Tujhse naaraaz nahi zindagi

Why God why??

I lost Mummy years ago and now Papa who was my one true hero has also gone.

Wasn’t I doing a good job in being a responsible member of the family? Didn’t I help out with house chores? I even counted every rupee and took the bill in case I had to return medicines and snuggled right next to him, so that he could remember I was still there for him, like how he had been there for me. So why did he die?

I know I have to and I can take care of Dadu Dadi…but..but… why are they telling me I am not their grandchild any more? Don’t they love me? Don’t they want me any more? I won’t give them trouble.. I can even make tea for them and will support them. But please ask them to stop saying my Papa wasn’t my papa!! It’s hurting me, can’t they see?

Why are they saying hospital wale uncle is my dad now, after so many years? How do I believe them? They have never lied to me… or so I thought.. but now it seems my life itself was based on a lie. Surely it’s not true!?! Oh please let me stay here, in this house, close to my Papa’s memories. Don’t snatch them from me!

Hospital wale uncle seems kind… but my heart doesn’t believe he is my dad. But he insists that Papa told him about the baby swap incident. I need proof.. how can I trust a person who i didn’t even know existed 1 week ago?? But he is so persistent. I can’t dishonour dad’s last wishes either and I don’t want to burden Dadu Dadi. So does it mean I have to go away from the only home I have ever known and live with a brand new family?? I feel so numb right now.

How my life seems to have changed in just a few days. How I wish papa had been careful when driving. How I wish my papa was still here…

Tujhse naaraaz nahi zindagi,

hairaan hoo main

Hairaan hoo main.

You wrote , it is beautiful, I am a mom

I feel so terrible for Ayush , he is all lost

A granny with too excited , Dad helpless , lady suppose to be mom not showing love & care at all.

I mean ...

I feel really sad for Ayush ,

So happy to see at least Dev trying to balance things

Dev was irritated today Sona is really disappointing today

That her own son , just comfort him care fir him a bit

Isheari’s behaviour will escalate is Sona stay in frozen mode ... Dev is equally loving to Soha also

A motherless child , lost father also ... in a totally new place ... thinking from Ayush’s point of view is terrible he has not spoken a word .

Dev handled the situation well

Agree..

Dev has the best handle of this situation where he is being sensitive to all people.
But he hasn’t been questioned how he never realised Soha wasn’t his daughter. Ishwari’s attack on Sonakshi since knowing the truth has been quite harsh IMO. So I suppose Sonakshi is just in a reflective mode, forced to question whether she should have known before the birth that she had a son in her womb! She is so sure that things will play out against Soha in future, that she has somewhat zoned out Ayush. So so sad and unfortunate

Sona can try talk and comfort him privately,

Let it be any child that little life is in danger of getting lost ,

when a loving person die it is ver difficult for a child .

All Sona must do just hug him and comfort him

She is behaving as if Dev brought some lover’s child to the house .

Dev from the beginning is a “ great human being who loves every one in his family “

He is doing it with Ayush too, his love for Soha is not reduced.

It is Ishwari behaving so “ creepy “ ... expected of her

Things must be explained to Soha

Ayush will love Soha because Soha is his pappa’s child

Originally posted by: Rosh4rose

Sona can try talk and comfort him privately,

Let it be any child that little life is in danger of getting lost ,

when a loving person die it is ver difficult for a child .

All Sona must do just hug him and comfort him

She is behaving as if Dev brought some lover’s child to the house .

Dev from the beginning is a “ great human being who loves every one in his family “

He is doing it with Ayush too, his love for Soha is not reduced.

It is Ishwari behaving so “ creepy “ ... expected of her

Things must be explained to Soha

Ayush will love Soha because Soha is his pappa’s child

Originally posted by: naq5

how does sona approach aayush if ishwari isnt letting go of him. it wud be better if ishwari takes care of suhana so that sona gets that opportunity to take care of ayush. today suhana was left alone with ishwari & dev taking are of ayush, someone needed to stay with suhana too. . if ishwari wud have stayed with suhana, sona could have gone to ayush. during dining also ishwari was the one to serve food to ayush. she should have instead made sona do it

Sona shows zero interest in Ayush

That is why !

It takes 5 min to hug that little child once , her own child who was in her womb 9 months !

Soha will be always her child there is no doubt but the way Sona is behaving will lead to trouble.

Let it be any ones child

He has seen his father dying , motherless be kind to him, she was happy when the child told will call her “ Aunty “

Don’t know what “ colour of love “ is this !

Dev is really taking care of things

Unless Sona act cleverly Ishwari going yo destroy every thing!

Sona is not naive now , she is mature lady

Can’t she put herself in Ayush’s place feel the pain and trauma of the child

At any given time I will only stand with child

Originally posted by: Rosh4rose

Sona shows zero interest in Ayush

That is why !

It takes 5 min to hug that little child once , her own child who was in her womb 9 months !

Soha will be always her child there is no doubt but the way Sona is behaving will lead to trouble.

Let it be any ones child

He has seen his father dying , motherless be kind to him, she was happy when the child told will call her “ Aunty “

Don’t know what “ colour of love “ is this !

Dev is really taking care of things

Unless Sona act cleverly Ishwari going yo destroy every thing!

Sona is not naive now , she is mature lady

Can’t she put herself in Ayush’s place feel the pain and trauma of the child

At any given time I will only stand with child

I think Sonakshi hasn't been able to process that Ayush IS her child completely.

She is questioning her motherhood - in her head, Soha made her feel like a mother for the first time. She is only thinking that Soha is not hers? Her feelings for Aayush hasn't hit her completely.

Also , as per Ishwari, how is it possible for someone to love a child, thinking its her own for years and almost forget about it next? She seems happier that its a boy more than anything.. if later on she finds out..Ayush isn't Dev's son either.. what will she do? Yeh konsa rang hai pyar ka.. and her audacity to question Sonakshi's mamta!

Ayush, too also needs time. Ishwari's showering him with excessing laad isn't doing him any good. The boy doesn't talk much and obviously needs more space. Ishwari's behaviour at the lunch table wasn't good IMO- the boy just gobbled up his food so that she would stop haggling him.

Ayush and Sonakshi were physically distant, but at the lunch table it seemed like they understood, both need time and spaces to process things. They are similar in that sense.

Originally posted by: Autumn_Rose

I think Sonakshi hasn't been able to process that Ayush IS her child completely.

She is questioning her motherhood - in her head, Soha made her feel like a mother for the first time. She is only thinking that Soha is not hers? Her feelings for Aayush hasn't hit her completely.

Also , as per Ishwari, how is it possible for someone to love a child, thinking its her own for years and almost forget about it next? She seems happier that its a boy more than anything.. if later on she finds out..Ayush isn't Dev's son either.. what will she do? Yeh konsa rang hai pyar ka.. and her audacity to question Sonakshi's mamta!

Ayush, too also needs time. Ishwari's showering him with excessing laad isn't doing him any good. The boy doesn't talk much and obviously needs more space. Ishwari's behaviour at the lunch table wasn't good IMO- the boy just gobbled up his food so that she would stop haggling him.

Ayush and Sonakshi were physically distant, but at the lunch table it seemed like they understood, both need time and spaces to process things. They are similar in that sense.

This Ishwari giving me feeling of “ mission Dixit baby” kind of Ishwari ...

Hope Sona come out of frozen stage and show Ishwari some “ light

Ishu getting to my nerves

And this is the beauty of this show..

Everyone is feeling sad for Ayush..

Everyone is appreciating Dev’s efforts with Ayush..

Everyone is getting disgusted by Ishwari’s OTT behaviour

And

Everyone can also see Sonakshi’s struggles too.
Yes we have different opinions on how she should behave which is good too as it makes an interesting read and makes one think… how would and how they should ever react if placed in similar situation. thanks guys for sharing ur views🤗

What a beautiful and thoughtful write up of the situation. When we are dealt with something who has rocks our very being all of us don’t react the same way and that is what is happening here.

Thanks for this

Originally posted by: Autumn_Rose

I think Sonakshi hasn't been able to process that Ayush IS her child completely.

She is questioning her motherhood - in her head, Soha made her feel like a mother for the first time. She is only thinking that Soha is not hers? Her feelings for Aayush hasn't hit her completely.

Also , as per Ishwari, how is it possible for someone to love a child, thinking its her own for years and almost forget about it next? She seems happier that its a boy more than anything.. if later on she finds out..Ayush isn't Dev's son either.. what will she do? Yeh konsa rang hai pyar ka.. and her audacity to question Sonakshi's mamta!

Ayush, too also needs time. Ishwari's showering him with excessing laad isn't doing him any good. The boy doesn't talk much and obviously needs more space. Ishwari's behaviour at the lunch table wasn't good IMO- the boy just gobbled up his food so that she would stop haggling him.

Ayush and Sonakshi were physically distant, but at the lunch table it seemed like they understood, both need time and spaces to process things. They are similar in that sense.