Loved Milsi's words to Ayesha yesterday. When he realised what he was about to do, he gently pushed away and told her that he does not want to play with her feelings or wound her heart. He feels ashamed of what he did the other night when he was not in his senses and realises his mistake although she was willing to overlook it. He knows that they were bound by friendship and although he knows that she desires him and will do anything for him, he can only offer frienship. That freindship will be put to shame if he does anything. He then tells her that he does not want to play with her heart because he knows the pain of the wound inflicted by such an action. đ đ đ This clearly showed the man's integrity.
Here is a man who genuinely cares for his friend but is not willing to take advantage of her even when the opportunity presents itself. No wonder Ayesha was in tears when she heard it. She must be thinking what it would have been like if only she could get this man's love and not just his friendship. I am sure she would have given her right hand and even her left to be in Prachi's shoes right now.
Prachi indeed is lucky to get this man's love, a love so deep that even he is unable to fathom just what she means to him. He may rant and rave how he was betrayed and how he cannot stand the sight of her and how he hates her. But these will only remain empty words. He may inflict pain on her by way of words and deeds (and in turn end up hurting himself more). But he cannot remove his love for her from his heart. It came through by way of concern the minute he saw her losing her consciousness. He quickly masked it with a show of indifference (for he is still smarting under the illusion that she 'betrayed' him and all this is just an act). Now who is he fooling? Not himself and certainly not us.
I only hope that when the truth comes out and he ends up blaming himself and feeling guilty for the injustice meted out to Prachi, she stops him and takes the blame herself (which she rightfully should). And our duffer should then tell her that he will think what he feels instead of feeling what he thinks, especially when it concerns her.