What should I do?

I waited for the one Devakshi moment , a kiss , a simple kiss , but intimate and passionate enough to make us crazy . I totally had a faith on cvs thinking they will never let us down but yesterday my patience level just vanished . Wondering y they r hesitating to give us what we wanted . Is that because Devakshi r unmarried ? Is that because it's airing time is 9:30? I am just getting frustrated day by day coz firstly I am not being able to bear Ishwari drama . Her acts make my mood low . She is way too much I would like to say way too too much for me . Secondly , lack of happy Devakshi adds fuel in me . I love this show . But I wanna feel happy and enjoy watching this show. Instead I am taking extra tension . The more we r nearing to the real plot of the show , the more emotion of restlessness is taking toll on me. I even started to watch only scenes of Dev n Shona. I just wanna see them
Happy. I know it sound kiddish but the reality that they r showing in this show is way too much for me to handle . That's y there is a saying that truth is always bitter. I m not being able to enjoy watching it.

This much truth if they are going to show means there won't be anybody to watch the show. U wrote correct. This has become addictive& creating huge tension.
There can be little sadness but from the look of it another 50 episodes we r going to watch this.
I don't think I have that much energy.
In real life lot of suffering is there
But people like GKB should not be entertained.
I don't understand why Dev is delaying their house building ?
He knows the true color of Mami. He knows she hates sona& taunts her whenever possible. Iswari character they have butchered- so much negative vibes was not needed. Looks like it us a point of no return