(GUYS THIS IS A SMALL OS WHICH IS IN 2 PARTS 1ST PART IS SONA'S POV HER HEART TO HEART TALK WITH ELENA AFTER SHE VISIT'S THEM(bose household) AND AFTER HER WILL BE DEV'S POV ON HEARING SONA'S AND ELENA'S TALK I AM SKIPPING HOW ELENA IS ACCEPTED IN BOSE HOUSE THE STORY WILL START FROM SONA AND ELENA'S ENTERING SONA'S BEDROOM AND DEV HIDING BEHIND THE WINDOW )
Sona and Elena sat on the bed as Elena started speaking sona mujhe nhi lagta tujhe devbhai se itne badi baat chupani chaiye thi , yeh koi choti baat toh nhi hai na k tune dev say yeh chupaya ki uski aur tere ek beti hai ,soha uska bhi khoon hai .
Elena mein ne kuch galat nhi kiya ,galat kaise nhi tune ek pita ko uski beti se door rakha.
Tu jaana chathi hai na toh sunn mein ne soha aur dev ko alag kyon rakha yadh hai Elena jab mera aur dev ka breakup hua tha ,Elena nodded and said haa yaadh hai toh uss breakup ka reason bhi yaadh hoga dev bhai ki maa , sirf maa i mean mrs dixit nhi dev bhi, uss waqt un hone hamari relationship k liye stand nhi liya aur hum alag hogaya ,aur rhi baat mrs dixit humare breakup ka reason bani kyonki un hey laga mein unn k bete ko unse alag ya chin rhi hu par aisa kuch nhi tha.yeh baat dev khudh bhi jaante teh
Humare relationship k bare mein un ko nhi baata ne ka decision dev ka tha aur meine haa sirf is liye kaha tha kyonki mujhe pata tha ki dev k alava mrs dixit ko koi aur ache se pehechan nhi shakta , uss waqt bhi dev pooja mein apne maa ki khushi k liye bhaithe teh meine toh sirf unhey samjhaya par tab bhi mrs dixit ko laga ki dev mere wajhse pooja mein bhaithe mere khene par ,par unho ne saach toh dekha he nhi ki dev unk liye bhaiteh ,un hai bas itna paata that ki dev ne unki baat na maan kar meri baat maani jo saach nhi tha
Phir hamara breakup😭 hua tab bhi mrs dixit dev ka dard nhi dekh payi tab bhi dev ne apni maa ki khushi k liye kuch nhi bola aur phir enagement k baat jo drama hua tab mrs dixit ko dev ka dard dekha ,yaadh hai mein ne dev ko shaadi k liye na bola jab woh office aye teh ,meine na isliye nhi bola tha kyonki mein ghussa thi mujhe pata tha dev mujhse pyaar ❤️karte hai par mein chaithi thi ki mrs dixit bhi mujhe accept karey , isliye jab auntyji khudh rishta lekar ayi toh meine haa bola, mein khush thi ki mere liye jo important hai uski life ki sab se jayada important insaan ne mujhe accept kiya ,aur phir humaari shaadi hogayi mein ne sabse best bahu bane ka than liya tha mere selfish reason k liye nhi par dev ki khushi k liye, kyonki mein nhi chaiti thi ki dev ko kabhi bhi hum dono mein se kises ek ko chunne ka sawal bhi na uth paye ,par yeh baat bhi dono maa aur beta nhi samjhaj paye ,jab neha wapis ayi thi toh hum log ne humara honeymoon cancel kiya aur saach bolu Elena mujhe koi dukh nhi tha humare honeymoon cancel hone ka kyonki mujhe pata tha agar humlog jaate toh bhi dev khush nhi rehte .
Phir jab dev ne Vicky ko bahoot high position de office mein ,meine isliye nhi rokha kyon ki mera aur Vicky ka relation acha nhi tha isliye rokha kyon ki Vicky ek beginner tha usse kuch samjh ta aur company ka loss hota , tab dev ne meri baat toh sunne par jab unki maa ne kaha Vicky ko higher post dedo toh un hone de di par un hey yeh nhi samjhaya ki mrs dixit ne emotionally socha mamiji ur mamaji ko dekh kar socha par aur ab uska natizaha dekho income tax ki raid padh gayi Elena mein tere pati ko accuse nhi kar rhi par saach bol rhi hu bas ,au r tab bhi mrs dixit ko laga mein dev k saath mil kar decision nhi le shakti woh hak sirf mrs dixit ka hai par woh bhool gayi mein dev ki patni thi aur mein dev k liye acha he sochungi tab bhi mein ne ignore kiya dev k bare mein soch kar aur tab mujhe pata chal gaya mrs dixit ne aaj tak mujhe kabhi accept he nhi kiya. aur phir baat ayi fake pregnancy ki jab sab maa ko pata chala tab bhi unko yeh he laga ki dev ne meri khushi k liye jhoot bola par saach toh yeh tha ki dev ne woh sab maa aur meri khushi k liye kiya, aur phir dev ne mere baba ko thappad maar aur woh bhi unki maa k liye aur phirse dev apne saare rishte bhool gaye mujhe ghussa aya tha bahoot ghussa aya tha par phir mein ne socha nhi mera deva aisa nhi hai sayaad un se yeh galti se hua hoga aur meine apne aap ko shant kiya aur thode din maa baba k saath rehene gayi taki mein dada ko unke business mein help kar shaku aur fir mujhe dev ne dada ko paise diye iske bare mein pat chala aur tabhi baba bahoot ghusse mein teh aur hongay bhi unki self respect ka sawaal tha aur jiss tarah dev ko unki maa imp thi use taraha merey liye merey baba teh isliye mein ne woh check diya , par sayaad jisko mein ne check diya woh mera dev nhi tha woh toh sirf ek adarsh beta tha jisko laga mein ne unki maa ki insult ki , aur phir ayi baat mrs dixit ko Dhaka lag kar ghir ne ki toh woh dhaka meri wajhse nhi laga woh toh ek mistake thi par nhi sirf dev jo karte hai woh jaan boj kar nhi hota woh mistake hoti hai par meine kiya toh jaan bhuj kar hogaya. (while she was saying all this her face was strained with tears and all this was heard by dev )
Aur phir unhone mujhe chale jaane ko kaha😭 unhey laga mein ne unhey pichey mudh kar nhi dekha, unko dhoka diya ,2 min mein saare rishtey todh diya unke saath kiya hua vaada todh diya ,par woh bhool gaye teh woh vaada hum dono ne kiya tha meine kaha tha ki mein unka saath humesha dungi lekin unnk saath mil kar aur yeh bhi kaha tha ki unn k alava mujhe aur koi hurt nhi kar shakta lekin mein bol gayi thi uss waqt jo admi mere samne khada tha woh sirf ek adarsh beta tha jisko sirf apni maa ka dard dikhayi diya
Aur uske baat Vicky ne kaha ki dev ne humein hamare ghar se nikal diya ,par tab bhi meine uss par vishwas nhi rakha kyonki mujhe pata tha ki mera dev aisa kar he nhi shakta ,mein ne sab kuch bhula diya yaha tak ki meri family ka dard ,unki self respect mere self respect aur dev k pas gayi mein apna vaada nhi bholi thi mein dev k paas gayi thi Elena apna vaada pura karne ki bhaley woh mujhe chodh de mein unhe nhi chodhungi par sayaad dev apne saare vaade bol gaya unhe sirf apni maa se kiye hua vaade yaadh aye unki maa ka pyaar sacrifice yaadh agaye aur uss waqt mein ne apne dev ko kho 😭diya jab un hone prenup sign kiya pata hai Elena mein wapis bas isliye gayi taki hum dono humara rishta baacha shake par mujhe kya pata tha humare rishte ki dor dil se nhi ek agreement se bandhi thi aur phir humlog mein ladayi hue mein ne unki sab baate ignore ki kyonki mujhe pata tha ki woh drunk teh par khete hai na jab admi naashey mein hota hai tabhi woh saach bol pata hai aur usse tarah dev ne saach bol diya naashey mein he kyon na bola ho par saach bol he diya unki kisse bhi baat ka mujhey bura nhi laga tabhi ,sirf ek baat ka lagauss bata ne mujhe he toodh💔 diya un hone mere maa na bane ka mazak bana diya (and she went weak on hears knees due to fb and she fell and Elena went to support her)
mein unki haar ek galti ko maaf karene ayi thi yaha tak ki mein prenup ko bhi bhulana chati thi par unhone ek ladki ki sabse badi khushi ka mazak bana diya aur tabhi mujhe pata chal gaya ki ab yeh merey dev nhi rahey jo insaan meri khushi k liye jhoot bol shakta hai yeh woh nhi hai uss dev ko toh mein jaante he nhi jo mere samne khade teh aur tabhi meine humare saarey vaade bhula diye aur waha se chalegi .aur phir humlog alag hogaye aur phir ,meri zindagi mein meri beti ayi jo mera sab kuch baan gayi meri saas lene ki meri jeene ki wajha ban gayi woh soha he thi jiss k wajhse mein aaj ek business women bani kyonki mein apne beti k liye sab kuch bst chaiye tha .
Aur tu mujhe bol rhi thi na ki mein ne soha ko uske papa se door kyon rakha , mein toh dev ko sirf physically soha se dur rakh payi par emotionally nhi meine soha ko sab saach bata hai woh janati hai apne papa ko unka naam janti hai bas unhe dekha nhi hai ,tujhe kya lagta hai mujhe bahoot khushi ho rhi hai dev aur soha ko dur rakh kar aisa nhi hai , tujhe paat hai Elena soha sirf dekhne mein aur behave Karne mein mere jaise hai par woh bilkul dev jaise hai isliye sayyad in saath saalo mein apne aap ko sambhal payi kyonki jab soha merey saath hoti hai toh mujhe aisa lagta hai dev mere saath hai , sab ko lagta hai mein agay badh gayi hu par nhi aaj bhi mein wahi hu jaha saath saal phele thi sirf physically aur mentally agay badi hu par emotionally aj bhi waha he hu🥺 isliye mein dusre shaadi nhi karna chaithi
Tujhe pata hai jab mein wapas ayi toh mujhe laga ki aaj bhi dev waise he hain apne maa k bare mein sochne wale aur kisse ki kadhar nhi karne wale par sayaad mujhe laga mein galat hu woh saachi badal gaye hai jab woh mujhe earthquake se bachane aye tabhi mein ne phir se mere dev ko dekha ,par ek baar phir mein galat prove hogayi jab un hone apni maa ki baat suni aur laga ki mein dusre shaadi kar rhi hu .
Y❤️❤️eh sab hone say phele mein ne soch liya tha ki mein dev ko soha k bare mein bat ungi par phir mein uss dev ko dekha jiski wajhse hamara rishta toot gaya aur phir mein ne socha ab mein dev ko soha k bare mein nhi baataungi kyon ki aaj bhi dev apni maa k kisse baat ko taal te nhi ya vishwas nhi karte hai , mein daar gayi Elena mujhe pata tha ki dev ki maa ko uss k bachon k dadi bana tha aur agar mrs dixit ko soha k bare mein pata chal gaya toh woh dev se khe kar mujhse meri soha chin lete ,mein soha k bare mein uss dev ko baata na chaiti thi jo mujhe samjh ta tha aur mujjhe yakin tha ki woh dev mujhe se mere beti nhi chine ga par sayaad mein phir se galat nikali aaj bhi dev waise he hai apni maa k agay woh kisse k emotions nhi samjhte .
Dev ko lagta hai mein move on hogayi said sonakshi laughing with tear strained face unhen lagta hai mein un ka vishwas toda par unhe yeh nhi dekhta ki mein bhi wahi dard se guzzhari hu mein ne bhi apna pyaar khoya apni khushi , hassi aur rishta khoya bas fark yeh hai in saath saalo mein ,meine apne emotions ko chupana shikh liya apne beti k liye par sayaad dev yeh nhi kar paye kyonki sayyad aaj bhi woh ek spine less insaan hai jinko apni maa k alava aur koi nhi dekhta
Tu soch rhi hogi na mein tujhe yeh sab kyon bol rhi hu jab ki hum saath saal mein ek baar bhi nhi mile , Elena nodded in yes ,pata jab mera dev ka breakup hua tha tab meine kaha tha ki mein tujhse jhooth nhi bol, shakti Elena said yess smiling at the memory ,toh aaj bhi mein tujhse kuch nhi chupa shakti , mein maa, baba ,dada ,dadi aur soha k samne apna strong women mask nhi utra shakti kyonki agar mein ne woh mask utar diya na toh unhey pata chalega ki aaj bhi woh sonakshi hu jo aaj bhi toothi hue hai aur apne aap ko sambhal nhi payi hai aur agar soha ne dekh liya toh woh tooth jayegi aur mein aisa nhi hone de shakti hugging Elena suhh suuh sona sab thik hojayega tu ro mat said Elena kuch thik nhi hoga Elena kuch bhi nhi mera aur dev ka rishta ek mirror ki taraha hogaye ha jis par bahoot saare cracks hai , jo ab kabhi nhi meeth payegay ,par sona agar mirror ko ek naya shape de do aur agar woh shape cracks ko gayaab kar de toh woh phir se naya ho jayega , aur mirror ko sirf ek insaan hai jo shape de shakti hai aur woh hai teri aur dev bhai ki beti soha
Nhi said sona loudly aisa kuch nhi hoga Elena ,promise kar tu dev ko kuch nhi baatayegi promise kar Elena said sona
Par sona said Elena ,pls Elena plss mere liye said sona
Promise mein dev ko kuch nhi bolungi said Elena
Chal ab rona bandh kar mujhe apne chooti sona se milna hai bahoot baat akrne hai usse said Elena sona wiped her tears and got up chal miss bose se milte hai said sona as they when out
Both of them were unaware of the person behind those window who was numb , pained ,hurt teared eyes lost mr dev dixit .
(NOTE- i thought of writing about sona's pov first bcoz in the show dev has shown his emotions , his inner turmoil about sonakshi, more than sona , sona has only let her mask of for a little time and at few incidents only ,so here is sona's pov and dev pov will be up by tomorrow )