Part 6
I was packing my things that evening when suddenly I felt an urge to listen to her vvoice and I dialed her number which wasn't picked up by her but it was a crying meher telling that heer has met with an accident , her car has been hitted by the truck causing the driver to die on the spot and she was in ICU struggling for her breath
The world around me fell apart I heard my parents talking to her parents and the next thing I know that I was on a flight to her state
And the next moment I was standing outside her ICU seeing her , she was mostly covered in bandages and bedcovers but her face was cut in many places and she was lying still and that moment all I wanted was to get her back , I wanted her to just keep breathing , I wanted her to be alive I don't cared if she cant be what she was , I didn't cared if the accident left marks on her body I just wanted my heer back
She wa having blood clotting in her brains and her chances was mimimum and all I wanted was to see her once I was standing alone near the ICU mamma was sitting near and heers dad took meher home as she was sick crying
The doctor was entering the ICU when I caught holded of his hand
"will she be okk"
The doctor looked at me and asked
"who are you"
" I am her fiance I mean we were going to be engaged"
"well we are trying to save her her face brain and entire body has suffered so much damaqge"
"it doesn't matters just save her"
"I am trying , just send her best wishes , she needs them and her family needs your support"
Saying this the doctor went past me and I stood their motionless for several minutes
That night I sat beside in the chairs near the ICU and prayed for her and when I opened my eyes she was sitting beside me in her wedding saree looking at me with hope and I don't know if that was pain
I was still struggling to unertsand whats happening when very innocently she touched my shoulders and then inched her face to rest it on my shoulder
"I missed you"
I heard myself saying to her , it felt as if I am in some dizzy state
"I know , and I know thazt you are shocked but I came just for you , don't ask questions I don't have time just let me ffeel you as I am dying to be yours , so prem juneja are you going to marry me?
I felt myself nodding when suddenly a buzz caught me offguard and I looked all around myself I was stil sitting on the chair aqnd doctors were running past me and her parents were asking what is happening that's when the doctor I talked to came out and looked at me and said I am sorry she is no more
" I wanted to tell them that she is there , she was with me just now but my world just froze there"
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Its been two years since her death and everyone wants me to move forward but I cant , after her funeral when I went back home my office colleague who didn't know about her joked to me that I was bound and all but I cant say a word and when they heard what happened they were sorry , I too was sorry , I was sorry that I cant make her mine, cant protect her
Everyone says I need a psychologist , I am acting like a machine , I just work and don't have emotions , well she took the emotions and everything from me and I don't have anything else ….
The memories hurted me badly , I stopped opening internet as everytime I did I can see the advertisements of shadi.com which bring back the past infornt of my eyes
But as said you cant run away from life
I was coming out of my office that evening when a small girl fel infront of me so I picked her up and she said thanks and when I asked her name
"she said I am heer"
And a fresh stab of pain hit me and all I can say was
"nice name"
It was a name of the girl whom I cant marry ….
welli didnt wanted it to be tragic buti cant help it the story was so perfect in itselfi cant help it but ifi will be given apower theni would make the lovers united
friends this is purely taken frm the book the plot is the same so dont say tht its frm tht and all but i wrote it in my words and i know thts allowed ...