Prem Juneja in parallel universe
Chapter 6
Earth 764
5 September 2015
" Madam aab aise andar nahi ja sakti." A female employee protested after seeing Heer was trying to enter her boss's office.
However, Heer was in no mood to hear her's complain. She had enough of that. She now needed some answers and the men who was sitting inside of that office room could give her those answers.
"Mein kya kar sakti hu, ye tum ya tumhari boss dono hi nahi janti hein. Meri raste se hato, aur mujhe andar jane do." Heer told that girl.
"Madam aap jo bhi hein. Iss company ke kutch ussol hein, hamare boss bahut busy person hein, unki har ek waqt kimti hein. Iss liye appointment ka bigar hum aap ko unse nahi milne de sakti hu." The girl told Heer.
"Ha jante hein tumhari boss bahut hi aamir aur important hein. Lekin unse milne ke liye mujhe appointment ki jarurat nahi hein. "Heer commented.
"Madam aab mein aap ko akhiri baar ke liye warned kar rahi hu, please aab yaha se chale jaye, agar aap ko sir se milni hein to aap ko unka appointment lena hoga. Agar aap abhi yaha se nahi gaye to mein security ko bulangui." The female employee warned Heer.
Heer could sense the person who was sitting inside the room could hear and see what was happening here.
"Aaj mein bhi dekti hu Prem, tumhara haad kis tak hein. Aaj mein bhi dekni chahti hu ki kya tumhare dil mein meri liye durya itni baar gayi ki tum mujh se milne se inkar kar rahi ho. Kya tum apni dosri pechan ko bachane ke liye kutch bhi kar sakti ho, yaha tak ki aapni Heer ko security se bahar fekna. Kya tumhara gussa itna bar gaya ki tum meri sawalo ki jawab dena jaroori nahi samajte ho.
Prem aaj mujhe kutch sawal ko jawab chahiye aur uski liye mein kisi bhi had tak jane ke liye tyyar hu." Heer told under her breath.
Inside of the office room
Prem Juneja who was now known as Anupam Banerjee to outside observed the whole thing from his office's cctv. He was obviously surprised to see Heer here. He did not expect that, Heer would realize that a Prem Juneja still existed in earth 764. One and half month ago when he saved her and her friend Geet from Rishab's plan, he did not thought because of that Heer could guess about him so soon.
But he was not totally the Prem Juneja which existed till 12 May 2015 in that earth. He was now a perfect fusion of Prem Juneja of earth 763 and earth 764. Prem realized that there was no habit change in him due to the fusion process. Prem sensed that, as both Prem Juneja's soul essences were part of the same soul therefore, both Prem Junejas had identical like, dislike and habits. Both Prem Juejas had a similar way of thinking and worldviews.
Yet fusion of those two Prem Junejas was an interesting experience for the now fusion Prem Juneja. He now had two sets of memories and both of them were looking natural to him. He could drive into any memory of those two sets of memory and could relive those memories and felt the emotions behind those memories.
Prem realized that, he now had so many relationships through Prem 764. He could feel attachment to those relationships.
However, he was not very clear about his relationship to Heer. What Heer meant to him. What he felt for her? Could she made a reentry to his life. What she felt for him now? What about Chahat their daughter?
Prem realized that, a person could have several identities and each identity provided different emotions in a person. Each identity judges a situation differently. Prem could feel the internal struggle inside of him. He could sense how his lover, husband, father, and fusion identities were making him crazy. His lover identity wanted to forget everything and pulled her again in his arms. His lover identity was still dreaming about a future with her.
His husband identity reminded him, Heer was still his legally wedded wife, as she never asked for a divorce in last three years. Therefore, he still felt a sense of responsibility towards her. He knew Heer was still a prime target of Rishab Rampal. Because of that, Prem felt an urgency to save her from all of those harm.
A small part of his husband identity reminded him Heer broke her mangalsutra and removed her sindoor while leaving him, which indicated Heer no longer, wanted to identify as his wife. She lived last three years as a single person. Prem did not know could they now morally call each other as husband and wife.
Prem knew he was not an ideal husband and had several flaws when Heer was with her. Prem did not know would they ever reconcile as husband and wife. Yes, Ash told the truth about that night to Heer and rest of the family after his supposed death but at the same time Prem could not pretend that, because of that they could start again, from where they left three years ago.
Nevertheless, the strongest emotions he felt against normalizing his relationship with Heer was from his identity as a father. Prem realized that, how much love a father could feel for his child. How even the world's most intelligent man could not help himself from thinking emotionally when the matter involved his child?
Heer never told her about the birth if his daughter. Heer did not even think that, Prem had a right over Chahat being her father. Prem might not be an ideal husband but in his mind, even a bad human being had a right as father.
Heer was planning to hide his identity forever from his child before Ash told her the truth. He could not help himself from feeling resentment whenever he thought about how in last few seconds before his death Prem 764 thought about his daughter. How much mental pain Prem 764 felt when he thought he was dying alone without seeing and touching his daughter. How much pain Prem 764 was feeling when he was leaving his last breath and thinking about how his daughter would never know about him.
In his last few seconds, he also thought about how much hatred Heer had for him in her heart to deny him a chance to meet Chahat.
Because of that, the father identity of Prem felt very much angry and hurt and some types of resentment to Heer. Those feelings were so strong that it was overwhelming his feelings of love and sense of duty to Heer.
His paternal identity was not interested in thinking rationally; it was not ready to hear any reason and logic behind Heer's actions. It did not matter how much he tried he could not able to forget about Heer's hatred for him in last three years.
Besides all of that, he was a fusion Prem and Prem did not know how he would explain things like dimension travelling, soul merging to her and what would she think if he told her that.
Above all, Prem was still fighting against Rishab Rampal's evil plans and keeping his identity secret from Rishab was necessary for him. Therefore, he could not risk to reveal his real identity to anyone and that included Heer.
He needed more time to complete his plan and thinking about his complicated life.
"Kya aap aa sakti hein meri cabin mein, ha bahut jaroori baat hein. Aap south ke side se aa jaye. "Prem told someone over the phone.
He now text messaged the female employee who was confronting Heer.
Outside of Prem/ Anupam's office room.
Heer could see security personnel were coming towards her. She wanted to see how Prem Prevent them to throw herself out of her office.
"Ok, madam, aap ja sakti hein sir ke cabin mein do minute ke liye. Sir ne abhi abhi text massaged kiya iske bare mein. Kyun ki wo nahi chahte ki aap yaha koi tamasha kare." The female employee informed Heer after getting text message from her boss.
Heer smiled after hearing that, she knee her Prem would not allow her to be insulted in front of everyone.
Heer moved forward and opened the door of Prem's office. She could not help but to look at signboard outside of that office room which was telling her that room belonged to Anupam Banerjee.
"Aap bait sakte hein" Prem told her. Heer suddenly lots of emotions through her mind after hearing Prem's voice. The confident, polite manly voice took her away to memory lane for few seconds.
Heer could only see his back.
"Prem, mein janti hu ki pichle kutch saal se hum alag hein, lekin iss ka matlab ye nahi ki aaj hum ek dosre se baat hi nahi kar sakte... "Heer could not complete her sentence as Prem aka Anupam interuppted her.
" Dekhiye mein samaj sakta hu ki plane ki wo hadse ke baad jis mein aap ko behosi ki dawaa pilaya gaya, aap ke upar bahud badi asar padi, shayed iss liye aap ki dimag mein kutch galat phemi bhi paida ho gaya. Mera naam Prem nahi hein, mera naam hein Anupam Banerjee." Prem told her.
" Dekho Prem, tum aise harkat pahele bhi kar chuke ho,Prem mein tumhe janti hoo tum khud ko mujh se nahi choopa sakte hein, tum Prem Juneja ho, chahe tum khud ko Anupam Banerjee bulao ya Gaurav Sharma. " Heer told him.
"Ye Gaurav Sharma kaun hein? A newly arrived female voice asked.
Prem moved around and saw Geet finally came after getting his telephone.
" Mujhe nahi pata Geet ji, shayed aap ki saheli ko pata ho." Prem told her.
Heer became speechless after seeing Geet there; she looked at Prem and realized that, it was Prem who called Geet.
Heer could sense that Prem was trying to escape from her questions by inviting Geet.
"Prem tum jitna bhi koshish kar lo, par meri sawal ka jawab tumhe dena hoga. Tumhara gussa, naraji, nafrat sab kutch mein dur kar ke rahongi. Bhagwan ne mujhe zindegi ko samal ne ka ek aur mauka diya. Aur ye muka mein aap ne haat se nahi jane doongi, ye meri wada hein." Heer told silently.
Edited by mijanur - 7 years ago