These are purely my feelings, all of you might not agree, but please bare with me...
Right now i feel like i have been cheated...Its like...They have ruined the premeer are one concept horribly, but i dont know why I keep on hoping..A few hours ago I was fuming mad...And I decided that today was the last time I watched Kis desh...but deep down I am hurting..I am trying very hard to make myself reason...I mean its a show, then WHY am I so hurt today? This isnt reality right? Then why do I feel betrayed? Why is it that I want to cry right now? I know in the end Heer will be proved right, prem will feel guilty, Gayatri mom will be filled with guilt, Veera and maya wont have to suffer an ounce...they'll be forgiven...But what about the pain that we as viewers feel right now? I mean I had so much hope that Prem would stand up for heer today I even wrote my first oneshot on the scene that I thought I would love to see...But after seeing the episode, i feel like i have lost something very precious? Is it my trust? Or is it my hope? I dont know.... i feel ridiculous... I mean "get a hold of yourself " is what I am yelling at myself mentally...Its just a show, its just another show, twists and turns are bound to come for TRPS...I need to get over this...I m sorry I m very emotional right now...
Can anyone else please tell me I m not going crazy?
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