Part 9 Prachi woke up at 4 am in the morning not to be even a single minute late to reach the Victoria Terminus. Finishing her morning chores, she got ready in a pale blue saree with elegant embroidery work. Milind saying in the chat last night that he thought she had beautiful eyes kept coming to her mind and that made her go for contact lenses. When she finished getting ready it was only 5 30 am and it would only take her about half an hour to reach the Victoria Terminus. With an hour to spend Prachi had sat in the sofa in her room thinking about what she was crazily doing for the past couple of weeks. 'She had joined Milind's company to prove to him what a woman was capable of. But it didn't seem like she needed to prove anything after she interacted with the man. She had rather developed a warm relationship with him, where he had come across genuine. If he wasn't the arrogant chauvinist male she was assuming him to be, why was she even acting making it suffocating for herself? What would happen if she told him the truth? It had come to the point where she had to build up lie over lie to keep her one big lie intact. She surely wasn't enjoying doing it. But what she was loving though was his company. Would she lose it all if she reveals the truth?' Thinking in circles Prachi felt like developing a headache. As the clock showed 6 am, she had got a text from Milind that he was leaving from his house. Prachi had a cup of coffee and left in her car. Parking the car in the Victoria Terminus, she had reached the front of the station 15 minutes early.
Milind had noticed Prachi standing as soon as he drove into the front side of the Terminus. Seeing Milind, Prachi had felt a current run through her system which had electrified her already bright smile she flashed for him while getting into his car. Milind had wished her a good morning returning her smile. As he drove on the Mumbai-Pune expressway, Milind couldn't resist stealing glances at Prachi as he became more and more aware of the beautiful girl sat in his car. To avert his mind, he kept on talking about Mr. Kaushik's company and his hopes for collaboration with him. Prachi had to bite her tongue to stop herself from responding for she was so tempted to speak something. After an hour's drive, they had breakfast on a roadside restaurant and continued their journey. The rest of the journey went in silence from Milind's side too since Prachi had found some CDs in the car and played them one by one. She too was equally aware of Milind by her and she had shut her eyes to avoid him but only to see him with closed eyes too.
As they reached Pune, they were welcomed by Mr. Kaushik who took them inside his company. Mr. Kaushik had introduced Milind and Prachi to his chief men and Milind had told them before hand that Prachi had a disability in speaking in order to make it comfortable for Prachi. Prachi had appreciated his act but it also made her feel guilty about her own lie. Mr. Kaushik and his managers along with Milind and Prachi had sat in a 2 hour meeting finalizing collaborations between the two companies. Mr. Kaushik seemed to have high regards for the success Milind had achieved in spite of being new in the industry and only a small staff to support him. Milind was excited about the whole deal as it was going to be a milestone in his career. Prachi had been a silent spectator to all this much to her discomfort though she felt like she learned a bunch of new things.
Mr. Kaushik had taken Milind and Prachi to a restaurant for lunch. As she sat in her seat, Prachi had noticed Mallika and Arnav in the same restaurant. Prachi's hearbeat suddenly hit a high in fear of her truth coming out. She had bent her head trying to give no chance to Mallika and Arnav to notice her. As she saw that Mallika and Arnav were finished with their food and about to leave, Prachi had went to the restroom as she calculated high chances of getting noticed when they would walk out of the restaurant passing the table in which she sat. Mallika did notice Milind when she was leaving and she couldn't help mockingly talk to him and tell him she had found a better job in Pune though it wasn't the case. Arnav hadn't wanted to face Milind for he knew it was his own fault that he ended up leaving Milind's company and had walked out of the restaurant as soon as he saw Milind.
Making sure that Mallika and Arnav had left, Prachi had made it back to the table. By then, Milind and Kaushik had finished their lunch and Prachi too had signed the waitress to take her plate. She was too nervous to ingest some food in peace. Milind had noticed she didn't eat well but before he could ask her, Kaushik had brought up another issue.
After lunch, Milind and Prachi started their journey back to Mumbai. Milind had told Prachi that he met with two of his ex-employees in the restaurant when she had gone to the restroom. He also mentioned that one of them, Mallika was in the same post in which Prachi is working. Prachi had wanted to further inquire about Mallika but had kept quiet to respect her 'shut mouth' determination.
As they passed Lonavala, the car made weird noises and wasn't picking up speed. Milind pulled the car over in a side road and examined the engine. Prachi too had looked over to see if she could help in anyway but both couldn't figure out the problem. It was a new Honda city that Milind had bought 6 months ago. He had called his mechanic to try explaining to him the condition. The mechanic couldn't figure out the problem over the phone. Milind had then called the dealer he had bought the car from, who were supposed to cover guarantee and insurance for one year. The dealer had suggested them to leave the car in a nearby petrol pump if it could be driven up to there and he promised to send a car to bring them back to Mumbai in 2-3 hours. Milind thought it was better for them to catch a bus rather than waiting for the replacement car. He had asked Prachi if she was okay to go by bus and she had agreed nodding her head. Milind had driven the car to the nearest petrol pump as suggested by the dealer in 5 kms/hr speed. The car wasn't picking up any higher speed than that.
The petrol pump serviceman had told Milind they could catch a bus from the nearby town which was a mile away. Milind had asked if Prachi could walk. Knowing that there was no other alternative, Prachi had agreed and started taking steps with him towards the town. Milind had walked in his normal speed while Prachi with her heels had found it impossible to match his speed. Milind realized after moving at least 30 steps in front of Prachi that she was left behind. He had looked back and waited for Prachi to reach him. He could see that she wasn't able to walk fast and she seemed exhausted too. After she reached him, they walked slowly about a quarter mile further and Prachi felt fatigued and sat on a rock by the side. Milind prompted her to walk telling her it was only a few more steps as if she is a baby. Prachi had laughed at his effort and as he extended his hand to her, she held it and they started walking again. Prachi had circled his arm with her hands and walked almost leaning to him which made it easy for her while their proximity had taken the fatigue out of both of them. Walking like that they had reached the town and to their good fortune, a bus was about to leave to Mumbai.
Prachi had sat by the window with Milind besides her in the bus. As the bus moved and picked up speed, Prachi felt giddy and the intensity of her headache had increased. With the bus taking turns in the sharp curves, Prachi felt nauseating and Milind could easily see that she was very uncomfortable. Seeing her hit her head to the window trying to lean to it to get some sleep, Milind had moved her head to his shoulder hoping that she gets some sleep. Prachi was finding it impossible to sit and she had suddenly placed her head in Milind's lap not able to withstand her dizziness. Milind had held her by her arm so that she didn't hit the seat in front of them and lovingly patted her head. It had made her feel a lot better and slowly she was drifting into sleep.
"Beta, give this to your wife. It will make her feel better" an elderly woman in the other row of seats had offered Milind a lemon candy. Milind had taken the candy from her and was about to explain Prachi wasn't his wife but the woman had continued "I too can't stand these buses, that's why I keep the lemon candies with me all the time". Milind then didn't feel the need to prove that Prachi wasn't his wife. He had tried to pat Prachi's cheek to get her awake. When Prachi opened her eyes and looked at him, he had put the candy in her mouth telling her it would make her feel better. Prachi had chewed the candy with her head still on Milind's lap and slowly she had gone to a light sleep.
'Wife? Prachi and wife?' Milind had thought about the possibility of Prachi as his wife. 'Why not? It feels just right. But would she want to be his wife? But then, how would he manage to communicate with her for life? Yahoo messenger?' Milind had also remembered Prachi telling him that the taxi driver had referred to him as her husband. Wondering if they actually looked like a married couple together, Milind had ran his forefinger on Prachi's cheek hardly touching it. For the next one hour, Milind had engrossed in thinking mostly about Prachi, as the bus reached Mumbai. As the bus finally stopped in the bus stand, Prachi had got out of her sleep feeling much better. As she sat up, realizing she actually had slept on Milind's lap, had her profusely blush. However, Milind had made it not so awkward for her as he hardly made an eye contact with her immediately.
Once they were in Mumbai, Milind insisted that he would drop her home first in a taxi and then go home. Though Prachi kept on signing that she would manage on her own as she felt much better then, Milind wasn't going to let her go alone when her health wasn't good. He had asked her for the address of her house and Prachi had gone blank for a few seconds as she remembered she had lied him that her house was near the Victoria Terminus. To her rescue her memory reminded her that Ayesha's house was near the Victoria Terminus and she had typed Ayesha's address in her mobile and showed him that. Milind had asked the taxi driver to take them there. Once they reached Ayesha's place, Prachi had quickly got out of the taxi, waved her hand to Milind smiling. Milind had asked her to take care of her health before leaving. After Milind left, Prachi had taken another taxi and got back to her car to drive home. 'Oh God, what am I doing? I can't do this anymore' saying it aloud Prachi had sped up honking at a car that was ahead of her.
Demon Prachi: I shouldn't give up in between. Did I not see Mallika's reaction to Milind? Milind must have been unfair to her and to Arnav.
Angel Prachi: He is such a caring soul. I can't agree that he can be anything otherwise.
Demon Prachi: He refused the job to Soumya. Soumya is my friend, I know her caliber.
Angel Prachi: There must have been some misunderstanding.
Demon Prachi: He is nice to me just because I am pretending to be aphonic.
Angel Prachi: Tell the truth and see. He will understand.
Demon Prachi: No
Angel Prachi: Yes
Demon Prachi: No!!
Angel Prachi: Yes!!
Demon Prachi: NOOOOO
"Stop!!!!!" Prachi had screamed while taking shower closing her ears. She couldn't keep it to herself anymore. She wanted help. The one person she thought could help her was Ayesha. She decided to tell Ayesha everything and ask her suggestion. She tried calling her, but Ayesha had been in a remote beach side village in Sri Lanka spending some lovely time with her husband as he had finished with his work. Her mobile had been out of money and she hadn't bothered to get it recharged as she was going to be back in India in a few days. She thought of emailing Ayesha everything in detail, but before she started on it, she had seen Milind's email asking her if she was alright now. She couldn't help logging into the messenger to chat with him.
Girl_interrupted: Hello, Milind.MyNameIsMilind: Hey, I wasn't expecting to see you online. Are you feeling better now?
Girl_interrupted: I am much much better now. How are you?
MyNameIsMilind: I am fine. I just had my dinner. Did you have yours?
Girl_interrupted: Yes I did. Hey Milind, I have to tell you something. (Prachi had pondered if she should tell him the truth).
MyNameIsMilind: I also wanted to tell you something.
Girl_interrupted: You go ahead.
MyNameIsMilind: Ladies first.
Girl_interrupted: Not today, you tell first.
MyNameIsMilind: Okay, you know what? Mr. Kaushik just emailed me. He actually wants to merge his Mumbai branch with my company!! Now, this is a great honour. Before the merger we have to finish with all our pending assignments. The merger will bring loads of work for us.
Girl_interrupted: Wow, congratulations! I am so happy for you.
MyNameIsMilind: Now I have to employ a few more people positively.
Girl_interrupted: Yes.
MyNameIsMilind: Unfortunately, I had employed a few wrong people in the past. But I am glad all of them have left now.
Girl_interrupted: Who were they?
MyNameIsMilind: The two I met today in the restaurant. Mallika and Arnav. There was another guy called Proteek.
Girl_interrupted: What was the problem?
MyNameIsMilind: Weird problems. I sacked Mallika because she slacked. She would come late everyday, lie through her nose, make excuses, and guess what she did when I asked her to not come to work anymore.
Girl_interrupted: What did she do?
MyNameIsMilind: She started saying she is in love with me. She tried to do 'emtional atyachar' on me that I am hurting her heart etc.
Girl_interrupted: Oh No!
MyNameIsMilind: Arnav was a slacker from the beginning. But he seemed more annoyed with me after I didn't want Mallika in my company. Today I saw him too with Mallika, but didn't talk to me. He kind of escaped.😕
Girl_interrupted: Hmm..And PROteek?
MyNameIsMilind: Why are you PRO-teek? Kidding.😆
Girl_interrupted: Just like that. (Prachi realizes she highlighted the PRO of Proteek).
MyNameIsMilind: Proteek was hired to replace Mallika. But he was too nerdy for my company and he always spoke of Silicon valley.
Girl_interrupted: (Prachi bursts out into laughter thinking even Milind understood how nerdy Proteek was) Oh Okay.
MyNameIsMilind: When he joined he spoke as if he considered himself fortunate to join my company, I got suspicious. But then, my only other option was this girl (Soumya Mahajan) and she was late for the interview itself. I worried if she was another Mallika in the making.
Girl_interrupted: So you didn't hire Soumya because she was late for the interview.
MyNameIsMilind: Well she also tried to make excuses rather than acknowledging she was late. I told ya, once bitten, twice shy! She totally reminded me of Mallika who used to have nothing but excuses.
Girl_interrupted: Then came me. Why did you hire me in spite of me being aphonic?
MyNameIsMilind: Because of the two projects you had sent. I was impressed.
Girl_interrupted: So, would you extend my contract?
MyNameIsMilind: Of course I would. Why would I want to lose a hardworking and talented employee like you? And I hope unlike your predecessors you will stick with me.
Girl_interrupted: (feeling tense) Yes, I will.
MyNameIsMilind: That's what I expected from you. BTW, what is it you wanted to tell me?
Girl_interrupted: (thinking for a minute) Wanted to ask you a question.
MyNameIsMilind: ❓
Girl_interrupted: What's the capital of Turkey? Now, be honest and don't google!!
MyNameIsMilind: If I get it correct what will I get?
Girl_interrupted: I will take you out for a dinner.
MyNameIsMilind: If I don't get it, do I have to take you out?
Girl_interrupted: Ideally Yes.
MyNameIsMilind: (though he knew the answer as Ankara) I know it, it's easy- Istanbul.
Girl_interrupted: Wrong!😆 It's Ankara!!!! Istanbul is the biggest city in Turkey, but Ankara is the capital. You lose.👎🏼
MyNameIsMilind: Defeat accepted. Where do you want to go for dinner?
Girl_interrupted: Let me think! I want to eat sushi.
MyNameIsMilind: Okay. I know this Japanese place in Bandra. Very nice.
Girl_interrupted: Okies, but when?
MyNameIsMilind: Tomorrow? 7 pm?
Girl_interrupted: Sure!😃 Thanks. Pick me from VT at 7.
MyNameIsMilind: The pleasure is mine! Now you go to bed. You must be tired and you should take rest.
Girl_interrupted: You too.
MyNameIsMilind: Good night.
Girl_interrupted: Good night, thanks for everything and I am sorry.
MyNameIsMilind: Sorry for what?
Girl_interrupted: For all the trouble I am causing to you.
MyNameIsMilind: Shut up and go to bed.
Girl_interrupted: 😊 Good night. 🤗
MyNameIsMilind: Good night. 🤗Milind and Prachi logged off and went to sleep with a range of intense emotions flowing in their hearts.
Part 10
Angel Prachi: He is nothing like I had imagined him to be.
Demon Prachi: Well, may be. But still this is his side of the story.
Angel Prachi: I knew that Soumya was late for the interview and I also know how she tries to make excuses when she is at fault. Do I not know how PROteek thinks only about himself?
Demon Prachi: What about Mallika and Arnav?
Angel Prachi: I think they were at fault.
Demon Prachi: So, what next?
Angel Prachi: I feel disgusted about myself. I have to tell him the truth.
Demon Prachi: He will throw me out of his company and his sight.
Angel Prachi: I don't want that to happen.
Demon Prachi: Keep the mute act going.
Angel Prachi: I can't keep on doing it.
Demon Prachi: He will hate me if he knows the truth.
Angel Prachi: But what I am doing is plain cheating.
Demon Prachi: I am scared to tell him and lose him for good.
Angel Prachi: But, truth alone triumphs.
Prachi had imagined several situations that might arise with her revealing the truth about her aphonia to Milind. The very thought that in all scenarios Milind would not only sack her from the job but also will ask her to never show her face again had her heart sink. However, she decided she will tell him the truth and wondered if she could give herself an opportunity for it, during the dinner Milind was going to take her to that evening.
It was a saturday evening and a general holiday too. Prachi had dressed up in a baby pink sleeveless kurta churidar with a netted dupatta. Like the previous day, that day also she had reached the Victoria Terminus looked around for Milind. Milind had waved his hand at her, as he stood leaned to his new car the dealer had replaced his broken one with. As soon as she saw him, she had ran towards him smiling, and he had opened the car's door for her. They had brought sheer excitement to each other's hearts and the drive to the Japanese restaurant had been a silent one.
The waiter had taken Milind and Prachi to the table and Prachi had looked around as the restaurant seemed to be decorated specially. It was the 25th anniversary of the restaurant that day and the owner had specially invited Japanese artists to perform for the celebrations. Seated right in front of each other, Milind and Prachi couldn't help meeting their eyes every now and then. Milind had asked Prachi to let him know what she wanted to order and she had pointed her fingers to the dishes in the menu. Milind had ordered tempura, sushi and some noodles and drinks for both of them.
"Thanks for coming. And you are looking beautiful." Milind had said stalling his eyes on Prachi as they waited for the food to arrive. Prachi had looked up at him and smiled but lowered her gaze the next moment. Milind still kept looking at her following every tiny movement of her face. Prachi had met his eyes again and his sheer gaze at her had her lips tremble. With his eyes falling on her pink lips, he couldn't help wishing to hear his name from them.
The waiter had brought the food and Prachi had taken the chopsticks in her hand to start eating. Milind was never comfortable to eat with chopsticks and he had used his fork to start eating tempuras. Noticing him, Prachi had showed her chopsticks and pointed towards his. "I can't struggle with those sticks" said Milind. Prachi had hit the table with her fist slightly to grab his attention and signed him to eat with the sticks again. "Prachi, I don't know how to eat with them" had said Milind and she had taken his sticks in her hand and asked him to give her his hand. Placing the sticks in between his fingers, Prachi had eaten a tempura with her sticks, showing him how to move the two sticks using fingers.
Milind had tried to balance a tempura in his chopsticks with great difficulty. Prachi had watched him struggling and couldn't help smiling at him. Finally when Milind got hold of a piece, he had moved it to his mouth but before it went in, it had fallen back in the plate. "Arghhh" said Milind annoyed and he had used his fork to eat the rest of his tempuras. Prachi had pouted her lips not happy that Milind gave up his efforts but he had assured her he would eat sushis with the sticks. After they finished eating the noodles, Milind had again tried to eat sushis with the sticks and finally managed to grab one and eat it too. But with the second piece of sushi he had struggled for minutes. Prachi couldn't help laughing at him and she had put forward her hand to reach his plate, pick a sushi and eat it as if to prove to him that the task was so easy. Milind had tried again and again and failed while Prachi's laughter at him had intensified. When Prachi picked another piece from his plate showing him the movement of the sticks in her hands, Milind had caught her wrist and prompted her to feed him the piece she had picked. Prachi had felt a shiver ran through her body and had tried to release her hand from his grip. Milind had tightened the grip while Prachi had struggled further. Finally when he let her hand go after her continued efforts, Prachi had met his eyes and couldn't stand his piercing gaze at her. She had looked around and as she noticed Japanese dancers moving beautifully to the melodious music, she had got up from her seat and walked upto them to join them.
As Prachi followed the doll like dancers matching their movements, Milind had stretched in his chair and watched her. His heart couldn't help smiling at the child like exuberance Prachi had in her. After a while, many couples in the restaurant had joined the stage swinging to the soulful folk music. Prachi had come back to the table in between and had pulled Milind for the dance too though he resisted. Once in the stage like all other couples, Milind too had encircled Prachi's waist with one hand and ran his other hand down her elbow to reach out for her fingers. Prachi had closed her eyes with sensations filling her body and mind. Milind had prompted her to sway to the music, and as they did so, Prachi had opened her eyes to meet his. There were innumerable words and emotions that he seemed to be communicating to her in the way he was looking at her and she had acknowledged it. As a few minutes passed, Milind had lost himself in her deep black eyes while she had surrendered her senses to his commands.
As people applauded at the end of another performance by the dancers, Prachi and Milind broke away from the spell that had caught them. Milind had walked back to the table while she followed him. Paying the bill, he had asked her if they could leave and Prachi had nodded in agreement. Prachi had wondered if she could tell him her truth about her when they drive back.
"I have a confession to make, Prachi" said Milind as she sat in his car. "I did know that the capital of Turkey was Ankara. But I wanted to take you for dinner myself. It would have been the same if you had took me out, but still, I wanted to. So I gave the wrong answer. I am telling you this because it was bugging me from yesterday that I lied, that too to you. I am sorry Prachi" Milind had said as he drove the car. There had come a big blow to Prachi's determination to make her confession. Though she had smiled at Milind acknowledging his confession, she was going through a turmoil in her mind.
Milind had dropped Prachi to Ayesha's place which he had thought was her home. "We could chat in the night. I will be home in about half an hour. Don't sleep. Wait for me" instructed Milind as he drove off. Prachi had cried aloud covering her face with her hands. But soon, she had got into her car, which she had parked near Ayesha's place this time and had driven home. As soon as she opened her laptop and logged into the messenger, she saw that Milind had already sent her a message.
MyNameIsMilind: Hey Prachi. I am home.MyNameIsMilind: Are you there? Girl_interrupted: Yes.
MyNameIsMilind: Hope you are not upset with me! Girl_interrupted: For what?MyNameIsMilind: For my lie to take you out for dinner.😳 Girl_interrupted: No, it's okay. Do you hate lies?MyNameIsMilind: I can't stand them at all. You know, when I was 15, I had gone to a movie with friends telling my father I was going to the library. But when I came back home, I confessed it to him.
Girl_interrupted: Was he mad at you? MyNameIsMilind: For a bit. But he was also proud of me that I confessed.😊
Girl_interrupted: You must be close to your father.
MyNameIsMilind: Yes. And when you are close to someone, lying is impossible. Girl_interrupted: Hmm (Prachi had felt terrible and she had sighed).
You must be close to your sister too.
MyNameIsMilind: (sighs)
I thought I was. But I was wrong.
Girl_interrupted: What do you mean?
MyNameIsMilind: May be I should share this with you. My sister eloped while my father and I had arranged her wedding with another guy, with her consent. She had never shared with us that she was in love with that guy. After that, my father's health had gone down bad and we still have these relatives who keep torturing him with questions about my sister. If not me, she should have thought about our father. Girl_interrupted: I am sorry to hear that. MyNameIsMilind: It's okay. It's an old wound. It has been two years now. My father and I moved to Mumbai and things are better here. My father's health has also improved. Girl_interrupted: That's good.
MyNameIsMilind: Did you like the dinner? Girl_interrupted: Yes, it was great. MyNameIsMilind: You looked amazing dancing with those dancers. Girl_interrupted: Thank you.
MyNameIsMilind: Are you tired? Why are you talking so less today? Girl_interrupted: I think I am sleepy. (Prachi didn't know what to talk to him as tears flew from her eyes).
MyNameIsMilind: Okay go to sleep then. See you on Monday. I will be spending the Sunday with my father.
Girl_interrupted: Okies.
MyNameIsMilind: Okay bye then. Good night. Girl_interrupted: Good night. MyNameIsMilind: 🤗
Girl_interrupted: 🤗
Prachi had crashed into her pillow crying while Milind had wondered if something was wrong with Prachi though he rubbed away that thought with thinking she must be tired.
Part 11'I can't bear with this' Prachi had screamed standing in the terrace of her huge bungalow. Her guilt had multiplied in geometric proportions.
It had been 4 days since she had gone to the Japanese restaurant with Milind; her mind was in chaos ever since. She had been trying to tell him the truth about her aphonia, but one or the other thing had stopped her, though she had no choice but blaming herself for losing the chances. She had written him an email about her faking aphonia, but before she sent it, she had received another email from him where he had said how he was looking forward for her support to wind up the current projects before the big merger with Mr. Kaushik's company. Prachi had deleted the email she had written for she thought she needed to fulfill her responsibilities and meet up Milind's expectations at least as his employee. She knew if she revealed the truth right then, he would fire her and that would affect the projects too. She had decided to work for him until her temporary contract ended and quit his company giving him some valid reason. The very decision had pained her heart like hell, but she thought that was the best she could do. In order to successfully work on her decision, Prachi had avoided Milind as much as she could other than in work matters. She had sincerely worked for the completion of the projects but had almost stopped chatting with him on yahoo messenger and had made one or the other excuse whenever he tried to communicate with her, on matters other than work. She thought that was good for both of them rather than nourishing the budding feelings between them, which she was sure would only be disastrous when reality comes out.
On the other hand, ever since Milind held Prachi in his arms in the restaurant, he had seen the reflection of his own feelings in her eyes. He didn't need any further assurance than that to understand what had bound them together. His heart had filled with elation at the realization that it was love he had for her and she had for him.
However, it hadn't taken long for MIlind to notice how Prachi had tried to distance herself from him from after the dinner. She had been working much harder in the office, but the warmth, the cheer was missing. She had responded to all his emails but the personal touch was completely gone. Though she hid her eyes behind the spectacles, Milind could still see a deep prayer of love for him, in them, in her very expression. The only conclusion he could come to with her changed behaviour was that, as soon as she realized where their relationship was heading to, she was trying to cut it off, perhaps because she didn't want to burden him with her inability to speak for life. He decided to get her to talk to him that night and get the truth out of her mouth.
Calming herself down, Prachi had got down from the terrace and Ramu Kaaka had persuaded her to eat something, when she told her she wasn't hungry. The loyal house helper had noticed that the girl hadn't been eating well for the past few days. Though he didn't think it was in his right to ask her about her personal matters, he had prayed silently for her happiness.
Once Prachi was back in her room, she had opened her laptop expecting to see Milind's emails. There was an email from him where he asked her an important question about the project she was currently working on. She had sent an email back answering and all she could do after that was to refresh her email page several times until she got a reply back from him. He had asked her to come to the yahoo messenger to discuss the project. Though Prachi was afraid of chatting with him, she coudln't stop herself anymore.
Girl_interrupted: Hi, I am sorry I was busy.
MyNameIsMilind: Glad to see you on messenger after so long.
Girl_interrupted: I am glad to see you too.
MyNameIsMilind: If that's the case why are you running away from me?
Girl_interrupted: What do you mean?
MyNameIsMilind: Now, don't come up with another excuse. Both you and I know, I had to get you on messenger making an excuse about work.
Girl_interrupted: Milind, what are you saying?MyNameIsMilind: Don't you know it? Why beating around the bush, let me say it straight. You are avoiding me ever since our dinner in the Japanese restaurant. Is it because I lied to you about Turkey's capital?
Girl_interrupted: No, Milind. (Prachi had pressed the enter button this time without knowing what to write). MyNameIsMilind: Then, what it is Prachi? Why do you have to do this to me?
Girl_interrupted: Because, I don't deserve you.
MyNameIsMilind: Just because you can't speak!?
Girl_interrupted: Milind, it's not like that.
MyNameIsMilind: Prachi, listen to me, you are the most beautiful thing to ever happen to me in life. Why do you want to snatch yourself from me?
Girl_interrupted: No Milind, I am not worthy of you.
MyNameIsMilind: Prachi I don't know what makes one worthy of another, but I know that I need you in my life. I haven't felt what I have felt for you for anyone else in my life. It's for you I have learnt using messenger and tried to eat with chopsticks.
Girl_interrupted: Oh Milind, you don't understand. Let me explain. MyNameIsMilind: I don't want any explanations. I don't want any excuses. All I know is I need you. I am saying all this because I know very well, my emotions aren't one sided. I see in your eyes what I feel in my heart.
MyNameIsMilind: Prachi, I have to go for dinner now. Baaba is back from his friend's place. I will talk to you later.
Girl_interrupted: Okay Milind. Bye.
MyNameIsMilind: Where are my hugs? 🤗
Girl_interrupted: Milind I might not be online later. Don't wait for me. (getting emotional) 🤗
MyNameIsMilind: Alright. But think about what I told you.
Girl_interrupted: I will. 🤗🤗🤗 MyNameIsMilind: Good night sweet heart.
Prachi knew she would break Milind's heart by telling him the truth. She also knew she has been breaking his heart, without his knowledge, with her lies. She couldn't think of a way out. But telling him the truth seemed to be the better of two evils. With her heart filled with him and pain, she spent a sleepless night.
'Stupid girl! She thinks she can stay away from me, while she sends me not one but three hugs in the end' smiled Milind as he went to sleep that night.
The next day was busy for both Milind and Prachi at work. Milind had been out for most of the day, busy with meetings. As Prachi noticed that he was back in his cabin by evening, she waited for an opportunity to talk to him in private. After all the employees left, Prachi saw that Milind was still in his cabin. She had knocked his door and he had asked her to come in.
As she framed sentences in her mind to open her mouth, Milind had got up from his seat and walked towards her. She took a couple of steps back and hit the door that she had closed a minute before. Milind had moved close to her making her feel sheer nervousness. He had taken her spectacles off and put it aside on a book shelf. Prachi had shivered and parted her lips to say something but she felt as if she was mute for real and she couldn't utter a word.
"You have cried through the night, haven't you?" said Milind, placing his hand on her cheek. "Prachi, stop fighting with yourself. Don't deny yourself and me what we have found in each other. When our hearts have communicated with each other, why are you hesistant?" Milind had cupped her face with his palms and looked at her lovingly.
Prachi had felt dizzy with the overflow of emotions. As she closed her eyes, Milind pulled her into a tight embrace. Hugging her tightly with one hand, he had caressed her head and back with the other. He could feel Prachi's heart racing abnormally against him and he had tightened the hug further kissing her head. Holding her like that, he had felt she was the most precious thing in his life.
It was absolute bliss for Prachi. She hadn't ever felt so secure, so comfortable. She had closed her eyes and cherished the feeling.
They didn't know how long they stood like that. A silence occupied their hearts, their bodies, their surroundings.
Much later, Milind had released her from his arms slowly and gazed her face intently. Prachi opened her eyes, looking into his eyes she wanted to take his name. Her trembling lips parted, but before any sound left her mouth, his mouth reached hers. "I love you, Prachi" he had whispered against her lips.
Part 12 (dedicated to gudiya😳)
Lips met lips and got locked. Their eyes got closed, arms got wrapped around each other.
Feeling the tremble of Prachi's lips against his, Milind had pressed in further. Her sweetness had prompted him to make his way into her mouth and she had let him roam free, with his proximity taking her to a trance. His arms moved down her lips, lifting her up, bringing her to his height as the kiss continued. She had united her hands behind his neck. The place, the situation and the time were forgotten. When it got suffocating, they broke apart, but the very next moment, he had claimed her mouth again in a deeper kiss, finding the act irresistible. Breaking free from her mouth, he bent down, burying his head by her neck, kissing her shoulder, her ear lobe and behind her ear. When the passion seemed to lose control, he withdrew, but pulled her into a hug yet again, calming down the fire. Their breathing came to normal, as they stood in an embrace lost into another world in unison.
"Prachi, I would want to hold you in my arms like this, till eternity. Life feels perfect with you; there would be nothing more to ask for, with you in it." Milind said running his hand on her back. Hearing his words, Prachi had felt her most beautiful dream coming true. Milind had loosened his grip around her, kissed her forehead, then moved to her ears. Placing a small kiss on her earlobe he had whispered "Will you marry me, Prachi?". Prachi had choked with the overflow of emotions, with her eyes filling up and lips attempting to take his name again. Milind had cupped her face in his palms, waiting for her answer. As she looked into his eyes with love and desperation with tear drops falling out of her eyes, she couldn't say a letter, how much ever she tried. Milind could sense her intense despair to speak up with her lips shivering. "Prachi" he had said amorously. The next moment, she had crashed her head into his broad chest, enveloping him with her arms tightly, sobbing profusely.
Milind had got his answer, with the girl he loved in his arms, hugging him as if she never wanted to let him go. A film of tears formed in his eyes with his heart not able to hide its joy. Soon his mobile left on his table rang giving him and Prachi the touch of reality. They had released each other from their arms. Milind had wiped the drop of tear from his eyes, wiped her tears too and kissed her forehead before attending the call. Prachi leaned to the back of the door getting her mind together as her brain started analyzing what had just passed.
"Baaba, ask Shastriji to take a left turn from there, I will be waiting outside" MIlind had said over the phone. "Prachi, Baaba is coming here. I will get him inside" said Milind lifting from the floor Prachi's dupatta that had fallen off when he kissed her. "Set your hair, it's all over your face" he said laying the dupatta on her body.
As Milind walked out of his cabin, to bring his father in, Prachi had covered her face with her palms and assimilated the happenings. After a couple of minutes, hearing the footsteps, she had set her hair and wore her spectacles, wiping her tears away.
"Baaba, this is Prachi. Prachi, this is my father" Milind had introduced his beloved father to the girl he loved. Prachi had touched Baaba's feet to take his blessings. Baaba had hugged her lovingly to say "So, you are Prachi. Have heard a lot about you, beti". Prachi had smiled.
"Milind, Shastriji's wife cooked dinner and packed it for us. And his daughter gave me all these flowers." Baaba has explained the huge bag he had got from his friend Shastri's house.
"What did Shastri Aunty cook Baaba?" wondered Milind.
"Some kadi and chawl. She knows it's your favourite". said Baaba.
"It's Prachi's favourite too." said Milind remembering one of his chat conversations with her where they had shared their likes and dislikes regarding food.
"Then Prachi beta, you should join us for dinner tonight. Mrs. Shastri is a great cook." Baaba invited Prachi. Prachi had tried to nod her head in negative, but Milind had coaxed her to join them as he had other plans too. He had told her that they could have an early dinner and then he would drop her home. As much as Prachi tried to avoid going with them, Baaba and Milind had pulled her along.
Baaba had asked Milind to switch the radio on in the car, curious to know what had happened to the India-Australia cricket match that day. Milnd had told him Australia had won and disappointed Baaba asked him to play some music instead. Flipping though the radio stations, they heard some soulful flute playing and Baaba asked his son to let it play. It was a recent song sung by Rahat Fateh Ali khan. The song had spread love and peace around while Milind for the first time had thought a song had described his mental status perfectly. He looked back at Prachi a few times, who had sat in the backseat, as if to look for cars in other lanes. Prachi had acknowledged his gaze with a tiny smile that she brought on herself with great effort.
(Jiya dhadak dhadak song sung by Rahat Fateh Ali Khan)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wfSuwqmR9rs
Tujhe dekh dekh sona, Tujhe dekh kar hain jagna
Seeing you I shall go to sleep, Seeing you I have got to wake up
Maine yeh zindagani sang tere bitaani
I want to spend this life with you
Tujh mein basi hain meri jaan haaye
In you, my life is dwelling
Jiya dhadak dhadak jaayen
My heart goes on beating
Kabse hai dil mein mere armaan kai ankahe
From when, in my heart, there are unsaid desires
Inko tu sunle aaja chaahat ke rang chadha jaa
Today you hear them and decorate them with the colors of love
Kehna kabhi to mera maan haaye
At least sometimes you should listen to what I say
Jiya dhadak dhadak jaayen
My heart goes on beating
Lagta hain yeh kyu mujhe sadiyon se chaahu tujhe
Why do I feel this, that I have loved you for centuries
Merey sapno mein aake, apna mujhko banake
Coming in my dreams, by making me yours
Mujhpe tu kar ehsaan haaye
Do a favour to me
Jiya dhadak dhadak jaayen
My heart goes on beating
They had reached home in about half an hour with the traffic being not too bad for a change. Baaba had welcomed Prachi inside the house while Milind watched her footsteps that she put to enter the house. Asking Prachi to take a seat, Baaba took out the flowers from the bag and tried to arrange them in the flower vases for the living room. Noticing him struggling to get the arrangement right, Prachi had walked up to him and took the flowers from his hand. She had arranged lilies in one flower vase and had put the rest of zarbaras and gladiolus in another vase that she found empty in the corner of the room. Baaba had watched the girl's craft intently and as she finished doing the beautiful arrangement, he had said "Milind, look how beautiful Prachi has made this room look. This is what is missing in our house".
Prachi had then joined Baaba to empty kadi and chawl from the tiffin boxes and serve it on the plates. Milind had watched how Baaba and her were co-ordinating what they were doing, and he couldn't help feeling a great feel of satisfaction. Prachi sat by Baaba's side for the dinner. As they all started eating, Milind started telling Baaba clearing his throat, what he had planned to say all this while. "Baaba, I wanted to tell you something. I think today is the right time. I was thinking, how would you like it if Prachi occupied this seat?" said Milind pointing towards the chair besides him.
Prachi had looked at Milind with a question mark while Baaba had smiled to say "I knew it, beta" and had turned towards Prachi. "Beti, ever since you have joined his office, this fella is talking about you and only you. I also know he even keeps talking to you on computer every night. I am glad he brought up this issue or else I was going to bring it up myself". Milind couldn't help appreciating his father in his heart, who had unconditionally accepted his choice for a wife.
As Prachi tried to figure out what the two Mishra men were talking about in her head, Milind had excused himself to the bathroom as he was feeling slight abdominal pain and it seemed to worsen after eating. "Prachi, looks like after meeting you, Milind has become Milind again. I hadn't seen him so happy for a day in the past two years, ever since Sukruti... " Baaba had sighed and Prachi could read the pain in his face.
When Milind came back from the bathroom, Baaba had asked Milind if his health was alright and told him he would drive Prachi home if he wanted to rest. Milind had said, he was fine and asked Baaba to join him when he drove Prachi home. As Milind drove Prachi and Baaba towards Prachi's supposed home, Baaba had kept telling Prachi Milind's childhood antics which brought a smile onto her face. When Milind stopped in front of Ayesha's place, Baaba had said "so, you know her house already" teasing his son.
"Prachi, it felt like I saw Sukruti in you today" Baaba said as Prachi touched his feet again before a good bye. Milind who had stood leaned to the car had watched Prachi and his father filling the sight to his eyes. Later, he had opened the door for his father and walked around the car, towards Prachi, who was standing in a side. Holding her hand and pressing it without his father's notice, Milind had smiled at her naughtily. He had waved at Prachi as he sat inside the car and drove back to his home.
Part 13
The next morning, when Prachi woke up, the time was 9 am. She had come to her home from Ayesha's place feeling dazed. Milind's lips on hers, his whispers in her ears, Baaba's loving hand on her head when he blessed her, the dinner she had with Milind and Baaba; the images had bombarded her mind one by one. She didn't know when she felt giddy and fell on her bed.
On the other hand, Milind had spent a sleepless night. His abdominal pain had severed. He had to wake up his father unable to bear with the pain asking him to call the doctor. Baaba had called the doctor who diagnosed that Milind's pain was because of appendicitis which needed to be removed immediately. Seeing Baaba panic, Milind had called Ali in the middle of the night so that Baaba had some support. He had asked Baaba not to inform Prachi as he didn't want to make her anxious. The doctor had called for an ambulance and Milind was taken to the hospital in the middle of the night. He was operated in the early hours of morning to remove his infected appendix. The surgeon had suggested Milind stay in the hospital for 3 days and he then needed to rest for a couple of weeks.
The next morning, Prachi had reached the office late as she overslept and had seen that Milind's cabin was locked. Thinking he might have gone for a meeting or so, she had started with her work. Milind had informed Mrs. Kundra that he would be off for a few days due to ill health, which she had announced to the employees before Prachi arrived. When Prachi opened her mailbox after sometime, she got tense to read Milind's email where he had said he was in the hospital for a minor surgery and he would stay online on yahoo for her to chat with him. Prachi had logged into the messenger in anxiety.
Girl_interrupted: Milind, why are you in the hospital? What happened?
MyNameIsMilind: Nothing much. First of all, if you already have an anxious face, please calm down, relax and smile.😃
Girl_interrupted: But tell me what has happened?
MyNameIsMilind: Listen, do you know about appendicitis?
Girl_interrupted: Yes. (Prachi felt tense).
MyNameIsMilind: My appendix got infected. It needed to be removed surgically. You might know, it is a vestigial organ. So it's better that it is removed. I have to stay in the hospital for a few days and then rest at home.
Girl_interrupted: Which hospital are you in?
MyNameIsMilind: St. John's. Ali and Neelam are here with me. Baaba was also around, but I sent him home to rest as his blood pressure got high with the whole fiasco in the middle of the night yesterday.
Girl_interrupted: Why didn't you inform me last night?
MyNameIsMilind: Because it wasn't a serious problem, Prachi. I didn't want to get you worried.
Girl_interrupted: I want to see you. I will come there right now.
MyNameIsMilind: Wait, a minute. Listen to me carefully.
Girl_interrupted: Tell me.
MyNameIsMilind: Before coming to see me, you have to do some important things for me. There are a couple of projects to be submitted today. They are on my table in my cabin. Go through them and edit them. Then give them to my Mr. Singh. He will take care of them. I am in touch with him and a couple of others so that we can finish everything in time before the merger. I hope we will be able to do it with the support of you and my other employees. I wish I didn't have to go through this surgery in this crucial moment for our company. But..
Girl_interrupted: Don't worry Milind. We will get everything done in time. I will try doing my best.
MyNameIsMilind: That's why I am not worried.😊 I have total faith in your abilities.
Girl_interrupted: Thanks Milind.
MyNameIsMilind: After you finish the work, come straight here. I am dying to see you. I am in the 5th floor, room 7.
Girl_interrupted: I want to see you as soon as possible too. I hope you are not in too much pain.
MyNameIsMilind: No, I am alright. See I am good enough to chat with you on my laptop. I had asked Ali to get my laptop this morning.
Girl_interrupted: Is Baaba alright now?
MyNameIsMilind: I believe he is. I don't want his health doesn't go down with me in the hospital.
Girl_interrupted: Don't worry Milind. Nothing like that will happen.
MyNameIsMilind: Again, when I have you by me, why do I worry?
Girl_interrupted: (feeling guilty) Milind.
MyNameIsMilind: Now, get back to work sweetheart. I can't wait to see you.
Girl_interrupted: Yes. See you soon. Take care. 🤗🤗🤗🤗 Keep me updated. I will be online.
MyNameIsMilind: Sure, my Prachi. Love you. 🤗🤗🤗 Girl_interrupted: I love you very much, Milind.
Prachi had wiped her tears and determined to stretch herself beyond her limits at least on the work front. The only time she would feel guilt free was when she involved herself in work. She had finished all that she had to do as soon as she could, and by evening, she reached St. John's hospital. When she reached there, it was visitor's time and along with Ali and Neelam, there were Baaba, Mrs. and Mr. Shastri. Milind's surgical wound was being dressed and all had waited in the waiting room. Mrs. Shastri was feeling bad that her kadi-chawl caused Milind stomach pain, but Baaba had assured her it had nothing to do with the food as he and Prachi too ate it.
Prachi was relieved to see Milind smiling at them when they all got to see him. The doctor had assured there was nothing to worry and it was just a matter of the wound getting healed. Prachi had silently watched when Milind shared his experience of the last night with the Shastris. As the nurse informed them that the visiting time was over and only one person could stay with the patient, everyone left except Prachi. Ali had taken the responsibility of staying with Milind in the hospital, but he had asked Prachi to stay until he dropped Baaba and his wife home and came back.
Prachi sat by Milind watching him with love. Milind had taken her hand in his and put it on his chest. The medication had him drowsy and he had said he felt sleepy. Prachi had kissed him on his forehead and prayed in her heart for his speedy recovery. Milind soon had gone to sleep still holding her hand while she had sat watching him, stroking gently his forehead. After an hour, Ali had come back to relieve Prachi from the hospital. Prachi had left for home afterwards.
The next few days in the hospital were spent in a similar manner. Prachi would come to meet him in the morning and the evening. Mr. Singh and a couple of other employees also would visit Milind to get his instructions and signatures. Prachi had worked hard along with other employees making sure Milind's absence didn't affect the company's routine. After 3 days, Milind was back in home. Though he could walk, he needed to rest for a couple of weeks. Prachi used to visit him in the evenings, so was Mr. Singh, who would give Milind an account of what was happening in the company.
Meanwhile, Baaba had discussed about Milind and Prachi with Shastriji who was also an astrologer. After Baaba had taken Prachi's birth date and time through Milind, Shastriji had looked over their match carefully. He had said though Milind and Prachi made an ideal couple, there could be an ill effect due to the solar eclipse that was to happen after two days. They needed to marry before that as they shouldn't be marrying for at least a year after that. He had also stressed it was the best to marry before the eclipse. Baaba wanted to see them married as soon as possible and decided to bring up the issue with his son.
When Baaba briefed Milind about the matter, Milind had wondered how could he possibly marry in two days and how they would invite people and make wedding preparations in 48 hours. He also thought that even for Prachi this would be a shocker. Baaba had discussed the matter with Ali too and asked him to take him to Prachi so that he could talk to her the matter. Ali and Baaba went to meet Prachi at work place where Baaba had described the situation to Prachi and requested her to marry his son that night, in a small ceremony completing the few important rituals. When Prachi's face got absolutely apprehensive, Ali had taken her out in private and had narrated how Sukruti's wedding had broken and how it had affected Baaba and Milind. He had begged her not to break Baaba's heart this time as it was his biggest dream to see Milind married as soon as possible.
"But, Ali, I am in a mess" Prachi had spoken leaving Ali bewildered who was under the impression that she couldn't speak.
Part 14
"Am I dreaming? Pinch me, Prachi" said Ali without blinking his eyes after Prachi sincerely narrated him the turnout of events starting from the day she saw Milind. Prachi had taken Ali's words literally and pinched him hard on his hand. Ali retrieved his hand with a shriek. Prachi had apologized for pinching him.
"So, what next?" asked Ali.
"If I knew what next, I wouldn't have narrated you the whole story. I am caught in this tangle. I don't know how to get out. My three best friends are in their own world enjoying. My Maamaji is in the US. I couldn't even share this with anyone so far. I don't know you well, but since I know you are Milind's friend, I am completely trusting you" Prachi had cried like a baby.
"I am glad you are trusting me. I won't break it. Now stop crying and think straight. Tell me, what do you want, ideally?" questioned Ali.
"I want to get married to Milind and live a happily ever after life. More than that, I want Milind to be happy." Prachi said as clear as crystal.
"And I am sure Milind wants the same too. He is head over heels in love with you. Except that your, what did you say, aphonia- I had never heard of that thing- anyways, your aphonia secret is in between. You know what, Baaba wants the same too. He wants you two to marry and live happily ever after. I want the same, I am sure your folks want the same too" Ali had calculated and continued "And the aphonia secret needs to be revealed. But if it is revealed now, I can assure you, this marriage won't happen. No one can talk it to Milind when he blasts. Knowing Milind for years, I know that when he is angry, not even his father can handle him. If the marriage doesn't happen, Baaba will be heartbroken. Baaba was telling me that even though Milind is apprehensive about this urgent wedding, he is sure that Prachi would listen to him. That's one kind of emotional blackmail these parents do. But, since Baaba is elderly and his health is of concern, his wishes should be given the first priority. Then there is this question of Milind's company. If your secret is revealed, Milind would be extremely upset and nothing positive will happen for a while."
"As I told you, there is a lot to be done in the next few days before the big merger with Mr. Kaushik's company. I don't want Milind's company to suffer losses at this crucial time. He has given me a lot of responsibilities keeping faith in me. I want Milind to know that at least I was a sincerely employee if not a sincere lover" Prachi had added.
Ali had thought deeply for a few minutes and said conclusively "Prachi, you have got to marry him, tomorrow. You know there is a proverb in my state's language which translates as, to tie a knot, you can say 1000 lies. People get married saying their eyes are fine, but they will have -7 myopia. Here the case is different, you are marrying saying you can't speak but actually you can. So, no one would be really sad to know a girl whom they thought was disabled is not. You described yourself as chatty. I am sure Baaba would love a chatty bahu. The problem would be Milind, the groom. But I assure you, if we can tell him the truth convincingly, he will accept it in a positive way. I am sure he too would have at some point dreamt how nice it would have been if Prachi had a voice. Would he not want to hear his name from your mouth? Okay, let's do this. You guys get married. Keep your numb act going until the projects are finished, which is just a matter of few more days. Afterwards, we will tell him the truth slowly. May be we will write him a letter explaining how your misunderstandings made you do what you did, or create a situation where he understands how you got caught in your own lie. What's say Prachi?"
"I am really scared, Ali. My legs tremble all the time I think about Milind and believe me, I only think about him all the time" said Prachi holding in her hands, her aching head.
"Prachi, don't worry. I am with you. Neelam, my wife will be with you too. The only reason that makes me support you is my gut feeling. It says you truly love him and he loves you. When he told me about you, I was so happy for him as I had never seen him that happy before. And above all, everything is fair in love and war, you see! I can understand how you did all this in love. The same love will make him come around too." Ali had assured Prachi.
By then, they had heard Baaba taking their names as it had been a while, them talking. Telling Prachi to act on what he planned, Ali had walked up to Baaba and told him everything will go according to his wishes and the wedding would be conducted the next evening. Baaba couldn't hide his happiness from his face and he had hugged his daughter in law with love. Ali had told Prachi he would contact her later and took her mobile number. He had then driven Baaba back to the Mishra house discussing the wedding arrangements on the way.
Milind was surprised to learn that Prachi agreed to get married so suddenly. He wanted to see her and also make sure she was alright with the decision. Though he was more than happy about marrying the girl he loved and also happy that his father's wish was coming true, he had hoped that the sudden developments are fine with Prachi too. After Ali left, he had tried to call Prachi but her mobile was busy. She wasn't online on yahoo messenger either. Milind decided he would go to her house and meet up with her, but right then, he had got a call from Ali saying Prachi was going to be in their house that night and Neelam was helping her buy the wedding dress.
Ali had indeed made Prachi stay in his house that night after telling his wife the story as he drove to Prachi's house with her in order to pick her. Neelam was equally shocked but she was ever so enthusiastic to help Milind and Prachi marry. She herself had married Ali under weird circumstances since she and Ali belonged to different religions. Prachi had told Ramu Kaaka that she was going to stay in her friend's place for a few days but had touched his feet to take his blessings before leaving her house.
Neelam and Prachi had hit it off instantly as friends and Prachi had again narrated her whole story to Neelam as she stayed in her house with her. Baaba had informed Ali that the wedding was going to be in the evening in the Mishra house. He had also said that he only invited a few near and dear ones for this instant wedding and he would arrange a big party a while later. Milind had called Ali's house and wanted to talk to Prachi on internet, but Ali had teased him that it was only a day more he needed to wait.
The next morning, Neelam and Prachi had shopped for wedding lehenga and accessories. Prachi had chosen a blue lehenga unlike the traditional shades of red. When Neelam wondered about it, Prachi had told her Milind's favorite colour was blue. "So, you don't want to leave any chance to seduce your man on your wedding night" Neelam couldn't help teasing Prachi who had turned beetroot red.
Neelam's cheerful company had made Prachi relax and this was the first time she had some peace in her mind after weeks of mental turmoil. Before leaving to the Mishra house with Ali and Neelam, for her own wedding, Prachi had suddenly gotten emotional thinking she was not informing any of her friends or Maamaji about her wedding. She had shared the matter with Neelam who had assured her she could tell everyone the reality once matters are settled with Milind, reminding her that it was only a matter of few days.
"Sometimes I feel I should do something to myself so that I lose my voice for good" Prachi had said with tears filling in her eyes. "Stupid girl, don't say such things. You should feel yourself blessed to have born with no disabilities. Only disabled people know how life is for them" Neelam had said raising her voice at the same time wiping Prachi's tears off.
Ali drove Neelam, Prachi and his baby to the Mishra house. Neelam had taken Prachi to the guest room to get her ready. She had did her best to make an already beautiful Prachi look breathtakingly gorgeous. The wedding guests had arrived which included Shastri, Kundra and Singh families. Not all the employees from Milind's company were invited as Baaba had decided they would have a big reception in the coming days and invite everyone.
Milind hadn't been allowed to meet Prachi at all until the wedding rituals were to start. Baaba and Shastriji had shopped a heavy sherwani for him which he found too tedious to wear. Though he had insisted he would go shopping with them, the two old men had asked him to take rest in spite of him already recovered completely from the surgery. Respecting the elders, Milind had worn his attire with no complaint.
The priest had begun the rituals with Sanskirt sacred utterances. Milind was first seated in the mantap and Prachi was called in much later. As Neelam brought Prachi to the mantap, Milind couldn't help filling in his eyes the image of his beautiful bride dressed in blue, looking nothing less than an angel. Mr. and Mrs. Shastri had performed the kanyadan part, considering the fact that Prachi didn't have parents. The sad shadow that occupied Prachi's face with her parents' memories didn't go unnoticed by Milind. He had took her hand in his, when the priest wasn't paying them attention in order to assure her he was there for her, forever.
The wedding was completed with Milind tying the mangalsutra around Prachi's neck followed by the 7 pheres. Prachi was guilty more than happy while Milind was truly happy and excited. When the mangalsutra was being tied, Prachi had felt like stopping the wedding and running away but she could feel the presence of Baaba just besides her which didn't allow her to do what she thought. The next moment she had looked at Ali, who had reassured her with his eyes.
The caterers had served the dinner and the small gathering had eaten together. All the guests had left except for Ali and his family. Neelam had taken Prachi to Milind's room which she had modestly decorated. "Don't worry, just keep numb. Everything will be alright" Neelam had assured her before she left the room and told Ali to send Milind in. Standing by the window, looking out, Prachi had faced her internal conflicts which only needed an excuse to occupy her mind.
Angel Prachi: I am a cheater. I married with a big lie.
Demon Prachi: I had no choice. If I had told the truth it would have been disastrous.
Angel Prachi: But marriage is a sacred union. I am disrespecting it.
Demon Prachi: I love him and I am helpless. I will tell the truth someday. He will understand it.
Before Prachi made peace with the angels and demons of her mind, a hand had surrounded her waist.
Milind had entered the room, closed the door and had stood behind her. When she seemed lost in her own world, he had slid his arm around her waist. Shivering at his touch, Prachi had turned around to face him. Milind had cutely smiled at her.
Looking into her eyes he had captivated her gaze. It was magic. His other hand had raised to trace her eye brows, ran down her cheek and rested on her shoulder. "Prachi" he had whispered as she still had her eyes fixed on his. The whisper of her name took her back to her internal conflict, her face suddenly bore an expression of anxiety.
"I know this wedding happened all of a sudden. But Prachi, we both wanted it at some point, didn't we? Let's start our life together from today. Let's be there for each other through good and bad, understand each other, guide and forgive each other when one falters. Let's live for the love that has blossomed between us, and nourish it for life" Milind said placing tiny kisses on her forehead.
'Forgive, love, understand'- the words registered in Prachi's brain. A ray of hope had shined promising her that things will be alright. A smile left her lips before she realized.
Milind had traced the lips that had smiled at him. "I know you are dressed in blue just for me, though you hate the colour. You look beautiful tonight. I couldn't wait to kiss you" saying so, Milind had slowly bent his head bringing it near her face. Suddenly, guilt took over Prachi and she had put her hand against his mouth stopping him from kissing her. "Do you really want to stop me tonight, Prachi?" Milind had moved his hands around her back, generating currents in her spine. Prachi had shivered as she took her hands to his cheeks running her fingers through his slightly longer stubble, while tears filled her eyes automatically.
"Why are you crying?" Milind had kissed her eyes and pulled her into a hug. As they stood in the hug for a while, they could feel the heat generating in each other's beings. Breaking free from the hug, Milind had looked intently at Prachi, with desire, desperation and hunger in his eyes. Appreciating what she read in his eyes, Prachi had closed her eyes in total submission. Nothing was left in Milind's control then, with passion taking over his senses, and there he had bent down to meet her lips with his, kissing her madly. Prachi had parted her lips and had welcomed his fervour, opening all the gates to her heart.
A few minutes later, Milind had scooped her in his arms and took her to the bed. Seeing the blush that had occupied Prachi's face, Milind's desires intensified further. He had laid himself besides her with his hand caressing her stomach and his mouth nibbling her neck. Unable to bear with the sensations, Prachi had turned away breathing heavily. He had kissed the bare skin of her back between the strings of her blouse and started untying the knots. The assault of his lips continued on her back and she had turned back instinctively, to face him. Closing the little gaps of air between them she had hugged him tight. As he continued kissing her, she had relished the touch of his perfectly masculine form while he brought out in her the deepest desires of femininity.
Nothing could have stopped their union then, as both had given into the spell that their youth, passion and love cast on them. They had bared their bodies and the desires of their beings in front of each other. Milind had kissed every part of her skin and their yearning for each other had reached its peak. The seething passion had tempted Milind to make Prachi his and he had entered her as she left out a gasp. Opening her fingers to interlace them in his, Milind had lead her to a new world of euphoria. Breathing hard in his ecstacy, Milind had hidden his face in the groove of her neck and shoulder, kissing the lone jhumka on her ear, which was the only company to her bare body. "I love you, Prachi" he had whispered in her ear overwhelmed with the pleasure he had found with her. "I love you too, Milind" a voice had left Prachi's throat from the deepest of her being, with her hands tightening around his sweated back. Milind had suddenly lifted his head and watched her face in shock as she had smiled in gratification with her eyes closed.
Part 15
Milind had looked at Prachi without blinking his eyes, surprised and shocked. Feeling his hard breathing hitting her face, Prachi had slowly opened her eyes. Suddenly, the realization that she had spoken in front of him came to her and her expression had turned from gratification to fear and grimace.
"Did you just say something, Prachi? Or was I dreaming?" Milind had said as he still couldn't believe Prachi had spoken.
"Milind" Prachi burst out into tears. "I have been a liar. I never had any aphonia. I am really sorry. I am so guilty that I can't even beg your forgiveness."
"What? Does that mean you pretended to be mute?" said Milind moving away from the top of her with a frown forming on his face.
"Yes, I did" said Prachi turning aside burying her head into the pillow sobbing.
"Why?" Milind questioned firmly.
"Tell me why!" Milind had shook her as she didn't say anything for a while.
"Milind, I will never be able to convince you why I did it" Prachi sat up on the bed, folding her legs. She had buried her face on her knee caps and she kept on weeping.
"Prachi, what is this drama? You have to tell me what it is" Milind too sat up on the bed feeling terribly agitated. Prachi hadn't answered him.
"You have got to bloody tell me." Milind had shouted suddenly and the voice had made Prachi shiver. She had looked at him and started speaking. "Milind, I had come to your office with Soumya when she had her interview. You hadn't given her the job but instead gave it to Proteek. Soumya is one of my best friends and Proteek was my classmate too. The same day I heard from Arnav, who is Soumya's cousin that you were a sexist and you had fired Mallika for the same reason. I wanted to prove to you that women are no less than men and teach you a lesson. That's why I joined your company." Prachi elaborated hiccuping with her head still bent down.
"You assumed things about me, not even meeting me once. And you knew Proteek, Arnav and all? And where did your aphonia come from?"
"I had thought you wouldn't employ a woman unless she had a disability. I had known that Mrs. Kundra was the only female employee who survived in your office and she was disabled. I wanted to have some disability too so that you would employ me. I pretended to be aphonic."
"You fooled me all this while, Prachi?"
"Milind, very soon after I started working for you, I had realized you weren't what I had thought you to be. But.." Prachi had stopped her sentence.
"But.. What?" Milind said with complete annoyance.
"I had fallen in love with you by then. I couldn't break the truth and break your heart and lose you. Many times, I thought of telling you the truth. But one of the other thing stopped me. Then this sudden wedding happened. And now I ended up telling you the truth though I hadn't intended to tonight."
"Love! You better don't utter that word from your mouth. So, you had intended to keep on fooling me further"
"No, Milind. I always wanted to tell you the truth. But I couldn't. The day I came prepared to tell you the truth, you had proposed to me and even introduced me to Baaba."
"I was confessing my love to you and introducing you to my father. But you still kept numb and continued with your drama? You made fun of my love, Prachi. You even lied to my father"
"I did try to tell you the truth when you confessed. But I couldn't at that moment. I couldn't even say a word. And even Baaba had assumed I was dumb. I didn't know how to break that assumption."
"You even agreed to marry. And now that we also have shared a bed, you are telling the truth. Prachi is this all a joke for you?"
"No, Milind. I have been feeling terribly guilty all this while. Trust me"
"Trust? And you? Prachi how can I trust you, who was lying to me every moment? By the way, is your name Prachi? Is that a lie too? Who are you? And what about your parents, family?"
"Milind, though I had lied about my aphonia, I have shared with you many truths. I am still Prachi Shah. My parents Inder Shah and Premlatha Shah died in a plane crash when I was 10 years old. My Maamaji has been my guardian. He is always abroad and I have lived alone most of my life. The one other person in my home is our house helper Raamu Kaaka. I have three best friends, Ayesha, Soumya and Neev."
"If what you are now saying is true, do these people know that you are married and doing all this drama?"
"No, they don't. I was going to tell them all after the projects I am working for are finished. I was going to confess everything to you as well."
"So it's not just me and my father. You have fooled many others. Do you care about relationships at all Prachi? And yes, you worked for me too. I have got to admit you were a great actress. I was indeed convinced there too and had believed you were my best employee so far."
"I have worked sincerely, Milind. Though I joined your company with a lie, I had taken my job seriously and fulfilled my responsibilities. Milind, I told you, I can never convince you why I did all this. I have never been able to convince myself either. I don't know what made me crazily come up with this idea of lying. Today I am here with no ground under my foot. But Milind, please trust me as an employee at least. I have worked day and night and have done my best."
"I don't want a liar for an employee. In fact the reason I had fired Mallika was just that she would come up with lies to explain her slacking. You don't need to work for me anymore. My company can run without you."
"Milind, let me finish with the projects I have been working on. There is a lot to be done before the merger. Or else.."
"Why do you even care what will happen to the merger or the projects when you didn't care about my love or the very relationship I thought we were in"
"Milind, I didn't want any obstacle before the merger. That's one of the reasons I didn't tell you the truth before wedding. Please, Milind, at least on work front, give me a chance."
"No ways. You are not working for me anymore. You don't need to show your face in my office from tomorrow"
"Milind, please. You can't fire me like that. I was given the contract for 2 months. I will fulfill my responsibilities until then."
"Now you are going to tell me that I am married to you and bear the responsibility as your husband, right? Oh, Yes I have slept with you too, bloody hell" Milind had thrown the pillow by him away in anger.
"Milind I don't demand anything from you on personal front. You are free to do whatever you want and I will agree to your decisions."
"Prachi, did you ever not feel I truly had loved you? I had dreamt of a life long relationship with you. Here you shattered it all for me, the very first day." Milind sounded emotional.
"Milind" said Prachi looking at him.
"My father has accepted you as his daughter in law wholeheartedly. Why did you not think about him at least?" Milind had wiped his eyes as a film of tears formed in them.
"Please forgive me, Milind" Prachi had moved closer to him and took her hand towards his cheek.
"Don't touch me" screamed Milind as he quickly threw her hand away before she touched him.
Milind got up from the bed and looked around for his clothes. Noticing what he was doing, Prachi had took in her hand his pyjama that was lying on the bed. As she extended her hand with the pyjama towards him, Milind had looked at her satirically and opened his wardrobe. He took out the first clothes that got into his hand and wore it hurriedly. He then grabbed his car key from the key hanger and wore his slippers.
"Milind where are you going in the middle of the night?" Prachi had asked as she saw him getting ready. Milind made sure to make her feel he didn't even hear her. As he walked towards the door and opened it, Prachi had jumped out of the bed to stop him asking again where he was going in the middle of the night.
"Wear some clothes first" Milind had said looking back, before he walked out slamming the door behind.
Part 16
After Milind walked out asking her to wear clothes, Prachi had pulled the bed sheet to cover her body and crashed to the floor crying hysterically. She had curled into a ball hugging her folded knees with her arms. She had cried until her whole body seemed dried out with constant flow of tears. Her world had crashed, her biggest fear had become a reality. Her brain couldn't think sense as nothing but grief occupied her whole existence.
When even her tears left her company, Prachi had felt she was rejected from the entire world. She was lying on the floor without movements except for the air that moved in and out of her lungs. She had stayed like that for hours.
Milind had walked out of the house, drove his car directionless. He didn't know which road he had taken, how many signals he ran through and how many times he honked. When it seemed like he was uncontrollably overwhelmed with killing emotions, he had suddenly applied the break and got out of the car. He was on the beach side then; he ran towards the calm night sea hoping for some peace of mind.
'Bloody love and relationships, nothing but heartbreak and betrayal' Milind's heart cried as he sat on a rock hitting his clenched fist on it. His body, mind and soul ached, the same way, it had ached when his sister left him and his father without clue the day before her wedding, perhaps even more deeper. He hadn't attempted to stop the flow of tears from his eyes as he was sure it would be futile to do so. He had cried aloud.
Prachi had suddenly got up, hastily wore her clothes lying hapazhardly over the bed and the floor. She had walked out of the room, into the kitchen. Switching on the light, she looked for a knife. She brought the knife onto her wrist. Closing her eyes, she was about to cut through her veins but suddenly some images flowed through her mind. Walking on the beach holding her parents' hands, sharing light hearted moments with Ayesha and Soumya, teasing Neev, her graduation ceremony, seeing Milind the first time in his office, sleeping on his lap, being in his arms and those beautiful moments that night just before the hell broke- the images had pulled Prachi's mind out of the suicidal thoughts. One hint of Milind at that moment was enough to make life more alluring than death for her. She didn't want to die anymore but she didn't know how to ease the situation either. She walked out of the kitchen and saw an idol of Radha-Krishna in the pooja room that was by the kitchen. She sat on the floor sobbing.
"Ali beta, that means my bahu will be able to speak someday. And her disease is curable" said Baaba entering the house with Ali. He had been to an early morning walk with Ali where they had talked about Prachi, and Ali had tried to build some prelude into the possibility that Prachi might be able to speak one day.
"Yes Baaba. She is on medication. She might just speak up one day surprising all of us" Ali had said feeling awkward about what he was saying.
"Please forgive me, Milind. please forgive me, God. Please show a ray of hope, please take me out of this darkness. Please, God" Prachi had literally begged the supreme powers. Ali and Baaba had heard a female voice and walked in the direction of it.
"Prachi, is that you there?" Baaba had walked towards the
pooja room. Prachi had turned back and got up suddenly. "
Beta, didn't I hear you saying something? You could speak! God is ever so kind. He listened to our prayers so soon" Baaba had folded his hands uniting palms in front of God. Ali and Prachi had looked at each other in an expression of shock. Ali soon recovered from it and said "Prachi, I was just telling Baaba that you were on medication for aphonia and you would be cured any day. Thank God, the day came so soon".
Ali had signed to Prachi with his hand to manage the situation. Prachi had stood numb for a while as Baaba was immersed in thanking the deities.
"Baaba" Prachi had touched her father in law's feet sobbing with her heart begging his forgiveness. "Prachi, beta, this is a happy news, why are you crying my dear?" Baaba had hugged her patting her head.
As Milind saw the rays of sunshine decorating the earth, sitting by the beach, he had thought of his father and the whole events of the last night. He suddenly felt more worried than being in pain and he knew he needed to solve the matter before it broke more hearts. He couldn't have left his father suffer no matter what. Trying to figure out a solution, he drove back to home. As he walked into the house, he saw his father hugging Prachi while Ali watched both of them.
"Milind, this is the happiest day for us. Do you know Prachi has got her voice back?" said Baaba looking at his son, who walked in, in his tracksuit. As Milind was about to say something Ali had suddenly said in order to avoid Milind speaking, "Morning Milind, so you went running today too?". Prachi had looked at Milind with fear. When Milind attempted to say something again but Baaba had said "we should go to
Siddhi Vinayak temple today. I will go take a bath. You guys also get ready. Ali beta, we will also go to
Haji Ali today." said Baaba and went inside his room, patting his son's shoulder.
"What have you done now, Prachi?" Milind had questioned shaking Prachi's arms as she stood like a statue. "Shhh, come here" Ali had dragged Milind and signed Prachi to follow them. He had taken them inside the guest room where he had stayed with his baby and wife that night. Neelam had just finished feeding her son, Salil, who had gone to sleep. As she saw Ali walking inside the room along with Milind and Prachi she rubbed her eyes to feel completely awake. Prachi walked straight to Neelam and hugged her tight. "What happened?" Neelam had whispered.
"What the hell is happening? What more drama this girl is playing now? Ali, do you even know what this girl has been..." shouted Milind.
"Shh, Salil is sleeping. Speak low" instructed Ali, while his motive was to calm Milind down. He had gathered that Milind must have known about Prachi's secret.
"Milind, sit down and calmly listen to me" Ali made Milind sit on the sofa while Neelam watched in confusion.
"Milind, Neelam and I knew that Prachi can speak before the wedding. We still let the wedding happen because.." before Ali finished, Milind got up and held his collar. "You knew and you didn't tell me beforehand!" Milind had yelled. Neelam had shouted "Milind" in shock as she was appalled to see him holding her husband's collar. Meeting his eyes with Neelam, Milind said "sorry,
Bhabhi" as he let go of Ali's collar.
Ali had again made Milind sit down and narrated him how he got to know Prachi could speak and that he and Neelam had planned along with Prachi to tell him the truth after a few days. He also told him how Baaba heard Prachi speaking to God and thought her voice had come back.
"I can't believe you knew everything and let this cheater marry me" said Milind running his fingers through his hair and continued, "I want to throw this girl out of this house. But I think about Baaba and....so even he got fooled by this..." Milind had clenched his fist and smacked the arm of the chair.
"Milind, Prachi agreed to marry you without telling he truth as Baaba thought even though his son is apprehensive about this sudden wedding, his would be daughter in law wouldn't say no to him. She was in a fix. We were worried if she broke the truth before the wedding and the wedding got stopped, Baaba's health might get affected" Ali had tried to defend Prachi.
"Woah, people who lie through their nose are worrying about other's health. Will he not be sad if he knows his lovely daughter in law is a liar?" Milind had said mockingly.
"But Milind, thank God, he got to know about the truth in a good way now" Ali tried to explain.
"Milind, I am really really sorry." Prachi had said as Neelam held her hand.
"You better keep your mouth shut. I don't want to hear your voice or see your face. I wish I could throw you out of the house right now, but my poor father has never been this happy before. But I don't want a woman like you to be in this house. You bloody
nautanki" Milind had yelled at Prachi.
"Milind, mind your tongue, she is your wife" said Neelam.
"
Bhabhi, is there anything to feel good about, after knowing your wife lied to you from the day you have known her and even married you with that lie?" Milind said enraged.
"Milind, everyone falters. Prachi was caught in her own lie. She has suffered enough all this long. She loves you and you love her. Love will allow you to forgive her and build your relationship again" said Neelam.
"Love, huh. I thought being truthful is one of the prerequisites of being in love." Milind had looked away.
"Milind, get over the matter. Think of a solution now. Baaba now knows Prachi can speak. You know it now. Look at Prachi beyond this one lie of hers. Eventually, everything will be fine. The only reason I am standing by Prachi at this point, though I have been your friend is because I feel you both love each other truly. It's once in a life time that you find true love and you shouldn't let it go. If you do, you would regret all your life. You are not in your senses to think straight now. Let the matter cool down for a few days, talk to Prachi, solve the matter and make up" advised Ali.
"There is nothing to make up now. I would rather think how I can break this up without hurting Baaba" said Milind looking at Prachi satirically while another burst of tears left Prachi's eyes.
"Okay, until you come up with a plan to carefully break up, let Prachi be in the house and let Baaba be happy to see his son and daughter in law. I bet if you guys sit and talk, you both will see things in a different light and give a chance to this relationship. Is that okay with you Prachi?" said Ali looking at her.
"That will never happen" Milind said as he walked out of the room.
"So, Prachi, did you tell Milind you can speak? Had we not planned to reveal it later? How did you end up telling him now itself?" asked Neelam as Prachi sat on the bed, weeping further.
"Neelu, calm down. Things will be fine. It's actually good that Milind knows the truth, as well as Baaba" said Ali. "Prachi, please stop crying. Milind loves you. He will come back to you. Don't keep saying sorry to him or trying to please him. Just be yourself and take it easy. Things will work out"
Ali had further said assuringly.
Edited by ShubS - 16 years ago