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Here I present you the next chapter of this FF. A much awaited chapter...
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Chapter 13
Some days went like this. Sona somehow tried to hide her feelings. But till now, she was not sure about Dev's feelings... Infact Dev himself was not sure about his feelings.
One fine day, Sona saw her college friend on her way. She had tears in her eyes. She was crying. Sona went to her.
Sona : "Simran! Tu ro kyun rahi hai? Aur tu ye suitcase lekar kahaan jaa rahi hai?
She turned towards Sona and hugged her.
Simran : "Sona! (while sobbing)
Sona : "Simran! Tu rona band kar. Aur bata to sahi, kya baat hai?
Simran : "Sona! Meri sari khushiyaan cheen gayi. (tears started flowing from her eyes)
Sona : "Matlab...
Simran : "Mera ek friend hai. Pata nahi kab aur kese mujhe ussey pyar ho gaya, aur main usey apna sab kuch maanane lagi. Is ummeed mein ki wo bhi mere liye same feel karta hai. Man hi man main hamare future ke sapne dekhne lagi. Lekin yeh sochne se darti thi ki agar wo mujhse pyar na karta hua, to...
Aur aaj mera yahi dar sach banke mere saamne aa gaya. Usne to kabhi mujhse pyar kiya hi nahi. Wo to aaj tak mujhe apni ek acchi friend samajhta aaya hai.
Sona : "Tune usey apne dil ki baat batai?
Simran : "Maine apne dil ki baat bataane mein bohot der kar di. Aaj usne mujhe apni girlfriend se milwaya. Wo dono next month shaadi kar rahe hain. Main kaise usko batati?
Hearing this, Sona too had tears in her eyes.
Simran : "Mujhe sabse zada bura is baat ka lag raha hai, ki main usey apne dil ki baat nahi bata paayi. Nahi bata paayi usey ki main ussey kitna pyar karti hun. I Love Him so much. Main uski khushi ke liye kuch bhi kar sakti hun. Fir chaahe wo mujhe reject bhi kar deta. Lekin ek baar... bas ek baar, kaash main usey bata paati.
Sona : "To tu usey ab kyun nahi bata deti.
Simran : "Main nahi chahti ki wo kisi guilt ke sath apni life ki new beginning kare. I wish ye maine pehle kiya hota.
Sona, agar tujhe kabhi pyar ho... To kabhi usey confess karne mein der mat karna. Intezaar mat karna ki wo aake kahega, tab hi tu usey batayegi. Nahi to, baad mein bohot takleef hoti hai yaar. Apne personal experience se bata rahi hun.
Sona hugged her to console her.
Sona : "To, tu ab kahaan jaa rahi hai?
Simran : "Ab main yahaan se bohot door jaa rahi hun. Main apne mom dad ke paas jaa rahi hun.
Sona : "Lekin teri job...
Simran : "Ab main yahaan nahi reh paungi. Usko kisi or ke saath nahi dekh sakti. To ab waheen pe hi koi or job dhoondh lungi. Don't worry.
Sona : "Are you sure? Agar kabhi bhi meri zaroorat ho, to yaad rakhna I'm just a call away.
Simran : "Hmm tu apna khayal rakhna.
Sona : "Tu bhi.
Sona bid a good bye to Simran.
Simran's words came to Sona's mind.
Sona (in her mind) : "Jo Simran ke saath hua hai, wo agar mere saath hua, to...
Mujhe to ab tak nahi pata ki Dev ke man mein mere liye feelings hain bhi yaa nahi. Main Dev ko kisi or ke sath kabhi nahi dekh paungi. Main mar jaungi agar aisa hua to.
Simran was right. Mujhe Dev ke confession ka wait nahi karna chahiye, kaheen der na ho jaaye. Main Dev ko bataungi, what I feel for him. How much I love him. Aage fir uski marzi. Lekin aaj to main usko bata kar hi rahungi
Sona went to home. She was thinking how to do this task. And she was nervous too, what will be Dev's answer? What if, he rejected her love? How she will handle his rejection? What will happen?
Sona (to herself) : "Chill Sona! Don't think negative. Aisa sochna hi kyun, jo sochke hi pain ho. Ab main accha accha hi sochungi.
She decided to call Dev.
Sona : "Hello Dev! Kya tum sham ko mujhse mil sakte ho? Tumse bohot hi important baat karni hai... I mean tumhe kuch batana hai.
Dev : "Itna kya important hai? Tum mujhe abhi bata sakti ho.
Sona : "Bola na...Shaam ko. To bas, abhi phone rakho. See you soon. Address main tumhe msg kar dungi.
IN EVENING
It was a place beautifully decorated. Sona herself had decorated this.
Dev reached there.
Dev : "Wow! How beautiful. Strange, Sonakshi ne mujhe yahaan kyun bulaya. Aur khud kaheen aas paas dikh bhi nahi rahi.
Sonakshi! Sonakshi! Mujhe bulaake khud kahaan gayab ho gayi ho. Aa jaao yaar.
And there she came, looking like an Angel. Dev was all lost in her beauty. She was just staring at her with his mouth wide open.
Dev : "Aaj kya hai? Itni special arrangements aur khud bhi kya lag rahi ho tum.
Sona blushed hearing his comment.
Sona : "Khud pata chal jaayega tumhe.
Dev : "Tum seedhi baat kyun nahi keh rahi. Aaj kaheen tumhara b'day to nahi. Nahi... Nahi... Wo to nahi hai... Fir...
Tum mujhe confuse karna band karo, aur jaldi batao. Tumhe kuch kehna tha na.
Sona : "Dev! Main tumse kuch bolna chahti hun...
Dev : "Ab aage bhi bolo... please... aisi kya baat hai.
Sona : "Dev, wo... kaise bolun main...
Dev : "Sonakshi, please jaldi bolo. Ab mujhe tension ho rahi hai.
Sona : "Itni badi baat bolne se pehle to har koi nervous hota hi hai.
Dev : "Aisi bhi kya baat bolne wali ho tum?
Sona took a deep breath and finally spoke up.
Sona : "I Love You.
Bol diya finally.
Dev's eyes were wide open as he has seen ghost. He didn't even say a single word.
Sona : "Dev! Why are you silent? Shocked ho kya? Hona bhi chahiye...
Yahi soch rahe ho na, hum to sirf friends the... Fir ye love kaise beech mein aa gaya. Infact mujhe khud bhi nahi pata chala, ye kab aur kaise ho gaya. Mujhe kab tumse pyar ho gaya. But haan, ek baat surety ke sath bata sakti hun... I Love You. You are my first & last Love. Maine pyar ka matlab hi tab samjha, jab tumse pyar hua.
Lekin tum ye mat samajhna ki ye sab bata ke I'm forcing you to love me back. No, maine to ye bas isiliye kaha... Taaki future mein mujhe kabhi regret na ho ki maine apni feelings tumhe nahi batayi.
Mujhe mera answer mil gaya tumhare chup rehne se. please Dev isse hamari friendship ko affect mat hone dena. Aur kuch nahi, to hum acche friends to reh sakte hain na.
But Dev didn't respond.
Sona : "I think I should leave now. (with tears in her eyes)
She turned to go away. Then she heard Dev's voice.
Dev : "Humesha khud hi sab kuch keh deti ho. Kabhi dusre ko mauka hi nahi deti. I Hate You.
Sona : "I Hate You too. Tum kabhi kuch nahi kehte. Isliye mujhe hi kehna padta hai.
Dev : "Aaj tak nahi kaha. Lekin aaj keh raha hun...I Love You too. I Love You.
Sona : "But I Hate You.
She ran towards him for a flying hug. They remained like this for what seems eternity to them.
Sona : "To fir itni der butt ban ke kyun khade the? Pata hai mujhe kitna dar lag raha tha. Aur kitna pain hua.
Dev : "Tum sahi kehti ho, main bohot bada buddhuram hun. Main apni feelings ko samajh hi nahi paa raha tha. Yaa fir pyaar ka naam dene se dar raha tha. Dar raha tha, ki tum kya kahogi.
Sona : "Tum to sach mein buddhuram hi ho.
Dev : "Jaisa bhi hun, tumhara hi hun. Tumhe hi sambhaalna padega.
Sona : "To main kisi or ko dene bhi nahi wali. Tum sirf aur sirf mere ho.
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Edited by Anjali333 - 8 years ago
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