* little thing: hmm. hmm. hmm. i am sooo applying for the job of helping prem into his baby pink shirt. that shirt is making it's appearance after such a long time on the show - the first time was my most favourite boss-prem ever! the one who gave the rose to housekeeping employee heer... ai hai, mar jaawaaaaan... ☺️


* little thing: oooh, thanks for the answer to my question in the wtf -- so, prem just didn't say anything to heer after she got back from the ''samir'' meeting? er... well, not talking does not mean that they didn't ... er ... cuddle and kiphph when they went to bed that night, no? *smacking myself on the forehead -- i can't believe it just wrote that!!* 😆
* big thing: just how sweet was prem to heer today? y'know? i think that hope was the one who said that we needed to see prem stand up for heer the way that she always has for him. and i think that's just what he is doing... and it's so sweetly done. he was sooo not putting any pressure on her. 😍 to the extent that even if she had wanted to tell him something, he wouldn't allow her!
*sigh* poor prem -- is he that afraid to hear heer not tell him the truth again? is he so sure that she will lie to him??
this reminded me of the time that heer lied to prem to save him -- getting jailed on prostitution charges herself -- and how prem shouted at her saying ''kyun kiya tumney aisa''? 😍 *really... he says it soooo nicely... 😍* and then he fought with himself in the rain, and came to realise that of course! heer couldn't have done it -- she had lied to save him. is it the memory of that time that is giving prem the strength to ignore the fact that heer is being furtive with him? is it also the memory of all the things she has done for him while he was not around? *sigh* all of it very profound and very 😍 of prem... *smacking myself on the head to get me out of that stooopid silly 😍-prem mode! geez, estee, grow up!!*
* little thing: so when prem said ''bolthi kuchcho ho, karti kuchch ho'' who else immediately did a flashback to that incindiery moment last year when heer discovers prem snooping in muckmeet's stuff? and they have that complete melt-your-brain-down 15 second moment where prem grinds out ''kyun heer, kyun? tum sochtey kuchch ho, maantey kuchcho ho, chahtey kuchch ho, dektey kuchch ho! aisa kyun hai, heer? kyun?''
need help remembering? here... it's totally... oooooh-er!!
(credit: kdmhmd@if.com, picture archives,
http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=879394TPN=16)
know w'thing? in that moment above, even if i had heard prem's voice saying ''ai, hai, mar jawaan'', it wouldn't have mattered. in fact, nothing other than prem's voice there would've mattered at all! ☺️
* big thing: hmmm. no matter that she resolved not to give in to any more blackmailing without talking to prem, heer's ... not going to talk to prem. *sigh* well, looks like at least heer has reached her ''manzil'' -- as she defined it. where heer has become prem. who will hold gayatri-mom above everyone -- including prem?
and i wondered: is heer not telling prem 'cause she is more loyal to gayatri-mom? or 'cause she wants to keep ''samir'' away from prem, 'cause she doesn't want prem to get upset? oh, and before anyone jumps up and says that prem would never have done such an accident -- remember that this is a heer who has just finished one episode of rescuing her kiran jiju from an ''hit-'n-run'' accident caused by one young mr. juneja!
* hopeful little thing: so, does anyone else think that their not openly discussing ''samir'' is just prem-heer following the rules on keeping their bedroom - er.. house 😆 free of hotel work? 😆 no?
'cause the way prem kept going on and on 'bout ''samir'' being a lowly employee got me a little puzzled. i mean, heer didn't tell him anything, no? then how does he know that she left for a lowly employee, hmmmm? or in his world, is anyone other than heer and his family all lowly beings? 😆
* little thing: 'kay, who else totally giggled when prem said ''yeh kiskey khiloney hai?'' that ''hai?'' sounded soo non-prem and sooo hc! 😆
but part of me was giggling at the thought of prem sitting in heer's old bedroom, collecting all her toys, looking all chabbu... tho thweeet! *smacking myself in the head -- i cannot believe i just wrote that!!*
* phhandooooooooooh thing: omg! that must've the shortest, most off center phhandooh that has been so very potent! the way one simple grabbing and intertwining of male fingers into female fingers just flipped a moment from being childish-play between a boy and girl, all surrounded by cuddly toys and old photographs



thump! prem's got heer to fall on him...

and it's kinda new to see that heer's feeling all hot-and-bothered before prem this time. while he...?

he's still involved in phphigthing... sooo like a boy!! 😆 and of course, when challenged which girl doesn't rise to the phight??! well... not our heer it seems. who phights, phights and phights...

until... prem cheats! and drops the photograph!


and goes after what he wanted in the phirst place... to make a
''fog-my-eye's-lenses'' meltdown phooooooooooooooh moment!

and suddenly heer's not a girl phphighting a boy anymore,

and prem's not a boy phphighting a girl...

and that is not all... he has her near, wanting him as much as he wants her ...

but prem wants more... maybe he thought the angle wasn't right for a kiphph, only for a phnoseooh?... whatever the reason, he rolls her over... and

now! he's happy! and wonderful thing is? heer doesn't mind either! 😆
and then a series of shots which partly explain why i like the photography on this show sooo much! 🤣


(credit for these caps: nans, http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1189712)
* kdmhmd director's tool-kit thing: hee hee. actually, i'm not sure i'm really laughing since that phoooooooooooooooooh moment. 'cause i have been in acute misery having to do everything in mostly goop-form.
but does anyone else get the sense that these people actually measure how close phlips can get without actually getting involved in a kiphph????? i mean, C'MON ALREADY**!!! i was sorely tempted to get pcp to pull out the last one month of shows, where near-kiphphs have happened, and actually measure the distance between that pair of prem-heer appendages! totally ridiculous! their hands can do kuchch-bhi and their lips get to go forward each near-kiphph at a nano-inch or s'thing??
watch! on 21 may we get:

(credit: khushi, http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1183683)
inter-phlip distance = *by how much does hc's nose poke out of his face anyway? 🤣* = 1.5 inches? 🤣

where *by the calculations of my befudded-at-6am-brains*
inter phlip distance == *sigh* more than 1.5 inches.
prem, heer? kiphph already!!!! *feeling most exhausted at being caught between giggling helplessly and trying to tear my hair out as a pile of goop.*
* prem thing: 'kay, while prem sounded very cute pretending to be a babbling brook when that call came to interrupt their kiphph (hmph!), did anyone else think that it was very ... unprem-ish? 'cause it felt like the after effects of having been ''hip-hop'' for a while, no? 😆
* heer thing: ooooh! ''at this moment, there is no more important work than you.''. double entendre much? she's keeping her focus on trying to work out the threat to prem's happiness and keeping her promise to prem that work stays out of their bedroom? oooh, good going, heer. 😆 er... wanna try just getting prem into this one and seeing whether that works better than the jail-sacrifice thing? 😃
* little thing: hmm. lalit juneja worried about vitchface veera's standing in society and gementor saying she only cares 'bout veera's health&happiness? er... isn't that a switch of attitudes for gementor??
* little thing: er... now who else is gementor targetting to hate heer? is she planning to systematically turn everyone against heer? or is it just ... um ... the guys that she wants to keep away from heer? er... and that too just the young ones? 😆
* little estee-mind-trick thing: er... did anyone else get a sudden picture flashing in their mind -- of heer quietly leaving a peacefully, happily sleeping prem, removing his hand from hers and putting it on his chest; tucking the blankets 'round him a little more firmly; brushing his hair away from his forehead; smiling lovingly at him before turning away with a sigh as she remembered that she had a ''samir'' blackmailing problem to solve?
er... no one else?? *sigh* i'm diseased... 🤔
* little thing: er... harman has to be one of the least formally dressed lawyers ever! seriously - i've seen several and never seen one hang 'round such a lot in jeans. 😆
* little thing: ooooh! so gementor says heer has to stay away 'cause she has conflicting interests between brother and sister-in-law. er... what 'bout meher?? she doesn't have any such? er... seriously, do they know of that meher's adopted or s'thing??
and why would heer have any conflicts anyway -- she wasn't being called to give evidence or anything? so what was the big deal in keeping heer away from court today?
* little thing: gee! did anyone notice that this was one of those very few shots where prem was standing for more than 10 seconds without stuffing his hands into his pockets??? *what??! you mean you don't notice such things??! 😆*
* little thing: ooooh, so lalit-juneja refuses to go to court!! why??
oooh, 'cause then he can have an illness-episode and go to hospital!! ooooh! cool... neat plot ploy! 'cause then lalit-juneja is the one to find out 'bout vitchface having aborted her foetus!!! oooooh, very very neat! 'cause i'd always thought it'd be either prem or gementor who'd find out first...
* little thing: as always, heer-lalit-juneja scenes are always nicely done. these two play off each other very very nicely indeed.
* little thing: oooh, heer gives tips on symptoms of a heart-attack. very naturally done! i liked the scripting there! 👏
* little thing: btw, wasn't that woman gayatri-mom's doctor? wasn't veera's doctor someone else? hmmm.
* little thing: but i liked the doctor's dialogue -- she's right. doctors always work hard to dissuade people who are well-off from abortions. but it was nice that they scripted that she actually went ahead without too much effort at dissuasion 'cause she thought it was a troubled and violent-prone marriage. good one, script-writers. very nice. 👏
* little thing: gee, lalit-juneja has a strong heart! i thought he'd drop dead and everyone would blame heer... 😆 at least, that's what the typical soap would do, no? *sigh* isn't it nice that this is not a typical soap? how can it be -- it has prem-heer! and prem-heer-are-one... ☺️
* little thing: er... that spiel that vitchface said to the judge about being beaten and having lost her child -- that was written for her by gementor? *thinking* well, it makes sense -- if gementor actually still believes vitchface. *sigh* they are really pushing for gayatri-mom having really turned gementor, aren't they?
* big thing: oh.... 'kay! i do. not. get. nihaal.
what the heck is he doing?? he totally rocked when he belitted vitchface in public -- what the heck is he trying now?? i seriously hope he has some devious trick up his sleeve and this is not the usual mahaan-maan nature showing up here??
and why the heck are prem-preet looking so happy at nihaal saying he doesn't want a divorce? if they believe that nihaal's been abusing their sister? or do they know that vitchface is a bare-faced liar??
man! that was such a letdown! nihaal didn't even let lalit-juneja come to court and...
*thinking* actually, what could lalit-juneja have said to stop the divorce?? if he said that vitchface aborted her own foetus, the judge would've immediately signed the order for a divorce! 😆 is just that the truth would've come out -- which is always a good thing, imho. does this mean that now lalit-juneja will not tell? but he's got to 'cause he wants his family to know that nihaal's not a bad guy, no?
oh well. now to w&w to see what happens today. actually, i must admit: i am most curious to see what happens next! 😃
highlight of the episode: koi shaq? that brilliant 15-second phhandooooooooooooh that made childish-phooooooh to a pure adult-phooooooooooh! 😆 um.... prem in that pink shirt.... without a blazer.... *siggghhhh*
**: sorry for shouting, but really i couldn't help myself there... i hope you understand... 🤣