome"

Ashutosh smiles hearing his words and glances at Nidhi who turns her eyes and looks out through window.

Chapter 35

Nidhi sunk in thoughts...feeling a twinge in her heart...watched the moon outside...car moving at snail's pace made her to stare at the vast star studded sky... and search for her mother in those stars...mom I'm leaving...leaving behind your house...leaving my Baba...mom why you're not here...Baba must be feeling alone...he didn't cry...but I know how torn he was feeling...as torn as I felt between the two ends...I didn't sob my heart out... just for him...for my love who doesn't want to see me in tears but what'll I do to this throbbing ache inside my heart...how can I stop missing Baba mom" lost in thoughts she feels a touch on her hand that startles her and she turns to look at Ashutosh.

He seemed lost in the view outside but his fingers creeping slowly held her hand and entwine their fingers. Nidhi's heart thumps and she looks at Arman who was driving the car silently...she tries to pull out her hand but his grip tightens ...after tussling for a while she gives up and he softens his hold...still looking outside...holding his tongue in cheek.

Nidhi turns her head back to look outside but her senses were all caught by his grasp... after sometime she feels his fingers caressing her knuckles and her breath gets caught...the twinge inside her heart gets swapped by the jitters...he touched and caressed her many times before but today his touch was making strong currents rush through her body. Her heart pulsates and she tries to calm her heart by placing her left hand on her thumping bosom.

Arman stops the car and they both realize that they have reached the destination..Nidhi surprised to see Arman halt the car near an unknown house...but the glittering lights decorating the house makes her to look at Ashutosh in askance...Arman smiles looking at their faces...one presenting the expression of surprise and other looking in sheer contentment.

"You are not getting off...till I call you...let me check whether Sneha is all prepared"

Ashutosh nods... and Arman gets off the car.

Ashutosh turns his stare back to Nidhi and she finding two passionate eyes staring her... lowers her eyes...Ashutosh smiles and asks, "You don't want to know about the place we have arrived at"

She nods her head... with her eyes still averting to meet his eyes. Ashutosh raises the hand he was holding and places a searing kiss at the back of her palm...that makes Nidhi to gasp out "Ashutosh"...he answers huskily, "yes my love"...she tries to pull out her hand but he tightens his grip.

With her eyes lowered she remains silent and he keeps devouring her...after sometime he mumbles, "why these moments are taking so much time to elapse...I want to be with you my love"...she only answers in a pleading voice, "please"

He giving a soft tug to her hand places her hand at his heart...the heart that was thudding in all his impatience. Nidhi raises her lashes slowly and his heart shudders ...her downcast eyes were already creating havoc... now unveiling of this treasure was turning him on edge...their eyes met in a fleeting glimpse and he mutters, "You are going to be my death Nidhi"

Nidhi raises her eyes back glaringly and he mumbles a quick "Sorry" realizing the slip of his tongue. Arman's, "Come on Ashutosh...you can bring your bride in" catches their attention and he releases her hand reluctantly... pursing his lips.

Anji comes out and helps Nidhi to get off the car. Together they climb the doorstep of their house and Anji asks, "Jiju are you going to reveal this surprise for her or you want me to reveal"

Nidhi looks surprised at them and Ashutosh answers chuckling at her expression, "This is your new house Nidhi...the house you are going to make home for me" and Baba adds "for us" and all laugh out loud.

Sneha welcomes her with Aarti...makes her to topple the pot filled with rice...and she walks in leaving the red tinged traces of her arrival in the house.

Nidhi and Ashutosh take the blessings of Baba and Hiraman Kaka. After spending sometime in the house Anji, Rohan and Rangnath take their leave. Hugging Anji turns Nidhi emotional again but Ashutosh's intense glare makes her to contain and hold her emotions.

To divert her mind Arman calls Riya who was still awake...jubilant having her Achi around... who has come to stay and play with her, "Riya you don't want to show your house to Achi"

Riya all jubilant, "Yes Papa I want to show her my room first" she holds Nidhi's hand and pulls her along...but stops after taking a few steps, "papa can I play with her"

Sneha answers, "No Baby...this is time for your beauty sleep...you can play tomorrow...she is here...staying with us"

Arman rebuts, "Baby of course you can play with her all night"

Sneha and Ashutosh both glare at him and Arman chuckles, "what? What did I say?"

Baba understanding Arman's teasing shakes his head and moves to his room. Nidhi feels shy at Arman's words her legs seem to wobble...Sneha coming to her rescue asks Riya, "Baby go show your house to achi" Nidhi breathes a sigh of relief...she grabs Riya's hand and runs off to escape Arman's banter.

By the time Nidhi comes back in the hall...Ashutosh had changed into white chicken embroidered Kurta and trousers...Nidhi couldn't take her eyes off...Riya's Achi jolt her out of her trance and she lowers her eyes feeling embarrassed for her unabashed stare...but luckily no one had noticed her devouring him so unabashedly.

Nidhi loved the house but she didn't see her new room yet...she avoided going there. Sneha gestures Arman to take Riya to bed. He nods and winks at her, "Riya come on baby let us go to bed"

Riya resists, "No I want to be with Achi"

Sneha answers, "She has to sleep baby"

"Can't she shleep in my room"

Arman looks at Ashutosh in a loop sided smile and he turns his eyes after giving a glare to him. Sneha shakes her head in exasperation and answers Riya, "No Baby Achi is tired...let her sleep in her room...tomorrow she'll play with you"

Riya agrees "Okay mom! Good night". Arman picks her in his arms and takes her to bed. Sneha gestures Nidhi and usher her to Ashutosh's room...and Ashutosh watches them going...his heart doing a jubilant jig.

Ashutosh's room a master bedroom of the house had a triple built in wardrobe with beach effect doors, a window overlooking the rear garden, the closets and the dressing room were off the bedroom...the en-suite restroom was in the same side as closets...the room was tastefully painted in neutral colours with a cream carpet, bay window and a big centre ceiling light. The elegant decor of room fascinates Nidhi and the decorations for their special night makes her jittery...Room was bedecked with lilies and roses of varied colours, presenting a replica of blossomed garden...the sparkle of burning candles was adding stars to its beauty...the bed covered with garlands and strands of white and red roses and their delicate fragrance was casting a magic spell.

Nidhi's heart beats raced...Sneha understanding her state...smiles at her and mumbles to calm her, "Relax Nidhi" gesturing her towards the restroom she asks, "go and freshen up... restroom is here...and here are your bags"

Nidhi emerges from restroom after sometime and sneha helps her to glam up.

Ashutosh was on tenterhooks waiting for sneha to emerge from his room...Arman who was climbing down the stairs notices his eagerness...he chuckles and startles him by patting at his shoulder, "What happened Ashutosh...you still here"

"Shut up...what is your wife doing in my room?"

"Oh..ho..ho...Are you the same Ashutosh"

Ashutosh gives him a resigned look and in his palpable excitement he moves to look out through the window...to breathe in fresh air to calm his exhilarated self...Arman smiles and follows him...standing next to him after a silence of few moments he mutters, "Ashutosh! I feel so happy for you buddy"

Ashutosh taking in a deep breath answers "I know Arman...unbelievable isn't it? Just not so long ago this was inconceivable for me...I waited for her...but with my wait turning long...I thought she won't come and I'll have to continue living a lonely life...but on that blessed night...God had mercy on me...I saw her... she came for me...from skies above she descended down like an angel...and drenched my parched soul in showers of love"

Arman smiles and Ashutosh keeps gazing in oblivion, his face beaming in blissful joy.

"Suddenly the drunken sweetheart appeared out of my door.

She drank a cup of ruby wine and sat by my side.

Seeing and holding the lockets of her hair

My face became all eyes, and my eyes all hands."

Arman notices Sneha emerging from his room...she gestures and he nods in understanding. Breaking Ashutosh's daze he asks, "Ashutosh...your new life is waiting for you"

Ashutosh turns to look at him in frown but when his eyes catch Sneha...his heart leaps out and in a bashful smile...he turns to move but Arman stops him and holds him in an embrace mumbling, "God bless you both...may you together have a blissful life"

Ashutosh looks at him in an expression of overwhelm and gratitude and moves towards his room...Sneha and Arman exchange glances of contentment feeling happy for their friend.

I have phrases and whole pages memorized,

but nothing can be told of love.

You must wait until you and I

are living together.

In the conversation we'll have

then...be patient...then. (Rumi)

Many thanks Pansy!

I could read all missed out chapters... in one go!!

You have narrated at length - the most beautiful falling-in-love process ...😳.. very smooth, soothing and most importantly, the feeling..

very apt lyrics!...throughout the story... the Saiyaan.. title song was ringing in my mind continuously... In all, it was all like a continuous poem!😳❤️



Actually, there are so many things..
>> Mallika showed a much needed dignity.. the way she was portrayed initially. She made me feel very bad for her... and Ashu's concern for her is also proper..not more and not less.⭐️

>> Ashu... Why Ashutosh is a hero... no story could justify properly till date. You have done it. He is normal human got irritated with Nidhi's indifference/misunderstanding and when needed, he is there like a mentor, caring and his right decisions at work. Nidhi fell for him for the good looks and his efficiency... You have never compromised in these things and never neglected.👏.. you have re-iterated his positive qualities and that helped in putting him on a very high pedestal..never stooped👏👏

>> Nidhi... she is very understanding...she is a bit more matured... and never there was much justification for ..why Ashutosh was in neck deep love with her, other than her good looks!!...I felt, you should have explored more of her bubbly nature and playing pranks with Anji.. I missed them and their friendship... same thing goes with Anji / Ranga / Rohan.. very less used characters.

>> Armaan and family... I liked them a lot... very caring friend... got me into that emotional mode...

>>> I loved the way .. you have handled Yog Verma and Dr.Mathur & DB... They are matured and sensible personalities👏👏.. There was no need of making them breast-beating about the age-gap.👏



Though, at times I felt a bit repetitive and the lag ...

mainly due to the missing indentation and misplaced quotation marks.. I had to read twice to understand who said what.. and to whom..

secondly, why AshNi hid their relationship from the hospital staff so long..even after their families agreed!!

and repetition in the nok-jhok of AshNi... there was absolutely no freshness.. after a while, it became boring too (frankly!!)

but overall, it left a happy zephyr like feeling...😳😃

I started at 6.0 pm on friday and slept at 3.0am... and again 6.0 am t0 9.0 am...
I dont remember reading like this even for exams ever😆

I guess this story is over and I have written my comment here... sorry if it is not...

Chapter 37

"Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get " only with what you are expecting to give " which is everything."- Katharine Hepburn

Brimming with expectation and anticipation for the journey of life with him... after knowing each facet of his being...she felt him to be an absolute ensnarement...from where there is no release...nor she wished to be released...she raised her eyes up above towards the heavens...and wished to stay entrapped forever ...for all eternity...with their hearts always as one.

She straightened her saree...towel dried her hair... and moved out to bring morning tea for him... taking slow, careful steps...not to wake him up...but Ashutosh who was awake senses some movement...turning he finds her closing the ajar door...he stretches his hand to stop her...but the condition he was in running behind her to catch her up...was not possible...he smiles and stretching his arms he takes a deep breath...he isn't used to anyone's presence around him...not in his private den and today after spending a night with her...her tick of absence was making him feel alone...this undoubtedly was the best morning of his life...he woke up to the sound of her breath on his neck feeling the touch of her delicate fingers on his skin...he closed his eyes and cherished the moments again and prayed his every morning to be like that... to wake up everyday to the warmth of her lips on his cheek and feel of her heart beating with his.

Nidhi climbed down the stairs and her eyes caught her Nanu on breakfast table...having morning tea and reading the newspaper...she felt a bit shy...lowering her eyes she walked up to him and wished him good morning leaning forward to touch his feet to seek his blessings.

Dr. Mathur felt blissful having the sight of her grand daughter early morning but he quickly chided her, "How many times I told you...you shouldn't touch my feet"

"But that was for your grand daughter...I'm not your daughter now"

Dr. Mathur looks at her...in a questioning look...she responds "From now on you are not my Nanu...you are Ashutosh's father...and mine Baba as well"

Her words stun Dr. Mathur...and at the same time fill his heart with an unknown delight...he feels overwhelmed seeing his grand daughter transformed in his daughter-in-law... unable to utter a word he places his hand on her head affectionately and she moves towards the kitchen...she had only one intention behind all this to give her love...her husband...the bliss of complete family life...he missed all these year's. Last night's intimacy made her to travel the solitary path way's of his life...he didn't utter a word but his touch...his snuggles...his caresses conveyed volumes...the way he held her made her to feel the void he surely was feeling filled.

Sneha and Hiraman Kaka were already in the kitchen...sneha was boiling milk for Riya...and Hiraman Kaka was preparing breakfast for every one...

Nidhi wished them Good morning'

"Good Morning" Sneha turns excitedly to look at her...Nidhi had slight blush...she lowered her eyes and moved forward to seek the blessings of Hiraman Kaka. Hiraman Kaka placed his hand affectionately on her head...stopping her mid way not allowing her to touch his feet...his throat clogged with emotions...what he dreamt for Ashutosh was standing before him... in reality...he wipes his moist eyes and moves out with breakfast for Dr. Mathur.

Sneha giving an intent gaze to Nidhi asks, "So how was your night?"

Nidhi smiles and lowers her eyes placing cup and saucer on serving tray.

"Hmn...a scrutinizing gaze...the glow on your face is telling the story of whole night...sneha whispers near her ear...seems like Ashutosh kept you awake whole night"

Nidhi mutters, "Bhabi please" and Sneha chuckles...she takes the tea pot from her hands and pours tea for ashutosh...offering her the tray she winks at her and Nidhi smiles.

The moment she enters her room...she finds bed empty...she smiles realising that he has got up...but her heart thumps at the anticipation that their eyes are going to meet first time after they became one for lifetime. She was about to place the tray on table when she hears the restroom door open...she moves towards the dressing room to offer him the tea...he was still in restroom he places the tray on table and makes tea for him...the moment he emerges from restroom her breath hitches seeing him in a towel, she quickly hides her face in her hands. Ashutosh chuckles...he was wiping his hair with towel hanging around his neck and had another towel tied around his waste...he walks up to her and removes her hands placed on her face...and pulls her to his chest...enveloping and rocking her in his arms he asks, "Where were you? Why didn't you wake me up?"

She snuggles to him...oblivious to what he was asking...smelling that sweet musky scent blended with his woodsy aftershave that enthused her the very first time she saw him.

He pulls her out and tickles with his wet hair on her face...she slowly opens her eyes...and he raises his eyebrow in response.

She averts her eyes and turns her back towards him...he smiles and back hugs her...squeezing her in his arms taking a deep breath... "Every one has a right to his share of sunlight...why are you denying me my share...in a husky voice near her ear...why are you hiding yourself?"

She mumbles in response "What is this? You should have taken your clothes along...you forgot you are not alone in this room now" his bare body was making her feel a tingling sensation.

"I can never forget...the void I feel when you are not around, can never let me forget...that I'm only half when my other half is not here" he nuzzles and kisses the nape of her neck, "never leave me alone"

She tries to open his arms...feeling the sweet ache his touches were giving...almost gone in a daze she mumbles, "Stop it...get ready"

"No...you have to help me...huskily near her ear...wifey"

She mutters in response "So shameless hubby"

He chuckles and answers in same husky voice, "You haven't seen your shameless hubby yet"

Her heart thumps and she mumbles, "Stop it"

And he answers in a husky voice, "Even angels would go shameless and fail to stand the beauty I've seen and felt all night"

He continues nuzzling her neck...and makes her to amble towards the cupboard...after opening the cupboard he lifts her up in his arms and makes her sit on the shelf inside cupboard...she looks at him agape and tries to move out but he stops her, "No you can't" his eyes ensnared her and she couldn't help drowning into those enticing eyes...after taking his fill...Ashutosh leans forward and pecks at her forehead...Nidhi's reverie breaks and she mumbles, "Let me go"

"Where? Where can you go now" he raises his eyebrows giving her a questioning look and she smiles and lowers her eyes... he huskily calls her, "Jaan...look here" she shakes her head and he leans forward and nibbles her lower lip...she gasps and he smiles giving a soft peck at her lips...and looks at her in a tongue in cheek smile.

"Let me go...gesturing towards the table...have your tea and get ready...Baba is waiting for breakfast"

He frowns and repeats, " Baba?"

She smiles "Yes Baba..your baba is now my Baba"

Ashutosh looks at her in awe... his eyes fixed on her... he takes a deep breath...she understands and cups his face in her hands and giving a soft peck at his forehead...she looks at him and he smiles back at her returning her peck on her lips...she pushes him softly, "Stop it...get ready now"

He sulks and she smiles trying to move out but he was quick to cage her. "Stop right here...You are not going to move from here...let me taste the tea first" He turns and gets a glass of water and her morning tablet.

"Oh! I forgot"

He smiles and answers, "you don't need to remember now" she takes her medicine and he turns to get his tea.

He makes her to taste first...then having his sip...he places the cup in her hands...and removes the towel that was hanging around his neck...Nidhi's pupils dilated having a look of his broad shoulders and chiselled body.

Ashutosh smirks and she lowers her eyes... sipping his tea... he starts dressing himself...with his eyes fixed on her face...he smiles the way she averted her eyes...after putting on his trousers he removes the towel tied around his waist... and puts on his shirt...Nidhi raises her eyes...he takes cup from her hands looking into her eyes...places on the table and pulls her in his arms...pecking her cheeks...he places her hands on the buttons on his shirt...and mumbles pulling her lower body to his, "doc help your husband"

She gives him a look and starts doing the buttons of his shirt...feeling his hands beneath her saree...she chides him, "stop that"...he raises his eyebrows and starts caressing her bare curves...and bends to nuzzle her neck...she giggles and tries to stop him, "I'm not going to do the buttons...do yourself" she pushes him and moves out of the dressing room.

He follows her and grabs her in his arms...and lifts her up...she giggles again, "Let me change the bedding".

"That's not your job...but this is"

"No I can't do that"

He raises his eyebrows, "You have to do this daily...finish your job first otherwise..." he lays her on the bed and pins her down...looking at her in smirk.

"Please let me change the covers...see the room is in mess...what if some one comes here" while she uttered these words...her lips tantalized him and he couldn't help taking her lips in...after savouring her to his hearts content...he released her...pecked her hot cheeks and asked, "what is wrong with these covers...we have a help...she comes regularly...she'll change that"

"No I've to do it myself...get up" She tries to lift him but fails...he chuckles and she pouts.

Pecking at her lips he whispers near her ear "You know what your pouts do to me... don't you? your pouts give open invitation to me" ...he leans forward to take her lips again...but knock on door springs them apart...that was Sneha who from other side shouts, "Nidhi get ready your Baba is coming". Ashutosh who on hearing knock slipped to dressing room... frowns hearing sneha's words and mutters "papa"

Nidhi quickly moves to set her bed right...she picks all the jewellery that was scattered on the bed...blushing... remembering the events related to each piece of finery she was wearing last night...the crumple of sheets flushed her...she felt Ashutosh nearing her and was about to grab her...but he suddenly turned away and moved towards the window...she smiled...and averted to look at him.

After done with bedding she sets her saree right...brushes her hair...Ashutosh's stay put looking outside window makes her to frown and she goes to check him...she places her hand softly on his shoulder and asks raising her eyebrows slightly, "What are you doing here?"

He turns to look at her...smiles...and answers, "I was waiting for you"

Nidhi doesn't fail to notice the fading gloom in his eyes before the smile sparkled his eyes...she hangs her arms around his neck...steps on his feet and raising on her toes pecks his eyes, "I love them...they don't lie to me"

He opens his eyes and looks at her with all the love in his heart and asks her in all his frankness, "I hurt you...didn't I?

Nidhi understands looking into his eyes she responds with vehemence, "No you didn't...that was the sweet ache of our union...she lowers her eyes and mumbles...how that could have hurt me...the ecstasy that fills one to the tips of the fingers and toes without cautioning one to be careful"

He chuckles...snaking his arms around her waist...he whirled her in air and lifted her up in his arms holding her tightly...her thighs touching his belly...he tries to nuzzle her navel...that tickles her and she giggles pleading, "Leave me...please...leave me...I have to go...Dadi bua is waiting"

That makes Ashutosh to stop and look at her surprised, "What? He releases her and grounds her slowly. She smiles at his stun and turns to moves back towards dressing room.

Ashutosh quickly stops her grabbing her arm, "what? What did you say? Who is waiting?"

"Dadi Bua!...Baba is coming to take me along"

"You are going back"

"Yes...I'm going back"

He releases her arm...looking at her surprisingly...and she walks ahead.

Ashutosh follows her, his mood changed perceptibly...Nidhi who was picking her mangalsutra from dressing table...gave him a look and asked suppressing her chuckle, "Why can't I go there...only yesterday morning...you told me I can go there anytime...you forgot"

Giving her a frustrated look "But you came here only last night"

Nidhi shrugs her shoulders and he throws away his arms in disappointment and plops in the divan nearby...his sullen look tears Nidhi and she goes near him...she sits next to him but he averts his eyes.

Nidhi cups his face and makes him to look at her. She smiles, "I've to go...this is a ritual...called pag phera"

The anger smoothers...he mumbles... pag phera... and asks her impatiently, "and how long you are going to stay there"

She smiles, "till you come again to get me here"...Ashutosh smiles...pulls her in his lap...pecks at her lips, "Can't I come along?"

"Yes...why not? You can come"

He purses his lips in dismay, "But I've to go hospital...I need to check the patient I operated...day before yesterday"

Nidhi smiles and hugs him, "No problem...I'll wait for you"...coming out of hug she extends her hand...and opens her fist...offering him to put on her mangalsutra. He leans forward...pecks at her palm and the mangalsutra and ties around her neck. Then she gets up and moves towards dressing table and he follows her... Nidhi looks her image in the mirror and smiles at him. Ashutosh gestures her to stay there and moves to get something from the closet...he comes back with a small box in his hand...nidhi watches him through mirror...he opens the box and takes a sleek gold chain with a small pendant of 'AN' letters studded with diamonds...her pupils dilated...the expression on her face told him how much she loved that...he smiles in satisfaction...winking at her in gratitude he puts the chain around her neck...Nidhi touches the pendant...the first two letters of their names with veneration and mumbles, "thank you"

Nidhi extends sindoor towards him...he smiles in understanding...takes a pinch of sindoor...pecks the parting and tinges it with sindoor... he back hugs her...pecking at her shoulder...he asks her, "I did my job...now you should do yours" and gestures her towards his few buttons that were still undone...she lowers her eyes and smiles...and starts doing the buttons of his shirt and he smirks and pulls her to himself snaking his arms around her waist.

After buttoning up his shirt...he offers her the necktie...and gestures her to tie the knot around his neck...she gives a resigned look and complies him quietly...his eyes fixed on her face his hands start exploring her body...her eyes pop out she chides him, "Stop it"

"What? What did I do?" he raises his eyebrow...she smiles and shakes her head and turns her attention back to the job she was doing...and his hands start again complimenting the curvaceous beauty he was blessed to have in his arms...she tries to continue bearing the sweet torture of his caresses...unable to stand she tries to stop him but he goes on relentlessly...pecking her cheeks...nibbling the crook of her neck...etching her body...making her wriggle in his arms...he was loving it...and his heart was tempting for more...unable to stand..she pouts and gives up...he looks dreamily at her pout and she straightens her face...he chuckles...looks at her...takes a deep breath and pleads...narrowing his eyes...she gives a squint look and starts again making the knot...his eyes stuck on her face...he watches her unblinkingly...done with his tie Nidhi looks at him and seeing him gazing her so ravenously...her heart thumps...she lowers her eyes and rests her head on his chest...but he pulls her out...looking at her lips he utters, "you know you have an elfin beauty that makes you irresistible" he cups her head and takes her lips...savouring her as temptingly as she was offering.

Releasing her lips...he picks her up in his arms and places her softly on the bed...sitting on her side he pecks every inch of her face...almost gone in a daze...Nidhi tries to stop him, "Please the door is open"

He starts trailing her jaw bone, "No one will enter without a knock" moving to taste her neck his eyes fall on the pendant touching her chest bone...he placed a soft kiss on the pendant and then started trailing his way down but the door opens with a thud and Riya sprints in, "Achi"...both spring apart...Nidhi's heart thumps at the sudden thud and the way she was jolted out of her daze...and Ashutosh gives a frustrated look at the door and then at Riya, he pats at her butts... "whatz this Riya?" She least bothers to answer him and pulls Nidhi holding her hand, "Come Achi...play with...my Barie doll"

Nidhi looks at Ashutosh and suppresses her chuckle...he pats her cheek, "No she has to play with me?"

Riya places her hands on her hips and asks quite firmly, "No she'll play with me...you don't have Barie doll" that makes Nidhi to chuckle and Ashutosh tweaks her cheek mumbling, "You are taking my Barbie doll...sweety"

Surprisingly Riya hears and she placing her little hands on her agape mouth, "Aw! Shez your Barie doll"

Nidhi glares at Ashutosh who tweaks Riya's cheek and picks her in his arms asking, "You had your breakfast"

"Yes I had milk"

"Good come let us have breakfast first...then Achu and Achi will play with your doll...okay"

She nods her head playfully and Ashutosh gestures Nidhi to follow. She quickly straightens her saree and her hair and follows them.

The moment they reach the hall...Col. Verma knocks at the door and Baba gets up to welcome him. Nidhi dashs towards her Baba and hugs him. Col. verma was equally happy to see his daughter and son-in-law...holding Nidhi in one arm he extends his another arm towards Ashutosh who was walking towards them and holds them together in a hug saying, "God bless you both"

Ashutosh welcomes him, "Come papa...let us have breakfast"

"No my son I had my breakfast...you all have your breakfast...till then I'll play with Riya" caressing Riya's cheek...who was holding Ashutosh's hand.

Arman butts in, "No sir...you'll have to join us...please...at least you should have a cup of tea...made by Nidhi...on the very first day... in her very new house"

Nidhi mock glares Arman and turns to Col., "Yes Baba...please join us" and Col. verma gives up. Nidhi makes tea for Col. verma and sits next to Ashutosh to have her breakfast.

Ashutosh was loving the proximity...now this was his right to have her next to him...and the realisation was swelling his heart. When she was sitting next to her how he could have left the moment and not played with her Barbie doll...he had his breakfast stealing moments to caress her...teasing her by holding her hand...and giving some soft pinches. His sombre days were gone...he was aware...he was behaving unusually...all because of his Barbie doll...he beamed at the thought and at the change in him that was so flagrant.

The breakfast ended discussing the evening reception party...and Col. Verma hurried as he remembered impatient Dadi Bua waiting for her grand daughter...so excitedly that she called Sneha the moment Col. Verma left so that Nidhi is ready.

Nidhi and Ashutosh exchange glances...Ashutosh so wished to hold her in a hug and so was Nidhi feeling for him...but with all the people around that wasn't possible. Ashutosh winked at her slowly...knowingly as if kissing her through his eyes and she looking around squeezed her eyes responding his wink that brought a smile on his face and glowed her heart.

Riya sensing Nidhi is leaving speaks to Col.verma, "No she won't come...shez to play with me"

Col. verma looks at Sneha and she answers for him, "Baby she'll come back...your Achu will bring her back"

Hearing Achu...Riya turns to Ashutosh, "Achu your Barie doll...how are you going to play" Ashutosh's eyes pop out and Nidhi flushes.

Sneha mumbles looking at Arman, "Barie doll" who gives a questioning look to Ashutosh holding his tongue in cheek.

Ashutosh tries to cajole her, "Riya she'll come back"

"No she can't go...shez to play with me"

Ashutosh picks her in his arms and whispers secretively, "I'll bring her back...we have to play with her...I'm going to hospital and on my way back I'll bring her here...promise"

Riya kisses Ashutosh's cheek saying, "Promise"

Ashutosh winks in response and whispers again something in her ear. She looks at him amusedly and comes down quickly and runs towards Nidhi giving a kiss to her on her cheek and says bye' happily. Nidhi looks at Ashutosh and he smirks in response. Nidhi lowers her eyes and bids bye to everyone.

Driving to hospital Ashutosh was on cloud nine...he was experiencing all sort of nascent joys ever since Nidhi came in his life...when she confessed her love to him he felt he is the most ecstatic person on earth...when they got engaged he felt he has won the world...yesterday when they got married he felt on top of the world and after having her in every sense of the word he was feeling intoxicated in joy...whole night he has been in seventh heaven that has left in him a lingering rhapsody of joy and he was swooning in it...the joy that was reflecting on his face...and he was glowing charmingly as never before.

The rhapsody his heart and mind was swooning in added a lilt to his body...no eye on earth would fail to notice. Unusually he smiled at receptionist who greeted him and she forgot to blink getting the response of awed surprise. Staff who greeted him on his way to his cabin dared to take a second glance of him for the first time such was the magnitude of shock they got.

Far in the corner someone catching his glimpse got rooted at the place...and watched him coming wistfully...the stare followed him without a blink and when he entered his cabin and did go out of reach for those eyes...the eyes blinked and tears coursed down her cheeks... Malika! all these years she never saw him like that...she almost flew to her cabin and sobbed her heart out...whole night she couldn't sleep...her thoughts persistently went to Ashutosh and Nidhi...her eyes couldn't forget the sight in Armaan's house when she saw her love showering his love on some other person...she churned in deep agony whole night...the realisation that she lost her love conclusively...the feeling that her love owned someone else undeniably...the night she dreamt all life him to be with her...he was with someone else showering his love.

Sobbing her heart out...she consoled herself...feeling happy for her love...the fact she couldn't deny that her love was all perked up in his joy...the delight she never saw him brimmed with all these years...was enough to bring the needed consolation.

Nidhi was welcomed by Dadi Bua in all the jubilation...she was waiting for her to arrive with all the arrangements ready for the puja and instantly she makes her to sit and requests pandit ji to begin the puja. After puja Nidhi spends a little time with all. Anji and Rohan acquainted her how the whole house was glum after they returned from Ashutosh's house last night and how they tried their best to change the gloomy air in the house but couldn't succeed the way her return in the house has done. Shyma Aunty and Dadi Bua were smiling hearing their banters when they finally decide to get up and prepare lunch for all. Mr. Solanki chides Rohan to get up and finish the job he was doing. The house was still in mess after last nights wedding and there were many things still that needed unwinding. All the three men go to do their respective jobs and Anji and Nidhi slip into Nidhi's room. The moment Anji shuts the door she back hugged Nidhi asking,

"So how was your first night?"

Nidhi shrugs her shoulders, "Very much like your first night"

"Like my first night...how can you say that? You don't know"

Nidhi raises her eyebrows, "So why should I be sharing the details of my first night with you"

"I'm your friend...you share everything with me"

"Not anymore"

"Oh..ho..So Jiju stole my friend just in one night" Anji sulks

Nidhi chuckles and hugs her friend, "Anji there are certain things...we can't share with anyone"

Anji mock punches her, "I never meant you to share such secrets...how can you even think so?"

Nidhi takes the pillow and tries to aim at her but she flees...after running around whole room they both finally settle on the bed puffing and laughing. Anji after sometime takes Nidhi's hand in hers and asks, "I'm so happy for you"

"Thank you Anji"

Nidhi turns around and Anji notices her pendant, "Wow this is so beautiful Nidhi...your wedding gift"

Nidhi nods her head, "yes your jiju gave me in the morning"

"Why...what did he give you last night then?"

Nidhi mock punches her and answers her question, "His pure love" her eyes sparkled while uttering those words and Anji noticing that sparkle hugs her friend in understanding.

Ashutosh got busy in hospital...after taking round of whole hospital he was coming back to his cabin when he checked his phone and saw Nidhi's missed call. He smiles...he knew he was late...he quickly starts checking files on his table and dials her number to call her...Nidhi who was sitting in living room with her family...waiting for his call impatiently...gets up and moves to her room to receive his call, hearing her hello he takes a deep breath and leans back on his chair...she hears his deep breathing and asks, "still in hospital" he asks, "missing me"...she answers "No? When are you coming...we are waiting for you"... "You are not missing me"... "hmn"... "Mind your words"...she chuckles, "What'll you do?"... "That I'll show"... "hmn"... "You know... I want to fly to you and kiss you hard...you know were"... "Stop it...you're in hospital"... "So what? I'm in my cabin"... "When are you coming?"... "Why do you want to know?...you are not missing me" she takes a deep breath and Ashutosh calls her, "Love"... "Hmn"... "just give me 15 minutes"... "hmn...but you will drive carefully"... "Sure! Love you"... "Miss you" he chuckles and she hangs up the phone...his face was still having the big grin when Malika entered his cabin.

"Malika you here...come...please have a seat"

"Thank you Ashutosh! Congratulations to you...how is Nidhi"

Ashutosh noticed the gloom in her eyes but overlooking that he answers, "Thank you! She is fine...you are coming to the party or...he gives her a questioning look"

"Of course I'm coming"

He nods his head "Thank you" he wanted to say that he missed her yesterday but seeing the gloom in her eyes...he avoids and turns his attention back to his files.

"I had kept a file here...you signed that"

"Hmn...Yes I have signed that already...here is your file" she takes the file and leaves his cabin. Ashutosh dropped his pen and leaned back on his chair. He felt bad for her but more bad for himself for being so helpless to see his friend in so much pain...sighing deeply he gets back to his job.

Dadi bua welcomes Ashutosh with all rituals and that amuses him...he suppresses his chuckle and Nidhi notices that. After she was done with Aarti...he asks her, "How long I'm going to be welcomed this way here"

Dadi Bua placing her hand on his head blesses him and answers "Always"

Rohan butts in, "Have mercy on your son-in-law dadi Bua" Dadi bua chides Rohan that he had to eat his words. Ashutosh smiles and hugs him saying, "thank you...and adds mumbling...no problem I'll take care of this"

Shyma Aunty invites them straight for lunch saying they are getting late for the evening party...they have to be there on time... they are hosts not the guests. All move towards the dining table and Ashutosh steals a chance to look at Nidhi...staring each other for a few secs they also move to the table and take their seats.

Ashutosh was pampered by all...he was made to taste all the delicacies prepared for him...he was giving helpless glances to Nidhi and she was suppressing her chuckle...finally he had to forewarn Dadi Bua that if she wants him to come there...she won't prepare so many dishes...unwillingly Dadi Bua had to agree...Col. verma was smiling in contentment seeing his son-in-law being pampered and he in turn mingling with his family.

After lunch Ashutosh and Nidhi leave for their house to get ready for their reception party.

Chapter 38

"There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness"

Ashutosh's face presenting a pure look of contentment in harmony with the bliss inside his heart mesmerised Nidhi, who perceptive of his joy watched him dreamily and unblinkingly. Ashutosh squeezed the hand he was holding while driving his car to home and Nidhi's trance breaks, she lowers her eyes smilingly and he asks, "You missed me a lot"

She turned her face to look outside through window, "I didn't miss you"

He chuckles, "I know you didn't miss me...giving a gentle squeeze to her hand... I can see that...but I missed you a lot and I want to show you how much I missed you"

"I don't want to know"

In a smirk, "you'll have to my love...every time I miss you...You'll have to make up for that... a pause and deep breath in satisfaction...now I don't need to rein myself in"

She was smiling and he sensed that ...he continues driving silently...after sometime he gives a gentle pull to her hand and asks, "You can stare at your husband...he promises he won't disturb you now"

She didn't turn and after a few seconds he pulled her to himself...trying to come out of his hold she asks, "What are you doing? In broad day light"

"That you should have thought before teasing your husband"

She chuckles, "When did I do that?"

Looking into her eyes he gives her a peck and tightening his hold he asks, "Why am I being denied sunshine then" in a questioning look he turns to glance at her and she using her hand makes him to look back at road saying, "to help you drive safely" he smiles giving her a sidelong glance...and she pecks at his heart mumbling, "please we are on road"...pursing his lips he releases her and she settles herself back in her seat.

After a few minutes they reach home...Riya who was playing with Dr. Mathur, almost jumps in joy seeing her Achi...she runs towards her and leaps to her and Nidhi quickly holds her in her arms, "Stop Riya...you'll hurt yourself baby"

Ashutosh strikes her cheek gently, "How many times I told you to walk carefully"

She smiles and speaks "Shorrie...Achu...kissing Nidhi's cheek and playfully rocking her head she asks her... let us play now"

Nidhi looks at Ashutosh and Ashutosh tweaks Riya's cheek...his eyes at Nidhi in a meaningful look, "No she has to play with me"

Nidhi's eyes pop out a little at Ashutosh's intently uttered words... she lowers her eyes. Riya yells "Nooo"

Sneha intervenes trying to avert her, "Riya Achi has to get ready for party...you know baby...you have to wear that pretty dress"

Sneha's words fascinate Riya and she quickly assents, "Yes I'll show my pretty dress to Achi...come Achi"

Ashutosh turns to move to his room after glancing at Nidhi...eyes glowing in a meaningful glint that makes Nidhi to suppress her smile. He only ascended half the stair when Sneha shouted, "Ashutosh you change in our room...Nidhi may need my help...so we'll get ready in your room"

He glances at Nidhi and answers Sneha, "Sneha you know I can't use any other room...sorry"

"Okay! Then you'll dress up after Nidhi is done"

He stops and exclaims, "What?"

"Yes come and take care of Riya here"

Arman who was silent by now...fails in suppressing his chuckle...he didn't miss the meaningful glance he gave to Nidhi...he had to suppress his smile by holding his tongue in cheek...to see his friend pinning for her was so unbelievable and so unlike heart stone... he never saw him brazenly expressing his desire for anything...he was never so articulate...the way he is desirous of Nidhi...his every cell expresses his love for her...and he was feeling glad for his friend...he had yearned to see his friend so happy and what his eyes are witnessing is way ahead what he had wished for him. Ashutosh who was staring him in the face finds him lost in thoughts...he pulls him out, "May I know what that chuckle was for?"

Arman coming out of his thoughts...chuckles again and repeats mockingly you can't use any other room "Forget these things now... let me remind you those days are gone now...you lost your freedom only yesterday...your clothes are in my room... go and change there...otherwise we all are going to get late"

"No I'll change after Nidhi is done...we still have enough time"

Arman bursts in laugh, "O' they won't get ready till last moment...I'm saying all this because of experience buddy"

Ashutosh frowns, "What" Arman shrugs his shoulders...Ashutosh gives a resigned look to Arman...and settles in the couch...picking Riya in his lap.

He was playing with Riya but his mind was engaged with Nidhi's thoughts...he all day craved to return to home to have a moment with her.... and here he was playing with Riya...waiting for his Brabie doll to get ready for their reception...he can't even go to his room...he smiled ruefully...Riya playing with his mobile touches his face with her little fingers...trying to invite his attention...and he comes out of his thoughts.

Ashutosh after a while was watching Riya play on his mobile when he hears Sneha say, "Ashutosh you get ready in your room...we have shifted to guest room now"

Ashutosh answers her, "Okay sneha! and mumbles... what is fun going there...when my other half is not there"

Arman couldn't hear what he mumbled but the expression on his face makes him to raise his eyebrow. Ashutosh gets up and puts Riya in his lap...Arman chuckles, "I told you not so long ago...you are a gone case Ashu"

He least bothers to answer Arman and moves to his room...his pupils dilated when he saw Nidhi placing light sea green embroidered sherwani on bed...he quickly walks in and shuts the door...he was about to bolt the door when Nidhi turns and gestures him towards Sneha who was in dressing room picking Nidhi's jewellery...she chuckles seeing Ashutosh's dismayed expression and he returns an irate look...giving a soft tug to her hair he moves and sits on the bed...taking his tab to check his emails.

Sneha noticing Ashutosh shouts, "Your wife came to your rescue Ashutosh...otherwise you had no option but to change in other room"

He smiled at Nidhi and answered her, "I can't do that...you know"

"Yes I know"

Ashutosh noticed the sherwani and asked, "Who's going to wear this?"

Sneha who emerged from dressing room answered, "You of course...who else is the groom here"

"No way Sneha...forget it...I'm not going to wear these sherwani's any more"

Sneha smiles, "You have to...Arman with great difficulty found a matching sherwani with Nidhi's lehenga"

Ashutosh raises his one eyebrow, "And why do I need to match my sherwani with her dress"

"She's your bride"

He looks fondly at Nidhi and Sneha smiles seeing their eyes lock...she clears her throat to break their eyelock...and turns to leave informing Nidhi that she'll have her shower first. Nidhi only manages to utter "hmn"

Seeing sneha leaving... Ashutosh gestures her to come in his arms...she shakes her head and turns her eyes towards the open door...he mumbles, "shut the door"

She mutters, "No"...he gets up looking in a mock glare at her... and bolts the door and on his way back he picks her up in his arms and places her on the bed looking into her eyes...lying by her side he grasps her in his arms...squeezing her gently he satiates his pinning self...releasing her after sometime he pins her under him and pecks her lips...then takes them ravenously to his hearts content...after releasing her lips he looks at her...her voracious response to his kiss made him to ask, "so you didn't miss me"

She lowers her eyes and he smiles...pecks her eyes...then her cheeks...she tries to stop him...realising where this deepening hunger was taking them, "we will get late"

He pecks at her lips "let all go...we will stay here...like this..he turns and pulls her up on him and mumbles...kiss me"

"No...get up" he sulks and she gives a soft peck at his lips, "You don't want to wear this shirwani"

He narrows his eyes, "No but if you want"...she stops him placing her lips on his...giving a soft nibble at his lower lip...she asks, "What do you want to wear"

Pulling her up by her hair he sucks her lower lip making her moan "A black tuxedo minus vest"

She smiles and pecks his cheek, "you look so hot in black"...Ashutosh gapes, "What!...What did you say" she hides her face in his chest and he squeezes her wrapping his arms around her, "this is a news to me...didn't know my wife finds me hot"

She fondles his exposed chest with her face through undid buttons of his shirt and mumbles, "You are...you don't know how girls ogle at you"

He twirls and pins her down...caressing her cheek, "I don't care... I want to know...pecking at her eyes...how they see me" he raises her a bit...to get access to her neck and starts savouring her...she pulls him softly, "Please...we have to get ready...open the door before Bhabi comes"

Looking at her with his eyes glistening with passion, "Can't we stay here?"

She chuckles pecks his eyes, "You know we can't...Let me go...please" she tires to push him but fails...he gives a soft peck at her lips and slips to her side...allowing her to go.

Nidhi was trying to open her bags...when she was grabbed again by the pair of strong arms she belonged to, "What are you doing?"

"Trying to lift these bags...I have to take my dress from third one"

Pecking the crook of her neck, "Let me do"...he lifts the two bags and waits till she opens the bag and gets her things out...and stalls her bags back, "When are you going to unpack"

"I'll do that tomorrow...If I get time"

"I'll help you" she smiles in response and displays her two lehengas, "Which one should I wear?"

"Ah! this one is matching with my sherwani...tell me which one you want to wear"

"The one you want"

"Are you sure"

She nods her head and he wraps his arms around her and mutters in a husky voice, "Do I need to tell you...How I want to see you?" she frowns and looks into his eyes...he seeing her questioning look...holds his tongue in cheek and whispers near her ear, "In your birthday suit" her heart thumps...she hides herself in the crook of his neck and he rocks her hugging her in his arms.

"You are so shameless"

"I told you...you haven't seen yet...how shameless your hubby is" She mock punches him and he chuckles. Crushing her in his arms he utters heaving a deep breath , "I love you so much" and he smiles receiving a peck at the crook of his neck...he crushes her more and mumbles, "You are my life" she comes out and looks affectionately at him and mumbles, "we are getting late now... tell me..Which one you want me to wear"

"I saw you first time in white dress...pulling her back in his arms...I want to see my fairy again"...leaning forward to peck her lips but she pushes him gently and slips to restroom...Ashutosh watches restroom door in covet after failing to grab her...he was about to turn when he hears the restroom door open...he frowns seeing Nidhi coming out with her toiletries...he asks, "Where are you going with all this?"

"You too have to get ready...I'll use guestroom"

Without uttering a word in response...he looks at her intently, "You know I loved to take my shower this morning...the fragrant shower I took first time in my life...feeling my love around"

Nidhi looks at him in sheer stun and he narrows his eyes pleadingly...then mumbles, "Please that fills restroom with your fragrance" she shakes her head resignedly and turns to leave but he grabs her arm, "Please...I can't stay a moment here in your absence...give me something at least to buoy me up "

Nidhi takes a deep breath and turns to look at him...seeing the earnest look on his face, she couldn't help to leap in his arms and he was prompt to cage her in...holding each other in embrace for sometime Nidhi mutters, "If we are going to stay like this...we are surely going to get late" she pulls herself out of hug, pecks his cheek and utters, "Let me go now" he pulls her back "Not there... motioning her towards restroom...here" she smiles and winks in response.

Ashutosh looking smashing in his black tuxedo was brushing his hair when he hears Riya's natter...after a while he realises she was talking to Nidhi and they were nearing him...he turns to look around and his eyes meet Nidhi who had got rooted cherishing the smashing looks of her husband...Ashutosh's eyes travelled from her head to toe and got stuck at her...his grip on hairbrush loosens and brush falls to floor...but his eyes unblinkingly relished his fairy...looking resplendent in sequined pearl white and golden lehenga and golden top covered and enhanced with sparkling stones and pearls...her fitted bodice and the dupatta hanging on her side...was generously revealing her voluptuous body and her silky midriff making his heart go sway.

Riya's "Achi...Achi"...break their trance... and Ashutosh gulps still looking unblinkingly at her. Nidhi moves ahead...walk pasts him and his eyes follow her in side long look...she takes a small box from cupboard and presents him placing on his hand and leaves...the moment she turns out of his gaze his trance breaks and he realises she has left and he quickly calls her, "Nidhi"

She answers chuckling, "Come soon... we are waiting" he entreats again, "Nidhi please" but she leaves...smiling at the way he got swayed and answering him, "No! Come soon"

Ashutosh sighs and opens the box...the box had platinum cuff links...he touches them softly, smiles and puts them on...he loved them the look on his face displayed his joy.

Everyone was ready waiting for him to arrive when Nidhi spots him watching her standing upstairs...she looked around and stealing a chance gestured him to come down but he shook his head and gestured her to come upstairs...when she didn't assent he sends her a sms, "come upstairs"...she shakes her head in response. He sends one more Sms... "The way your necklace is hugging you...it's teasing me...pacify my heart so that it lives through the whole evening"

Nidhi reads the sms and glares at him but his smouldering gaze at her chest makes her hand involuntarily touch the diamond necklace she was wearing...and she realises her necklace was stopping tad above her cleavage...she places her hand on it...and raises her lashes to look at him...he gestures her to come up but she slowly shakes her head...Arman who notices Nidhi shaking her head, frowns and looks upstairs...seeing Ashutosh there he gives a resigned look to both and shouts at him, " Ashu why don't we do one thing...you stay here we are leaving"

Baba turns to look at him and grumbles, "Ashu we are getting late...what are you doing there?"

Reluctantly he had to come down and answer baba, "Let us go Baba"...he slightly purses his lips sulking at Nidhi...and she suppresses her smile.

The verma's and solanki's and Rohan were already in the banquet hall of a five star hotel... hosting and welcoming guests...the hall with connecting garden having tables set at identical distances was all dazzling with white and glittering lights...considerable number of guests had already arrived which included doctors from KGH, Nidhi's relatives and their neighbours. Everyone turn to look towards entrance on the arrival of bride and groom...all watched with awe...the dashing and smashing groom with bride looking drop-dead gorgeous walking up to the seats meant for them...one by one guests start greeting them...Ashutosh and Nidhi very politely accepted the wishes, gifts, bouquets coming there way.

When the flow of greetings slowed...Nidhi got the chance to look around...she noticed Malika coming towards them...she smiled at her and waited for her to near them.

"Congratulations to you...wish you both a very happy married life"

Ashutosh was first to answer her, "Thank you Malika...glancing at Nidhi... thank you for coming"

Malika gives a tentative glance to Nidhi and smiles at Ashutosh, "You both are looking fabulous...especially Nidhi...turning to her...you are looking like a fairy" Nidhi giving a quick look to Ashutosh who was still in mock sulk, mumbles, "Thank you". She couldn't miss her eyes trying to be evasive.

Dr. Behl's, "Congratulations!" invite their attention and they all turn to look at him. "I was out of city...came yesterday only and got the shock of my life"

Ashutosh responds with a thank you but frowns hearing his words...Dr. Behl amends himself quickly, "No Sir! Dr. Nidhi is just like my little girl...I'm so happy for you...but this is unbelievable...and hesitantly utters... how come this happened in few days...implausible sir...we all waited for this day sir...but didn't know the little girl will do the marvel"

Nidhi had hard time to control her chuckle...the way Dr. Behl was fumbling for right words. Ashutosh answers him in his typical style, "Thank you Dr. Behl...thanks for your good wishes and Nidhi adds...thanks for coming Sir...I came to invite you personally...you're not there"

"Yes I came to know about that...thank you very much"

Just then Dr. Mathur ushered Dr. Dubey to them. Ashutosh and Nidhi both move to touch his feet to seek his blessings but he doesn't allow them, "there is no need... my blessings are always with you...turning to Nidhi...he is not only my favourite student...but also my son...you'll have to take care of him"

Nidhi nods and Ashutosh objects, "Come on Sir...I'm not a kid"

"I know...I know...you are going to be one soon...a look at nidhi...I can feel that" Ashutosh frowns hearing his words and Dr. Dubey adds, "I've read somewhere...Age does not protect you from love. But love, to some extent, protects you from age"

Ashutosh smiles giving a sidelong glance to Nidhi and they hear the DJ's call inviting all to dance floor...the dance floor got highlighted with all the lights on floor...and surroundings turned dusky...Dr. Dubey grumbled, "No Ashutosh...you should have saved me...I can't stand today's booming music...I'm leaving"

Ashutosh looks helplessly around...he too did object but Arman and Rohan were hell bent to call the DJ...Nidhi intervenes, "No sir! Please stay...I'm sure you are going to love this music"

Dr. Dubey smiles at Nidhi, "Okay let us see...but if this music turns unbearable...I'm going to leave"

She smiles "Okay sir! But I'm sure you are going to enjoy here"

"Let us see"

Nidhi smiles again and he moves to take the table. The DJ played a soft number and couples start dancing in the centre of the hall. Nidhi and Ashutosh were alone now sitting on their bridal table...some guests were sitting and some were dancing...everyone was enjoying music in its own way...Nidhi and Ashutosh exchange glances but Ashutosh quickly turns his eyes away...still in his mock sulk...Nidhi smiles, "So you are not going to talk to me"

He shrugs his shoulders in response. Nidhi asks again, "Does that mean...you are not even going to dance with me"

Eyes giving an intense look to her...he responds in his heart stone way, "I don't like dancing"

Nidhi raises her eyebrows "Oh! Didn't know" she moves her hand slowly...grazing his hand...she takes the glass of juice and sips some. Her touch tickles him...he turns his eyes to her and seeing smirk on her face he couldn't take his eyes off her...she was looking so tempting that he forgot all his sulk and gazed her with all the love in his heart. Nidhi suppresses her chuckle at his dazed look...Ashutosh remembers his sulk again and turns his gaze away.

As they were sitting adjacent to each other, after a while, Nidhi softly grazes her hand on his leg and he turns to look at her eyes little popped out.

Flaunting the corner of her dupatta that she pretended to gather from his leg, "What? My dupatta was here". Ashutosh turned his head and squeezed his eyes...he wanted to grab her hand...he already was having hard time to control himself and Nidhi's teasing was making it more difficult... Nidhi knowing his state was having fun she had to hold her tongue in her cheek...to suppress her laugh.

They were lost in each other...oblivious to happenings around them...the sudden change of music and dusky dance floor catches their attention...one light travelled the dance floor and focussed on a statue in a dancing position... the music begins and the statue twirls...that was Anji...dancing on number...

Ge Ge Re, Ge Ge Re, Ge Re Ge Me Ge Re
Re Re Sa, Re Re Sa, Ni Sa Ni
Ghunji Si Hai Sari Fiza Jaise Bajti Ho Shehnaiyaan
Leherati Hai Mehki Hawa Gungunati Hain Tanhaiyaan
Sab Gaate Hain Sab Hi Madhosh Hain
Hum Tum Kyun Khamosh Hain
Saaz - E- Dil Chedo Na
Chup Ho Kyun Gaavon Na
Aao Na.. Ao Na... Aao Na... Aao Na...

Here she pulled Dr. Rangnath along...

Tan mann mein kyoon aise baheti hui
Thandi si ek aag hai
Ho, saanson mein hai kaisi yeh raagini
Dhadkan mein kya raag hai
Yeh hua kya hamein, humko samjhaao na
Sab gaate hain sab hi madhosh hain
Hum tum kyoon khaamosh hain
Dil mein jo baatein hain honton pe laao na
Aao na aao na, aao na aao na

Nidhi turns to look at Ashutosh and their eyes get locked...

Ab koi doori na uljhan koi
Bas ek ikraar hai
Ab na kahin hum na tum ho kahin
Bas pyaar hi pyaar hai
Sun sako dhadkanein itne paas aao na
Sab gaate hain sab hi madhosh hain
Hum tum kyoon khaamosh hain
Ab mere sapnon pe tum hi tum chhaao na
Aao na aao na, aao na aao na
Goonji si hai saari fiza
Jaise bajti ho shehnaaiyaan
Hey, laheraati hai maheki hawa
Gungunaati hai tanhaaiyaan
Sab gaate hain sab hi madhosh hain
Hum tum kyoon khaamosh hain
Saaz-e-dil chhedo na, chup ho kyoon gaao na
Aao na aao na, aao na aao na

After the song ended all applauded their dance and Ashutosh and Nidhi's eye lock breaks. Ashutosh turns his eyes and his mock sulk returns...Nidhi chuckles. After some time when Ashutosh turns to look at her...he finds her missing...he looks around but couldn't find her...the lights went off and dance floor glowed again...

O re piya haye..
O re piya haye..
O re piya haye..

Ashutosh got rooted seeing Nidhi dancing...the most graceful dance...her every move was elegant...and mesmerising...her eyes on him...her lips singing the song calling him and trying to cajole him...he got enticed...his face was presenting varied expressions of joy...seeing his fairy dancing only for him.

Udne laga kyon man baawla re
Aaya kahan se yeh hosla re
O re piya haye..
O re piya haye..

Tanabana tanabana bunti hawaa haaye bunti hawa
Boondein bhi to aaye nahi baaz yahan

Sagish mein shaamil sara jahan hai
Har zare zare ki yeh iltiza hai

O re Piya
O re Piya haye..
O re piya haye..
O re Piya

ni re ,re re ga
ga ga ma
ma ma pa
pa ma ga re sa
sa re re sa
ga ga re
ma ma ga
pa pa ma
dha dha pa
ni ni sa sa pa
pa sa ma pa dha ni sa ni
re ni sa sa sa.. . . . ..

Nazrein bolen duniya bole
dil ki zaban haaye dil ki zubaan
Ishq maange ishq chahe koi toofan

Chalna aahiste ishq naya hai
Pehla yeh vada humne kiya hai

O re piya haye..
O re piya haye..
O re piya
Piyaaa...

yehhh piya

Nidhi twirled around and he caught her in his arms...huge applauds boomed the hall...but before they can move from dance floor...the music started again...Nidhi looked at Ashutosh and he responded with a meaningful look...she frowned...he held her hand and made her to twirl and they together danced on the number...

Jeene Laga Hoon Pehle Se Zyada
Pehle Se Zyada Tum Pe Marne Laga Hoon.

Main Mera Dil Aur Tum Ho Yahaan..
Fir Kyun Ho Palkein Jhukaye Waha...
Tum Sa Hasheen Pehle Dekha Nahin...
Tum Isse Pehle The Jane Kahaan...

Jeene Laga Hoon Pehle Se Zyada.
Pehle Se Zyada Tum Pe Marne Laga Hoon.

Rehte Ho Aake Jo Tum Paas Mere.
Tham Jaaye Pal Ye Vahi Bas Main Ye Sochu...

Sochu Main Tham Jaaye Pal Yeh Paas Mere Jab Ho Tum.

Chalti Hai Saansein Pehle Se Zyada
Pehle Se Zyada Dil Dhadkane Laga Hai.

tanhaiyo mein tujhe dhoonde mera dil.
Har pal ye tujhko hi soche bhala kyun.

Tanhai mein dhoonde tujhe dil,
har pal tujhko soche.

milne lage dil, pehle se zyada. Pehle se zyada ishq hone laga.

Nidhi couldn't help drowning in his amorously glancing eyes...they were completely lost in each other when the music stopped and claps resounded through the hall...their dance mesmerized all. The joy on everyone's face when they looked around told them how their audience has been enchanted by their performance.

After them Priyanka and her husband and Sneha and Arman dances on song.

O...
Meri har man maani bas tum tak
Baatein bachkaani bas tum tak
Meri nazar deewani bas tum tak
Mere sukh-dukh aate jaate saare-
Tum tak, tum tak, tum tak, sohne yar!
Tum tak, tum tak, tum tak, sohne yar!

Tum tak tum tak arzi meri
Phir aage jo marzi
Tum tak tum tak arzi meri
Phir teri jo marzi meri
Har dushwaari bas tum tak
Meri har hoshiyaari bas tum tak
Meri har taiyari bas tum tak
Tum tak, tum tak, tum tak, tum tak
Meri ishq khumaari bas tum tak...
Aa...

Ik tak ik tak, naa tak.. gum sum
Naazuk Naazuk dil se hum tum...
Tum... tum tum tum tum tum tum!
Tum chaabuk naina maaro
Maaro tum tum tum tum tum tum!
Tum... maaro na naina tum
Maaro na naina tum

Tum tak..

Chala hoon tum tak
Chalunga tum tak
Mila hoon tum tak
Milunga tum tak

Tum tak, tum tak, tum tak,
Tum tak, tum tak, tum tak, tum tak
Ooo...
Tum tak, tum tak, tum tak,
Tum tak, tum tak, tum tak, tum tak

Haa ukhda ukhda
Mukhda mukhda
Mukhde pe naina kaale

Ladte ladte lade, badhte badhte badhe
Haan apna sajna kabhi, sapna sajna kabhi

Mukhde pe naina daale...
Naino ki dhaak le ja
Naino ki naiyya
Patwaar tu hai meri
Tu khevaiyya
Jaana hai paar tere
Tu hi bhanwar hai
Pahunchegi paar kaise
Naazuk si naiyya

Tum tak, tum tak, tum tak, sone yar!
Tum tak, tum tak, tum tak, sone yar!

Tum tak tum tak arzi meri
Phir aage jo marzi
Tum tak tum tak arzi meri
Phir teri jo marzi meri
Har dushwaari bas tum tak
Meri har hoshiyaari bas tum tak
Meri har taiyari bas tum tak
Tum tak, tum tak, tum tak, tum tak
Meri ishq khumaari bas tum tak...
Aa...

Tum tak, tum tak, tum tak,
Tum tak, tum tak, tum tak, tum tak
Ooo...
Tum tak tum tak tum tak
Ooo...

Meri akal deewani tum tak
Meri sakal jawani tum tak
Meri akal deewani tum tak
Meri sakal jawani tum tak
Meri khatam kahani tum tak
Meri khatam kahani bas tum tak

Tum tak, tum tak, tum tak, tum tak...

All through the song...Nidhi had to bear Ashutosh's caresses, soft pinches. She continuously chided him, mock glared him but he was relentless...She chuckles, "You forgot you're sulking"

"No I didn't...and I can't...you are going to pay for that...keep in mind"

Nidhi raises her eyebrows and he answers...his eyes glinting with passion, "You'll see"

She lowers her eyes...remembering their wedding night...slight blush stains her cheeks and Ashutosh smiles knowing what tinged her cheeks.

Guests started leaving after having dinner... showering their best wishes on the bride and groom for their future life...Arman, Rohan, Rangnath and Anji's bantering were prolonging the party and Ashutosh was feeling irritated...he complains whispering to Nidhi, "If I knew I had to attend all these functions and rituals after wedding...I would have preferred to go for a honeymoon...right away... after our wedding"

She had to place her hand on her face to hide her grin and he gives her an irate look.

Baba and Hiraman Kaka retired to their rooms. Sneha was already up in her room...helping Riya to go to sleep...who was bit cranky...her crankiness came to Ashutosh's rescue when everyone finally decided to move to their houses. He feared the families together may spent whole night in the hotel. He moved to latch the door; Nidhi was ascending the stairs when her mobile buzzes with sms, "Don't change". She turns to look at Ashutosh...who responded with a smouldering glance.

After freshening up Nidhi was waiting for Ashutosh in her room. Ashutosh after bolting the door was moving towards his room when Arman stops him, "Ashu lets us sit here for sometime"

"Have you lost...at 1 am you are inviting me for a chat"

"What's wrong with that...we used to spent nights chatting together...you forgot...only in one night...you forgot"

Ashutosh gives him an exasperated look, "I've to go hospital tomorrow...I can't stay here"

"So you forgot your friend" Arman pretends hurt.

Ashutosh sits next to him...pats his shoulder, "I know what you want...okay I won't go to my room...let us sleep here...but I can't stay up" he throws the pillow on the other end of couch and was about to lie down when Arman stops him, "What do you mean by you know what I mean...hmn... go to your room...you think I'm doing this intently...I wanted to talk to you"

Ashutosh gives him a knowing glance, "yes I know you want to talk to me" he takes his jacket and moves to his room...chuckling and shaking his head...knowing what his friend was upto.

Nidhi was brushing her hair when she felt two strong arms snaking around her waist...she quickly turns and her eyes meet the two passionate eyes... staring her intensely... brimming with love...eyes locked he caged her in his arms and pulled her to himself...nuzzling her nose he asks, "had your medicine" she nods her head... he picks her up in his arms and lays her softly on the bed...lying by her side he brushes his lips to her and asks, "so you love to tease your husband"...she manages to respond, "I didn't tease you"...pinning her down and looking at her lips he asks again, "really"...she couldn't respond...his fast breath and their sizzling bodies dazed her mind...the little quiver of her lips snatched his control and he plunges to savour the taste he longed for all day...giving soft nip to her lips he starts slowly savouring the delights that hungered him all day...his slow soft nibbles tantalized her...he greedily relished her...and she allowed him to taste her to his heart's content...responding intermittently. After releasing her lips he tasted every bit of her face...brushed her jaw line...removed her dangles and nibbled her earlobes...nidhi had her eyes closed...her blood was coursing...tasting her neck he moved down and with rough groan he removed her necklace...nidhi opened her eyes and he looked into them...in a glance that expressed he only has the right to touch her there...he winked at her and landed his lips at her cleavage...burrowing deep...Nidhi gasps...cups his head...trying to pull him...but he goes on relentlessly...his groans and his moans were resounding the room when Ashutosh's mobile joins them...huffing and their hearts thumping...they spring apart and Ashutosh looks around in a dazed state...he closes his eyes for a moment...gets up and answers his mobile picking from the side table. After a moment he manages to answer, "Okay! I'm coming"