The pause before the dive

Dev.. Finally it seemed like we are (or were because after tomorrow we don't know how he will react) getting back our normal dev with his rational side. The guy was happy seeing finally the kind of relationship he wanted between them. And finally realised (thank god really) that this would hurt Sona and he should come out with the truth himself. I don't know how he would have actually told this had he got the chance but fortunately or unfortunately for him he didn't have to. Before he could his lie came back to bite him in the ass. In the form of kakima. I really felt happy today that he got that stupid idea of treatment out of his head and realised he had to confess. For that i am proud. But felt sad a bit for the circumstances the lie came out in when he himself was going to tell. Anyway he does deserve what he gets now.

Sona... Finally! I felt like shouting ureka today! She seemed to me much more balanced today. As I said giddy period over. I had read that when someone is happy or in good mood (which would be gross understatement here) tend to take less than rational or bad decisions because we have no awareness of any threat. This maybe helpful in explaining her less than rational behavior over the past day. After all she got two big good news together. Anyway.. Today she could see clearly. Had kakima told this yesterday she would have denied it strongly instantly and wouldnt have accepted until dev himself said. But as I said today was different. With kakima's verdict and bijoy's enquiry of reports.. It hit her. She did the math... Reviewing all of what had happened this previous day ending with dev's suspicious behavior. She understood.

Finally the confrontation scene came which we were waiting for. Here mention has to be made of erica. I mean she LOOKED hurt. Her low shaky voice was... As if she doesn't have it left in her to even raise her voice. When her most terrible suspicions that too with dev involved are going to come true. Of course she has that andaza. That's why after each line she repeated kyuki mai ma banne wali hu. She sounded fragile... One line from dev and she would shatter. But here that was not needed. Just his expressions confirmed her fears, taking her away from her Bliss with each word and uttered. Until finally she says, maybe statement but still haven't a little question, kyuki mai pregnant nahi hu. God I can only imagine her when dev confirms it. She will burst out, break down I know. And we will cry with her.

Finally coming to ishwari. I think that laddu scene was not just a filler. I saw another glimpse of that Ishwari...the one obssesed scarily with dev. When the laddus fell... I saw an edge in her body language and voice. Maybe I am over thinking but it's like her obsession has now shifted to grandchild and again that need to be in control. That's why giving fruits to sona too. I agree with people's post here. It was not for sona but for baby and she is galaxies away from accepting that family. Remember that phone call with bijoy? This was like that. And I am only waiting for tomorrow to clear up all our doubts and speculations. I am not only scared of her reaction of no baby and for sona but also the very fact of why dev did it when he explains himself. I want to see if she realises what her insecurities have done.

This was like a middle ground. After the giddy head over heals period and before the storm turns everything to ash. The stage is set now eagerly waiting for tomorrow's action packed episode!

Wonderful analysis dear.