FF: Tu Hi Tu..Th 3 Chapter 9 Pg 102 Apr 30 - Page 41

omg..when did this happen...i didnot open the forum...as have exams from mon...

Hello Everyone!

Yes, I lost it yesterday. But let me make something very clear. It was not something you did or said just yesterday. It was something that has been building up for quite a few days actually.

1. I never had issues when you spammed my thread. In fact, I participated actively most of the time and some times openly asked you all to spam and fill the pages. At the same time I didn't want the silent readers and non members to get confused while reading the story so I went ahead and opened another thread where just the story was posted.
2. I never had issues with your reviews either. In fact, there are some reviews, which I really really look fwd to. I depend on them to provide insight into the characters for the rest of the readers.
3. I enjoyed the guessing games you all conducted and the way you thought and tried to predict the future tracks. It gave me an idea as to who is thinking in which direction and expecting what from the story. I swear I never had so much fun interacting with all of you in any of my previous FFs.
4. I never said no to negative comments. You might not believe it but I save those comments in my word doc to think on them and see if the style of my writing can be improved on based on those comments.

But..

Somewhere along things started going wrong. Characters and chapters were literally torn apart. I kept telling..please guys..don't do it. the story is not done yet. Have patience. Sit back and enjoy the chapter. The saddest part was I could do nothing to defend my story or the character since I was in the middle of the FF. I could not laugh at some of the comments and predictions. They had started to hurt me.

I always thought of myself as someone who had some sense of humour. But some fun posts and comments did hurt me to the point that I had tears in my eyes. when someone says "sorry" I generally take it to mean that "intentionally or unintentionally, they have hurt me and that they will make sure that it will not happen again." but it didn't turn out that way. May be it was unintentional, but the story was made something to be mocked and laughed at..esp at a point where it was about to take an interesting turn.

When the thread was silent, I asked why it was silent out of curiosity and nothing more. I don't get irritated or angry when someone asks me for an early update. In fact, I take it as a very high compliment because that means that the story is liked by you and you want to read more. to my knowledge, meine kabhibhi updates dene keliye bhaav nahi khaaya hain aur khaaungi bhi nahi. I hope you all know at least that much about me by now. I treasure my readers and would continue to treasure them.

Please give me some time and I will be back with the rest of my story.

Thank you.

Suvika.